Chapter 38 The Double-Faced Classmate of the Academic Master
After saying this, Xu Lieyang felt that the air seemed to stagnate for a moment.
The black-haired, black-eyed boy standing under the street light looked at him with a very deep gaze, making Xu Lieyang a little unsure of what he meant.
He felt that the other party might not believe him. If Lin Zhi and he were good classmates, most people would be angry if he rashly said that your friend is a pervert.
Xu Lieyang immediately emphasized: "I really saw it, I didn't lie to you, I just reminded you, if Lin Zhi didn't follow you and get along with you normally, it's okay, maybe he is not like this now. I just want you to pay attention to safety. As far as I know, he has not done anything to hurt anyone, but this kind of thing is hard to say, anyway, you should be careful."
After Xu Lieyang finished speaking, as if to ease the strange atmosphere that made him uncomfortable, he said jokingly: "In fact, according to his physique, it would be difficult for him to succeed even if he had bad intentions."
He seemed to recall Lin Zhi who had followed him. Although he was a boy, he gave people a relatively harmless feeling. Standing in front of him, he was not as tall or strong as him, and his arms and legs looked thin. He could beat several of them alone. Whether in terms of height or strength, Lin Zhi's doing bad things was actually the same as walking into a trap?
Song Jiazhu was silent for a while, then thanked Xu Lieyang using sign language.
Although Xu Lieyang didn't understand sign language, he could still understand the meaning of this action.
Although he didn't know whether Xu Lieyang was the person Lin Zhi liked, Song Jiazhu understood that the other party reminded him with good intentions.
But this could not dispel the subtle feeling and slight resentment in his heart. He could only tell himself that this person might not be the one Lin Zhi was following, so as to avoid showing hostility.
Song Jiazhu was slightly stunned. Why was he hostile?
Song Jiazhu deliberately ignored the feeling of confusion and turned to think about what Xu Lieyang said later.
Lin Zhi couldn't follow others anymore, it was too dangerous. Although he behaved like a pervert, whether he was dressed as a man or a woman, he looked more like a prey. If the person he liked next time had bad intentions, then he would be a lamb delivered to the door.
He is not very strong and not tall enough. He will cry when he feels a little pain and will kiss people casually when he is drunk... The more Song Jiazhu thought about it, the tighter his brows furrowed.
At this time, he had already gone far away, and distanced himself from Xu Lieyang.
Xu Lieyang looked at the figure of the academic genius walking away from behind and sighed in his heart, it was really a day to do good things without leaving a name.
When Song Jiazhu returned home, Lin Zhi had been waiting at his door for a while.
Lin Zhi said somewhat dissatisfiedly: "Why are you coming so slowly? It's really cold."
Song Jiazhu subconsciously thought that next time Lin Zhi could go into the house by himself and he could give him the key.
Lin Zhi had asked him for it once, and he also felt it was inconvenient, but he refused at that time. If Lin Zhi asked him for it again, he probably would not refuse.
But Lin Zhi didn't say anything. She followed him in after he opened the door.
Lin Zhi could see what Song Jiazhu was thinking. Even Song Jiazhu himself might not know the reason behind that secret desire, but Lin Zhi knew it clearly.
Did Song Jiazhu really just want to give him the key? Perhaps he was still waiting for him to go back on his word, waiting for him to threaten him to continue to be his deskmate, so that he could be entangled with him and deceive himself. It was not that he had abandoned the rules of the past, but that he was helpless to be entangled.
Lin Zhi knows what he wants, but will Lin Zhi do what he wants?
The answer is, of course not.
It took him nearly a month to break down and soften the distance between Song Jiazhu and the world, but his real purpose was not to enter Song Jiazhu's barrier, but to take him away.
Song Jiazhu needs to take the initiative to approach him and actively want to establish a connection with him, rather than being passive.
If Song Jiazhu continues to be so passive, he will not only have to spend a huge amount of energy on Song Jiazhu, but he may also be controlled by Song Jiazhu.
Song Jiazhu might take him to distance himself from the world, trap him, and make him a prey in his palm.
That was not the scene Lin Zhi wanted to see. He liked to be a weaver rather than a canary.
Lin Zhi looked at Song Jiazhu and hid the smile in his eyes.
Come close to me, with your resentment and jealousy, break your barriers, and come to me across everything.
This plan of redemption requires you to take the initiative to walk out of the abyss.
Because the midterm exam was approaching, Lin Zhi no longer asked about the knowledge points of the daily class progress, but the possible test points.
Song Jiazhu talked about some questions that he didn't ask, which seemed to deepen his impression.
Lin Zhi knew that he was predicting the topic for himself.
The pointer quickly pointed to twelve o'clock. Song Jiazhu did not stand up on his own initiative, waiting for Lin Zhi to ask the next question.
Lin Zhi put away the draft paper and pen and put the things in his schoolbag.
"Little mute, this is the last day. I have an exam tomorrow and the weather is too cold, so I won't come."
"I'm sure you'll keep the secret well. Not to mention getting along with someone who knows your true identity, you really don't have to worry too much. This feeling is pretty good, but considering what I promised you in the beginning, let's leave it at that."
"Actually, I thought about changing my mind, but I felt it was meaningless."
When Lin Zhi said this, he pulled the corners of his mouth and revealed a somewhat forced smile.
"You are free."
Lin Zhi carried his schoolbag. As the weather turned colder, the breath he exhaled turned into a light white mist in the air and then dissipated.
Song Jiazhu looked at him, and the thumb hanging at his side pressed his fingertips unconsciously.
No point?
Do you feel like it's meaningless because you were rejected by the person you like?
To him, Song Jiazhu's existence is meaningless.
Ever since he knew there was still a week left, Song Jiazhu had intentionally or unintentionally neglected to cross out the date in his mind, but at this moment he had to cross out today in his mind.
Song Jiazhu felt a little cold in his heart. Although the windows were closed, he felt a cold wind blowing in from outside, penetrating his chest and drifting to another unknown place.
"Here, this is the money for today's tutoring. Bye."
Lin Zhi put two hundred yuan on the coffee table and waved at Song Jiazhu.
The door opened and closed, and the wind from outside rushed in, seeming to swirl in the air.
The lamp that had been used for a long time was covered with a faint shadow, and it seemed that even the light had become dim because of the winter.
It was just a transaction from beginning to end. Lin Zhi paid him to help with tutoring.
Lin Zhi left very decisively without looking back.
He seemed to have forgotten what he had done in this living room, forgotten his fragility, his passion, and his temptation, but Song Jiazhu did not forget.
The leaves of the crocus in the living room were a little dry, and Song Jiazhu thought slowly that it was time to water it.
The winter night was a bit cold, so Lin Zhi didn't ride a bicycle and instead chose an online taxi to take her home.
The driver livened up the atmosphere and asked him why he left school so late. Lin Zhi replied that he was taking tutoring classes at his teacher's house. His mother couldn't drive and was worried that he would be cold, so she called an online taxi for him.
The driver lamented that life is not easy for students nowadays and they are under great pressure to study.
Lin Zhi responded incoherently, looking at the scenery on both sides of the street.
It was mostly dark, with a few street lights here and there.
The city is not asleep, but this area, which is mostly residential and school, is relatively quiet.
01 said quietly: [The mission target did not try to keep me. 】
It's unbelievable! It can clearly sense the complicated emotions of the mission target. If the target can't speak, you can always hold his hand. But the mission target did nothing. It just stared at the host as he left in a daze.
You won’t have a wife if you keep doing this! 01Pointing fingers and criticizing in the heart.
[This is normal, because he is a person who is used to losing. 】
Lin Zhi said softly that he had already anticipated the result.
Song Jiazhu is constantly losing things in his life: his parents, his home, his voice, his other relatives, so he lives alone and keeps to himself.
A person who has no desires and demands on the world is terrible, because without constraints and desires, people will easily die.
This caused Song Jiazhu to have a passive character. It would take time for him to change from being passive to being active. He had already added something that was enough to change Song Jiazhu, and the rest would have to be left to time to ferment. Song Jiazhu also needed time to think clearly about what kind of existence Lin Zhi was to him.
The hesitation and pain before this are all necessary.
As the saying goes, cast a long line to catch a big fish. To get something you like enough, you need not only careful planning, but also enough waiting and patience.
When he succeeds, that level of dependence will probably make him tremble with joy.
On Wednesday, midterm exams officially began.
After each exam, some people don't check their answers in order to calm down, but others do the opposite and check their answers after each exam.
In this case, the answer given by Song Jiazhu, who performed the best, is usually what everyone expects.
However, Song Jiazhu generally does not participate in such activities, nor does he lend out his test papers.
However, when everyone has a question that they can't agree on, they will still boldly ask Song Jiazhu, usually a multiple-choice question or a fill-in-the-blank question. At this time, Song Jiazhu will give his own answer and say that he may not be right, but everyone will ignore what he wrote on the paper, and students who have the same answer as him will cheer.
There are three days of vacation after the exams, but in fact it is longer than three days. After finishing the comprehensive science exam on Thursday afternoon, students can pack up and go home. Of course, before packing up, they still have to face the teachers handing out one test paper after another as homework for the vacation.
Song Jiazhu packed up his things and walked out of the classroom.
Lin Zhi had already left before him and soon disappeared.
Song Jiazhu walked out of the school gate. There was a bus parked in front of the bus stop at the school gate, and students were entering one after another.
Through the hazy fog, Song Jiazhu saw Lin Zhi standing by the car window.
Lin Zhi also saw him. He wiped the mist off the car window and waved to Song Jiazhu in an irregular shape.
Meeting and parting are the same gesture, but both the person making the gesture and the person receiving it understand the action it expresses.
In this irregular clarity, Song Jiazhu saw Lin Zhi's smiling face.
It was not the usual disguise, nor was it naive badness, but an extremely natural and peaceful smile, with a shining bright color in the gray winter.
At this moment, Song Jiazhu had the urge to follow, but the bus started moving.
Just like a traveler who hesitated whether to move forward and missed the train.
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