Chapter 308 Habit
But she couldn't hold the wedding with him until the truth came out.
Of course, Xu Qingsui couldn't tell Huo Xilin these things directly, so she couldn't delay investigating the cause of her parents' death in the car accident any longer. She had to hurry up and try to get to the bottom of it before the end of the year.
Seeing that Xu Qingsui had not answered yet, Huo Xilin asked anxiously: "Do you think my idea is good? If not, I will think of something else."
"That's great, but I don't know how well my work will be done by then. Let's make plans when we have time. It's too early to make plans now. What's more, we've already got our marriage certificate and we have Youyou. It doesn't matter whether we hold the wedding next year or the year after, right?"
"But I want everyone to know that you, Xu Qingsui, are my, Huo Xilin's legitimate, legal, and only wife."
"But you once gave Miss Yan a chance to make it known to the world, so I have never been the only one, right?" Xu Qingsui also knew that it was so inappropriate to say these words at this moment, but she just couldn't help but say them.
She didn't know when it started, but she no longer felt any sense of distance towards him, and naturally she no longer felt any awe. She just said whatever she wanted to say. If it were three years ago, she would definitely not dare to do that.
Maybe it has something to do with their identities. They used to be unequal, but now it’s different. They are equal.
But Xu Qingsui was also very clear that this kind of equality was given to her by Huo Xilin on his own initiative and willingness, otherwise the economic strength and social status of the two could not be truly equal.
As long as you are willing to observe carefully, you can dig out from various details how special Huo Xilin is to you, and this special feeling is something that no one else has, so he must love you.
But how much selfishness is hidden in such love?
The better he treats her, the more hurt she will be when the truth is revealed.
So Xu Qingsui enjoyed Huo Xilin's kindness to him, but at the same time he wanted to escape and break away from this dependence.
"If I say that she and I were just playing around, would you believe it?" Huo Xilin asked Xu Qingsui.
He could tell that she was bothered by this matter, so without waiting for her to answer, he continued, "Although the date of my wedding with her was indeed announced, I never intended to marry her from the beginning to the end, nor would I be able to hold a smooth wedding with her."
Xu Qingsui was shocked after hearing this. He looked at him puzzledly and asked, "Why? Isn't she the one you once loved the most?"
After all, for Yan Xisui, he gave up himself and took the initiative to end the contract between them.
Otherwise, she would not have gone abroad to seek refuge while pregnant, and would not have been able to come back for three years.
She was grateful for his help, but how could she not feel resentment towards him for the heart she had given him?
Huo Xilin looked at Xu Qingsui with deep affection in his eyes. Under the dim light, his eyes sparkled like stars in the sky, unconsciously attracting Xu Qingsui's attention.
He said to her word by word: "Yan Xisui is not the person I love the most. I have never even loved her."
For a moment, Xu Qingsui was stunned. She even suspected that there was something wrong with her ears.
Huo Xilin and Yan Xisui were childhood sweethearts, and the affection between them was witnessed by everyone around them. His previous love for Yan Xisui was not something he could fake, so what did it mean for him to say this now?
Perhaps it was because he had loved her before, but later Yan Xisui betrayed him again and again, which finally broke his heart, so he said that he had never loved her.
For Huo Xilin, the memories with Yan Xisui were both beautiful in his youth and unbearable to look back on now, so he was unwilling to think about or mention them again.
It must be like this.
Sure enough, just as Xu Qingsui finished thinking this, he heard Huo Xilin say, "Don't mention this person in front of me again. She doesn't deserve to appear in our lives, nor does she deserve to be talked about by us."
From Huo Xilin's tone, Xu Qingsui could clearly feel his disgust for her.
As the saying goes, there is hate only when there is love. The deeper your love was in the past, the more you hate her now.
So even though he had hatred in his heart and said he didn't want to mention it, Xu Qingsui knew that as long as Yan Xisui really needed him one day, he would definitely appear by her side.
What Xu Qingsui didn't expect was that her idea would come true so soon.
Huo Xilin booked a flight ticket in the morning, and Xu Qingsui drove to see him off specially.
He originally wanted to refuse because his flight was at six in the morning, which was quite early, and he hoped that she could sleep a little longer, so he was very careful when he got up, but he still woke Xu Qingsui up.
She glanced at the time, got up, washed up, and then offered to take him to the airport.
Seeing how much she cared about him, he finally swallowed his words of rejection.
When they parted, Huo Xilin hugged her and was unwilling to let go: "Wait until I come back, soon. Don't eat with Qin Fang in private, I will be jealous. Even if you want to treat us, wait until I come back before you treat us together."
Seeing how clingy he was, Xu Qingsui couldn't help but laugh: "My son is not as clingy as you."
"What should I do? I really want to tie you to my belt and take you with me wherever I go."
"Okay, your plane is about to take off, please go in quickly, Mr. Huo." Xu Qingsui felt so sick to his stomach when he heard this. Although he said words of disgust, he still felt very sweet in his heart.
During the time that Yan Xisui and her son were involved, the family really got along well. It was what she had longed for countless times, as if it were a dream.
Xu Qingsui was really afraid that one day she would wake up from this beautiful dream. She hoped that she could sleep longer, longer...
Huo Xilin was different from his usual gentleness. This time he gave her a heavy kiss on the forehead, then he sighed and got out of the car reluctantly.
After waving goodbye to her, I walked into the airport.
Only after his back disappeared in the crowd did Xu Qingsui drive away.
Although she knew he would be back soon, the short separation still made her feel lost.
If one day they really had to separate and never see each other again in this life, Xu Qingsui didn't know if he could accept it.
He had already taken root in her heart. Even if he withered and died, his roots had already merged into her flesh and blood and could never be uprooted.
When Xu Qingsui returned, the little guy just got up. He immediately looked around the room and found that someone was missing. He asked curiously, "Mommy, is Dad going to work so early today?"
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