Breathing is a luxury. This is the only feeling Shui Jiangyi has during this long journey.
He followed Dazai Osamu and fell into the circle of white glass light. Although he had already guessed that the ending they had designed for themselves would definitely not be a good one.
But he didn't expect that Dazai Osamu would be so cruel to him.
What is the world like outside the records of the world line?
It is an infinite universe.
As an outsider of this world, he is not bound by this world. He just watches Dazai Osamu stay in the endless universe with his soul wandering, quietly watching the birth and destruction of stars.
For him, time was no longer a word of measurement, because in the endless universe, there was never day or night, no passage of time, so he did not know how much time had passed.
Mizue Yi just stood quietly beside Dazai Osamu, and occasionally, Dazai Osamu would say something.
He said: "Living like this is just living, but I have agreed to his words and I don't intend to regret it."
This sentence sounded ambiguous, but Shui Jiangyi understood it strangely. He strangely realized that this sentence was what Dazai Osamu said to another self. They might have had a deep conversation when Shui Jiangyi didn't know.
After all, such a plan was not planned successfully in a short time. Shui Jiangyi could almost imagine the two of them sitting opposite each other in silence, because no one knew better than Shui Jiangyi how much Dazai Osamu rejected the existence of another self in this world.
He accidentally landed next to Dazai Osamu, and watched the star closest to Dazai Osamu disappear.
He said, "Dazai, you don't regret it, but someone else will regret it."
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The long-haired Dazai Osamu carried the bottle containing Chuuya Nakahara's soul, traveled through thousands of epochs, and returned to his own world.
Although he doesn't want to live and doesn't want to do things that he shouldn't do, Dazai Osamu still does a good job of doing what he should do as a world consciousness.
At least, Dazai Osamu himself thought that he was much stronger than the world consciousness that only wanted to take over his body.
For a long time, Dazai Osamu comforted himself in this way.
Anyway, there is no need to do anything. Living is painful. It is better to...
What could we do instead? We could tinker with this world, turning it from a grey and ugly place into something beautiful and colorful.
If there is a dispute among the people above, then send someone who can settle the dispute and start ruling this place so that it can become peaceful and happy again. In the past countless years, this is the only thing Dazai Osamu has done, except traveling through the worlds to find someone who is similar to Nakahara Chuuya.
In the past, Dazai Osamu didn't understand why he would invest time and energy in such a thankless task when he always thought it would be fine if he didn't do anything.
But until today...
Until he crossed countless epochs and finally found Chuuya Nakahara's broken soul, he lowered his eyes and looked at the glass-like blue whale. He was so fragile that he would shatter with just the slightest touch. Dazai Osamu needed to carry it with him all the time, to protect him with his own soul, to cherish him with his own soul, and to find a suitable body for him in the future.
Only then can he truly become a human being again.
Open the eyes that Dazai Osamu has been waiting for for a long time in front of him.
Time is a word that Dazai Osamu hates, but when he saw the joy revealed in the blue whale's eyes when he saw this beautiful world, he couldn't help but curl the corners of his lips.
Time is such a scary word, it is endless and unpredictable.
However, when there is someone who is looking forward to it by your side, it will become infinitely romantic, because it is no longer just lonely, moving forward aimlessly.
The faster time passes, the faster Dazai Osamu can see the person in his memory walking towards him. He lowered his eyes and thought.
No rush.
I have countless time to wait for your recovery.
Just like you once told me, no matter how long it takes, I will stay by your side.
The middle.
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After taking over the position of the leader of the Port Mafia, Zhong Yuanzhong was forced to move forward as if by time. In the blink of an eye, this Port Mafia was no longer the Port Mafia he knew before.
After Dazai Osamu left this world, Nakajima Atsushi defected to the Armed Detective Agency with Izumi Kyoka.
His subordinates were angry at him for not fighting back and thought that the two of them were traitors. They wanted to send people to stop him, but they were stopped by Nakahara Chuuya in the end.
Nakahara Chuuya watched them grow up, and he clearly understood the reason why they did this, except that they were instructed by Dazai Osamu, and it was not because of his will. If Dazai Osamu really thought that the Armed Detective Agency was a better choice than the Port Mafia, Nakahara Chuuya didn't mind helping Dazai Osamu fulfill his last wish to stay in the world.
Or perhaps, besides this, there is another possibility.
That is, they simply could not stand the port mafia without Dazai Osamu. After the old friend left, all the memories turned into a blade, piercing his heart and unable to move.
Nakahara Chuuya thought that he could understand this. After all, in this huge port mafia where he grew up with Dazai Osamu, every corner had traces of Dazai Osamu's stupidity. They were so clear and familiar that as long as he raised his head, the past would play out before his eyes, reminding him so clearly that when you walk in the darkness, you no longer have anyone to walk with you.
When Dazai Osamu was in power, the port mafia was so powerful that...
There were many powerful enemies under the tree, which were not eliminated when Dazai Osamu was in power. In front of him, Dazai Osamu left the port mafia that was on the verge of collapse and decisively chose to attack.
At the beginning, Nakahara Chuuya was unwilling to pay attention to it because his condition was really bad, so bad that even he was surprised.
He chose to hide, but the group of people pressed towards him in disbelief. The crowd that received Nakahara Chuuya's order to evacuate to the edge of the port mafia was blocked again and again, the most recent one...
There were 110 deaths.
The bodies of the 110 people were collected by Chuuya Nakahara. According to the subordinate closest to Chuuya Nakahara, "That was the first time I saw Chuuya Nakahara angry."
The angry Nakahara Chuuya opened the filth silently. Nakahara Chuuya, who had already completely mastered the filth, would kill several people who were lurking around and watching him almost every step he took.
By the time he had sorted out all the corpses belonging to the port mafia, a fresh corpse was already lying on the ground.
Very appropriately, heavy rain fell in Yokohama, falling on Chuuya Nakahara's face like a tearful sound, washing away the heavy, almost indelible blood on his body.
The blood of the strays covered the entire street, and the rain of the strays wet the eyelashes of Zhongyuan Chuuya. He said softly: "If you want to fight, I am always here to accompany you."
His voice is so soft, yet so powerful.
The subordinate looked at Nakahara Chuuya's back from a distance across the crowd, and vaguely seemed to see Dazai Osamu coming to see him one night.
The subordinate was just an insignificant minion in the port mafia. When he was received by Dazai Osamu, he was extremely terrified, fearing that after meeting Dazai Osamu, he would never see the sun tomorrow again. He almost walked to Dazai Osamu with trembling legs.
Dazai Osamu, who was wearing a black coat, looked at him with a smile and said, "Do you want to join Chuuya's team?"
This is a sentence that his subordinates cannot think of. In the port mafia, who would not want to join Chuuya Nakahara's team? He thinks that becoming a subordinate of the legendary god-like person will be his lifelong dream and a capital to show off.
So the subordinate didn't think much about it and answered affirmatively: "Yes, Lord Chief... If possible, I want to join Lord Nakahara Chuuya's subordinates, but I know that I am not qualified now. I can't become Lord Nakahara Chuuya's subordinate. I'm not strong enough."
Dazai Osamu just looked at him and said, "It doesn't matter, as long as you always maintain this enthusiasm for Chuuya."
Dazai Osamu raised his hand and patted his shoulder, and said softly: "I will arrange for Chuuya to go on a business trip soon. After the business trip, you will stand beside Chuuya and watch over him."
“You don’t need to be strong or brave. I just need you to stand behind Chuuya and watch over him all the time.”
After saying this, Dazai walked out of the house without looking back. It must have been a gloomy day. The subordinate watched Dazai walking further and further away, and asked fearlessly: "Why don't you stay behind Master Chuuya?"
After saying this, the subordinate regretted it and gritted his teeth in annoyance.
But Dazai Osamu laughed softly, and the wind blew away his voice. He said, "Because I already don't have time."
There is no time to accompany Chuuya anymore, no time to simply be Dazai Osamu, holding my chin and admiring his violent aesthetics while Chuuya fights.
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The heavy rain fell on the faces of his men.
He wiped the rain off his face, not knowing whether the water stains wet his eyes.
In a trance, he looked at Nakahara Chuuya's back, as if... he saw Dazai Osamu who left him that night.
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It should be finished tomorrow. Any details that have not been explained will be completed in the subsequent spin-off of Bungo Stray Dogs.
After writing it, I will return to the extra chapters of the curse.
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