Chapter 373 What She Can't Get
Even after sitting on the chair, Li Yuexue's brain was still in a daze. Her body seemed to no longer belong to her. She stood there blankly without any movement.
Qin Fang sat down next to her and said to her: "I just want to apologize to you tonight. I'm sorry."
His apology was undoubtedly a critical blow to Li Yuexue, making her feel very surprised and incredible.
Seeing that Li Yuexue didn't say anything, Qin Fang was not discouraged, but he was a little nervous. Although he didn't show it on his face, his clenched hands and the white knuckles betrayed him.
It's strange to say, he is very adept at business, and he can remain calm even when facing Huo Xilin and leaders of various countries. But today, when facing Li Yuexue, he felt so unnatural, as if he had become a different person.
In addition to nervousness, he also felt a little scared. He was afraid that Li Yuexue would not accept his apology and would ignore him from then on.
In the past, she was by his side every day. Even on days when they didn't meet, she would send him messages and call him all the time. At that time, he just felt very annoyed.
But when she really ignored him and seemed to have disappeared from his world for a few days, he suddenly realized that he had become accustomed to her existence and that she was so important to him.
For a moment, he couldn't tell what kind of feelings he had for Li Yuexue. This feeling seemed to be different from that for Xu Qingsui.
He took a deep breath and continued to say to Li Yuexue, "I went to see you that night because I wanted to explain the misunderstanding in the news and apologize to you, but you didn't want to see me. It happened that Xu Qingsui helped me today. If she hadn't asked you out, you definitely wouldn't want to see me, right?"
Qin Fang smiled, but his smile was full of helplessness.
Li Yuexue's eyes were a little moist. She looked at the man in front of her seriously and felt that he was so strange.
The three words "I'm sorry" were the first time he had said them to her since they had met.
But what she wanted was never his apology.
"Brother Qin Fang, you don't have to say sorry to me. I never feel that you owe me anything. Liking you is my own business, and everything I do for you is my own will. It's not that I don't want to see you, but I know that my presence is a nuisance to you. I just want you to be happier."
If he could be happy if she never appeared in front of him again, then her disappearance would be meaningful.
The sadness and grief in his heart were never shown in front of her. When she saw the sad expression on his face as he hugged Xu Qingsui on the news, she understood one thing: the man in front of her was just an ordinary person.
Since he is an ordinary person, he will have the same emotions as ordinary people, such as joy, anger, sorrow and happiness, but he only shows these emotions to people he cares about.
Thinking back to the days when they were together, all he showed towards her was impatience and indifference. The only thing she was thankful for was that his attitude towards her seemed to be a little better than that of outsiders.
If she continues to be so ignorant, she will be too ignorant.
The only person in his heart is Xu Qingsui, and there is no room for herself at all. But because she loves him, she only wants him to be happy.
If her leaving can make him feel a little more relaxed and happy, then it is worth it.
After hearing what Li Yuexue said, Qin Fang felt mixed emotions. He murmured, "But without you by my side, how can I be happy?"
"What?" Was it because his voice was too soft and he didn't hear it clearly?
Brother Qin Fang said, how could he be happy without her by his side?
She must have heard it wrong.
"Brother Qin Fang, I know you hate me. Every time I appear by your side, you always show an impatient attitude. When I call you or send you messages, you ignore me and hang up hastily. Sometimes you don't reply to the messages I send you for a whole day, and it's not easy to wait for you to reply. It's really a simple perfunctory word, as if typing one more word would waste your time."
When Li Yuexue recounted these, she looked a little lonely, but in the blink of an eye she became happy: "But even so, I am still very happy. As long as I can see you every day, even if I wait for a whole day and you only reply to me with one word, I will still be very happy!"
"But compared to my own happiness, I hope you can be happy. Only when you are happy, I will be truly happy. It is really strange to like someone. It seems that my happiness, anger, sorrow and joy have become the buttons controlled by you. Happiness and sadness are no longer under my control."
Li Yuexue felt helpless about not being able to control her joy and sorrow. Maybe she would not see him anymore. After a long time, she might be able to find herself again.
But the days without seeing each other were really too hard to bear. She lived in a daze every day. Sometimes when she looked at her phone or watched other people's videos, she would think of him involuntarily and cry for no reason. When she finally fell asleep at night, he was all in her dreams.
I want to keep myself busy to divert my attention, but I find that I have no interest in anything. Every minute and every second of my life seems to be torture.
Isn’t it said that love makes people happy?
Why did she have to suffer so much?
"Who said I hate you?" Qin Fang said helplessly: "I never hate you. On the contrary, I'm used to you being by my side, used to you not texting me or calling me every day. Do you understand?"
As if he was afraid that Li Yuexue might not hear clearly, Qin Fang deliberately raised his voice when he said this.
Li Yuexue blinked, and the tears in her eyes rolled down. She smiled bitterly and said, "Brother Qin Fang, you are just comforting me."
"Do you think I'm a liar? Think carefully about my attitude towards you when we first met, what was my attitude towards you later, and what is my attitude now? Do you think I need to say these words to comfort you?"
Li Yuexue was suddenly speechless. Thinking back carefully, she fell in love with Qin Fang at first sight.
She was a pampered daughter who grew up in a wealthy family. From childhood to adulthood, as long as she wanted something, her family would find ways to satisfy her, so she never knew what frustration felt like until she met Qin Fang.
That was the first time she understood that there were things in this world that she could not obtain.
But she was unwilling to give up. She vowed to pursue him, so she tried her best to get his attention.
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