Mu Beichen became more and more favored by the emperor.
The Queen Mother was also quite optimistic about him.
The court has already tacitly accepted that he is the future crown prince.
As Yu Zhiyi saw his growing success, he missed Yan Xi even more.
He is now a real loner.
All his loved ones left him one by one...
Mu Beichen returned to his palace and went straight to Guan Yanxi's secret room.
Hearing the noise, Yan Xi suddenly sat up straight, waiting for him to appear.
After opening the door, Mu Beichen found that he was eagerly waiting for him. In a trance, he thought it was an illusion.
Mu Beichen picked a few bunches of sunflowers and placed them in a vase out of Yan Xi's reach.
Yan Xi kept looking at him, following him closely with his gaze.
Mu Beichen noticed his actions and was secretly delighted, but also a little angry. He turned around and looked at him, "Why? You're staring at me now that you know I had a bite mark?"
Yan Xi pursed her lips and lowered her eyes, "I'm sorry."
Hearing him apologize, Mu Beichen was slightly stunned, and quickly restored his indifferent expression, "I don't want an apology, I want an explanation. Why did you change your attitude towards me because of the bite mark?
If I hadn't said anything or if I hadn't said anything at all, you wouldn't have treated me like this, right? Who is the person with the bite mark to you? "
Yan Xi raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes visibly moist, "I can't deny this, but that person is you."
Seeing him cry, Mu Beichen's heart softened. He forced himself to look away and look at the sunflowers in the corner. "How do you know the bite mark on my hand is the one you want?"
“I thought seriously about what you said to me yesterday, and I want to say that I care about the person with the bite mark, not the bite mark.
I don’t care whether you believe me or not, but what I said is true, because the bite mark was left by me, and only the person with the bite mark will always love me. No one else will always love me except this person.
Yan Xi stared at his back intently.
Mu Beichen's heart trembled, and he smiled coldly, "The bite mark on my hand has been there since I was born. You said it was you who left it. Did you bite me when I was born? Don't forget, you weren't even born at that time."
Yan Xi: "Couldn't it be something I left for you in my previous life?"
Hearing this, Mu Beichen turned his head to look at him. The young man had a serious expression and his eyes were wet, making it impossible to mock him.
He didn't say anything. Yan Xi was full of thoughts and wanted to speak, but her nose was blocked, her throat was sore, and her eyes were blurry.
He adjusted his breathing and said tremblingly, "From the beginning, we were destined not to meet. If I hadn't died and reincarnated, I would never have met you in this life. I'm slow, stupid, and stubborn. I'm not worthy of such an excellent person like you.
But you said you liked me, and I bit you while struggling. Later, after going through all kinds of difficulties, I finally stayed with you. Unfortunately, the good times didn't last long, and I died not long after.
At that time, I thought there would be no afterlife after my death, but God was kind to me, I reincarnated, and met you again. At that time, you had bite marks on your body, fearing that I would not recognize you, and you left me with all kinds of familiar feelings.
I think I am very happy, because this time I finally spent my life happily with you. Although it was short, it was enough to make me unforgettable. But I am greedy, I want you to like me in the next life too.
But in the next life, I searched for you for a long time but couldn't find you with the bite marks. At that moment, I felt like the sky was about to fall. After trembling for a long time, you finally came to me. To be honest, I was very excited and scared. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to find you in the next life, and you wouldn't come to find me.
Another time, I almost didn't recognize you. During those years, my dreams at midnight were filled with past memories of you. The more beautiful they were, the more painful it made me.
Fortunately, I am very familiar with you. I know what you like to eat, what actions you do, and what the food you cook tastes like. I can find you based on these, even if you have no bite marks left.
But in this life, you didn't leave me any clues.
I'm wondering if you don't want me anymore, if something happened to you while you were looking for me, if you're also having trouble staying awake every night because you can't find me, or... you will never appear in my life again.
I was afraid that you couldn't find me, and I was also afraid that something might happen to you on the way. I kept comforting myself that you would continue to love me and would not abandon me, you just hadn't had time to reincarnate yet.
You are a very stingy person. You don't allow others to look at me more than once, and you don't allow me to have much contact with anyone. So I thought that I must be well, not fall in love with others, and not let others touch me.
Because... I'm afraid that if I'm tainted with someone else's scent, you'll no longer want me, and you... won't be able to find me..."
At the end, Yan Xi burst into tears. He raised his hand, covered his mouth with the back of his hand, and tried to control his emotions. He continued, "I'm just an ordinary person. I can't recognize you at first glance, but you can still love me. I think you must be extraordinary.
You are so outstanding and you are not an ordinary person. Many people like you. Even without me, you still have others who like you. But I am different. I am just an ordinary mortal. If I drink Mengpo soup, I will forget everything, maybe even forget loving you. "
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