Junior High School
"forget......"
It’s not that simple.
This method was somewhat bullying. Hinata Aoi felt that she should be angry, but looking at Inumaki Satoru's face, she could not lose her temper. She could only ask calmly:
"You want me to deceive myself?"
Forget your own failure, choose to compromise in a roundabout way, fool yourself as a fool, whitewash the situation and continue to live like this?
"If I can't do it, I won't be happy." Even I am deceiving myself. Isn't it just putting myself in a distorted world and humiliating myself?
After giving a firm answer, Hinata Aoi suddenly became curious about what else Inujuan could say to her.
What would he say? Would he insist on his own opinion and continue to persuade her? Or would he just keep complaining about how she was being too much trouble and difficult to deal with?
Hinata Aoi knew that Inugami Satoru would not do either of the above two things, but she still couldn't help but speculate with bad thoughts.
During the silence, perhaps she was hoping that Goujuan could provide her with a more satisfactory solution. But seeing the boy hesitate to speak and become increasingly depressed, she also realized that this was too difficult for Goujuan.
I didn't get any useful information from her. I have sacrificed countless brain cells to think of her to this extent.
But she couldn't yet analyze herself to others. So, let's end it here and let her struggle alone in the whirlpool.
No matter how much she hated the sorcerers, she couldn't blame the kind people among them...so could she only blame herself?
No, you could blame Geto Suguru... blame the high-ranking officials in the world of sorcery. It was because of them that she had this thorn stuck in her throat that she couldn't remove, and her life was like this!
Blaming herself made her feel uncomfortable, and blaming others did not make her feel better. Hinata Aoi was extremely annoyed and used her fingers to pick at the gaps in the chains to vent her anger.
Goujuan noticed the girl's sudden temper, but thought it was directed at him. He pursed his lips and tried again:
"Is there anything I haven't done well enough? In other words, how can I make you feel more comfortable... Can you tell me?"
Gojuan, whose brain is controlled by emotions, cannot find a solution from Hinata Aoi, so he tries to solve the problem himself.
The emotional card played unconsciously immediately extinguished the raging fire in the girl's heart, leaving Hinata Aoi helpless and not knowing what to say in response.
Grabbing a chain to stabilize his body, he raised his other hand and placed it on Inuma Saki's hair. Hinata Aoi used a little force to press down, and Inuma lowered his head according to her force until the girl could no longer see his sincere eyes.
Hinata Aoi likes to rub Gou Juan's hair, it feels very good, but this time she simply doesn't want to be stared at by those eyes anymore, it puts a lot of pressure on her.
There is nothing wrong with her, it is just that she is doing too well that puts her in a dilemma. Everyone around her is too good to her.
In an unexpected situation, the better or worse she does, she cannot afford such a heavy happiness.
Sensing the silent rejection in Hinata Aoi's actions, Inumaki Satoru was completely at his wit's end... What if he took some crooked approaches?
There is a saying that "you cannot step into the same river twice". Similarly, you cannot experience the same time period twice.
So theoretically, when Hinata Aoi is thinking, time is still flowing. The longer she thinks, the longer the time passes. If no final thinking results are generated in a long enough time, her current life state will continue forever and will not change.
And some people also say that "time heals all wounds." Therefore, the longer the time, the less pain there is.
Well…the slower you think, the longer the time, the less pain you will feel and the faster you will heal!
Now, as long as we minimize the pain of not making progress in thinking, rounding it up is equivalent to nothing happening, and our current life can continue as usual.
...He no longer has to worry about being abandoned by Hinata Aoi.
I randomly threw out a series of punches in my head, trying to save the dying horse as a last resort:
"Or you can take it slowly, just meditate for half an hour every day, and live a normal life for the rest of the time. You will figure it out one day. Don't push yourself too hard..." He didn't feel anything when he was deducing, but as he spoke, his confidence became less and less. Goujuan only dared to half-raise his head to peek at Hinata Aoi's reaction.
"Take your time?" It would have been fine if she hadn't said this, but once she said it, it aroused Hinata Aoi's sense of urgency.
How much time can she afford to dwell on this? How long will it take her to figure it out?
The unknown future lurks with risks, and those with attachments and weaknesses are more vulnerable to fate's manipulation. No matter how much one knows, one still fears the uncertainties. She simply can't maintain a normal state of mind, striving to control the course of her life.
I had already been "accidentally" hurt once, and because no one was prepared, the danger seemed to come without any warning.
But speaking of "danger"...shouldn't this boy in front of her know more than her?
"If it was Gojuan...being hunted by a cursed spirit, and a friend was dragged into danger, what would you do?"
After understanding the lip movements, Goujuan’s frown finally relaxed.
Finally, he encountered a composition topic! He was saved!
After reading the incomplete article for too long, I finally got the complete question. I almost cried with joy.
And what the girl was asking about was his life, right?
He won't be chased and killed by cursed spirits, but he is on the wanted list and is being chased and kidnapped by curse masters.
In the past, everyone around him was a sorcerer like him, and they would chase after the cursed spirits and attack them. In special circumstances, they would also chase after the curser and attack him. There was no such thing as who was a burden to whom or who made whom dangerous.
The "friends" Hinata Aoi mentioned should be the ordinary people around him now.
It's true that he made many friends in ordinary schools...but he never thought that they would be in danger because of him.
Rather than the danger arriving first, would it come faster if we drifted apart after graduation because we had no common topics to talk about?
"If there's danger, I'll save him... Is it the kind of danger that I can resolve with my abilities?"
"......uncertain."
After thinking about it, Goujuan completed the answer:
"If you know you can save someone, you'll definitely do it. If you're not sure whether you can save them, then give it your all. If you know you can't save them... you might just give up."
Even if the danger is caused by him, I can't rush to die.
Of course, all this has a premise...
"If I were rational, I would make this decision." It doesn't matter if I'm called hypocritical, I have to continue living with this life on my shoulders.
"In our line of work, separation and never seeing each other again can happen at any time." No matter how important the person is, this is no exception.
"No one knows when someone close to them will leave on a mission. To prepare for this situation, which could happen at any time, be selfish and do good for everyone."
Hinata Aoi paused for a moment and sent the second question:
"If you know a danger is going to happen, but you don't know when it will happen, and it will definitely affect people close to you, what will you do now?"
"Is it the kind of danger that I can't solve?" Goujuan asked.
"Yes."
"Then I will live a normal life and try to save him when danger comes."
If danger strikes, deal with it. If it doesn't, enjoy the present moment. Worrying for one more day won't increase your chances of victory. Besides, if the sky falls, Gojo Satoru will hold it up. If it really can't hold it up and falls on him, then he'll just have to accept his fate and bear it himself.
Besides, Gojo Sensei is the strongest!
"At least there's no danger today, and there's a high probability there won't be any danger tomorrow. If the pain I felt back then turns into a fantasy of pain from now on because of foresight, then I won't have a future worth looking forward to."
Is this why Hinata Aoi doesn't want to make friends? Doesn't she feel like she's the fuse of an explosive, not a living person?
Goujuanji was afraid that he had guessed right, so he secretly pointed at her:
"...Don't kill your future self. My friends will think it's right, and they'll be happy for me."
......
That day's "rebellious" skipping of class was just a small episode.
Inumaki Ji's words therapy had a certain effect, which improved Hinata Aoi's mood a lot, but it could not be considered completely normal.
Megumi Fushiguro felt this the most deeply.
For some reason, Hinata Aoi's expression when facing him was tinged with a hint of...divinity.
She didn't look at him as if he were a classmate's younger brother, nor as if she was looking at an ordinary junior in school. She looked at him as if she were looking at just one of the countless people. He was filled with both compassion and indifference, which made Megumi Fushiguro's back cold. If she met him unexpectedly, she would want to take a detour.
I went to ask Goujuanji the reason, but unexpectedly Goujuan showed relief.
"She is slowly accepting you and cherishing you."
The gap between Hinata Aoi and ordinary sorcerers is slowly disappearing. Maybe now she will even look upon Gojo Satoru with more favor and not directly associate them with the tragedy.
"Pity?" Why does this word sound so strange?
Megumi Fushiguro didn't understand why Inugami Satoru looked so happy.
Goujuan just smiled and said nothing.
When he talked to Hinata Aoi, he told her about his current situation. He didn't try to sound pitiful, but he knew that Hinata Aoi felt sorry for him.
As he called himself selfish, the girl must have understood that others felt the same selfishness towards him and felt... sorry for him.
Goujuan understood the fleeting emotion on Hinata Aoi's face at that time.
After feeling secretly delighted, he despised himself for taking advantage of this, but he also truly felt that he held a very important place in Hinata Aoi's heart.
When I think of this, Goujuan feels warm all over.
Hinata Aoi has indeed learned some fresh ideas from Gojuan, and has been adjusting herself.
She dared to make changes only after she figured it out.
So it wasn't until October that Hinata Aoi took the initiative to step out of the "safe zone".
Being asked to contact Gojo Satoru for a face-to-face talk, such a historic moment, Haibara Yu directly suspended business and arranged for the two to meet in his own bakery.
He sent the two shop assistants on leave, and he and Gojumaki, who insisted on coming to the scene, sat far away, listening to the conversation over there with their ears perked up, trying to guess the whole conversation based on what Gojo Satoru said.
Gojo Satoru, who is still handsome, is not wearing sunglasses. He uses his six eyes to look directly at the girl opposite him, looking relaxed for a rare time.
He could not automatically capture any information through his six eyes, and could only see Hinata Aoi.
"I'm glad you haven't been forgotten. Are you finally going to confess to me, Xiao Kui~"
Hinata Aoi felt a little awkward being addressed so intimately by someone she didn't know well. She wanted to use her phone to show her prepared opening remarks, but the man stopped her.
Gojo Satoru pointed to his lips, which were moistened with lipstick:
"You don't need that thing, I can understand it even if you just tell me~"
Lip reading is simple, how could he lose to his students in this aspect!
Instead of complaining about Gojo Satoru's inappropriate flirting, Hinata Aoi followed his lead, put down her phone, and spoke directly:
"Thank you for your help over the years."
"Excuse me, are you taking care of me like this because I used to be Geto Suguru's sister?"
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