Chapter 329 Not Taking It to Heart
The person who once thought of her in everything and solved all her problems has become the source of all her problems. Xu Qingsui really cannot accept such a change.
I'm afraid this illness was caused by a mental illness.
Physical illness can be cured through medication, but how can her mental illness be cured?
When Xu Qingsui looked at Huo Xilin, her eyes unconsciously turned red, mostly because of grievance. She really wanted to hate him, but she found that she couldn't do it.
Even after knowing the truth, the love I had for him didn't change in the slightest.
When Huo Xilin found that Xu Qingsui's eyes were red, he panicked and asked quickly: "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"
Xu Qingsui bit his lip, clearly trying to hold back his tears, but in the blink of an eye, the tears fell disobediently, sliding down his temple and disappearing silently into the pillow, just like the feelings between them, hot at first and silent in the end.
Xu Qingsui didn’t know before that he was actually a sentimental person. When did this change begin?
She is always worried about gains and losses, and has wild thoughts. Her emotions will be affected by his actions, behavior, even his expression or words.
She seemed not to be herself anymore. She could not control her heart. She could only keep a clear mind and make herself extremely miserable.
"Huo Xilin, I'm sick, right?" Xu Qingsui asked in a hoarse voice and choked with sobs.
She was not sick physically, but her mind was sick.
"It will be fine, it's just a minor cold." Huo Xilin hurriedly wiped her tears and coaxed her over and over again in a gentle tone.
Every time she cried, Huo Xilin felt like his heart was broken.
What he hated most was seeing her cry.
Xu Qingsui has always been strong, but he became weak this time. It must be because he was sick.
Being sick makes people vulnerable.
Thinking of this, Huo Xilin felt even more distressed, and wished that he was the one who was sick instead of her.
"Are you feeling very uncomfortable?" Huo Xilin asked anxiously when he saw that the more she wiped away her tears, the more tears appeared.
Xu Qingsui nodded heavily, feeling very uncomfortable, not physically, but mentally.
"I'll go call a doctor." After saying this, Huo Xilin was about to stand up and run out to call the doctor on duty to come and check on her.
At the critical moment, Xu Qingsui grabbed him and said, "No, I just can't control my crying. The doctor can't cure this."
How should she tell him that she was suffering because the heart doctor couldn't cure her?
"Are you really okay?"
Xu Qingsui sniffed, wiped his eyes, and said with a strong face: "I just felt very uncomfortable for no apparent reason just now, but I feel better now."
Huo Xilin returned to her side half-believingly, as if he had thought of something, and asked, "Are you feeling upset?"
Xu Qingsui was surprised at his attentiveness. He didn't expect that he could guess it.
To dispel his doubts, she nodded and said, "Just now, I felt very uncomfortable for no apparent reason. After crying, I feel much better now."
"Are you hiding something in your heart that you don't want to tell me?"
Xu Qingsui's eyes dodged, and he imitated him and pretended to be dumb and said, "What could I possibly hide from you?"
Huo Xilin seemed to have thought of something and said, "If there is really something, you must tell me. Don't keep it in your heart. What if it is a misunderstanding? Then wouldn't you have been wronged, cried, and felt bad in vain?"
He has always been a man who valued words very much, and only in front of Xu Qingsui would he always find ways to talk more, in order to make his words witty and humorous so as not to make her think that he was a boring person.
It would be great if it was really a misunderstanding. Xu Qingsui hoped more than anyone else that it was a misunderstanding.
Unfortunately, it is not.
Although Lu Jingyu and Ms. Zhou are not trustworthy people and their words are definitely exaggerated, Huo Xilin must be involved in this matter.
Even if she wanted to excuse him, she couldn't convince herself.
Seeing that Xu Qingsui kept his mouth shut and didn't say anything, it seemed that he was holding back and didn't want to communicate with him.
Huo Xilin simply got straight to the point and said, "Is it because of my meeting with Yan Xisui?"
Xu Qingsui looked up in surprise. She didn't expect that he would mention Yan Xisui at this time.
However, Huo Xilin thought that Xu Qingsui's reaction was a correct guess.
She was angry with me because of Yan Xisui's matter.
Huo Xilin sighed helplessly and explained, "I went to see her that day just to see if Yan Linzhou's injury had healed completely. I didn't expect her to secretly take pictures of me, and I didn't expect her to be so mean as to send the pictures to you. I said that I would never do anything to betray you, not before, not now, and certainly not in the future!"
His tone was so firm, even the words he used to explain himself seemed like an oath.
Xu Qingsui also wanted to believe him, but when his true face was revealed in front of him, no matter what he said or did, it was all in vain.
Seeing that Xu Qingsui still didn't speak, Huo Xilin thought that she was still angry.
So he said to her: "I promise you, from now on, I will discuss anything related to Yan Xisui with you, and I will only do it if you agree. But I think if there is no accident, I should not have any connection with her anymore."
He had said this to her when they remarried.
At that time, he also assured her in this solemn tone that he would not have any contact with Yan Xisui.
But he cheated on her again and again.
But it doesn’t matter anymore. For Xu Qingsui now, she no longer cares about these things.
I cared about him before because I wanted to be with him forever, so I wouldn’t allow the relationship between us to have even the slightest flaw.
She didn't care now because she knew clearly that there was a deep hatred between her and Huo Xilin and it was impossible for them to go on.
"It's okay." She said to him calmly.
Huo Xilin just thought that she believed what he said, and his nervous heart instantly relaxed.
He said, "Why didn't you tell me if you care about this? I checked your recent call records and found out that Yan Xisui sent you a message privately, which caused your misunderstanding."
"I don't take this matter to heart." Xu Qingsui said against his will.
The time when she cared about this matter had passed.
Fortunately, Lu Jingyu came to see her privately. If the two had talked on the phone, Huo Xilin would have already figured out the cause by now.
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