Chapter 54: Appearance Anxiety Wife, we haven’t had sex for a month...
Another half month had passed since Feng Ji was allowed to go back to his room to sleep. During this half month, the Human Resources Department, under pressure from the boss, was in full swing and had been conducting interviews for several days in a row.
Finally, after several rounds of interviews, the three most outstanding candidates were selected and brought to Qi Yu for the final interview.
In the end, Qi Yu chose the girl with the most active brain and started a three-month trial period.
As for other outstanding interviewees who were not selected, they will be arranged by Manager Li. If they are willing to join other departments, they are free to choose to stay.
Qi Yu's life did not change at all because of Liang Nanxing's resignation, and it was still in good order.
On the contrary, Feng Ji, even though Qi Yu seemed to have forgiven him, Feng Ji still didn't dare to do anything too out of line in the past half month.
In addition to holding hands and hugging, he was even very nervous about kissing, fearing that Qi Yu would think he was lustful again, which would bring back bad memories for Qi Yu and drive him away to stay on the sofa.
Although Feng Ji knew that Qi Yu would definitely agree to kiss him as long as he said in private that he wanted to kiss her, Feng Ji felt uncomfortable after the relationship was so dull for a long time.
It’s not that he feels bad that he can’t do it with Qi Yu, but that he feels bad because he didn’t take the initiative to say that he wanted to do it, and Qi Yu really didn’t want to do it at all.
My wife clearly admitted last time that she also liked him physically, but in the past half month, plus the first half month of abstinence, they haven't had sex for a whole month!
If you really like someone physically, and you stick with your partner every day, how can you be completely indifferent to them for a whole month?
Is it that he has completely lost his attraction to Qi Yu, so as long as he doesn't mention it, Qi Yu will take it as a tacit agreement. If he mentions it, Qi Yu will also agree, but what's the difference between that and paying public grain!
But in the past, when they were communicating, Qi Yu's expression looked very comfortable, and he was constantly urinating, and he even rolled his eyes a few times...
Doesn’t this show that Qi Yu actually found happiness in the process?
The more Feng Ji thought about it, the more frustrated and frightened he became. It was rare for the diligent Mr. Feng to be distracted during working hours.
He glanced at the person opposite who was working diligently. His face was cold, and his pure black eyes showed only awe for the work, without any desire.
And he. Through the reflection of the screen, Feng Ji could clearly see four big words flashing in his eyes: Desire! Seeking! Dissatisfaction!
Mr. Feng, who was always able to handle various problems at work with ease, opened the little green book for the first time, which he had not used since the last login, and posted a message with some humiliation.
Title: [Help, I haven't had sex with my boyfriend for a month. Has he completely lost interest in me?]
As the title says, my boyfriend and I are very much in love and are in the honeymoon phase of our relationship. We're definitely planning on getting married someday. I consider myself to be quite capable, and our sex lives have always been harmonious. However, over the past month, I've noticed that unless I've actually asked for sex, he won't initiate it, as if he's completely uninterested. We're clearly in a great relationship, so are there other possible reasons for this?
This generation of netizens is as enthusiastic about pornographic topics as they are about shit, piss and fart. Once they talk about pornography, they become angry and forget about everything. There is no longer any conflict between men and women, no pain from their original families, and no pressure in life.
With the help of this invisible popularity, Feng Ji’s post soon attracted a group of curious netizens who were slacking off at work or school.
Midnight Melancholy Pureheart CEO: [Wait a minute, wait a minute, your hardware skills are pretty good, and your partner is a man, so what is your gender...?]
Little Green Potato JFG860332 replied to Midnight Melancholy Innocent CEO: [Male]
Midnight Melancholy Innocent CEO replied to Little Green Potato JFG860332: [666 turned out to be gay, I thought you were 4i]
Domineering elementary school student: [The idea that your technical hardware is good is actually very subjective, especially since you're a guy. Guys are generally blindly confident in this aspect, just like they are about their height. So is it possible that your technical hardware is not up to par, and that's why your boyfriend doesn't want to have sex with you?]
Yangcun Village Bully: [What the above person said is right. It’s possible that the blogger’s technical hardware is not up to standard, and the seemingly harmonious sex life before was actually all acted by your boyfriend. But he was afraid of hurting the blogger’s self-esteem, so he pretended to be very comfortable. He has endured it to the limit for this month and doesn’t want to give in anymore.]
Did I mess with you? [Everyone's pushes reminded me of my ex-boyfriend. He kept bragging about how big he was without taking off his pants, but once he took off his pants, his dick was as small as Mac. I didn't feel anything when he came in, and I had to cater to his feelings and praise him for being so strong. Later, I didn't want to accommodate him and broke up with him.]
Calling me a flirt: [Oh my god, a sister actually came forward to tell her story. I feel like this is the final truth. Otherwise, if your sex life is really as harmonious as the blogger said, it is impossible that your boyfriend has no interest in you at all...]
The History of Glutinous Chicken: [Why is the blogger silent? Please turn on the microphone to communicate]
This person is definitely not a scallop: [The blogger seems a little broken]
Help check parents' gender: [Don't worry, blogger, maybe your skills and hardware are actually fine, it's just that your boyfriend has moved on to someone else]
Little Green Potato JFG860332 replied to the question about checking parents' gender: [Your boyfriend has fallen in love with someone else! ]
You're a little more juicy: [666, when others said that the blogger's skills were poor, the blogger didn't react, but when I heard that my boyfriend had fallen in love with someone else, I was completely broken.]
I have corn syndrome: [The OP loves this so much, here comes the background music! Being infatuated is not a sin, but forgetting is not being free and easy~]
Sitting at his desk, Feng Ji gripped the mouse tightly, almost getting so angry that his hair flew off when he saw the reply "Your boyfriend has fallen in love with someone else".
He could accept other speculations. After all, the amount of information he provided was too little, so it was normal for netizens to guess so. But when it was said that Qi Yu had fallen in love with someone else, not only could he not accept it, he also blocked that netizen directly.
Half a month ago, Qi Yu sternly rejected the confession of a resigned employee for him. He is the only person in her 25 years of life. How could she possibly fall in love with someone else?
There are so many comments, and not a single one is useful. This post shouldn't be made.
Feng Ji was about to delete the post with a cold face, but just as he was about to click delete, a new comment popped up.
Whoever touches the mop with shit will die: [Blogger, if your actual situation is different from the above speculations, then I have another idea. But before I bring it up, I would like to ask about your age and your boyfriend's age.]
His words were sincere. Feng Ji hesitated for a moment, then replied: [I will be 29 after the New Year. My boyfriend is a few years younger than me.]
Whoever touches the mop with poop will die: [Your boyfriend is quite young. I'm not saying you're old, but a few years apart is a big difference. If you don't take care of yourself regularly, like with fitness and skincare, and if you're constantly working and staying up late, the difference in appearance will be even more noticeable. It's possible that you haven't paid enough attention to your appearance, and you're not as good-looking as before. This could also affect your relationship with your boyfriend. People are visual creatures, so they definitely prefer good-looking people, and it makes sex more exciting. (P.S.: If your face is truly unrecoverable, consider working on your outfit. Whether it's everyday wear or bed wear, it can help spice things up.)]
Feng Ji looked at the message sent back by Mop Dipped in Shit, and suddenly fell into deep thought, not knowing what he thought of.
He has always maintained a habit of fitness. Qi Yu also likes to touch his abdominal muscles and pectoral muscles. His body must be in good shape.
But face...
Feng Ji has no habit of taking care of his skin. The only skin care product at home is a bottle of men's face cream that he bought at some unknown time, but he only uses it in winter when his face is dry.
Moreover, he doesn’t even use facial masks, let alone cosmetic surgery, which is an unknown area for him.
As we age, collagen is lost. If we don’t take any care of ourselves, we will inevitably become ugly.
In the quiet office, Qi Yu, who was concentrating on his work, suddenly heard the harsh sound of a chair rubbing against the ground.
He looked up in surprise and saw Feng Ji walking hurriedly towards the closed door behind the desk. After opening the door, the light in the lounge bathroom came on.
What's going on?
Qi Yu was very confused.
Even if you're going to the bathroom, you shouldn't make such a loud noise.
Did something happen?
Qi Yu stared at the open door of the lounge, decided to return the documents that had not been approved, and then went over to see the situation.
In the bathroom, Feng Ji was staring at the mirror with a serious expression.
He has always believed in hard power since he was a child, and managing a company does not require relying on looks. In the past twenty years of his life, he has basically never paid attention to appearance.
This was the first time that Feng Ji carefully examined his appearance.
Although his parents are not normal people, they are good-looking, so the genes they inherited from him are naturally not bad either. Although his face cannot be said to be the most handsome, thanks to his parents' sharp bone structure, he has a very manly face.
The lines are tough and the aura is strong.
But in Feng Ji's eyes now, this face is full of bugs.
First, the skin.
Qi Yu's skin is so white that it seems to glow. It feels delicate and smooth to the touch. There is not a single part of her skin that is not white from head to toe. In fact, because her skin color is so white, even that part of her skin is much more beautiful than that of ordinary people. When she is excited, it will turn a beautiful pink, and her whole body looks like she has been washed in milk.
On the other hand, his skin texture is not delicate enough, and not white enough. His skin color inherited the bad genes of his useless father. His whole body is dark, as if covered with a layer of soy sauce, which does not conform to the current popular aesthetic at all.
Then comes the eyebrows and eyes.
Although Qi Yu's eyebrows and eyes are cold, they are like distant ink and have a soft shape. The eyes hidden under the glasses are slightly round and upturned, with long and curly eyelashes, and sparkling eyes. At first glance, he is a person with a cold appearance but a kind heart.
Looking at him again, he has sharp brow bones, a high nose bridge, and his facial features look three-dimensional. However, his overly high brow bones press down on his eyes, making him look ferocious. Combined with his dark skin, he looks like the yaksha in the storybooks who can stop children from crying at night.
Finally, it’s about dressing.
Although Qi Yu usually wore black, white, and gray business attire to work, Feng Ji, who lived with him, knew best that Qi Yu's wardrobe contained far more than just boring business attire. He also bought a lot of other clothes and, because his closet was always full, he had recently started experimenting with brightly colored styles. Clothes make the man, and if someone who's already good-looking wears good-looking clothes, wouldn't that make them even more dazzling?
In contrast, he has a lot of high-end items in his wardrobe, but apart from suits and shirts, apart from suit pants, he has sportswear for working out. The colors of his clothes are very few, all dark clothes. Even the sheets at home are dark. He exudes a dull and boring feeling.
As his thoughts deepened, the expression of the person in the mirror began to slowly distort. A large hand clasped the corner of the sink, and Feng Ji felt lost and uncertain.
Could it be... that it's really because he's not good-looking and his outfits are boring, so Qi Yu has slowly started to lose interest in him?
Moreover, there is a several-year age difference between him and Qi Yu. When Qi Yu sleeps with him, he won’t feel that he smells like an old man, right?
At this moment, Feng Ji's world collapsed.
When Qi Yu came in, he saw Feng Ji's desperate expression.
Qi Yu: “?”
Qi Yu immediately walked up to him quickly and asked in confusion, "You...what's wrong with you? Are you okay?"
What on earth happened to make Feng Ji show such an expression?
Is Feng’s going to go bankrupt???
How come he didn’t know that Feng’s was going to go bankrupt!!!
Qi Yu was filled with doubt and asked again, "What happened?"
Seeing that it was him, Feng Ji straightened up from in front of the sink, turned around and suddenly hugged Qi Yu into his arms.
Qi Yu hugged him back, raised his hand and patted the man's back gently, and asked softly: "What's wrong with you? We can face any problems together, but you can't be silent. If you don't speak, how can I know what you are thinking?"
Feng Ji hesitated for a moment, then suddenly asked, "Wife, am I really ugly?"
Qi Yu's expression froze when he heard this, but his tense mood relaxed instantly.
It turns out that Feng’s is not going to go bankrupt, that’s good.
Then, he struggled out of Feng Ji's arms, held the man's face, looked left and right under Feng Ji's nervous gaze, and finally shook his head.
Feng Ji felt a pang of sorrow in his heart, "Is it so ugly that you don't even want to comment on it?"
Qi Yu: "Of course—"
Feng Ji's face showed even more sadness.
Qi Yu flicked his forehead hard and said, "Of course not!"
Feng Ji was stunned by the bullet, "...Wife?"
Qi Yu looked at him with a mixture of helplessness and confusion, and made a rare joke, "Why do you think you're ugly? Did your taste for beauty drop ten thousand times after you woke up?"
"I am..." Feng Ji hesitated, "I am..."
Qi Yu narrowed his eyes.
Feng Ji felt a chill run down his spine when he was looked at by him, and he quickly confessed, "It's just... we've been reconciled for half a month, and including the first half of the month, it's been a full month."
Qi Yu: "What exactly do you want to say?"
Feng Ji hugged his waist aggrievedly, "We used to do it every Friday, but...but ever since you kicked me out of the room, we haven't done it once. Besides, as long as I don't mention it, you don't seem to want to do it at all. Honey, aren't you tired of me because I'm old and not good-looking anymore?"
Qi Yu: “?”
Qi Yu: "What a mess! Can you please stop spreading rumors about me?"
Qi Yu looked at him like a fool and muttered, "It's because we didn't do it in the first half of the month that I... didn't dare to mention it to you, okay? Don't you know what you're like in bed?"
He said that he wanted Feng Ji to be free from desires, but he also understood that for someone as energetic as Feng Ji, the only way to be free from desires was to have his penis cut off.
I've been holding it in for half a month. If he really lets go and brings it up, I'll be surprised if he doesn't end up killing me in bed...
Fortunately, the influence of not allowing anyone to enter the room in the first half of the month still remained, and in the second half of the month, Feng Ji only dared to hug her and hold her hand. The most excessive thing was a kiss, and there was no more intimate communication.
Since Feng Ji didn't mention it, Qi Yu also pretended to be stupid.
In fact, the reason was that Qi Yu simply felt sorry for his butt, it was that simple, but in Feng Ji's eyes, it seemed that he disliked the other person because she was old and ugly, and had lost his sexual interest.
And this was not the first time Feng Ji mentioned the word "age" in front of him. Qi Yu only realized now that Feng Ji seemed to be particularly concerned about the age gap between them.
To put it more clearly, Feng Ji felt inferior about the age gap between them and was afraid that Qi Yu would dislike his age and fall in love with someone younger one day.
As powerful as Mr. Feng is, he is just an ordinary person and cannot change the gap brought by age.
So when anything happens, the first reaction will be to put it into what you fear the most.
If she hears someone younger is pursuing him, she will get jealous and ask a bunch of age-related questions just to hear his comfort and confession.
There has been no intimate contact for half a month, and I don’t think it is his fault. Instead, I think again that I am too old and ugly, so I can’t let him take the initiative.
Ultimately, it's still a lack of security, right?
Thinking of this, Qi Yu's heart suddenly became soft.
He took the initiative to get into Feng Ji's arms, put his face on the man's chest, listened to the other's strong heartbeat, and said seriously: "Don't always worry about age, okay? There's not much difference in age between us. Even if you are older than me, don't think that I will be attracted to younger people. I didn't waver in their pursuit before, and now that I'm with you, I won't be swayed anymore."
"Since I chose to be with you, I must really like you. If you think this way, it's really unfair to my love for you."
Feng Ji didn't expect to hear such a confession from Qi Yu. He thought that his wife would be annoyed by his frequent wild thoughts, and would either scold him or slap him in the face to wake him up like before. But as long as she didn't break up with him, Feng Ji didn't care how Qi Yu treated him.
Now that he was unexpectedly comforted by the person who was dear to his heart, Feng Ji felt that the hole in his heart that seemed to never be filled was now filled with joy and love, so much that it was about to overflow.
His wife noticed his uneasiness and tried to comfort him.
Feng Ji was so happy that he almost died.
"I'm sorry, honey. I won't let my imagination run wild anymore." He buried his face in Qi Yu's neck, absorbing the fragrance that brought him an infinite sense of security. "I just love you too much and I'm too afraid of losing you. You're the only one in this world who still loves me."
Qi Yu nuzzled him like a little animal and said softly, "I said I like you, and it's not a perfunctory statement at all. You have to believe me, okay?"
Feng Ji nodded vigorously, and his arms tightened again like iron chains with care.
The two of them hugged each other in the lounge for a long time, until Qi Yu remembered that there was still a plan from the design department that had not been approved. Then she withdrew from the man's arms, "Okay, we've hugged each other for long enough, it's time to work."
After that, he added softly, "From now on... let's keep the frequency the same as before, so that you don't have any more random thoughts."
After saying that, he turned around and went back to his workstation. Feng Ji followed him with a smile on his face that looked a little silly.
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After talking it out, although Feng Ji knew that Qi Yu did not dislike him, the netizen's reply still gave him a sense of crisis.
Although his wife loves him very much and doesn't care about his appearance, he can't continue to be as careless about his appearance as before.
He doesn't have his wife's natural beauty, nor does he have the age advantage of those slutty girls out there. He has to work harder to dress himself up so that his wife can't stop lusting after his looks.
Giving his wife a sense of freshness is his most important task as a husband.
Mr. Feng has a strong execution ability. He starts to act almost as soon as an idea is formed.
Qi Yu, who went in and out with Feng Ji, felt this most strongly.
Lately, Feng Ji seems to have to go out every day for something, and he doesn't let him go with him, making things very mysterious.
Qi Yu was not worried that he would do something to let him down outside, but it was inevitable that he would be curious after doing it so many times.
Finally, on Friday night, the day for their regular intimate communication, Qi Yu finally knew what this person was busy with.
It was rare for Feng Ji to take a bath before him. After Qi Yu entered the bathroom, he always felt that Feng Ji was not as calm as he looked on the surface.
After he finished his shower and came out of the bathroom, he walked to the balcony to put his clothes away, but he didn't see the man along the way.
Qi Yu had no idea what he was doing. Just as he walked back to the room suspiciously, a hot body pressed against his back.
Qi Yu was stunned and turned around immediately. When he saw clearly what the person in front of him was wearing, his eyes widened and his ears turned red.
Feng Ji was wearing a sleeveless tank top that he got from somewhere. It wouldn't be appropriate to call it a tank top because ordinary tank tops weren't even half as revealing as the one he was wearing.
The vest was close fitting, and the thin fabric could not hide the man's explosive body lines. There were two irregular cuts on the chest and abdomen of the vest. The strong and full pectoral muscles and well-defined abdominal muscles were exposed in front of Qi Yu through the two deliberately torn cracks, as if inviting him to touch them as much as he wanted.
Wearing it makes you look even more...sexy than not wearing it.
Before Qi Yu could react to the man's bold attire, his hand was grabbed and pressed against his hard chest muscles.
Habits are faster than brain thinking. Qi Yu’s mind was still confused, but his hands had already pinched skillfully.
Bang hard.
Logically speaking, the chest muscles are very soft when not exerting force, and they can even sink when pinched.
But now Feng Ji's chest muscles were not only hard, but he could also clearly feel the jumping dynamics of the subcutaneous muscles. It didn't feel like ordinary strength at all, but rather like -
"Did you go to the gym just now?"
They were too familiar with each other's bodies, and Qi Yu guessed it at once.
Feng Ji moved closer to him and praised him in a low voice: "Yes, baby is very smart."
In order to maximize the advantages of this suit, the muscles must be in a state of congestion after training.
His figure is his weapon to seduce his wife, and he must make good use of it.
Qi Yu was so confused by his appearance that his head felt dizzy. His ears were burning and he couldn't help asking, "Why are you dressed like this..."
"I want to seduce you." Feng Ji admitted it openly, and then took Qi Yu's hand and passed it through the cloth with two slits in the middle, all the way to the well-defined abdominal muscles. "Wife... baby... do you like me wearing this?"
"Will it make you feel more comfortable and enjoyable if I dress like this and have sex with you?"
The man had just finished strength training. Although those movements were not enough to make him sweat, his body temperature soared uncontrollably. Now that he was so close to Qi Yu, the hot breath of the man mixed with the fragrance of shower gel kept drilling into Qi Yu's nostrils.
This breath seemed to contain some kind of aphrodisiac, which made Qi Yuxun's eyes blurry. Her body, which had not had sex for a long time, seemed to have found a familiar feeling. The slowly burning desire became more and more intense due to the dirty words that came out of the man's mouth from time to time.
His hand was still resting reservedly on Feng Ji's abdominal muscles, but the other party's hand had already impatiently slipped into Qi Yu's pajamas, igniting her everywhere with the white and smooth touch.
Qi Yu had no resistance to Feng Ji's figure, and was dazzled by the man's outfit. Without any struggle, he was picked up and carried sideways. The man pinched his jaw, pressed him on the bed and kissed him wantonly.
Qi Yu was not the only one who had not had sex for a long time. He was so confused and passionate from the kiss that when he opened his mouth to gasp for breath, he could clearly feel the scorching temperature of the other person telling him in this ostentatious way that they had not seen each other for a long time.
Qi Yu's eyes turned red the moment he was burned, and a distorted whimper escaped from the corner of his mouth, which was sweet and alluring, making the atmosphere charming and confusing.
When his lips were released, Qi Yu's pupils had not yet regained focus, his lips were dripping with water, and he had completely lost his sense of danger.
When those eyes finally regained focus, their vision gradually became blurred due to the continuous outflow of tears.
The bed sheet was damp, and the man's big hand touched the wetness. His body was shaking violently, and excitement once again spread through his limbs and bones, making him clamor for possession even when he breathed.
Qi Yu’s “tears” seemed to never stop.
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Qi Yu never thought that after taking another shower and Feng Ji changing into a new four-piece suit, he could still lie on the sofa in a clear-headed state, waiting for the other party to come and carry him back.
When Feng Ji came to find him from the balcony with the dirty sheets in his hand, he saw that he was still awake. A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then he walked towards him quickly.
The hollowed-out I-shaped vest that Feng Ji wore tonight was completely scrapped after the event and thrown into the trash can.
But precisely because he wore that piece of clothing and didn't take it off the whole time, the scratches on the two hollow areas were the most obvious, scattered in front of his body in the shape of cracks. It didn't look obscene, but rather a bit humorous.
Qi Yu looked at the lump-shaped scratches, tried to hold back, but couldn't help it, buried his face in his hands and laughed secretly.
Feng Ji dug his face out of his palm and kissed the corner of his smiling lips fiercely, "You caught it yourself, and you still have the nerve to smile."
"Who told you to dress like that... The rest of your body is covered, but these two places are the easiest to catch!"
Qi Yu raised his eyes to look at him confidently. Under the dazzling living room light, as if he had discovered something, Qi Yu suddenly said "Huh", raised his hand to touch the man's handsome face, and asked uncertainly: "Have you... replenished water?"
Although it looks the same as before at first glance, you can still notice the subtle difference when you get closer.
Feng Ji's skin was noticeably finer and smoother to the touch than before, clearly due to being hydrated and plump.
Seeing that he finally discovered it, Feng Ji leaned over and kissed him again, whispering, "I thought... you couldn't see it."
Qi Yu was curious and looked at his entire face carefully. "The room was so dim just now that I couldn't see clearly, let alone behind you. You were so strong... From my perspective, you were just swaying back and forth. How could I possibly see clearly?"
Then he asked curiously: "Are you using a facial mask? What kind of facial mask is so effective?"
"I didn't use a facial mask." Feng Ji replied somewhat embarrassedly, "I just... went to the beauty salon a few times."
Qi Yu: “?”
Qi Yu: "So, you've been going out these days. Did you go to the beauty salon?"
"Yeah, I'm almost thirty, it's time to take care of myself." Feng Ji said nervously, "You don't think it's embarrassing for me to do this, do you?"
Qi Yu looked at him and couldn't help but burst out laughing.
Feng Ji asked nervously, "What are you laughing at?"
Qi Yu raised his hand, tapped the tip of his nose, and said with a smile, "There's nothing to laugh at."
"I just think you're cute and love me very much."
Feng Ji was very satisfied, but he felt that the first half of Qi Yu's sentence was wrong.
He is not cute.
But I really love Qi Yu.
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The author has something to say: Let Mr. Feng have a good meal before officially pursuing his wife (sharpening the knife to Mr. Feng)
I really love seeing the inferiority complex of those in power. Does anyone understand me? (Heart)
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