Nakahara Chuuya couldn't understand why Dazai Osamu was associated with fear of death. He was obviously the least fearless person, but he continued and wanted to ask something else.
Unfortunately, he was woken up the next second.
The sunlight gently penetrated the glass window of the office of the leader of the Port Mafia and fell on Nakahara Chuuya. Nakahara Chuuya was awakened by his subordinates, who said to him gently: "Leader, if you feel tired, then go back and rest for a while. You can continue to operate here even if you don't watch it for a while."
He spoke in a very soft voice. This was when Zhongyuan Zhongye was abroad. His deputy had been following him. Zhongyuan Zhongye looked at him in a daze, then smiled reluctantly. He said, "It's okay. You can go out first."
The deputy looked at Nakahara Chuuya worriedly, but did not force him. The deputy was always very considerate. Nakahara Chuuya was very grateful for the deputy's thoughtfulness, which allowed him to be alone for a while after closing the door.
The sunshine today is very gentle, but Zhongyuan Zhongye suddenly felt a hint of coldness. He wondered: Is that the real world?
Does the theory of parallel universe really exist in this world? Why does he feel such a familiar and familiar atmosphere? Why is everything in that world so clear?
If that is not a real world, then why does he dream about that place?
Was it because he began to miss Dazai Osamu? So he made up such a story to try to comfort himself?
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Zhongyuan Zhongye didn't know it, but he began to have frequent dreams. Sometimes, he could remember his dreams, and sometimes, he couldn't remember his dreams at all.
But after Dazai Osamu left, Nakahara Chuuya, who rarely fell asleep, began to force himself to fall into a deep sleep, holding some thoughts that even he himself could not clearly understand. Perhaps...
Nakahara Chuuya's guess was just a simple one. He still wanted to dream about the sequel of the story again. He wanted to see that world again and wanted to know why he would die in that world and why Dazai Osamu in that world was afraid of death.
Perhaps because of his insistence, Nakahara Chuuya actually dreamed about the story of that world in his dream not long after.
But unlike the romantic day that day, when he arrived at the story, what he encountered was a gloomy rainy day.
The rain was very heavy, almost drowning the world. Nakahara Chuuya appeared next to the building of the Port Mafia.
Unlike the last time, this time he had no body, so he was like entering a no-man's land. He easily avoided all the guards outside the Port Mafia and walked inside skillfully.
He was surprised to find that the last time he came here, he should have been 22 years old.
This time, he should be 18 years old.
Because the words "Cadre Replacement" were clearly written on the sign of his office, and it was when he turned eighteen that he became an official cadre of the Port Black Hand.
But what was strange was that someone took off his office sign and walked towards the outside of the Mafia. Zhongyuan Zhongya consciously felt that this was probably the node of the story that the man in black had told him.
So Nakahara Chuuya subconsciously followed that person.
The man walked for a long, long time holding the umbrella, from the port mafia to the western part of Yokohama, just holding a black umbrella. The heavy rain fell on his umbrella like a bucket, but he seemed to be unaware of it at all. He let the rain wet his clothes and walked towards that place step by step.
Zhongyuan Chuuya has been following behind him, following closely.
It was not until the end that he discovered that the man's destination was a church.
And in the church, a grand funeral was being held.
The host of the funeral was Zhongyuan Zhongye.
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What does it feel like to attend your own funeral?
Nakahara Chuuya was asked this question by Dazai Osamu before. At that time, Nakahara Chuuya just felt that Dazai Osamu really deserved a beating and never asked him questions that a normal person should ask him.
But today, Nakahara Chuuya thought that he could probably answer Dazai Osamu's question.
What kind of experience is it? It is a strange feeling that is hard to fathom.
Although Nakahara Chuuya had heard from the man in black that Yi Jin had died before, he was still shocked when the fact happened again in front of him.
But his shock was of no use. The person who brought him here casually threw his office sign into the trash can and then lifted his black hood.
Only then did Nakahara Chuuya realize that the person he had been following was Dazai Osamu.
The eighteen-year-old Dazai Osamu still carried some inexplicable youthfulness, as if he was just one step away from the baptism of adulthood, and Nakahara Nakaya discovered with some resistance that perhaps his death was Dazai Osamu's final baptism of adulthood.
Wearing clothes that were almost dripping with water, Dazai Osamu walked towards the grand funeral that was in progress.
There are people that Nakahara Chuuya is familiar with, including Mr. Mori, whom he has not seen for a long time, Ozaki Kouyo, and others...
They all stood in the front, looking at the photo of the late Nakahara Chuuya with sad faces. The usually calm Ozaki Koyo's eyes even turned red accidentally when she looked at the photo of Nakahara Chuuya, but she suppressed it well and no one saw her losing composure. Only the redness in the corners of her eyes revealed the fact that she had cried before.
When Dazai Osamu walked in, everyone's eyes fell on him.
Dazai raised his head and looked at everyone in the church. He said, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Everyone can come to Chuuya's funeral, except me, right?"
A man came up. Nakahara Chuuya had never seen him before, but he could tell from his face that he was a gentle person. He was obviously acquainted with Dazai. He said to Dazai, "It's not like that. Of course you can come, but... Dazai, don't you realize that your mood is already very wrong?"
At this time, Nakahara Chuuya floated in front of Dazai Osamu and saw the full appearance of Dazai Osamu.
He was wearing a pitch-black suit, which made his cheeks look even paler, as if he was a patient who had just recovered from a serious illness. However, Dazai Osamu's eyes did not have the haggardness of a patient. His eyes were as sharp as a sword, and his eyebrows were mixed with a sharp aura, as if he would break through all obstacles in the next second.
He said, "Did I do something emotionally wrong that caused me to be unable to do something as simple as coming to Chuuya's funeral? Odasaku."
The man he called Odasaku sighed in distress and said to him, "Then why don't you come with me? We can stand aside and listen to the final speech."
Dazai Osamu's eyes moved slightly, he looked up at Odasaku, and then nodded imperceptibly.
Dazai Osamu was positioned at the far right, and he could clearly see the priest's expression as he spoke.
At this time, no one spoke, but Nakahara Chuuya, who was standing next to Dazai Osamu, could also hear Dazai Osamu's fragmented words. He seemed to be saying something, which made Nakahara Chuuya couldn't help but move closer to him.
"As expected, Nakata is just an idiot. He is so powerful, but he doesn't know how to use his power at all."
"If you knew Chuuya would die long ago, it would be too humiliating to be killed by such a weak person, right? It would be better for him to be killed by me. In a previous mission, Chuuya would have died if I had failed to meet his promise."
"You promised me that you would not end your life before mine, but you are irresponsible. How despicable of me."
Dazai Osamu's voice became lower and lower, from the complaints at the beginning to the end, as if he was mumbling to himself. Nakahara, who was staying beside him, also heard his last words.
"Why did you die and say goodbye to everyone, but you didn't want to say goodbye to me?"
Nakahara Chuuya stood beside him and thought, this is really a good question, because I also want to know why Dazai Osamu arranged a retreat for everyone and the final ending for everyone, even himself, but did not tell him everything.
From beginning to end, he was the only one who was kept in the dark.
Is it because he doesn't need to say everything? Is it because he has always been excluded by Dazai Osamu?
Dazai Osamu didn't even say goodbye to me.
Nakahara Chuuya thought quietly.
This grand funeral was very luxurious and lasted a long time, so long that Nakahara Chuuya almost lost the intention to listen any further. However, Dazai Osamu had been standing there, staring at that place for a long time.
The rain outside the window kept falling for a long time, so long that Nakahara Chuuya didn't know whether Dazai Osamu left first or the rain outside stopped first.
He only knew that after everyone had left there, Dazai Osamu still did not leave.
Dazai Osamu stood there as if he wanted to make up for the time before he came.
Only at the end did she sigh quietly: "I still haven't forgotten the day you died, Chuuya."
"I was standing right in front of you, why did you ask, why, I still died?"
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