Chapter 102 Memory Confusion "Just enjoy life as it is short" "Protect...
"where are you going?"
Chi Liuai seemed very nervous. He hesitated at the dining table and then chased after Meng Yuzhi.
"Will you not come back?"
Meng Yuzhi's figure as he left the dining table was very similar to Lin Zhun's at that time. Chi Liuai's face looked very strange, almost pale and cold, tortured by the rain outside.
Meng Yuzhi put a thin woolen coat on her and pressed it against her thin shoulders.
He asked Chi Liuai if he wanted to go out for a walk.
Chi Liuai hesitated, looked outside, and then shook his head habitually.
Meng Yuzhi made a promise that didn't quite sound like an apology.
"I didn't lie to you."
If she hadn't said this, Chi Liuai wouldn't have been angry. It was as if she had remembered Meng Yuzhi's failure to keep his promise. Angrily, she rubbed her face against her collar, lowered her head to hide her unhappy expression, and hummed for Meng Yuzhi to hear.
Meng Yuzhi was silent for a while, then asked her if she had any gift she wanted, and asked her why she didn't like making wishes anymore, as they could come true.
Chi Liuai looked at him hesitantly.
As if her patience had run out, Meng Yuzhi's action of holding her hand made Chi Liuai mistakenly think that he wanted to pull her out. Finally, she could no longer bear it, frowned at Meng Yuzhi, stomped her feet and said.
"What on earth are you doing? It's raining outside, and you still want to take me for a walk."
Chi Liuai's face was flushed, and he must have been upset, so he yelled at Meng Yuzhi.
"Do you just want to freeze me to death?"
Meng Yuzhi was suddenly stunned, then smiled and said sorry.
Maybe after some time, Chi Liuai fell asleep.
Meng Yuzhi walked under the still bright sunshine, which was even chilling than rain.
These days, Meng Yuzhi always goes out early and comes back late.
Chi Liuai had nothing to do, so she started to open the wedding gifts. According to Chi Liuai's recollection, she didn't have much impression of those gifts, but she was attracted by a gift box with her Chinese name on it.
The gift box is a monotonous black, very small, the size of a palm, and thin.
Chi Liuai curiously tore open the tight gum seal.
But many years later, Chi Liuai still couldn't forget the way Meng Yuzhi took the photo away.
Expressionless, serious, no explanation.
Chi Liuai had a high fever and it took nearly half a month to recover. After he was able to get out of bed, he avoided the surveillance and went to the study.
Chi Liuai was rummaging through Meng Yuzhi's study.
Amidst a pile of documents whose original appearance could no longer be discerned, Chi Liuai did not dare to look up at the thin-soled black leather shoes stepping on the carpet.
Meng Yuzhi's dark shadow trapped Chi Liuai. His chest rose and fell slightly, and his formal business suit was wet with rain, as if he had hurried from a formal occasion.
The weather this time is worse than usual, with lightning and thunder.
Meng Yuzhi's expression was calm.
Neither of them said a word.
But it was more serious than previous quarrels.
Chi Liuai felt powerless all over and helplessly tugged at the hem of Meng Yuzhi's suit pants. It seemed as if he had used a lot of strength to spit out the three words "Let him go" from his mouth. Meng Yuzhi did not move and continued to look down at Chi Liuai who was kneeling on the carpet.
This was the first time Chi Liuai spoke to Meng Yuzhi after he learned that Lin Zhun was involved in the shooting case.
Meng Yuzhi closed his eyes and slowed down his breathing.
After a long time, he bent his knees and half-knelt in front of Chi Liuai, lifting Chi Liuai's chin.
Those eyes were swollen and red.
"Liuai, is my kindness to you useless?"
The hatred in Chi Liuai's eyes made Meng Yuzhi's face even gloomier.
Chi Liuai also collapsed, speculating with the utmost malice about Meng Yuzhi: "It must be you, it's you, you killed him. You didn't want him to live, so you used me as an excuse to frame my brother. You're capable of anything! Bastard! I hate you!"
Meng Yuzhi tightened his grip, and Chi Liuai couldn't break free: "It's because I spoiled you too much that this situation has come about."
"Well, then please indulge me a little more, okay, okay." Chi Liuai felt so distressed that his heart ached.
Meng Yuzhi smiled impatiently, and the cold and stern gaze he cast on Chi Liuai's face seemed as if he would not stop until he had defeated Chi Liuai.
"Apologize." Meng Yuzhi ordered.
Chi Liuai should not apologize for his doubts.
Meng Yuzhi would also inexplicably doubt her and never apologized.
Moreover, in Chi Liuai's life where she had not seen much of the world, the first time she touched a gun was when Meng Yuzhi took the silver gun and fired two shots in front of her, and then pointed it at her lower abdomen to threaten and humiliate her. She begged and obeyed so much, but Meng Yuzhi did not get the chance to let her brother appear in front of her. She was fooled like a fool, and even got her brother involved in a shooting case. Chi Liuai had never seen Lin Zhun use a gun.
Besides Meng Yuzhi, who else?
Chi Liuai wanted to hug Meng Yuzhi, she was really afraid of such eyes.
Although she had never studied law, she knew that Lin Zhun was doomed. When she thought of this, Chi Liuai seemed to have lost her dignity and wanted to hug Meng Yuzhi. However, this flattery with purpose and speculation was pushed away by Meng Yuzhi.
"What are you doing in the study?"
"Looking for evidence that I framed your brother?"
"Did you find it? Do you need my help?"
Meng Yuzhi didn't seem to care whether Chi Liuai was in pain or not. Chi Liuai felt that the palms of her hands were more painful than being rubbed by a carpet. She became extremely fragile in the blow of losing her loved ones and in the eyes of Meng Yuzhi.
"No, don't do that..."
It was as if she was asking Meng Yuzhi not to be so mean to her brother.
If possible, please touch her, okay? She is really scared. She can't do anything and is very bad. She always gets into trouble and makes everyone else unlucky.
In her world, it seems that only Meng Yuzhi is omnipotent.
Only Meng Yuzhi would stroke her head and say, it's okay.
She longed for these three words more than ever.
"Now go back to your room."
Chi Liuai was unwilling.
"Don't make me say it a second time."
Still looking tough and indifferent.
Chi Liuai was sobbing. Meng Yuzhi waited for a while and then turned and left. This made Chi Liuai panic. She wanted to get up and pull Meng Yuzhi's hand, but Meng Yuzhi was really angry. His hand was so high that even if Chi Liuai tried hard to reach it, she could not touch it without Meng Yuzhi's condescending to lower himself.
Chi Liuai also made concessions and told Meng Yuzhi with sobs that they both needed to reflect on each other, and she was the first to say sorry.
Then, feeling aggrieved and helpless, he urged: "Hurry up and say 'you forgive me'! Hurry up, please, forgive me quickly."
"You have to explain to me, and I will forgive you."
Chi Liuai's words made Meng Yuzhi laugh. The sound of thunder and rain outside the house exploded in his ears. Meng Yuzhi saw that Chi Liuai was frightened, and then he continued to inflict damage even more terrifying than the thunder and rain.
The last moment Meng Yuzhi locked the study, he gave Chi Liuai the final verdict, "Then you will reflect on this here forever."
The back view of Meng Yuzhi as he turned around looked so similar that Chi Liuai looked at him with eyes full of tears.
I heard the sound of thunder and rain, just as loud.
I feel colder and colder all over.
How could the two backs be so similar?
Chi Liuai ran and fell down again. Looking at the red soles of leather shoes that disappeared from his sight at the door in an instant, grief penetrated his crying.
"No, don't leave me alone."
The cold sliding sound of the door lock answered her.
Meng Yuzhi leaned his back against the door, the veins on his hand holding the door lock bulging. Chen Hui, who had been waiting at the bottom of the building, looked up.
"gentlemen."
Meng Yuzhi stood there for a long time before speaking calmly.
"Let's go."
If anyone leaves me, I will be ruthless and abandon this shortsighted person without hesitation (except Lin Zhun)
There is such a motto in Chi Liuai's grudge book.
But how could the person who left give her the chance to abandon him again?
Chi Liuai comforted herself that maybe one day she would be lucky enough to get what she had lost back.
I vaguely remember the night when Meng Yuzhi locked me up in the study. There was a continuous thunderstorm and Chi Liuai was trying to escape from the sadness.
She still felt cold in the temperature-controlled study. She finally calmed down, looked around, and climbed up from a pile of wrinkled documents.
After standing for a while, I felt extremely sleepy.
Chi Liuai felt so dizzy and heavy that he couldn't think straight, so he lay down on the sofa and slowly fell asleep.
In fact, it was not sleepiness that made Chi Liuai want to fall asleep.
Most of the time, Chi Liuai's misfortunes happened after he woke up. Even if it was a gift given to him by Meng Yuzhi casually, Chi Liuai would feel happy for these surprises.
She tried hard to close her eyes, praying to fall asleep quickly, fall asleep quickly.
Let her be happier.
At least, give her a reunited home.
Let the runners grow taller, older and healthier.
Meng Yuzhi should be more kind.
She thought again, and after much deliberation, she realized that this was a foreign country and she had to kowtow to God.
Let Lin Zhun be luckier.
......
Chi Liuai slowly lost consciousness, and when she became confused, she felt someone touching her head.
Rough hands, white shirt, gentle tone.
Chi Liuai slowly moved his face over.
Lin Zhun said to her gently, "Liu'ai, why are you wearing so little? Did you eat well?"
The wooden sign rubbed against her face, swaying back and forth. Chi Liuai thought that it seemed as if she was getting lucky again.
"You're leaving, aren't you?"
"No, I will stay by your side, even if it means going to jail."
Memories always remain of good and bad moments.
Chi Liuai's luck is always ruthlessly stripped away by Meng Yuzhi.
She forgot how she knew that Lin Jun was serving his sentence in Blue Mountain Prison. After thinking for a while, she thought it might be because her brother had promised that he would go to jail in Blue Mountain Prison, so it would be closer to him.
Spring night, cold rain, long carriage.
Chi Liuai escaped into the car and headed to prison.
Suddenly, the pair of deep eyes outside the window stared at him motionlessly.
Chi Liuai couldn't hide his trembling, leaning against the car door, surrounded by a dark shadow, and a man knocked on the car window.
A car accident left a scar on Meng Yuzhi's forehead, and Chi Liuai was locked in the bedroom.
Not knowing how many tears he had shed, Chi Liuai looked at the height outside the window.
She certainly couldn't be allowed to fall to the ground safely.
It’s not that he wants to die, he just feels a little breathless for no apparent reason. Meng Yuzhi hasn’t been home for a long time.
Whenever Chi Liuai heard the sound of vehicles entering or leaving, he would rush out of the bedroom to take a look.
I was fully prepared to meet with Meng Yuzhi and argue with him.
But Meng Yuzhi didn't like her and didn't intend to let her go.
That's why I know I'm afraid of being alone, but I'll keep myself in this place mercilessly and live out the rest of my life in solitude.
As usual, someone knocked on the door, but Chi Liuai didn't move.
After a long time, the man came in.
Chen Hui clearly saw the light in Chi Liuai's eyes slowly fade away, and he looked a little disappointed.
Then he said something that made Chi Liuai happy.
"Ma'am, I'll take you out."
Chi Liuai was a little surprised.
But instead of being as happy as Chen Hui had imagined, Chi Liuai lowered his head and said, "Meng Yuzhi will be angry."
Chen Hui thought for a moment and said, "Then I won't tell you, sir."
"Really?" Chi Liuai hesitated for a moment, but still didn't move. "Where is he?"
Chen Hui thought for a moment and said, "Something not so good has happened, sir, you need to deal with it."
"Will he be in danger?" Chi Liuai was anxious.
Chen Hui suddenly understood why so many people liked Chi Liuai.
He nodded. "It's dangerous, but it will be resolved. So, we need to leave quickly."
"Where can I go if I go out? I don't know anything."
"Then just treat it as a short vacation and enjoy life."
Chi Liuai listened, and when she came back to her senses, the bright beams of light outside the house had already shone on her face, making her feel warm.
She still stopped.
Will she have a life of her own once she's released? With her brother in jail, what if Meng Yuzhi doesn't let her go? She can't support herself, and she's terrified no one will like her. She doesn't want to lose friends and have them know about her scandals; it would be humiliating.
If she gets wronged outside, who should she tell?
At this moment, Chi Liuai was like a timid child waiting backstage when he was young, hiding timidly for fear of making a fool of himself.
Her brother always found her and patted her on the back.
Suddenly, Chi Liuai felt a draft blowing gently across her back, as if slowly pushing her forward.
For some reason, she heard the voice of her childhood brother.
"Liuai, you have to believe that there will always be someone in this world who loves you."
In this way, Chi Liuai, who had suffered a series of blows, once again believed his brother's words when his consciousness was most confused, and tried hard to take his own steps.
On the way, Chen Hui handed Chi Liuai some information, telling her that no one would know her past and that she would have a considerable amount of assets.
"These are what Madam deserves. Take care." These were Chen Hui's last words. He wished Chi Liuai a brand new life and told her to cherish it.
Chi Liuai said she would.
It was also strange that after she gradually had a normal study and life, she couldn't help but regret her own timidity at that time when she faced the smooth life without any storms, and she thought of Meng Yuzhi again.
He always felt that the world was dangerous, but that was not true at all.
One day, after she realized that she had only taken the necklace from home, she heard sounds that were not quite crying in the bedroom.
It's always like this, using the past to trouble the present.
When Chi Liuai was distracted, he staggered and was dragged backwards by his arm in the elevator. For some reason, fear appeared in his eyes, but he was also happy.
Suddenly I met familiar eyes.
"You bumped into me."
Chi Liuai said in a daze: "I'm sorry."
"Um."
The figure disappearing from his sight gave Chi Liuai a blow, and his heart suddenly beat with joy.
How could it be, how could it be...
Bitterness surged in his memories, and Chi Liuai, who was the only one who missed his lonely life, had his defenses collapsed at this moment.
She hadn't seen Meng Yuzhi or her brother for half a year.
Why is there someone who has the same eyes and a similar face to my brother?
But what made Chi Liuai tremble even more was that the back of the man turning away overlapped with the tall shoulders of the man in his memory.
He Jinze was bumped into, but he didn't look angry. He said nothing on the way, his lips tightly pursed.
Then, my friend finally couldn't help but speak.
"You're such a fool! The girl was walking towards you honestly, but you just stood there and let people bump into her. You almost scared her to tears."
He Jinze stopped and looked a little strange. He glanced at his friend coldly.
My friend immediately stopped talking.
"What do you know?"
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