Yuan Xiao'e was silent for a moment.
After a moment, she said, "Since Brother Junze doesn't hate me, then between us, can we..." She paused, looked at him, and then said, "Start over?"
Cai Junze asked: "What do you mean by starting over?"
He looked as if he didn't understand.
Yuan Xiao'e pursed her lips, took a deep breath, and said, "Brother Junze, I was wrong about what happened before. I was obsessed with wanting to marry and live in the city. That's why I became indifferent to you..."
"After going through a lot recently, I gradually realized that I was wrong..."
"I shouldn't have so many fantasies, always wanting to marry someone from the city..."
"I shouldn't be indifferent to you, hurt your heart, and make you sad..."
"I was wrong……"
"Brother Junze, can you forgive me?"
"I'm willing to apologize to you, even if I have to kneel down to apologize to you..."
"As long as you are willing to forgive me, I can do anything you ask me to do..."
"I'm serious!"
"I want to start over with you...the relationship between us..."
"Look, is that okay?"
As she spoke, she pursed her lips and looked at the man in front of her nervously.
The man in front of her was a little different from the man she was familiar with before.
As for what the difference was, she couldn't tell.
In short, I always feel that the aura around him has changed.
It's become different from before.
This made her feel uneasy.
Cai Junze looked at her with a complicated look in his eyes.
After a long silence, he shook his head, rejecting Yuan Xiao'e's "good intentions" and said, "Xiao'e, I can forgive you. Actually, there's no such thing as forgiveness. After all, everyone has their own aspirations and choices. But, it's impossible for us to start over... well, it's impossible."
His tone was very calm.
But also determined.
Yuan Xiao'e's heart was shaken.
She looked at Cai Junze in amazement.
What he just said was very plain.
But, for her...
But it has an invisible lethality!
"Why, why?" Yuan Xiao'e lowered her head and bit her lips with her silver teeth.
"Because I don't love you anymore, that's all." Cai Junze said seriously.
Yuan Xiao'e's heart was shaken again.
"Is it because I hurt you, or... you have someone you like?" She was puzzled.
He used to be so persistent towards her...why is he like this now?
"Neither." Cai Junze said calmly, "Those things you did before are no longer important to me. It's not a question of whether they hurt me or not. Besides, I don't have anyone I like, and perhaps I never will in this life."
Yuan Xiao'e's eyes widened slightly, and Cai Junze continued, "I don't want to talk about emotional matters anymore. I just want to be with Yang'er, be a competent father, and watch him grow up. Besides, I don't have much else to pursue, especially in terms of emotions. Well, I've become indifferent to it."
"The reason you think this way is because of... Yang'er's return?" Yuan Xiao'e felt that Yang'er had a great influence on his changes.
"That's partly the reason, but not entirely," said Cai Junze.
"Brother Junze, is there really no possibility between us?" There was a trace of sadness in Yuan Xiao'e's eyes.
"That's right, it's impossible." Cai Junze said calmly in a flat tone.
Then he said, "Xiao E, go back. What happened between us ended last year."
Yuan Xiao'e's body trembled slightly, and she looked at him with a melancholy and sad look. Suddenly, she felt that the man in front of her had become extremely unfamiliar to her.
"You hate me." Yuan Xiao'e was unwilling to accept it. "You must hate me, that's why you say that."
Cai Junze shook his head, "I don't hate you."
Yuan Xiao'e gritted her teeth, "No, you hate it!"
Then he added:
"You hate me for being easily seduced by Yan Baisheng!"
"You hate my indifference to you last year!"
"You hate me for not looking for you after my relationship with Yan Baisheng fell through, and then going on to look for other people to marry!"
"You hate my entanglement with Mr. Li Er!"
"You hate everything I do!"
"So, now you want to punish me and take revenge on me!"
"Isn't that right?"
Cai Junze looked at her silently.
Seeing her excited and somewhat out of control, he couldn't help but frown.
"Xiao E, it's over between us... Can we not talk about this?"
He didn't want to continue this topic.
What a boring topic this is.
What a depressing topic.
"Why not?"
Yuan Xiao'e became more and more excited.
"Are you trying to avoid the facts I've told you?"
"Are you afraid to face me?"
Cai Junze: “No.”
Said lightly...
Yuan Xiao'e's face darkened as she stared at him, her gaze sharp as a knife. "Brother Junze, today, I've put aside everything I have and sincerely come to make peace with you. And you, is this...this your attitude?"
Seeing that he didn't say anything, she continued, "Do you know how much pain I've endured these days? Do you know how much hurt I've suffered? Now, you, what you're doing... is like adding another blow to my wound!"
Originally, she wanted to lower her posture.
However, Cai Junze's indifference made it impossible for her to lower her posture any further.
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