Zhongyuan Zhongye had seen such a sentence before, and the person who said it should be quite famous.
He jokes about life in such a playful way.
He said: "When life shows you some good things, please don't give up, because it will burst these good things in front of you in an instant."
In the past, Nakahara Chuuya had been lingering on the edge of darkness for many years. Life and death and fighting were just simple daily routines for him, not to mention the slightest show of goodwill. Life had never shown weakness to Nakahara Chuuya who was in the port mafia. Life would only give Nakahara Chuuya one heavy blow after another.
Therefore, Nakahara Chuuya never took this sentence to heart until the story ended after he and Dazai Osamu defected.
Although they became the target of the port mafia, and had to face enemies that came from nowhere and became stronger and stronger in battle after battle, Nakahara Chuuya still felt the sweet cherry that life fed him.
Because he had never before been so comfortable to pick an afternoon at random and go out just for the sake of happiness.
Blowing in the summer night breeze, feeling the gentle sound of the wind caressing his cheeks, he picked up the paper bag and prepared to go to see the hat rack in the new store next door.
Nakahara Chuuya felt that the entrance of his and Dazai Osamu's house needed a hat rack. Although Dazai Osamu strongly opposed it, Dazai Osamu's words never counted in front of him.
then……
Nakahara Chuuya was in the store, carrying a paper bag and picking out the items he needed thoughtfully. He raised his eyes and glanced out the window unconsciously.
He saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke coming with his men.
The red halo outside the window was so bright that it seemed to burn the entire sky. Akutagawa Ryunosuke, wearing a black windbreaker, hurriedly passed by the store entrance with the black-clad men belonging to the port mafia.
He just happened to miss Nakahara Chuuya, and when Nakahara Chuuya saw that face that was familiar yet a little strange, he suddenly felt a little bit at a loss.
"Mr. Chuuya!"
It was not until the boss reminded him that Nakahara Chuuya suddenly woke up from the illusion and let go of the thing he was holding in his hand.
The sturdy hat that had just been praised by the boss for a long time was shattered into pieces in his hands.
Nakahara Chuuya rubbed his fingertips and looked at the boss apologetically: "I'm sorry, I just remembered something and I was probably too distracted. How much is this? I'll give it to you."
When the boss saw that Nakahara Chuuya had come to his senses, he breathed a sigh of relief and patted his chest and said, "I'm glad that Mr. Chuuya has come to his senses! I was scared to death by your expression just now. I almost thought you saw an enemy."
"My complexion?" Nakahara Chuuya was stunned for a moment when he heard that. He looked in the direction of the only huge life-size mirror placed in the store.
The brightly polished mirror reflected his appearance, his cheeks were an unnatural white, his ice-blue eyes were drooping, looking a little gloomy, and the corners of his lips subconsciously curled up into a smile.
Unexpectedly, I felt that I saw some shadows of Dazai Osamu in myself.
Nakahara Chuuya retracted his gaze and said to his boss, "Thank you for your concern. I didn't see any enemy just now, but I saw a..."
In fact, Nakahara Chuuya didn't know that he should describe Akutagawa Ryunosuke at this time.
At first, he and Ryunosuke Akutagawa learned the news of Dazai Osamu's defection, and made an appointment to find Dazai Osamu together with Ryunosuke Akutagawa, but when he found Dazai Osamu.
Dazai Osamu's condition was really shaky, and Nakahara Chuuya couldn't help but feel his eyes darken when he recalled Dazai Osamu that day. It was as if Dazai Osamu that day had been suppressed by these secrets for a long time, and would break at any time with just the slightest touch.
Moreover, the things that Nakahara Chuuya learned from Dazai Osamu that day made him have no time to say goodbye to Akutagawa Ryunosuke. So now even if Akutagawa Ryunosuke is chasing Nakahara Chuuya and making him flee everywhere, Nakahara Chuuya still cannot easily put Akutagawa Ryunosuke in the position of an enemy.
After thinking for a long time, he still couldn't find a suitable position for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, so he finally said softly: "Instead, I saw a child who I have watched grow up since I was a child."
That child has been searching for him and Dazai Osamu for a long time since they disappeared.
Just with a quick glance just now, Nakahara Chuuya could see the obvious fatigue on his face.
He remembered that Akutagawa Ryunosuke had never been in good health.
When Chuuya Nakahara returned to the house he and Dazai Osamu rented, the house was lit with warm yellow lights.
At the entrance, he smelled a fragrance. Nakahara Chuuya followed the fragrance all the way to the kitchen, and as expected, he saw Dazai Osamu who was fiddling with takoyaki and crab pot next door.
The curled hair rested gently on his shoulders. The warm yellow light made Dazai Osamu look much gentler. Except for the scar at the corner of his lip that was a bit hurtful to the eyes, there was nothing wrong with this scene.
And Nakahara Chuuya clearly remembered that before he just went out, there was no such obvious scar on the corner of Dazai Osamu's lip.
As for the cause of such scars, there is no need to think too much about it except that it was caused by bullets.
He put down what he was holding and said to Dazai Osamu, "Did you meet Akutagawa just now?"
Dazai Osamu put down the last of his chopsticks slowly and said without looking up, "Almost. I didn't go into detail. He just saw me. Did Chuuya see him too?"
Nakahara Chuuya nodded and said, "When I was shopping just now, I saw Akutagawa walking towards us, so..."
"So you're a little worried about me?" Dazai Osamu looked at Chuuya with a smile, holding his heart and said, "I really didn't expect that Chuuya cares about me so much? I'm suddenly moved and want to cry. Chuuya, tell me, how should I repay you?"
Dazai Osamu recently took off many of his disguises in front of Nakahara Chuuya.
For example, at this moment, there are no more tears of the past. Although the tone is still as sad as before, there is always a lazy smile at the corner of the lips, and the limbs are lazily relaxed.
Zhongyuan Zhongya was unmoved. He frowned and instinctively felt that something was wrong.
He and Dazai Osamu have been on the run for nearly half a year.
During these six months, they all stayed in Yokohama, living under the nose of the port mafia.
But he had never been in such close contact with the power of the port mafia before, and when they were all caught off guard, he looked at Dazai Osamu: "Do you think we have leaked our whereabouts somewhere before?"
Dazai Osamu shrugged his shoulders and said, "No, the only possibility is that it was a previous photo."
…
Speaking of that set of photos, Zhongyuan Zhong couldn't help but think of the words he saw on Dazai Osamu's iPad that day.
He narrowed his eyes and said, "You said that day that you didn't lie to me, but you must have hidden something, right?"
"For example... you didn't post that photo online, but you did help spread it, didn't you?" Nakahara Chuuya felt more and more like he had discovered a blind spot. He walked towards Dazai Osamu, "This is not an important matter, but..."
Dazai Osamu couldn't help laughing out loud. He smiled and repeated what Nakahara Chuuya said: "But..."
"What is my purpose?" Dazai Osamu continued to say what Nakahara Chuuya wanted to say.
Seeing Dazai Osamu's sensible admission, Nakahara Chuuya nodded and asked, "What is your purpose?"
"You don't want to let the masses see us two hunting correction officers, do you?"
Nakahara Chuuya swore that he said this just as a casual complaint.
But he didn't expect that Dazai Osamu actually looked at him in surprise and nodded: "I do have that meaning, but more importantly, I want to remind Mr. Mori."
Mr. Mori?
Even though he had not seen him for a long time, Nakahara Chuya had not forgotten the leader who always sat in the leader's office. Although he did not go out often, Nakahara Chuya always felt that he had everything in his hands.
He was a man who was absolutely loyal to his own desires, and his ambitions were always made clear.
Nakahara Chuuya felt that he was almost touching all the truth.
He said, "You provoke him and remind him, there must be a reason, right?"
Dazai Osamu said: "Yes, I do have such a reason. Chuuya wondered why I began to doubt that this world is a huge prison."
"It all started because of Mr. Mori." Dazai Osamu said very easily, "It was Mr. Mori who first arranged for Nakadashi to go on overseas missions, and it was also Mr. Mori who kept me trapped in the Port Mafia and unable to get out."
"It's a very strange thing that every time I want to leave the Port Mafia, Mr. Mori will appear on time at the scene where I want to leave."
It was like the day when it rained at the airport, the glass windows were wet by the rain, and hot water splashed out one after another.
The silent white clouds in the distance were tinged with gloom. Dazai Osamu was kidnapped in the airport with his chin in his hand, providing himself with entertainment, when Mr. Mori appeared with Alice.
Dazai Osamu still remembers the mysterious smile at the corner of Mr. Mori's lips, which looked like a fox.
He looked at Dazai Osamu as if he was looking at a prey caught in a trap.
...The last glimmer of humanity that Dazai Osamu once saw in Mr. Mori's eyes was completely wiped out.
Nakahara Chuuya understood what Dazai meant. He raised his eyebrows and said, "You mean."
"Mr. Mori may not be the original Mr. Mori?"
Dazai stretched his waist, stood up lazily, and stretched his body: "I didn't say that, this is Chuuya's own guess, Mr. Mori is a person who is good at playing tricks, who knows if he has evolved himself?"
Dazai Osamu's tone did not make any comment. He said, "Dazai, do you know what belief I have firmly held in all the years I have known you?"
Nakahara Chuuya's tone was too calm, and Dazai Osamu couldn't help but feel a little curious: "What belief?"
"That is, don't look at what you say, but look at what you do."
Nakahara Chuuya glanced at Dazai Osamu and said, "You have already made this judgment about Mr. Mori, right? That's why you appeared in front of Akutagawa today so that Akutagawa can report back?"
"Oh no." Nakahara Chuuya said crisply, "You guessed that you didn't have such good intentions. You definitely didn't just appear in front of Akutagawa, you appeared in front of Akutagawa with a group of people, and you wanted them to go back and tell Mr. Mori that you appeared here."
After hearing what Nakahara Chuuya said, Dazai Osamu wrinkled his nose in dissatisfaction like a child: "Ah, so it's true that I can't get too close to Chuuya. Chuuya has guessed everything I'm thinking. I don't have any secrets of my own anymore."
Nakahara Chuuya said: "You'd better disappear quickly with such a secret. I would rather you not have your own secrets."
Dazai Osamu chuckled and said, "Okay, okay, I followed your instructions. But to be honest, I have doubted Mr. Mori from the beginning. It's not because of anything else, but simply because he and I are the same kind of people."
So unlike others, Dazai Osamu can easily guess the reason why Mr. Mori obeys the world line.
As long as there is profit to be gained.
And I have to say that Mr. Mori is the best candidate. Among so many people, if the correction officer cannot clean them up, then the best way is to use the hands of people who already exist in this world.
Nakahara Chuuya frowned and said, "I can guess the reason. I'm just wondering why you did this."
In the eyes of Chuuya Nakahara, Dazai Osamu is not such an aggressive person.
On the contrary, he was calm and rational, which made people feel scared.
Dazai Osamu said: "Of course it's because I have found a way to deal with them."
"You've been hiding all this time, Chuuya. If the time comes to fight back, you won't be afraid, right?" Dazai Osamu asked.
Nakahara Chuuya thought Taizai Osamu was strange, and started to defect.
Even if Chuuya Nakahara told Dazai Osamu many times that he was not afraid, when the story moved to the next node, Dazai Osamu would still ask Chuuya Nakahara whether he was willing to go on by asking "Are you afraid?"
Nakahara Chuuya sighed lightly, and this time, he no longer responded to Dazai Osamu's words, "You won't be afraid, are you?"
He raised his eyes, looked at Dazai Osamu without blinking his ice-blue eyes.
"Dazai, I will take over your soul."
"So, just go ahead." Nakahara Chuuya said softly, gently and firmly, "I will always follow you."
"I'll catch you, so you won't fall."
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