Chapter 129: The Infinite Player's Ghost Wife
01: [Host, he is laughing so happily...]
Since Lin Zhi couldn't see, 01 immediately took on the responsibility of being the host's eyes and reporting.
01’s voice was full of confusion and indignation: [What on earth was he thinking? He actually hurt you. It makes me angry! 】
Although the mission object is its designer and its master, after following several worlds, 01 knows that the mission objects like the host. How can he hurt the host? What on earth is this strange fragment of personality thinking?
As an AI, 01 was unable to analyze the situation and was worried that the host would be sad and angry.
Lin Zhi smiled slightly as he listened to 01 speaking up for him.
His fingertips touched Xie Qing's cheek, slid along his outline, and answered 01's questions in his mind.
[The situation is actually very clear, and Xie Qing's mentality is also easy to understand. 】
There are many kinds of cruel accidents in this world, some are destroyed by humans, while others are just helpless fate.
Xie Qing's biological parents died of illness before he was born.
Xie Qing's first adoptive mother, who had taken care of him since he was born and gave him warmth and care like his own mother, fell and hit her head, and died soon after.
Lin Zhi believed that she must have been worried about Xie Qing in her last moments, thinking about the ominous reputation Xie Qing carried. She must have told Xie Qing that it was not his fault, that the disaster was not brought about by him, and that he should live happily.
At a loss, Xie Qing was taken to an orphanage. From his refusal to be adopted, it can be seen that there was already a shadow in his heart.
Because when his adoptive mother had the accident but had not yet died, Xie Qing felt pain in his heart for the first time.
Xie Qing thought it was a sign, and that was also the beginning of his knot.
But the second pair of adoptive parents liked him very much and insisted on visiting him. This kindness gave Xie Qing the courage to try and he accepted the adoption.
He had a family again, even more complete.
Time seemed to wash away the shadows of the past, and everything seemed to be getting better. Away from that village, no one knew that he was a baby born in a coffin, and he grew up very happily.
It wasn't until he stood in front of the operating room where his adoptive mother gave birth that his heart ached again.
Critical illness notice, rescue, but rescue is ineffective.
The beloved adoptive mother, the sister who already had a facial structure but would never have the chance to open her eyes to see the world, everything turned into nothing.
Xie Qing could not hate anyone, he could only hate himself. His adoptive father was devastated by the blow, but he could not fall into depression with him and had to work hard to cheer him up.
When his adoptive father also passed away, Xie Qing was completely trapped in an inescapable curse.
This is why Lin Zhi initially speculated that Xie Qing was a gloomy and world-weary person, but Xie Qing was not like that, at least not on the surface.
Lin Zhi deduced that these were still related to his relatives, and judging from Xie Qing's previous reactions, this could be well proved.
Perhaps the people he loves are trying to encourage him, telling him that it is not his fault, that he does not need to blame himself, and that he should live happily.
He may really want to be free, but if he seeks death easily, then what will the past mean? His depression is a betrayal of his family. If his deceased relatives saw him suffering, they would definitely be sad.
So Xie Qing was trying hard to stay alive, saving people and dying. After entering the infinite game, he was also playing the game well and trying his best to pass it.
But there is no point in wandering without hope, and Xie Qing's own thinking and personality do not allow him to die easily at the hands of monsters. He responds to fate with a mocking and sarcastic attitude.
Lin Zhi thought that the most ideal way to die in Xie Qing's mind was cardiac arrest, the only other way was encountering a monster that was too powerful to fight against.
【To him, I can free him from existence, so the stronger I am, the happier he will be, so of course he will be very happy. 】
Lin Zhi's hand touched Xie Qing's lips, pressing them lightly.
Outside the window, there was a dark storm and the damp, cold and sticky smell of the sea crept in through the cracks.
In the occasional flashes of lightning, the boy's face was beautiful, not as delicate as that of a living person.
His eyes were gray and dim, but his bright red lips were slightly raised.
Xie Qing's body stood stiffly without any will, but he did not have the complicated emotions of being on the verge of death like last time. Instead, he looked at Lin Zhi intently.
He gently bit Lin Zhi's cold fingertips, with some satisfaction in his eyes.
The feeling of wetness made Lin Zhi pause slightly, and then he began to tease happily.
Even with all this movement, he continued to talk to 01, becoming more and more nonchalant.
[As for the harm...what kind of harm is this? If he didn't do anything, I would look down on him. 】
[To him, I was just a strange ghost standing on the opposite side. I cut open his chest and drank his blood. It would be weird if he was obsessed with me. If it were me, I might have done something even more excessive than him. 】
There was no blame in Lin Zhi's words, because in his opinion there was nothing to blame.
01 explained: [But he likes you. Everything was going well before. They were the same person. After the wounds healed, those emotions will inevitably be projected onto other personality fragments. 】
Lin Zhi smiled: [I have always believed that memory is an important thing in shaping a person. Of course, the soul also occupies a part. His different attitude towards me is also very obvious. 】
[At first, you wouldn’t let me touch you, but now it’s much easier. 】
01Thinking about how often I watch cartoons, I said, “It seems so.” 】
01 let out a long sigh: [So host, you are not angry or sad, that’s great! 】
Lin Zhi raised an eyebrow: [Why should I be angry and sad? 】
Based on 01's understanding of human emotions, it naturally said: "Because you like him, you would have this kind of emotion if you were hurt by him. 】
Lin Zhi smiled softly: [Of course I like him, so I don’t think there’s anything wrong. 】
Lin Zhi's words sounded sweet because of her rising tone, and they also contained some profound meaning.
Feelings are feelings, liking is liking, and love is love. As an egoist who is good at capturing, Lin Zhi is generous and stingy.
As long as their fundamental interests were not affected, Lin Zhi was very satisfied with the people he saved. For him, this was not hard work at all, but rather a pleasure.
What's more, he has no fundamental interests that can be touched by others now. The opportunities for his new life are given by his lover. Of course, at this point, theirs is a two-way choice.
He was very satisfied with these lovers. Each of them was lovely in his own way and had some common points that he liked. He was very willing to interact with them, but no one could ask or even order him to give his all and fall in love passionately.
It's a pity that he doesn't have such abundant emotions, but at least he won't let his babies down.
01 didn't say anything else. It looked at the host's beautiful and gentle face, not knowing what to say.
It can feel that the host is very satisfied with the designers, has done a lot for them, and seems to like them very much, but 01 thinks about it, the host seems to have never said the word "love" to the task subjects.
01 Suddenly I understood something and finally understood why the host's operation was unusual but the mission was still successful.
The host's way of love redemption is not for the host to give his all, to love the task object, to be his light, and to wait for him to be moved, but to let the task object love himself by loving him, and thus be full of hope.
The host has such charm that 01 feels that even if the mission targets know that this is a calculation, they may be willing to do it.
01Suddenly I felt that it was a good thing that Lin Zhi was its host, not its mission target.
But thinking about this, 01 suddenly felt a little sad.
It doesn't know who it is sad for or why it is sad, but that emotion spreads in its code.
[I hope that one day the host will be full of hope for this world and live happily every day! 】
In the simply decorated horror house, Xie Qing saw the evil spirit in front of him suddenly became dazed.
Those eyes that had lost their luster because of him were like a dark river, and their eyelashes trembled slightly.
The boy's slender fingers withdrew from his lips, leaving a hint of ambiguity.
Lin Zhi bit her fingertips and her body trembled with laughter.
He said, "You're so cute."
And the little things you make too.
Xie Qing didn't know the truth. He just thought that he liked the praise he had just given to Lin Zhi and that he had won Lin Zhi's favor.
These words were actually a bit strange if you thought about them carefully. Lin Zhi looked younger than him, but his tone was that of an elder looking down on him.
But it's normal to think about it. After all, no one knows how long Lin Zhi has been dead, and Xie Qing even doubts whether he is the BOSS of that copy.
This was not something he could find the answer to, nor did he care. He was not curious about Lin Zhi's past, but was interested in what he wanted to do in the future.
Traveling with a monster of unknown purpose, and even being swallowed at any time, Xie Qing's heart was beating fast, and he was somewhat excited about Lin Zhi's praise.
Lin Zhi walked to the bedside relying on his feeling. Xie Qing's body was controlled by him and he also walked towards the bedside stiffly.
"Wife, are you going to rest? You can let me go. I can lie down well by myself. If wife wants to drink my blood, I will not move obediently."
Xie Qing wondered if the ghost still wanted to sleep, but he kept talking and looked well-behaved.
Lin Zhi ignored his words. Xie Qing's sweatshirt was unzipped, revealing the young man's tight and beautiful muscles, which contained a sense of power but not exaggerated.
01 was so well behaved that he couldn't help but want to reward it by watching cartoons immediately, and make himself happy at the same time.
Xie Qing didn't know that thanks to 01, he could only watch Lin Zhi's lips pressed against his heart.
Because those eyes were blind, their movements were somewhat groping and even deviant.
"The heart is up there, honey, don't go to the wrong place."
Xie Qing's voice was a little tense, and he was still teasing.
"Wait...wait..."
Xie Qing's speech was unusually unfluent, and his calm and relaxed manner disappeared without a trace.
Xie Qing actually hadn’t thought about it… Although he did kiss Lin Zhi, he hadn’t thought it would be such a big leap.
He knew that day might come, but he never thought it would come so soon.
He wasn't mentally prepared yet, if his body hadn't been unable to move he would have jumped out of bed grabbing his belt.
It’s not that he was resisting. Xie Qing himself didn’t know why he wasn’t resisting.
"I'm a little shy."
Xie Qing racked his brains before speaking, his words revealing his pure and innocent nature.
"I think we should have a process of cultivating feelings..."
Xie Qing intended to delay time, but before he could finish his words, he fell into a state of aphasia.
Lin Zhi didn't do anything, he just raised his head.
The pair of eyes that lost focus for a short time added a sense of fragility to him, as well as a sense of innocence that seemed to have no idea where to go.
The rise through the fabric pressed against his cheek, causing it to be slightly concave.
Lin Zhi's face showed a bit of confusion, and he uttered a breathy sound from his nose: "Hmm?"
Xie Qing's mind went blank for a moment and his heart tightened, but not because of the separation.
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