Shui Jiangyi's throat seemed to be deeply blocked.
He felt a little choked up, but he forced himself to swallow it down. At this moment, he began to appreciate that he had experienced so many worlds, so he had such good acting skills. But when he wanted to hide something, he hid it very well.
Without revealing any clues.
So Shui Jiangyi, who was obviously very sad, smiled and curled his lips, raised his eyebrows and said: "Aren't you afraid of encountering such a natural disaster again?"
Dazai Osamu looked at him with his chin in his hand and said in a faint voice: "There won't be so many natural disasters in this world."
"Someone is stopping me." Dazai Osamu said affirmatively. Dazai Osamu was a smart man, much smarter than Mizue Yi. He had figured out many things before Mizue Yi did, but Dazai Osamu, who had figured out the things, still said it.
"But what does this have to do with me wanting to meet Chuuya?"
For a moment, a picture flashed through Shui Jiangyi's mind.
That was the sixteen-year-old Nakahara Chuuya, before he came to this world, and before the Nakahara Chuuya in that world died.
In the sound of the biting wind, his orange hair was blown up by the wind, and Zhongyuan Zhongye said recklessly.
"Will he die?"
"Then die." The 16-year-old Nakahara Chuuya said firmly, even with a laugh, "My purpose in returning to the past is to make him survive."
In this picture, Nakahara Chuuya should be talking to someone, but Shui Jiangyi can't see the face of the person who is talking to Nakahara Chuuya. He can only see that Nakahara Chuuya's firm eyes are becoming deeper and deeper in his mind.
Mizue Yi said, facing the cheek of Dazai Osamu in front of him.
"You're so stubborn, Dazai."
But apart from this sentence, Shui Jiangyi had nothing more to say.
He began to think about something deeper, that is, why he came here.
Is it just because he was discovered by Dazai Osamu when he was watching Dazai Osamu's memories?
But if that's the case, then why can he see Dazai Osamu's memories?
Because someone had already opened the channel that allowed him to see Dazai Osamu's memory before him, which led to the scene where he was caught by Dazai Osamu.
So, the fact that he was caught by Dazai Osamu was really just because he accidentally revealed his true identity, rather than something that was destined from the beginning?
If it is destined...
Shui Jiangyi wondered, does that mean that, in the original storyline, before he chose the card of the if-line leader Nakahara Chuuya, he had already had his destined reincarnation?
After so many years, he, who had completed the death escape of Chuuya Nakahara in this world, chose the leader of the if line, Chuuya Nakahara, after the world line was broken. Then, naturally, at this time, he came here and met Dazai Osamu.
It was because of his intervention that, in the if line, Dazai Osamu chose to make a hat for Nakahara Chuuya that could suppress the surging gravity in his body, and then he died himself in the end?
This conjecture is really frightening. Shui Jiangyi took off the hat from his head and said softly.
"Dazai, can I ask you a question?"
Dazai Osamu was originally still immersed in the thought of being scolded by Nakahara Chuuya, and he did not expect that Nakahara Chuuya's words would change so quickly.
I didn't expect Chuuya Nakahara's mood to change so quickly. His ice-blue eyes gazed at Dazai Osamu gently and calmly. Dazai Osamu suddenly felt a little uneasy. He smiled and said, "Is there any problem?"
"You asked me in this world to find that gem in order to make a hat like this?"
Shui Jiangyi asked word by word: "I clearly remember that you told me at that time that you also wanted to make a hat like this."
His change of topic was completely different. Dazai Osamu couldn't understand why Nakahara Chuuya could change the topic so quickly, but it didn't prevent him from guessing Nakahara Chuuya's seriousness from his tone. He nodded and said, "Yes, I did say that before. What's wrong?"
Shui Jiangyi asked: "Did you want to do it after you met me, or before you met me?"
…
Through this question and answer, Dazai Osamu felt as if he was being teased by fate.
What is the meaning of this question? Whether it is before meeting this Nakahara Chuuya or after meeting this Nakahara Chuuya.
Would the thoughts he had before and after these two points in time have led to different consequences?
This feeling of being teased by fate was simply too bad, so bad that Dazai Osamu felt that the words spoken by this Nakahara Chuuya in front of him were tinged with a gloomy feeling.
He actually didn't really want to doubt Nakahara Chuuya.
After all, Dazai Osamu could see the deep concern for Nakahara Chuuya in the eyes of the man in front of him, and Dazai Osamu was proud of his understanding of Nakahara Chuuya.
But his heart wanted to choose to believe, but his brain had already analyzed various possibilities.
And he automatically ruled out other less reliable possibilities, leaving the two biggest possibilities in front of him.
One is that Zhongyuan Zhongya is deceiving him.
Another thing is that Zhongyuan was hiding something from him.
Dazai Osamu chose to believe the next one according to his personal preference.
There was something hidden from him in Zhongyuan. Was it a big thing or a small thing?
Did Chuuya Nakahara, who has already solved the problems in that world, know some truths that he didn't know?
Or maybe, Nakahara Chuuya was lying to him, and the Dazai Osamu in the other world was already dead?
So that's why when Nakahara Chuuya heard some bad news about him, his whole spirit became tense?
Dazai Osamu gently narrowed his beautiful iris-colored eyes.
He said, "The hat? I heard it from Verlaine."
Then he saw Nakahara Chuuya's eyelashes twitching inadvertently, his ring finger curling unconsciously, and he nodded as if he suddenly realized something and said, "So that's how it is."
This is the look of a person who is relaxed after getting the answer he wanted. Dazai Osamu smiled calmly and said, "Why? Chuuya thinks that the diamond from the auction is not eye-catching enough and is not worthy of being on your hat?"
Nakahara Chuuya glanced at him sideways on the spot: "You are just trying to satisfy your own selfish desires. I know you have been dissatisfied with my hat for a long time."
Dazai continued to ask: "But everyone wants to control their own life, right? Chuuya must be dissatisfied with his life being in my hands for a long time, right?"
Zhongyuan Zhongye said unhappily: "Did you always think like this before?"
Dazai nodded as if it was a matter of course: "Isn't it? Every time I help Chuuya to remove the dirt, Chuuya must be very dissatisfied."
Nakahara Chuuya said: "No, I was exhausted both physically and mentally at that time, and I didn't have the spare time to be angry with you."
Dazai Osamu deliberately smiled and teased: "Do you also like me to remove the dirt for you? Do you like to hold your life in my hands?"
Dazai Osamu deliberately used an unpleasant word to describe the relationship between him and Nakahara Chuuya.
But what he didn't expect was that after a long silence, under the flickering light, Nakahara Chuuya nodded slightly.
His orange hair shook slightly as he said, "I guess so."
Nakahara Chuuya asked back, "What? I opened the garbage truck to take care of your garbage, but after the garbage truck was opened, do I no longer have the right to ask you to take me home?"
Dazai Osamu of this world is not dead.
Dazai Osamu got this information easily, so what is the purpose of this hat?
Is it a way of expressing his possessiveness? Or... is it just a substitute when Dazai Osamu is not around?
Dazai Osamu could not get a satisfactory answer, but what he could be sure of was that the Dazai Osamu in this world was not dead.
When saying this, Nakahara Chuuya did not show any expression. He frankly spoke about how he and Dazai Osamu got along. This was not the tone that should be used after the death of an important person.
Dazai Osamu himself was sure of this, and he must be an important person to Nakahara Chuuya.
So there is only one guess left.
Nakahara Chuuya knew some secrets that he didn't know.
It’s a secret…
Dazai Osamu's tongue tip pressed against his teeth, and he seemed to have a slight headache.
Sometimes, he would rather be a little stupid and not have to see everything so easily.
To the point that it is impossible to be a stupid idiot who is willing to be deceived.
Mizue Yi was indeed relieved to learn that Dazai Osamu learned the news from Weilun and not from him.
This means that he is not a fixed part of this.
His arrival was just an accident, and if it was an accident, there was a possibility of breaking the past.
Shui Jiangyi said to the system in a relaxed tone: "Tong, didn't you tell me before that as long as it is done covertly enough, it is possible to make some small movements under the consciousness of the world line?"
The system immediately understood what Shui Jiangyi meant, and shouted, "No!"
The system, which had always been a little weak, stared at Shui Jiangyi: "Yi Yi, this is not something you can mess around with!"
"I told you before, you can't interfere with anything in the past. Once you interfere, the past will be changed. But the person who changed the past will, at best, have all his memories erased from the world line. At worst... that person is a taboo. Only one person has ever violated the taboo and was erased."
"But Yiyi, you are different from everyone else because you are not from this world."
"If you get caught."
The system voice said hoarsely.
"You will be exiled to the universe forever."
"Don't go, Yi Yi."
"Don't go."
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