"You're crying now?"

Ryomen Sukuna glanced at Shui Jiangyi, whose eyes were already red after just reading the whole half, with a hint of disgust in his tone, but he reached out his hand subtly to wipe away Shui Jiangyi's tears.

Shui Jiangyi's tears were hot and fell on Ryoumen Sukuna's cool fingers. Ryoumen Sukuna sighed in surprise.

Why are there people like Shui Jiangyi in this world?

Tears fell so easily, and once I started crying it seemed like there would be no end. My eyes were red from crying, and my tears were like beads that had broken off the string.

Shui Jiangyi sniffed, feeling Ryoumen Sukuna's teasing, and rubbed his eyes vigorously: "I'm not crying, he is crying."

Before Mizue Yi's emotions aroused, this body, which had long been riddled with holes and had lost its emotions, suddenly shed tears for no reason. Mizue Yi didn't know whether it was Yuji Itadori who was wailing in pain when he looked back at his past again and again, or whether his tears had already fallen before his emotions aroused.

He looked at Ryoumen Sukuna who was right in front of him.

The Ryomen Sukuna in front of him looked exactly the same as the person in Yuji Itadori's memory, but they seemed like two different people. They acted recklessly, treated human life as nothing, and were extremely cruel, while the person in front of him would actually show a little gentleness at times.

Shui Jiangyi couldn't help but ask, "Isn't this an incomplete story? Did you... kill him?"

His voice was very soft, as if he was afraid that a louder voice would disturb the deceased. Ryoumen Sukuna carelessly stroked his eye sockets and nodded lightly: "Someone rushed to give me a body, I have no reason to refuse."

·

Ryomen Sukuna killed Yuji Itadori.

What neither of them expected was that after Ryomen Sukuna killed Yuji Itadori, things still did not change at all and Yuji Itadori returned to the beginning.

I saw the familiar hospital again, and the shocking whiteness again.

In front of the emergency room, the doctor and the nurse looked at him with guilt and said, "I'm sorry, we didn't succeed in saving your grandpa."

Yuji Itadori stood there in a daze, silent for a long time, then nodded to the doctor: "I, understand, thank you."

After he finished speaking, he couldn't help but repeat it again, his voice choking with sobs: "Thank you."

After returning to the past again and again, the first person he met was the doctor in front of him with a guilty look on his face.

The doctor was used to seeing life and death. Seeing Yuji crying so sadly, he couldn't help but comfort him, "You still have a long life ahead of you, and you still have many choices. I believe that if your grandfather was still alive, he wouldn't want to see you so sad."

There is still a long life ahead.

When Yuji Itadori heard this, he couldn't help but his eyes turned red again. He asked the doctor, "Can I go see my grandpa?"

The doctor moved aside to make way for him, so Yuji Itadori walked past him and entered the ward.

His grandfather's body lay quietly and silently on the hospital bed, as if he was just trapped in an endless dream and might open his eyes at any time.

As Yuji Itadori walked towards him, he couldn't help but think.

It seemed that the first day was also a cloudy day. There were heavy dark clouds outside the window, hanging low and pressing on his heart. In the ward, under the reflection of the lilies beside the bed, his elderly grandfather took his hand and said, "Become a person who dies surrounded by thousands of people."

Yuji Itadori put away his guilty conscience, squatted down beside the bed, held his hands, which had become very cold, and rubbed them lovingly. He couldn't help but smile at his grandfather and said, "I remember what you said. Many, many times, I have become a great hero to many, many people, Grandpa."

"I could have protected many people." Yuji Itadori said with nostalgia, "Unfortunately, I didn't die surrounded by thousands of people, because..."

"The people I want to be surrounded by have already laid down before dawn to protect me."

I can only follow them and build nameless tombstones for them in my heart.

…

Outside the ward.

The doctor noticed that Yuji Itadori was in a bad mood and waited at the door from the beginning.

When Yuji Itadori came out, he was surprised to see the doctor. He asked, "Doctor, why are you still here?"

This is a plot that has never happened before.

The doctor smiled upon hearing this. He was very gentle and spoke softly: "Because I feel like you are not in a good mood. If you want to speak, I can be your most loyal listener. Of course, this conversation must be unknown to everyone except you and me. You can tell me everything you want."

Yuji Itadori was a little hesitant after hearing what he said. After hesitating for a while, the doctor pulled him aside.

He sat with the doctor in the hospital corridor. Everything was white, and the transparent glass reflected fragile halos of light. Not far away, there were hurried footsteps and the shouts of patients.

The doctor's breathing was shallow and calming. Yuji Itadori thought for a while and asked, "Doctor, if there is a situation where no matter how hard you try, you can't find him and get hurt instead, what would you do?"

The doctor's expression was still gentle: "Give up."

"Hmm?" Yuji Itadori tilted his head, having never expected this answer. "Give up?"

Can I give up? Is there an option to give up?

The doctor easily saw through his confusion and said with a faint smile: "Why can't you give up? Everyone is born with the right to give up."

"It's just that most people always imprison themselves when fate lets them go."

"Why don't you give up? Because I always think that if I try harder, I might be able to do it, but the fact is that most things are just forced by ourselves."

“If you have tried and still cannot do it, you might as well draw a line and clearly separate yourself from the past. Moreover, if you work hard to accomplish that thing, whether you succeed or not, it will be a very painful thing, and this painful process will follow you throughout your life.”

"Is it painful..." Yuji Itadori thought of the endless deaths and the expressionless faces. He fell into endless silence and murmured in a low voice, "If it's not suitable, should I give up?"

Or in other words, his desire for Huihui and the others to survive was actually what the doctor meant by "forcing"?

"Hmm." The doctor remembered what he had just heard standing at the door, Yuji Itadori murmuring, that he was going to die surrounded by thousands of people. He felt that this was really an extremely absurd thing, for such a young child, in such the prime of his life.

He should have a bright future and four seasons of glory.

Dying surrounded by thousands of people was never something a child should have to imagine.

The doctor said firmly, "You must give up because there is no possibility of success."

"...Okay." After hearing his words, Yuji Itadori was silent for a moment, then he nodded and said solemnly, "Thank you, doctor."

As he spoke, he stood up and walked out very slowly, step by step.

The doctor watched him walk out of the hospital before he revealed a helpless smile when no one was around. However, when he turned his head to look at the morgue, the smile was completely swallowed up.

He took out his phone and called the staff.

There are so many separations of life and death in this world. As a person, he always wants to do a little more for this world. Sometimes, just this little bit can keep a person.

·

The evening breeze blew on Yuji Itadori's cheeks. Ryomen Sukuna, who woke up from the illusion, found that this was not Yuji Itadori's way to school.

"Are you going to try to gamble with fate again?" Ryoumen Sukuna asked sincerely.

He no longer would argue with Yuji Itadori about the right and wrong of this matter.

Yuji Itadori shook his head without looking up. He walked straight ahead and said as he walked, "No, I won't continue to gamble with him. I think this kind of game is meaningless."

"So what are you preparing for now?" Ryoumen Sukuna felt like he had missed something while he was asleep.

Those things caused some changes in Yuji Itadori's mind.

"I'm thinking, should I go meet Huihui first and then do what I think I need to do?" Yuji Itadori worried to himself.

But before Ryoumen Sukuna could reply, Itadori Yuji took the lead in denying what he said. He shook his head and said, "The doctor is right. When I choose a path, I should not regret it."

Having said that, Yuji Itadori walked away on his own towards another road.

At the end of the road is a mountain.

The mountain road was very rugged, but for Yuji Itadori, this slight ruggedness was no problem at all. It was as easy to walk on as flat ground. He reached the top of the mountain with almost no effort.

It was already evening when we reached the top of the mountain. The sun was shyly hiding under the clouds, leaning against the mountainside towards the horizon. The charming dusk was as hot as fire, with scorching clouds in full swing.

Yuji Itadori randomly picked a place to sit down and looked down. Below him was the surging sea. He looked at the surging waves and said a little confusedly: "I have never seen such a beautiful red color."

Ryoumen Sukuna did not answer. Fortunately, Yuji Itadori did not expect Ryoumen Sukuna to answer him. He only said to himself: "In fact, there was a period of time when I even began to reject the color red. After too many reincarnations, my eyes have been stained with the color of blood."

Yuji Itadori held his chin and said, "I don't want to gamble with fate anymore. If they don't kill me, they can't kill me. Even if you kill me, it will be useless."

He said calmly: "But I can kill myself."

"I don't know what would happen if I killed myself, but I expect it to be death."

"I no longer want to look forward to tomorrow."

On the cliff, a pink-haired boy slowly opened his arms and fell down like a dead leaf.

"Death is the end of everything."

·

Ryomen Sukuna watched Yuji Itadori jump down with disdainful eyes, without making any comment.

He was just counting the time when the clock of fate was ringing. Every time after Yuji Itadori died, all the timelines would restart after ten minutes.

After calculating for a while, he suddenly stopped. He stood on the top of the mountain, sitting in the same position as Yuji Itadori, looking down.

It is indeed a rare beauty.

The charm of nature is in full view. Ryoumen Sukuna thinks that if he could really die, it would be a good thing for him to accept Yuji Itadori's body.

The timeline of destiny has been restarted.

Ryomen Sukuna opened his eyes and saw Yuji Itadori as expected. This time, Yuji Itadori seemed to have lost all his memories. He looked at him blankly and asked himself why he knew him.

Ryomen Sukuna was amused and wanted to laugh. Perhaps it was the only bit of sympathy he had left that made him think thoughtfully, which was rare for him.

He thought. This time it's rare that Yuji Itadori doesn't remember, so he will eliminate the chance of Yuji Itadori knowing and kill the protagonist at the beginning of the story.

But what he didn't expect was.

Yuji Itadori suddenly changed. It seemed that he finally escaped from the cycle of fate. For the first time, he broke the original ending at the very beginning of the story.

He saved his dying grandfather for the first time.

Ryomen Sukuna, who witnessed Yuji Itadori's birth to death, became interested in this new Yuji Itadori. It was the same expression he saw when he first met Yuji Itadori.

Pure white like a handful of snow.

This is a person who also has the ability to bring the dead back to life.

Therefore, Ryomen Sukuna subconsciously placed a lot of attention on this new Yuji Itadori.

Watch him being complacent because he saved his grandfather, watch him cheering because he got to know Gojo Satoru in advance, watch him gradually live a normal life in high school.

Watching him gradually become good friends with everyone and save many people who should have died.

Ryomen Sukuna touched his chin, and one afternoon, forcibly took over Yuji Itadori's body.

He asked the strange yet familiar soul: "Who are you?"

He looked at with satisfaction as the proud soul was frightened by him, like a frightened kitten, and he moved closer to him uncontrollably.

Ryomen Sukuna thought that this was not his intention. His intention was to snatch Yuji Itadori's body from this man.

But in fate, it is destined.

He restrained his sharpness, his edges were smoothed by time, and he squatted in front of the little boy.

He made up a lie so that this person would remember the name Ryomen Sukuna.

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