It took Lou Jinchuan a long time to let go of the person in his arms.
Yan Xi, who was almost suffocating and dizzy, was kissed so hard that her body became inexplicably soft. She lay powerlessly in Lou Jinchuan's arms, gasping for breath.
He slowly raised his head and looked at the person who was patiently restraining himself, a little annoyed, "Can you please restrain yourself?! I'm still eating!"
This guy, Teddy has it nailed!
Lou Jinchuan's voice was deep, with a hint of sexiness in it, "Senior Brother is so cute, I couldn't help it."
"..." Yan Xi sneered and rolled his eyes, "I'm warning you not to disturb me while I'm eating."
After saying that, she angrily broke free from his arms, sat aside, holding her aching waist, eating while being alert to Lou Jinchuan to prevent him from launching a sneak attack.
Lou Jinchuan chuckled, but obeyed obediently.
He knew very well that what his senior brother said while eating was not said in anger.
To him, eating is the most important thing in the world. Anyone who stops him from eating will be struck by lightning.
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Under Yan Xi's strong opposition, Lou Jinchuan finally came to his senses and gave up the idea of locking him up in a small dark room, but he insisted on sleeping in the same bed with him.
Yan Xi hesitated for a long time, but finally agreed shamefully.
An hour after dinner, it was getting dark. Yan Xi felt sleepy and wanted to sleep.
Lou Jinchuan pulled him up from the bed and sat him down, "Wait a little longer, take the medicine and then go to sleep."
"Okay." Yan Xi responded sleepily. The next moment, she suddenly woke up and looked at him in surprise, "How did you know I needed to take medicine at this time?"
"I know everything about Senior Brother." A hint of smile appeared in Lou Jinchuan's eyes. As he spoke, his smile faded and his expression became unnatural. "Senior Brother has had a hard time these past few years. He's always been prone to illness and injury, especially last year. He almost lost his life."
His gaze fell on Yan Xi's chest, as if he was seeing the scars on his body through his clothes, and a hint of heartache appeared in his eyes.
Yan Xi pursed her lips and fell silent.
"Brother, you really love the people." Lou Jinchuan's tone was lost, filled with a bit of jealousy, "It makes me very jealous."
"I love you too." Yan Xi almost stepped on the last syllable of his voice.
Lou Jinchuan was slightly stunned, his heart suddenly trembling, "Senior Brother..."
Yan Xi smiled slowly, her eyes looking into his eyes softly, "Xiao Jin, my love for them is great, and my love for you is small, but this small love is unique."
Lou Jinchuan's eyes deepened slightly, and his heart softened. He didn't know what to say for a moment, so he just hugged him silently.
"I suddenly remembered something and wanted to ask you." Yan Xi pushed the person in his arms away and looked at him intently with a serious expression. "Last year, when I was seriously injured and unconscious, were you taking care of me?"
Lou Jinchuan pursed his lips and nodded.
Seeing this, Yan Xi narrowed his eyes. He said that he clearly felt that he heard Lou Jinchuan's voice during his coma, but when he woke up, he found no one there. He thought it was a dream or hallucination.
"You've been secretly observing me all these years, haven't you?"
Lou Jinchuan nodded again.
Yan Xi's face turned cold this time, his eyes dark, and he asked helplessly yet angrily, "Then why didn't you show up? Even if it's just to reveal a little information, do you know that since you left, I have never stopped looking for you. I worry every day whether you are alive and well, afraid that you will suffer and get hurt, and no one will take care of you. How can you bear to keep watching from the dark?"
"What?" Lou Jinchuan sat up straight in an instant, his expression changed. "Senior brother, have you been looking for me all these years?"
"What else? Do you really think that I won't care about you because of that relationship between us? Are you a little bit stupid? I've told you that I'm just giving you some time to calm down. I'm not really going to leave you. Why won't you listen?!" Yan Xi took a deep breath and glared at him angrily.
Listening to these words, Lou Jinchuan's heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably. He felt a little excited and a little guilty, but when he thought about how he hadn't heard any news of his senior brother looking for him, his expression became solemn. "I really didn't hear that senior brother was looking for me. I thought you...had completely forgotten me and didn't want me anymore. You only wanted to be an official and serve the country and the people. There was no place for me in your heart. So, for the past six years, I've been very angry and sad... But there's nothing I can do. I can't hate my senior brother..."
As he spoke, his voice trembled and his breathing became difficult, which was enough to show that the pain of the past six years had tortured him beyond recognition.
"Hearing that you were injured and sick, I felt worse than if I were injured myself. I didn't dare to come out to see you. I was afraid I would lock you up... Because I know that you have your own dreams. If I locked you up, you would never forgive me..."
The young man's fingers were shaking, and a layer of tears gradually appeared in his ink-black eyes, making him look particularly pitiful.
Yan Xi was slightly startled, lowering his eyes, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes. He nervously held his hand, pressing his palm against his. He stretched his neck and gently pecked the young man's lips, as if to comfort him and himself, "I won't abandon you, nor will I forget you. I will always remember you, really."
Lou Jinchuan looked at him with a gentle face, pulled the corners of his lips, nodded, and hummed in a muffled voice.
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