Chapter 454 How can I live without you?
Seeing that she was jealous of the child again, Ji Shancheng felt sweet and uneasy in his heart.
But since there were outsiders present, he couldn't say anything cheesy, so in the end he had to ask Su Ranran for help.
Su Ranran couldn't stop laughing when she saw these two enemies quarreling.
"Captain Ji, I want to talk to Zhirou for a few words. Go have some tea with my man."
Ji Shancheng suddenly felt as if he had been pardoned, and looked at his wife with a pleading look.
Fang Zhirou turned her head away, angrily, and ignored him.
It was difficult to leave or stay in Jishan City.
In the end, it was Su Ranran who gave him a look, and he left anxiously.
After Ji Shancheng left, he tapped Fang Zhirou's head helplessly.
"Look how scared you are of Captain Ji."
"He deserves it!" Fang Zhirou was still a little angry.
Who made him threaten her with having a child? She couldn't help but feel resentful every time she thought about it.
But she was too proud to tell Su Ranran how she had coaxed Ji Shancheng at that time.
Su Ranran didn't know what their conflict was about, so she just tried to say nice things.
"Your Jishan City has been really kind to you. Have you forgotten? Last year, when you wanted to eat dog dates, they searched all over the mountains to find them for you."
Not to mention the things he does on a daily basis, who in the family wouldn't praise him for loving his wife?
Hearing this, Fang Zhirou recalled her man's daily thoughtfulness, and her anger eased a little.
But there is still a knot in my heart.
"I just feel that he just wants me to have a baby. If I can't have one, he might divorce me!"
In the past, Fang Zhirou would not care about these things. She just wanted to use him to live a good life.
If he divorced her, she would be able to live a good life after the reform and opening up.
But ever since she realized her feelings for him, Fang Zhirou has become somewhat anxious and worried.
However, just as she finished her words, she saw Jishan City, who was supposed to have left, standing at the door, staring at her!
Fang Zhirou was startled.
"Sister-in-law, can I have a word with my wife?"
Ji Shancheng asked politely.
Su Ranran didn't expect that a nice conversation could be distorted like this. She nodded helplessly.
"You two should talk it over nicely instead of quarreling!"
After saying that, she gave the living room to the two of them and went out.
Inside the room, Fang Zhirou's heart was pounding, and she felt like Ji Shancheng had become a different person.
Unable to bear the way he looked at her, she looked away.
Ji Shancheng walked towards her step by step, and then he slowly squatted in front of her.
His lips moved, and finally, the words that came out of his mouth were -
"Wife, I'm sorry!"
Ji Shancheng said in a hoarse voice.
He didn't expect that his coercion would leave such a big knot in her heart!
Fang Zhirou knew what he was talking about, but she didn't say anything.
She really cared about the fact that he had forced her, which often made her wonder if he married her just to have a child!
"I said that partly out of anger, but I was more uncertain in my heart. I don't know if you have me in your heart. If you do, why don't you even want to give birth to a child for me?"
Hearing him say this, Fang Zhirou felt a little guilty.
At first, she only had calculations towards him and had no feelings for him.
Of course, the child is not something that one is willing to have.
Unexpectedly, he actually noticed it.
"After that, we reconciled, and I never mentioned asking you to give birth to my child again, because I could feel that your heart was with me."
As he spoke, Ji Shancheng pulled up her hand which was on her knee.
Fang Zhirou didn't move and still didn't look at him.
"This pregnancy was an accident. That night..."
After hearing this, Fang Zhirou finally couldn't help it. Before he could finish speaking, she covered his mouth with her hand.
"What nonsense are you talking about?" What if someone hears it?
Fang Zhirou blushed because she had teased him too much this time and that was why he lost control.
He had always followed his own wishes and taken safety measures.
Ji Shancheng curled the corners of his lips, but his eyes were full of sadness.
"I didn't know you were so against having children. If you don't want to, then let's not have them. We can just live together for the rest of our lives."
It was difficult to say this; every word was as dry as sandpaper, scraping at Fang Zhirou's heart.
A dense pain spread in my heart!
He is willing to give up his child just for himself!
Suddenly, Fang Zhirou's eyes were red and she couldn't control herself anymore. "I'm sorry!"
She said with a choked voice.
"Don't say sorry, it's just me who doesn't want it." Ji Shancheng comforted her with a smile.
This time, Fang Zhirou couldn't control herself anymore and burst into tears.
"You fool! Who allowed you to not want him?"
This was the crystallization of him and herself. Fang Zhirou felt heartbroken when she thought of the child in her belly being cruelly aborted.
Seeing her crying, Ji Shancheng was suddenly at a loss.
"Yes! I want it! As long as you want it! We want it!"
He comforted her clumsily and wiped the tears from her face.
But the more he wiped the tears away, the more they came. Finally, he had no choice but to hold the girl in his arms and comfort her.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, don't cry."
He acted as if all the mistakes were his fault.
Fang Zhirou leaned in his arms, listening to his clumsy apology, and the slight knot in her heart completely disappeared.
She knew better than anyone how he treated her, but she couldn't get over it and was stuck in a rut.
Fang Zhirou said somewhat embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I was willful."
Ji Shancheng looked down at her tear-stained little face, his eyes filled with heartache.
"I was wrong too. I shouldn't have pushed you like that."
The couple talked it out, and the last barrier in their hearts was gone.
After all, it was someone else's family, so it was not appropriate to be too intimate, and the two soon separated.
"What should I do? My eyes are so swollen, how can I face people?"
Fang Zhirou covered her face in embarrassment.
Ji Shancheng didn't know what to do. After all, he was not at home, so it was not convenient to do anything.
"I'll go get you a handkerchief to wipe it."
Ji Shancheng was about to go out, but was stopped by Fang Zhirou.
"Forget it. Go and call Ranran over for me."
In comparison, she felt less embarrassed to see Su Ranran.
"good."
Ji Shancheng knew that Su Ranran was a thoughtful person, so he responded and went out to call for help.
After a while, Su Ranran came over with a basin of hot water in her hand.
Fang Zhirou felt a little embarrassed. What was the point of running into someone else's house and crying?
"Ranran, I'm sorry."
Su Ranran didn't mind this. She took out a new handkerchief, squeezed it dry and wiped her face.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I'm happy to see you guys are doing well. Let's just chat here while the men wash the vegetables and we'll have some hot pot later."
By the time they're done, the swelling in her eyes should be gone.
After hearing her say this, Fang Zhirou suddenly felt that she was ready.
"Ranran, you are so kind. How can I live without you in the future?"
Hearing this internet slang that was very popular in the previous life, Su Ranran almost fainted and was amused by her.
"What's the big deal? Isn't reform and opening up a reality now? Maybe we'll have a chance to do business together in the future!"
Su Ranran said half-jokingly.
However, she couldn't help but admire Fang Zhirou's talent for business.
It turned out that under her operation, the Nian County Pig Feed Processing Plant not only stopped its decline but also expanded its production capacity.
On the contrary, the processing factory that initially stole their business is now on the verge of collapse.