Shui Jiangyi didn't quite understand what Dazai meant, so he asked, "What do you mean?"

Dazai Osamu always had great regards for Nakahara Chuuya. He patiently explained, "He said that I could stop suppressing myself and become happier."

Mizue Yi suddenly understood that he was not the only one who had such thoughts when he met Dazai Osamu. Oda Saku, who was also a good friend of Dazai Osamu, had the same opinion as Mizue Yi when he met Dazai Osamu.

However, although Mizue Eki and Odasaku are both friends of Dazai Osamu, they are friends of fundamentally different natures. I don’t know if it’s a problem with their personalities, but when Dazai Osamu faces Odasaku, he always unconsciously treats Odasaku as an older friend with whom he can talk, while with Nakahara Chuuya he can only be friends with whom he can quarrel and argue.

Mizue Eki agrees with Odasaku's point of view. He said, "So, you feel that you understand the true meaning of life and want to live according to your own ideas?"

Dazai nodded his head and said, "Yes, it feels like I figured out a lot of things in an instant."

Just when Shui Jiang Yi was about to ask him, "How much desire do you still have to live?" Dazai Osamu suddenly said to him, "Chu Ye."

"Hmm?" His question and answer blocked Shui Jiangyi's words in his throat. The rather formal voice made Shui Jiangyi feel a little bit at a loss.

Shui Jiangyi replied: "What's wrong? You suddenly called my name."

Dazai Osamu simply said: "Because it suddenly occurred to me that since you came to this world, we have been on the run. I seem to have never taken you to see this world carefully. I only revealed the ugly side of this world to you."

"When you came to this world, I should have been your guide."

Shui Jiangyi wants to say that even if our two worlds are parallel worlds, even if we have different life experiences, even if many different things have happened to us, we all live in the same Yokohama, and there will be no difference in living in Yokohama.

But when Dazai looked at Mizue, he asked him, "So you want to go to Yokohama with me?"

Shui Jiangyi nodded happily: "Okay, I'll leave it to you then."

To me, the scenery is no different from anywhere else, but when you appear in my sight, it changes completely.

They agreed to go out at 10 o'clock tomorrow evening and also agreed on the destination in advance.

Shui Jiangyi said with a hint of nostalgia: "It seems like I haven't been to this place for a long time."

Dazai Osamu agreed: "Probably after I became the leader of the port mafia, Chuuya and I never went to that place again."

Shui Jiangyi said: "Then I should have been after Dazai Osamu defected?"

Dazai Osamu smiled softly at him and said, "In that world, I must have had a conflict with Mr. Mori that I could never resolve in my lifetime, so I resolutely left the Port Mafia."

Shui Jiangyi was silent for a moment.

Speaking of this matter, he will always feel guilty towards Dazai Osamu in another world, because that was not the death node determined by him. That death node was as if saying to Dazai Osamu, it is because of your wrong judgment that I will die.

Actually...it was because Nakahara Chuuya saw the death of Dazai Osamu in the if line, and he couldn't withstand such a heavy blow, so he went crazy and died.

He said, "Yeah, but even if it weren't for that conflict, you wouldn't have stayed in the Port Mafia, right?"

Dazai nodded happily: "Of course, I have tolerated Mr. Mori for a long time. There will always be a day when Mr. Mori's suspicion will fall more and more on me, causing me to have to leave the port mafia."

"However," Dazai Osamu smiled faintly, "It seems that you are not in a position to tell me what the contradiction is. Your words are so vague."

Mizue Yi wanted to explain, but Dazai didn't give him time to explain. He smiled and said, "But it doesn't matter. From what I guess, that contradiction is not something I like very much, so Chuuya didn't tell me it was okay."

"There are already enough unhappy things, I don't want to have more unhappy things."

Shui Jiangyi looked at Dazai Osamu for a long time, and finally he raised his hand and touched the top of Dazai Osamu's head.

Because he was very agile, Dazai Osamu didn't dodge in time and was caught by Shui Jiangyi. It was the first time for him to do such an act of disrespect to Dazai Osamu. Dazai Osamu looked up at him with dissatisfaction: "Chuuya, what are you doing?"

Shui Jiangyi withdrew his hands that had been kneading Dazai Osamu, and the touch of the soft hair was almost still lingering in his hands.

A long time ago, when Dazai Osamu's hair kept falling on his cheeks, he had already wanted to reach out and touch Dazai Osamu's hair. Unfortunately, he was never brave enough to touch Dazai Osamu with long hair, so he could only satisfy his desire with the leader of the if line.

Shui Jiangyi chuckled and said, "I just suddenly felt that your hair was very nice to touch, and I wanted to touch your hair. Is this not allowed?"

Dazai Osamu muttered: "Why don't you remind me."

Shui Jiangyi lowered his eyes and looked at Dazai Osamu, who was laughing and scolding so genuinely in front of him, but he couldn't help but recall the scene where Dazai Osamu jumped from the building of the port mafia again and again.

On one side was the smile on the corner of his lips, and on the other side was his indifferent profile.

Shui Jiangyi seemed to be standing on the boundary between life and death. He longed to find a place where he could settle down, but wherever he looked, there was nothingness everywhere.

Only the temperature at this moment is still real. Shui Jiangyi rubbed the warm feeling on his fingertips that had just touched Dazai Osamu, and thought so.

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When Shui Jiangyi walked to the Port Mafia that night, Dazai Osamu had already prepared everything and was waiting for him in the garage.

The dim light fell on Dazai Osamu's face, reflecting an indescribable cunning. He turned his head and said to Shui Jiangyi: "Chu Ye, you are here?"

Shui Jiangyi nodded and said, "It seems that you are really in high spirits. The first time you went out with me, you were waiting for me so early."

This was not the first time that Mizue Yi had traveled with Dazai Osamu. Almost every time, Dazai Osamu enjoyed the feeling of being waited for by Mizue Yi, and they would have a long tug-of-war before each trip.

Dazai Osamu said: "So I feel that I was wrong in the past, and now I am trying to turn over a new leaf."

Shui Jiangyi couldn't hold back his laughter. He raised his eyebrows and asked teasingly, "The leader of the port mafia?"

Dazai Osamu calmly replied: "A cadre of the Port Mafia?"

From what I said, you can't escape.

The light outside the window gradually brightened up, and Shui Jiangyi stepped on the accelerator to the bottom.

The car drove out of the underground garage of the Port Mafia and sped all the way towards the mountain. Dazai Osamu rolled down the car window and lay on the edge of the window. He usually liked to maintain this posture when riding in a car. According to Dazai Osamu, it was because he didn't like the closed space in the car, so he had to keep it open for ventilation.

Unfortunately, Shui Jiangyi had never seen Dazai Osamu being coquettish in front of other people. Only in front of him, he always had various demands.

But Shui Jiangyi always satisfied him. The night wind blew through his and Dazai's hair. The night wind was so gentle. Dazai looked at the trees around him and said, "Chuuya hasn't driven for a long time. Will we get lost in the mountains?"

Shui Jiangyi said: "People who can't drive should just shut up. There is only one road in this mountain, so why would you get lost?"

Dazai Osamu was scolded, and murmured "oh" and then asked: "But what if there is another road or something? If Chuuya saw it halfway, would he choose to go up?"

Shui Jiangyi thought about the scene described by Dazai Osamu and said: "I will look at the road signs."

What this means is that I will not go astray from the path I want to take.

Dazai Osamu said: "Chuuya, every time I talk to you, I feel like I can't continue the conversation. You never seem to like playing this kind of question-and-answer game with me."

Shui Jiangyi said as a matter of course: "Because I know that every time you ask me something, you want to experiment on me."

Dazai Osamu said: "It seems that you know me very well, Chuuya. Is there anything else?"

Shui Jiangyi said: "It's like you suddenly asked me to take you for a ride now, which is a very abnormal thing."

Dazai Osamu was not angry even after being scolded. He just looked at Shui Jiangyi tenderly and said, "But the weirder thing is that Chuuya clearly knew that I was abnormal, but he still took me for a ride as usual?"

Shui Jiangyi said, "Because if I don't take you with me, you will definitely be unhappy, and if you are unhappy, there will be nothing for me to be happy about."

Dazai Osamu retorted, "I am not as bad as Chuuya said. Oh, no, my reputation in the eyes of others is even worse, but I am still a very mature person, right? How could I not allow Chuuya to be happy just because I am unhappy?"

Shui Jiangyi glanced at him. His ice-blue eyes looked particularly beautiful in the deep night, like a blue gem radiating light. He said, "If you have a deep understanding of yourself, you should remember that last time I just didn't make dinner for you, and you lay on the sofa as if you would starve to death if I came home a minute later."

"Even though you are very mature, we have only known each other for so long."

"I've never really seen you mature."

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