Chapter 114: Missing Brother's Boyfriend
Lin Zhi put his hands on the guardrail and shrugged his shoulders with a smile.
It's so cute, in contrast, he looks like an evil adult.
Hearing Lin Zhi's laughter, Jing Xun was still a little dazed. He stared at Lin Zhi blankly, with some helplessness in his eyes.
Did he say something wrong? Does Lin Zhi not want to eat fruit?
Under Lin Zhi's meaningful smile, Jing Xun's numb head finally reacted.
The surging emotions exploded like sparks in the gray-blue eyes, and turned into a thick darkness after dispersing.
"Of course," Jing Xun repeated in a low voice, "Of course."
He asked, "Has this matter been completely resolved? Will no one bother us again in the future?"
What he really wanted to say was, there will never be a situation like this where you have to leave without saying goodbye, right?
The fear of being abandoned at any time kept growing and spreading in his body, squeezing his nerves all the time, putting him on the brink of collapse at any time, and he could only draw some warmth from Lin Zhi's body to pull himself together and maintain his balance.
"If the painting is real, it should be like this. You did a good job. You solved the problem for me."
As soon as Lin Zhi finished her words, Jing Xun pushed her against him and gave her a hot kiss.
The affirmation of being praised and the desire to gain a sense of security turned into hurried movements. Jing Xun wanted to hold on tighter and tighter, even to the point of swallowing the person up completely and becoming one with her, so that there would be no possibility of losing her.
Lin Zhi tilted her neck back as she was kissed and pressed Jing Xun's shoulders.
The light pouring down from the sky was too bright. He leaned on Jing Xun's shoulder, panting softly, and whispered in his ear: "Let's go to the basement?"
Jing Xun's movements suddenly stopped, the light in his eyes was biting, almost terrifying.
He shook his head, very resistant.
This resistance was not because he disliked the closed environment, but because the environment would trigger his emotions and lead to cruel and murderous consequences.
He didn't want to hurt Lin Zhi, not at all.
"Are you really not going? You're going to trap me there, lock me up there forever, and control me..."
The soft whispering voice gradually reveals the twisted and dark thoughts in people's hearts, luring people into falling into the abyss of complete loss of control.
"But I don't like getting hurt. Suppose there is a bathtub filled with water, and you add crimson paint or essential oils, I believe you can make blood color. You have an innate grasp of color and can make fake things look real."
"It soaked through my hair, clung to my face, and trickled down my fingers."
Lin Zhi's voice became increasingly louder, and as he spoke, a bathtub filled with blood seemed to really appear in the closed and narrow basement. The blood was all over the young man's skin, full of a miserable color.
The Venus flytrap spreads its branches and leaves, giving off a scent that lures in prey.
Jing Xun's adrenaline surged and his nerves became uncontrollably excited.
He pinched Lin Zhi's wrist, unknowingly getting tighter and tighter. He shook his head desperately to show his resistance and to dispel the images in his mind.
But the lover who was clinging to him still seemed to think it was not enough and stimulated him with more straightforward and erotic words.
It was as if he wanted to watch him transform from a human into an insane beast, tear apart all his disguises, and let all the sick, abnormal, deformed and disgusting thoughts in his heart be revealed before he would let it go.
Jing Xun's stomach began to ache, and his body and will seemed to be torn into two parts.
One side is eager to turn imagination into reality, just as Lin Zhi wishes, to expose all the shame, let Lin Zhi see his true face, and live with him forever. The other side is sneering and contemptuous, forcing him to practice, and finally kill Lin Zhi. Losing Lin Zhi will make everything a mess, and he will never be able to get rid of it until he dies.
"You're too scared."
Lin Zhi touched Jing Xun's face, looking at his red eyes and the tears that were about to flow out.
"It doesn't matter if it's abnormal. I told you that you don't need to have such concerns in front of me."
The shadow of the past always looms in Jing Xun's heart. Jing Xun has always been afraid that he will become a violent person and do something irreparable, but Lin Zhi feels that he will not become like that.
If you don't try, the hidden danger will always be there and will become an increasingly dark shadow. If you try, face your fear. If you succeed, you can overcome it. If you fail, the worst that can happen is you can just try again.
Lin Zhi was willing to be the test subject because he knew Jing Xun would succeed.
It does sound a bit arrogant and fearless, but he has also made preparations. He has applied something powerful on his nails, and he has communicated with 01. When his life is threatened, 01 can forcibly take over his body. If Jing Xun really wants to take ruthless action, he doesn't mind letting Jing Xun sleep for a few days and then make new plans.
01 asked nervously: [Host, do you really want to do this? 】
Lin Zhi: [Since he is worried that he will hurt me, let him go crazy first and see if he will actually do that. 】
He had planned this a long time ago, otherwise he wouldn't have had to lay the groundwork for so long.
He avoided talking about the problems between them and spoke vaguely even though he knew Jing Xun was insecure. The seeds of anxiety had already taken root.
Lin Zhi's original plan was to go out in a few days on the pretext of work, gradually extend the time she was away from home, and reduce the frequency of replying to messages, until one day she would leave without telling him, and slowly torture Jing Xun like this until she forced him to lock him up in the most extreme way.
However, this seemed too tragic and cruel, so when this opportunity came, Lin Zhi changed his approach.
Jing Xun's sense of disorder seemed to release the dark side of him. Lin Zhi used to try his best to do things perfectly and not make a wrong move, because he couldn't make mistakes and couldn't be willful.
Rather than saying that he wanted to watch Jing Xun go crazy and then cure his problem, it would be more accurate to say that he wanted to take the opportunity to indulge himself.
01 didn't dare to say anything. It felt that the host was now even crazier than the target of the mission.
Lin Zhi's eyes were gentle, hiding a faint smile.
If you stare at it for too long, you will feel as if you are falling into it and unable to escape.
"When you feel like you can't control yourself and hurt me, then..."
Lin Zhi whispered to Jing Xun and set off the last fire.
It makes people fall into the deepest collapse and madness, and kills them with love.
The already confused thoughts were directly pulled and crushed by the lover, and were bewitched to the extreme.
Jing Xun seemed to have become a bug trapped in a spider web, a prey to be eaten, and also seemed to have become the controller, holding the flower enough to tear him apart and make him broken and withered.
It’s okay to be abnormal, and it’s okay to not pretend.
Lin Zhi was not picked up gently. Jing Xun carried him easily on his back and walked towards the utility room.
The road leading to the basement is dark, and the squeezing feeling urges people to escape.
The air was filled with the smell of dried blood and dust, the dim lights flickered occasionally, the rough concrete walls rubbed against my back, and buttons fell off.
Jing Xun's palms were burning hot, and the heat seemed to burn his internal organs through the surface of his skin.
All the darkness and filth poured out, the morbid obsession and persistence, the anxiety and fear, mixed with desire as the carrier.
The memories of the past resurfaced disturbingly, and this time Jing Xun no longer tried to ignore them. He felt the past clearly, and also felt Lin Zhi's breathing.
The sweet fragrance emanating from the young man cleanses the sense of smell, and can make people fall into a sweet dream just by closing their eyes.
The high temperature caused beads of sweat to overflow from people's bodies, flowing and blending in the dim light.
Lin Zhi grabbed Jing Xun's clothes, and her fingertips were so tight that they lost color.
There was little warmth in the out-of-control state, and more of a desire to destroy and possess. The gray-blue eyes were filled with gloomy fanaticism.
Lin Zhi's indulgence and temptation make it hard to tell whether this is salvation or a complete destruction of the person.
I like you so much, so much, so much. I like Lin Zhi so much, I want us to never be apart.
Twisted limbs and warm blood occupied his senses. Jing Xun grabbed Lin Zhi's throat and pressed him against the wall. The lifeless young man with his head hanging seemed to appear in front of him.
Death seems to have brought art to its highest peak, and to absolute physical pleasure.
Along with the pleasure came a violent spasm of the heart. Jing Xun blinked hard, and sweat entered his eyes through his eyelashes, bringing a slight stinging sensation.
Lin Zhi's eyes were dazed, Jing Xun did not do anything cruel. Even in his irrational state, he followed what he had said to Jing Xun before.
When he wants to hurt him, just try another way, even if it means breaking and tearing him into pieces.
Jing Xun broke free from his horrible fantasies and saw Lin Zhi's face clearly.
He felt somewhat powerless, his arms were numb, and his palms were filled with cold sweat of fear.
"sorry."
Jing Xun hugged Lin Zhi and apologized repeatedly.
"Why are you crying?" Lin Zhi leaned against Jing Xun, wiped away his tears with a low smile, and said in a hoarse voice, "Are you still scared?"
"No."
Jing Xun responded softly and hugged Lin Zhi tighter.
At that moment he thought he had really killed Lin Zhi, just like the scene he had once imagined.
It was at this moment that he realized that the things that were destroyed and reconstructed him were not what truly attracted him to him and made him love him.
Killing would not make him indulge in pleasure, it would not make him truly happy. When he thought he had put everything into practice, he only felt a chill to his bones.
No matter how much he wanted to trap Lin Zhi in a place where only he could see him, he would not want to hurt him. He liked to see Lin Zhi breathing and having a beating heart.
Even in the basement, in this nightmare-like place that once trapped him,
He no longer had to worry about losing control and hurting Lin Zhi, nor did he have to worry about him doing cruel things in pursuit of aesthetics.
The smell of blood had long since disappeared from the narrow basement. The wind blew in from the never-closed passage, and there was only Lin Zhi's breath around him.
It was the first time that Jing Xun looked at the basement so clearly after the accident.
It's a very ordinary place, nothing to be remembered.
“That’s amazing.”
Lin Zhi was generous with her praise and coaxed the crying puppy.
It is so heart-warming to see the young and handsome mixed-race youth silently shedding tears with an extremely affectionate look in his eyes.
Listening to Lin Zhi's words, Jing Xun's heart felt more and more aching. He knew that Lin Zhi was helping him. How could he be so lucky to have Lin Zhi.
"I love you so much, I want to never be apart from you."
No matter how ugly his side was, it had already been revealed. Lin Zhi did not despise him, so Jing Xun returned to his usual straightforwardness.
"Weren't we separated?"
Lin Zhi meant something. Now he didn't have to worry about the situation and could just enjoy the delicious food he cooked.
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