Chapter 146
Yin Zijin raised the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a faint smile, and said softly: "It's worth it, of course it's worth it. Everyone has a dream in his heart, a heroic dream of his own. In order to pursue that seemingly unattainable dream, there is always a small number of people who are willing to rush into the flame like moths, and I am one of them." His eyes were firm and persistent, as if there was an inextinguishable fire burning in his eyes.
Then, Yin Zijin continued, "Ruhe, you asked me if I like His Royal Highness the Crown Prince?" His eyes became firm and gentle, as if he was recalling every moment he spent with His Royal Highness the Crown Prince.
"My answer is yes. In this oppressive and feudal dynasty, he and I are on the same path. He knows what I want and what I want to do. Although he doesn't understand, he is willing to respect and support me, and that's enough." There was a hint of gratitude and satisfaction in Yin Zijin's voice.
"There is no such thing as pure love in this world. For me, as long as the person treats me well, that's enough. He gives me care, love and trust, which makes me feel warm and secure. In this complex world, such feelings are particularly precious." There was a gleam of happiness in Yin Zijin's eyes and a smile on her face.
Ruhe listened to Yin Zijin's words quietly and felt happy for her. She knew very well how difficult it was for Yin Zijin, and how rare it was for him to find someone who truly understood and loved him.
She also understood the righteousness in Yin Zijin's heart. Ruhe seemed to have figured it out, and cheered up and said: "After listening to what the young lady said, I seem to understand. After five days, I will not follow the young lady back to Yin's house.
Girl, when you go back, you must take care of yourself and protect yourself. The situation in the inner house is even more complicated now. I heard that the master has taken in two concubines and has two sons and one daughter. On weekdays, the inner house seems peaceful on the surface, but who knows what dirty tricks they are using behind the scenes..."
Yin Zijin nodded, as if she had taken Ruhe's words to heart: "By the way, Ruhe, I'll let my uncle tell your mother in person. Then no one will say anything when you go to Huirui Clinic..."
A Tian, who was driving the carriage outside, heard a low crying sound coming from inside the carriage and couldn't help but feel worried. He quickly stopped the carriage and turned to look behind. I saw the car curtain shaking slightly, as if someone was crying inside. A Tian's heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked Chen Lu, who was far away, to come and drive the carriage, and then he walked into the carriage carefully.
A Tian was originally a eunuch, so he didn't have too many concerns about the etiquette between men and women. He gently lifted the curtain and walked into the car. At first glance, I saw Yin Zijin and Ruhe both had tear marks on their faces and were sobbing softly. Looking at Yin Zijin's frail body and helpless expression, one can't help but feel pity for her.
A Tian walked to Yin Zijin, gently stretched out his hand, and gently wiped the tears from her face with the handkerchief in his hand. He looked at Yin Zijin's pitiful, weak and helpless appearance, and his heart was filled with heartache.
"Is the girl made of water? Why are you crying like this? Her eyes are red and swollen from crying." A Tian said softly, his tone full of concern and worry.
Yin Zijin raised her head and looked at A Tian with tearful eyes.
Ah Tian leaned Yin Zijin against his shoulder and comforted her: "Girl, no matter what happens, you must be strong! No matter how big the problem is, it will pass. Don't torture yourself like this. If you feel very uncomfortable, you might as well lean on my shoulder and have a good sleep. When you wake up, everything will be fine."
Yin Zijin leaned quietly on A Tian's shoulder, feeling his warmth and care. His mood gradually calmed down and his tears slowly stopped. He looked at A Tian with gratitude and said softly: "Thank you, A Tian. I feel much better with you by my side."
Ah Tian smiled and nodded, gently patted Yin Zijin on the back, and signaled him to relax and rest...
Not long after, Yin Zijin fell into a deep sleep. In order to let Yin Zijin sleep more peacefully in the bumpy carriage, Ah Tian took off his coat, gently covered Yin Zijin with it, and then watched him silently...
When they arrived at Qingya Cottage, Yin Zijin told Madam Zhou that they would be returning to the Yin Mansion in five days. Madam Zhou was very happy and said as she packed her luggage: "We are finally going back. Fu'an Temple is too deserted. It is not as good as home after all."
Yin Zijin sat next to the guqin and practiced it over and over again.
"Oh! By the way, girl. Your master, Master Yang, is here. He wants to see how your dance practice is going. After you finish practicing the piano, change your clothes and go to the dance studio. Master Yang is waiting!"
Yin Zijin's heart skipped a beat, and she quickly asked, "Madam, why didn't you tell me earlier? You know how strict Master Yang is, don't you?"
Yin Zijin quickly finished the song in her hands, walked quickly to the cabinet, and took out a purple dance costume. The purple dance costume was layered, but it outlined Yin Zijin's curvy figure, graceful, weak, light and lovable figure.
Ruhe helped Yin Zijin change into her dance costume, combed her hair into a simple bun, put on a silver butterfly hairpin, and untied the thin gold chain on Yin Zijin's three-inch golden lotus. No matter how anxious she was, Yin Zijin still walked towards the dance practice with her three-inch golden lotus feet...
Madam Zhou looked at Yin Zijin's figure and said with a smile: "Wonderful! This figure is tailor-made for men."
As soon as he entered the dance studio, Yin Zijin hurried forward and bowed politely: "Hello, Master Yang."
Master Yang glanced at Yin Zijin and scolded her, "Why are you so flustered? Your hairpin is shaking like a jewel."
Yin Zijin felt a little aggrieved, and her pitiful appearance would make anyone feel distressed: "This is the first time for Zijin to wear a buyao. The nanny and mother told me that I can wear it after I get married. The purpose is to regulate Zijin's behavior. I don't need to wear it before marriage. So there is no deliberate training in this aspect..."
Seeing Yin Zijin's pitiful look, Master Yang showed no mercy: "Last time after I taught you dance, didn't I tell you to wear the step-shaking ornaments more often and practice more?
When you practice to the point where you can dance, you can’t swing the step-shaking randomly, you have to move it with your body, didn’t you hear that…”
Yin Zijin knelt on the ground immediately and said, "Master Yang, I have practiced, but the time is still short and I cannot meet your requirements."
Master Yang said: "That's because you didn't work hard. I only look at the results. Tell me, hit your calves a few times with the bamboo board."
Yin Zijin was about to cry. The feeling of being spanked on the calf was too uncomfortable. Yin Zijin quickly said, "If you don't complete your homework, you will be spanked 10 times on the calf with a bamboo board."
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