Chapter 116: My Missing Brother's Boyfriend
The season has unknowingly shifted towards winter. The glass windows of the ward are covered with a light mist, which emits a unique damp and cold feeling under the sunlight.
Lin Zhi quietly admired the painting. The kitten keychain in the painting was extremely cute and its plush feel was very real. Lin Zhi vaguely remembered the feeling of touching it.
It turned out that he had made a misunderstanding. It turned out that this kind of symbol does not have to be linked to a certain place, but to "beauty".
01 said happily: [Great, this means the mission will be successfully completed again! The host is awesome! The host is the best! 】
01 Full of confidence: [Once the target of the mission is completely cured of his illness, our redemption mission will be completely successful. Isn’t it very fast? 】
Lin Zhi: [It’s hard to say. 】
He wasn't sure about the time, but based on experience, it shouldn't take long.
01 suddenly realized: [Oh, yes, he hasn’t drawn that perfect picture yet. 】
When the disease is cured and the obsession disappears, the wound will be completely healed!
01 asked with some curiosity: [Host, do you know what perfection he wants? 】
Lin Zhi's gaze fell on the sleeping Jing Xun's face, and she shook her head in her heart.
【have no idea. 】
The concept of art is different from the result of logical calculation. The definition of "perfection" varies from individual to individual, but he believes that Jing Xun will create what he wants, it's just a matter of time.
Jing Xun stayed in the hospital for fourteen days, and with the doctor's approval, he was able to be discharged.
Although he has not fully recovered yet, the frequency has been greatly reduced, and the time period of memory gaps has also been shortened. Based on the data comparison of so many days, Jing Xun now only forgets things that happened in half a day at most, and the frequency of attacks is very low.
The doctor needs him to return to a familiar environment for further testing, and of course his family members need to help with this.
Lin Zhi was writing down what the doctor said with a pen, while Jing Xun was standing by and couldn't help but smile.
His heart was beating with joy, and he couldn't help but indulge in Lin Zhi's tenderness.
Lin Zhi put the paper and pen in her pocket and left the hospital with Jing Xun.
In fact, according to his memory, there is no need to use paper and pen to record, but he is willing to do so.
No matter what you do, you have to be able to express it. This expression does not necessarily require words, but it requires the other party to be able to receive it.
The house hadn't been occupied for two weeks and was already a bit dusty.
Jing Xun took out the cleaning tools and planned to do a thorough cleaning.
From now on this is no longer the place where he lives alone, but his and Lin Zhi's home.
Lin Zhi stood in front of the easels behind the sofa in the living room. These easels had remained in the same position since the day he arrived. Judging from the dust in the gaps, these easels had been placed here for a long time.
When the time is right, Lin Zhi will open it and find out what's inside. He had originally planned to open it a few days ago, after his first time with Jing Xun.
But who knew that plans could not keep up with changes, Jing Xun suddenly lost his memory, and entered a paranoid state, wishing he could kill himself. Lin Zhi was confused and had no time to do this.
The cloth fell away, revealing the painting inside.
The blinding red occupies the eyes, the painting is extremely bloody and weird, and the human whose head has been torn off by the monster is still running, which makes people unable to bear to look at it any longer.
Lin Zhi looked at several other paintings. Some of them did not have large-scale bloody scenes. The horror was hidden in places that needed to be interpreted. They were grotesque and eerie.
Compared with the paintings that Jingxun exhibited and sold, these paintings have a bit more brutality and even outright malice, but the colors are still complex and gorgeous, bearing his personal characteristics.
"What do you think of the painting?"
The sudden voice behind him made Lin Zhi let out a sigh of relief. Jing Xun patted him on the back gently, feeling a little sorry for scaring him.
Jing Xun was not nervous about having his past secret thoughts discovered, nor was he perturbed. He asked for opinions like other painters whose paintings were seen.
Lin Zhi approached the paintings and commented: "The paintings are good, and the details are well handled."
Skin tissue, blood flow, and pieces of meat pulled by gravity. It has to be said that these paintings are also artistic, but they are very niche.
“If you had sold these paintings at the exhibition, you would probably have been labeled a lunatic and become the darling of a niche group of enthusiasts, but you are already a highly respected genius.”
Listening to Lin Zhi's comments and opinions, Jing Xun felt a little embarrassed.
“These drawings aren’t good enough.”
Jing Xun raised his hand and took the painting down. He didn't exhibit these paintings not because he didn't want to show this side of him to others. He didn't care what others thought of him or how they judged him and his paintings, but he just felt that they were not good enough.
He had always felt that something was missing, and now he understood that the reason he could not give soul to these paintings was because he did not have a heart that completely loved this art.
As the paintings were taken down one by one, the easels were cleared.
"Are you going to dispose of them?"
"I plan to put them up. Although they are not worthy of being framed, they are a record of my time here, the time I met you. This is an autumn I will never forget."
Jing Xun held a few sheets of drawing paper and spoke seriously with his head down.
There wasn't much shyness or tenderness on his face as if he was saying sweet words. He didn't even think he was saying sweet words, he was just stating his feelings at the moment.
But it is just like this, a little cold and hard, even a little dull and straightforward, which is his ultimate skill without knowing it.
Lin Zhi raised her head and kissed the corner of his lips.
Jing Xun was slightly startled, and responded with a more fierce attack.
The bedroom was the first place Jing Xun cleaned and tidied, and the current situation also proved his wisdom.
Lin Zhi was thrown onto the soft big bed and saw his black sweater on the changed sheets.
"It's broken, and I want to see if I can fix it, but I can't do it yet."
Jing Xun followed Lin Zhi's gaze and explained why it appeared.
This piece of clothing was what Lin Zhi wore when he first met her. It had a special meaning to Jing Xun, and Lin Zhi must have been injured while wearing this piece of clothing. Jing Xun discovered a tear in the clothing, so he wanted to try to mend it, and planned to deal with it after he had learned enough.
"It's okay, I can wear it like this."
Jing Xun originally wanted to tell Lin Zhi that she didn't need to settle for wearing torn clothes. Even if this one was unwearable, he could buy her many more. However, Lin Zhi's actions made him feel that things were not as he understood.
Lin Zhi tore her clothes open a little and put on the clothes he left behind.
With the extreme color contrast, the skin looks even whiter.
The tiny crack did not give people a feeling of decadence and ruin. Lin Zhi tilted her head to look at Jing Xun and asked with crooked eyes: "Am I right?"
Jing Xun's eyes were almost glued to Lin Zhi, and he nodded.
A few minutes ago, the clothes that Jing Xun was still thinking about were repaired, but they were destroyed more thoroughly by his own hands.
The loose fabric and the hot palms wandering on the back.
The cold wind howled outside the window, announcing the arrival of winter.
Lin Zhi's vacation also ended at this moment. He was transferred to work in the domestic branch, but he did not choose to become Sister Lin's partner. Instead, he voluntarily downgraded to the security department with lower risk.
Wei Jinrong's incident raised Lin Zhi's rank, and a generous bonus had already been deposited into his account. However, Lin Zhi had no intention of working his way up to a senior position, because he could not resign at will, so he went to a more leisurely place. He did not choose to do an inside job like the original owner, because that required long hours of work and was not free.
In his current department, he usually only has to take on bodyguard tasks for a few days and occasionally escort things. The pay is low so there is little work.
"Can I come with you?"
Seeing Lin Zhi packing up for a business trip, Jing Xun's eyes were full of longing.
"The itinerary needs to be kept secret, but you can wait for me at the destination."
Lin Zhi's mission this time was to protect a CEO together with two colleagues, so that he could arrive at the exhibition safely and leave safely. The CEO didn't have any enemies, he just brought bodyguards for basic safety reasons.
The location of the exhibition is public, so Jingxun can naturally go there.
In fact, this is also one of the reasons why Lin Zhi worked, to guide Jing Xun out.
Jing Xun still stayed in the familiar area out of inertia. After all, this was his habit for many years. Even if he wanted to go somewhere, he would not act immediately. In addition, with him by Jing Xun's side, Jing Xun had to consider whether he wanted it or not.
In that case, let Jing Xun go to some places he had not imagined or planned, but he will arrive there.
This is not a troublesome task, and it doesn't even require much thought. It is actually very interesting and at least makes the work that cannot be postponed less boring.
Jing Xun immediately packed his suitcase and bought the ticket.
When Lin Zhi left home for her workplace, Jing Xun also got on the car to her destination.
Without worrying about losing control and hurting others, or suddenly losing his memory and the sense of security of being in control of himself, Jing Xun moved freely among the crowd.
He checked in, sent a message to Lin Zhi, and while waiting for his arrival, he strolled in the strange city, observing the people and the scenery.
His bottleneck period seemed to have truly passed, and he painted anything he felt like. He followed Lin Zhi's work schedule everywhere, sometimes took the initiative to propose trips, and even once went to the snow-capped mountains alone.
Jing Xun originally wanted to wait for Lin Zhi to go together, but Lin Zhi was busy with something and hoped that he would not wait for anyone before setting off, and should act when he was eager.
Jing Xun was encouraged to set off, but when he came back he refused to travel alone no matter what.
"I missed you when I started, and I missed you when I reached the end. I was happy to see those views, so I wanted to see them with you even more."
Lin Zhi nodded, his morbid emotional need to be depended on reached its maximum value again, and he readily agreed.
Jing Xun's paintings are increasing in number and their styles are becoming more and more diverse, with the previous gorgeousness and coldness, the leisurely world, and the warm colors and dreamy romance that are exclusive to depicting lovers.
Chang Yuhan's eyes lit up as she watched, hoping that Jing Xun would agree to hold the exhibition immediately.
Jingxun agreed and selected some paintings.
Chang Yuhan teased, "Why, the sun is rising from the west, and you are willing to let everyone see your beloved lover?"
All the paintings selected by Jing Xun were related to Lin Zhi, even the first one he chose, flowers in the rain and fog.
"Everyone should know that he is my lover."
Jing Xun no longer worried about his lover being coveted because he had already made Lin Zhi his own.
Images can be passed down, and even if a hundred years have passed, when someone sees his paintings again, they will know that the person in the painting is the painter's lover.
Just thinking about this, Jing Xun couldn't help but smile.
Chang Yuhan left with a belly full of dog food and started to work excitedly, preparing to carry out publicity and then selecting a venue.
As the year draws to a close, Lin Zhi takes a vacation.
Jing Xun's New Year's wish was to see the snow-capped mountains with Lin Zhi. Lin Zhi naturally agreed, and they packed up and went to their destination.
In the ice and snow, Lin Zhi was wrapped thickly.
"Lin Zhi."
When she heard the call from behind, Lin Zhi turned around and saw Jing Xun's gray-blue eyes.
Jing Xun's eyelashes pressed down and raised up, without raising the camera. At this moment, his eyes were like shutters, freezing the image in his mind.
In the small house not far from the foot of the mountain, even though there was a heating machine to maintain the indoor temperature, it was still a bit chilly.
Jing Xun dissolved the paint with warm water and made the first stroke on the drawing paper.
In Jing Xun's heart, there is only one stroke between a beautiful painting and a masterpiece.
When that stroke is made, blessing comes to the heart.
Lin Zhi, as usual, quietly watched Jing Xun paint.
Occasionally he would replace the cold water in the cup to ensure the water temperature was right when Jing Xun was adjusting the paint.
He looked at Jing Xun who was painting, as if he was appreciating a famous painting.
Jing Xun painted non-stop from dusk till dawn, and when the last stroke was made, a light of joy and obsession appeared in his eyes.
On the snow-capped mountains, the barefoot young men look like holy gods.
Jing Xun murmured, "Perfect."
[Congratulations to the host!] This mission is completed! Please choose whether to leave immediately or stay for seven days? 】
01's voice was as Lin Zhi expected, so he chose to stay and say goodbye to his little cutie.
Jing Xun was immersed in the ecstasy of grasping the perfect inspiration and hugged Lin Zhi tightly. Lin Zhi accepted this emotional sharing and celebrated for him with words.
"We'll mail the painting once we leave here, but the scenery around here is beautiful, so we can stay a few more days."
"Okay, but won't you feel cold?"
Jing Xun was naturally willing, but he was a little worried about Lin Zhi who was afraid of the cold.
Lin Zhi raised her eyebrows slightly: "No, there is you."
The burning fireplace made a slight sound, and the quietness of the snowy day brought peace to people's hearts.
Lin Zhi asked a common fantasy question at this moment: "Jing Xun, if the world ends in seven days, what do you want to do most?"
Although Jing Xun was a little confused as to why Lin Zhi asked this, he gave his answer without hesitation: "Having sex with you, and painting with you."
If that moment really comes, it seems that we need to be so closely connected and intimate that there is no possibility of separation, only then will we feel safe.
Painting is Jingxun’s favorite thing, and painting with the person he likes becomes his favorite thing.
Lin Zhi unbuttoned her clothes, looked at Jing Xun and said, "I feel a little cold."
Outside the house, the wind and snow mixed together, isolating the sky and the earth.
When the painting that the painter thought was the most perfect was stained with the turbid white of his lover, Lin Zhi realized that he had underestimated Jing Xun's sensitivity.
As an outstanding painter, Jing Xun has an extraordinary ability to capture emotions and extremely terrifying intuition.
Of course, he didn't hide it too much, he knew that Jing Xun cared about different things from other people.
"This doesn't ruin it, because with you, its perfection is even more impeccable."
"If I am still with you when the world disappears, I will be very happy."
Jing Xun and Lin Zhi put their foreheads together, their eyes full of satisfaction.
Lin Zhi did not say goodbye this time. She stared at Jing Xun until the end of time.
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