Chapter 120 Will You Die If You Have Feelings for Me?
My heart trembled violently after hearing Chen Wei's words.
Zhou Sijin would rather have something wrong with his ears.
He also didn't want to hear Chen Wei say anything about it being the last time and that they would never meet again.
It was obvious that they were sharing a bed, and the person he loved was lying naked under him.
In a short while, they would hug each other and do the most intimate things in the world like other couples.
Can……
Why?
Looking at Chen Wei in front of him, Zhou Sijin felt like his heart was being cut by a knife.
Haven't I explained this to him already?
Why leave him?
Why say such things at this time?
The sour eyes were slightly red.
But the face held by Chen Wei could only turn and look at him without turning.
In this posture, he could see the calmness and indifference on Chen Wei's face, which was different from his own.
Chen Wei's reaction was too calm and too cold.
He was so cold that it seemed as if he was the only one who cared about and was deeply involved in this relationship from the beginning to the end.
The light in the room was obviously dim, but Zhou Sijin's eyes were really hurt by the strangeness in Chen Wei's eyes.
A tear quietly slid down her cheek.
Chen Wei was startled by the sudden wet and cold feeling on his face.
After just a moment of distraction, Zhou Sijin had already buried his head in the crook of his neck and bit it madly and vengefully.
"Chen Wei, you have such a cruel heart."
He was given a candy containing poison and forced to swallow it without thinking.
Did he commit some heinous crime?
Why do you treat him like this?
Zhou Sijin was so heartbroken that he almost suffocated.
Tears rolled down Chen Wei's shoulders like beads, soaking the pillow under her.
Biting his ear gently, Zhou Sijin humbly asked Chen Wei again and again:
"Why, Chen Wei?"
"Why? Don't you love me? Don't you love me?"
"How could you do this to me?"
"Don't do this to me."
"Don't abandon me three times in a row."
"Please don't exclude me. Please."
At least the last time Chen Wei left, he could still hold on to the belief that he would find him and live his life in a daze every day.
What about this time?
Zhou Sijin was at a loss.
All his life, it seemed as if he had been insisting on things that he didn't need at all for the sake of others.
There is never a moment when I live for myself.
My mother's death and my father's indifference.
As the heir of the Zhou family, he has faced his grandfather's cruel and ruthless teachings since childhood.
He never knew what the meaning of his existence was.
Until he met Chen Wei in Fengcheng that year, her lively appearance lit up his long-dormant heart.
It was the first time someone made a promise to him that they would celebrate his birthday together every year from now on.
It turns out that one day, he can be needed by others so simply and purely.
But later, the man broke his promise and left him without a word.
He thought that fairy tales were indeed lies, and there was no such thing as someone staying with someone forever.
In order to allow his younger brother to pursue his dreams without worry, he took over Zhou from his grandfather after he became an adult.
Afterwards, without his knowledge, Chen Wei approached him a second time.
His past experiences made him unwilling to give his true heart easily.
However, his actions inadvertently hurt Chen Wei completely.
So, when he began to realize his feelings and planned to confess himself to Chen Wei, Chen Wei disappeared from his world in revenge.
After many twists and turns, he finally met Chen Wei for the third time.
But Chen Wei no longer planned to keep him.
A sadness that I had never felt before welled up in my heart.
She pushed away Chen Wei's hand that was holding her face, and raised her hand to gently stroke his cheek.
Zhou Sijin lowered his head, and their foreheads touched. His bewildered eyes were filled with red.
"How many times do I have to explain this? I've never been with Ji Chan."
"I never treated you as a substitute for anyone. From the beginning to the end, from body to heart, you are the only one I have ever had."
"Just because Ji Chan once liked me, you have to break up with me."
"Chen Wei, I want to ask, have you ever tried to stand in my shoes and consider my feelings for a moment?"
Zhou Sijin stared at him with burning eyes.
And Chen Wei had to admit that at that moment, he was indeed shocked by the almost hysterical sadness in Zhou Sijin's eyes.
Zhou Sijin's persistence and seriousness were beyond his imagination.
What surprised him even more was...
Zhou Sijin...actually cried.
The moment he raised his hand, his wrist was suddenly grabbed by someone. He heard Zhou Sijin's hoarse voice question:
"Chen Wei, what am I to you?"
Breaking free from his grip and ignoring his questions, Chen Wei raised her hand to touch his cheek under his gaze, gently wiping away the unshed tears on his face.
"You're crying."
These were the first words he said to him.
However, just this one sentence easily caused Zhou Sijin's emotions, which had been suppressed for a long time, to completely collapse again.
Burying his head in Chen Wei's neck, Zhou Sijin really had no other choice this time.
"Chen Wei, is this really what you want?"
"Why can you say such words so calmly?"
"Will you die if you have feelings for me?"
"Even a little bit..."
"I'm really easy to coax..."
Pinching the back of his neck with his fingers, Chen Wei called his name in the same tone as before:
"Zhou Sijin, I..."
Before he could finish his words, his lips were suddenly blocked by someone.
"You don't have to say anymore."
Zhou Sijin simply didn't have the ability or courage to bear his answer.
No longer giving Chen Wei any time to react.
He picked up Chen Wei's body and turned him over.
Zhou Sijin's teeth bit his shoulder lightly from time to time.
The warm chest pressed against Chen Wei's back.
Chen Wei's body, which had not been touched by anyone for two years, looked a little unremarkable due to its immaturity.
Even though Zhou Sijin has made his best efforts.
But Chen Wei was still not used to it and subconsciously grabbed his hands that were supporting him on the bed.
Fortunately, the whole process didn't last long.
Years of instinctive reaction helped Chen Wei a lot.
The back of the hand was covered by a broad palm.
The moment they touched, Chen Wei subconsciously wanted to pull back.
Unfortunately, Zhou Sijin's powerful five fingers had already pried open his fingers and were entangled with him forcefully.
The body was lifted up.
In this position, Chen Wei could only stretch her slender neck and was forced to lean lightly on Zhou Sijin's shoulder.
The whole body was firmly restrained in someone's arms.
When the passion reached its peak, he heard Zhou Sijin's compromising voice brush against his hot body, saying:
"Since this is what you want, I will grant you your wish."
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