Chapter 91 Zhou Jibai, I love you
When Zhou Jibai heard Shi Huai say this in a coquettish tone, his steps finally stopped completely.
He turned around and looked back at her, and saw Shi Huai looking at him angrily like a little pufferfish.
"I know it was dangerous on the rooftop that day, and I know I worried you. I didn't think too much about it at the time, but I couldn't just stand by and watch Zhaolu fall into danger."
"I'm still pregnant. Even if I don't think about myself, I should think about the baby in my belly. I'm sorry for making you worry and scared. I swear, there will never be a next time!"
"Can you please stop being angry with me?" Shi Huai compromised and apologized, taking a step forward and grabbing Zhou Jibai's wrist and shaking it twice.
I racked my brains to come up with so many reasons why Zhou Jibai was sulking with me.
I was almost stabbed by Yan Hao at that time, but fortunately Zhou Jibai appeared in time to protect me and Zhou Chaolu.
Zhou Jibai was worried about him. After all, she was still pregnant, carrying Zhou Jibai's blood. He was afraid that he would be so reckless and let his guard down again next time.
Zhou Jibai glanced coldly at the small, white hand that was holding his wrist, and suddenly shook it off again.
"Do you think that I'm angry with you just because you saved Zhou Chaolu?" Zhou Jibai opened his thin lips and spoke in a heavy voice.
Shi Huai lowered his eyes and pursed his lips: "Isn't it?"
"Shi Huai, you are too selfish."
The cold and selfish curse words fell on Shi Huai's ears, making her a little confused, "Huh?"
Shi Huai raised his head and their eyes met through the cold air.
Shi Huai couldn't help feeling a little aggrieved when Zhou Jibai called him selfish.
She frowned and pointed at herself in disbelief: "You mean, I'm selfish?"
I took great pains to help Zhou Chaolu escape death, but in the end I got a label of being selfish?
She owed the Zhou family something in her past life, and she paid it back without regrets. But when Zhou Jibai said she was too selfish, a bitter taste of grievance clung to her throat.
A person carries the painful memories of his past life, walks forward with a heavy burden, and runs around with a bulging belly, but this is the evaluation he gets?
Moreover, the person who said she was selfish was Zhou Jibai, her bedmate.
Shi Huai gritted his teeth to hold back his tears, feeling aggrieved and uncomfortable. He spoke with a trembling voice through his nasal passage, "Why do you say I'm selfish? How am I selfish? If I didn't do this, Zhou Zhaolu would die, did you know that?"
"Do you have me in your heart?"
A light layer of wet mist covered his amber eyes, and his expression, originally as calm as the cold water in a deep pool, gradually began to surge with waves, and his emotions were obscure and unclear. Seeing this, Shi Huai couldn't help but calm his heart and listen carefully to what he said.
"What?"
"Shi Huai, do you have me in your heart?" Zhou Jibai's eyes turned red, and a tear suddenly flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably, extending along his cheek and dripping down to his chin.
Shi Huai stood there in a daze, unable to utter a word.
"I've always been terrible in your eyes, haven't I? Never worthy of your trust, have I?" Zhou Jibai's voice was hoarse, trembling with tears, mixed with incompetent anger. "No matter what happens, you always charge into battle on your own without even notifying me."
"You've never taken me seriously. Even without this child, I'm still your husband. Can't you just treat me as your support?"
Shi Huai's breathing stagnated as he looked at Zhou Jibai's tearful eyes, feeling a little panicked, not knowing how to react.
Seeing Zhou Jibai's lonely and unwilling expression, all her thoughts were torn open as if by a huge crack, and the crack extended, tearing her tense emotions into pieces.
Zhou Jibai raised his hand slightly to touch his chin, only then did he realize that he had actually cried in front of Shi Huai.
Seeing that Shi Huai remained calm and still looked at him like a little goose, he suddenly felt so funny and ridiculous.
Shi Huai asked himself, as he suddenly recalled the night when he was drunk some time ago.
[You are so nice to me, is it because I am pregnant with your child, because we are married, or because I am Shi Huai. ]
He gave an ambiguous answer.
What he actually wanted to say was.
Shi Huai, even if we didn't get married and didn't have this child, I would still love you.
But Shi Huai is still the same as he was at sixteen.
Those eyes never stayed on me.
He didn't want his love to become Shi Huai's shackles.
But he always holds on to expectations.
I look forward to seeing the scenery in Shi Huai's eyes, and I am a permanent visitor.
So he would be angry because Shi Huai acted rashly without informing him. He would be so angry that he would tremble all over because Shi Huai did not take him seriously.
The next moment, Shi Huai threw himself into Zhou Jibai's arms.
Zhou Jibai held her tightly in his arms, feeling a little at a loss.
Shi Huai suffocated in Zhou Jibai's arms, his white shirt soaked with hot tears. "You are important! You are extremely important! You are the most important person in the world! How could I not have you in my heart?"
It has long been her whole world, how could it not be important?
"How could I not have you in my heart?" Shi Huai cried out in trembling voice, aggrieved. "It happened suddenly, and in my haste I only sent the bodyguard to inform you, forgetting to tell you in person."
"I'm sorry for making you misunderstand. But I never thought you were unbearable, and I never thought of distrusting you."
She didn't want to have any quarrel with Zhou Jibai.
She didn't want her relationship with Zhou Jibai to become awkward.
She wanted to be with Zhou Jibai forever.
Shi Huai cried until her eyes were red and her nose was sore. She clutched Zhou Jibai's sleeves tightly with both hands and raised her head from his arms, "Zhou Jibai, I love you."
At this moment, Zhou Jibai's world was silent.
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