Chen Chen lay on the kang that night, unable to sleep all night. On the one hand, he felt that Xu Miaomiao was not that kind of person, but on the other hand, he couldn't help feeling inferior, thinking that he was indeed not worthy of her.
It's like there are two little people fighting in my head.
One said, "She is the little princess of Beijing. How can a country bumpkin like you be worthy of her?"
One said, "But she likes me, and I like her too! I will try my best to give her a good life!"
. . . . . .
The two voices quarreled all night long, and Chen Chen was still staring blankly at dawn.
Xu Miaomiao happily went to Chen's house, holding the two sets of clothes she had made in a hurry.
Everyone else in the Chen family went to the fields, only Chen Baozhu was feeding the chickens in the yard.
Xu Miaomiao stretched out her hand and called the little girl over, "Baozhu, Baozhu!"
Chen Baozhu saw Xu Miaomiao at the door, dropped the chicken feed in her hand and ran over.
"Xu Zhiqing, are you looking for me?"
Xu Miaomiao took out two pieces of chocolate from his pocket and handed them to her. "I need to talk to your uncle about something. Please tell him for me. I'll wait for him in the back mountain."
The little girl was completely focused on the chocolate in her hand and nodded without even looking up.
Xu Miaomiao was holding a bundle in her arms, which contained new clothes she had made for Chen Chen. She was sitting in the place where they often met before, waiting for him.
When Xu Miaomiao saw him, she was stunned for a moment. Why did he suddenly look so haggard?
"Brother Chen Chen, you...didn't you get enough rest?"
Chen Chen looked at her concerned eyes with a evasive look. He hadn't made up his mind yet and didn't know how to face her.
Xu Miaomiao didn't mind seeing that he didn't say anything. She was in high spirits and noticed that his eyes were evasive.
Xu Miaomiao held the small bundle in her hands like she was presenting a treasure. "This is the clothes I made for you. I spent several nights working on it!"
Chen Chen looked at her with a conflicted expression and didn't reach out to take it for a long time. Thinking of the new educated youth Zhang in the team, he clenched his fist and made up his mind.
"Don't send me anything anymore. We're not suitable. That Zhang Zhiqing is quite good."
I have to say here that Zhang Siyi's appearance is quite deceptive.
He is tall, has a square face, thick eyebrows and big eyes, which is very consistent with the aesthetic of this era. He looks like a decent person.
Xu Miaomiao was a little slow to react to what he said. She had thought that there had been progress between them.
I didn't expect that I would get such a response when I came here excitedly to give him something.
She withdrew her hand and tightly grasped the bundle. She felt a surge of grievance in her heart, and her eyes turned red with frustration.
Xu Miaomiao stared into his eyes firmly and asked, "Do you also think I'm the kind of person who keeps an eye on the pot while keeping an eye on the bowl?"
"You said we're not suitable, then who is suitable? Zhang Siyi?"
Xu Miaomiao tried hard not to lose her composure, but the words she spoke were still choked and trembling.
"Do you really have to push me away? Do you dislike me that much?"
As Xu Miaomiao asked, tears rolled down her cheeks, and the big tears fell down one after another.
Chen Chen looked at her tears and wanted to go forward to wipe them for her, but his reason held him back.
He thought about his own situation and the situation at home, and turned his head away from her.
"We're not suitable, that's it."
Chen Chen felt like his heart was bleeding when he said this, and he could only comfort himself in his heart.
There is no future for them to be together. Even if she is willing to suffer with him, her family will not agree.
It's better to cut the Gordian knot quickly. It's better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Doing so will be good for both of you.
No matter how he brainwashed himself in his heart, listening to Xu Miaomiao's aggrieved sobs, he still felt like a big hole in his heart.
The cold wind was blowing in my heart.
Xu Miaomiao was angry and aggrieved. It was fine if others misunderstood her and Zhang Siyi, but how could he misunderstand her as well?
The harder Xu Miaomiao tried to stop her tears, the more she couldn't stop crying.
Finally, she was so angry that she threw the bag in her hand at him, leaving behind a sentence, "You bastard!" and turned and ran away.
Chen Chen stood there like a sculpture, motionless. Only when he knew he could no longer hear her footsteps did he walk to the bundle and slowly squat down.
He picked it up carefully and patted off the hay that was stuck on it. He stared at the two sets of clothes in the bag in a daze. After a while, drops of water soaked the upper set of clothes.
Of course, Xu Miaomiao didn't want to leave him, but she was really angry and aggrieved at the moment, so she decided to wait and see.
Thinking about the man's hoarse voice just now, my heart ached. I didn't know what this fool was thinking, torturing himself so haggard.
Her resentment towards Zhang Siyi reached an unprecedented high. If he hadn't been making trouble, her man wouldn't have had such wild thoughts.
Xu Miaomiao asked for leave from Chen Jianghe with a stern face. She was in a bad mood and didn't want to go to work.
Xu Miaomiao lay on the kang, rolling around in annoyance, thinking about the next route in her mind.
Alas, this proactive attack isn't working. How about a different approach? Or maybe a game of hard to get, making him anxious?
Zhang Siyi heard from Chen Jianghe that she was not feeling well today and had asked for leave. He was delighted and felt that his chance had come.
People are most vulnerable when they are sick. As long as you stay with her and take good care of her, you will definitely be able to make her accept you again.
When Xu Miaomiao heard someone knocking on the door at noon, she didn't think much about it. She just thought that Lin Fang was worried about her.
So she opened the door directly, and when she saw Zhang Siyi outside the door, she felt that the fire that had been put out with great difficulty suddenly reignited.
Zhang Siyi just put on what he thought was a gentle smile, but before he could say anything, Xu Miaomiao pushed him back several steps.
Xu Miaomiao was so angry that her face turned red. She shouted, "Zhang Siyi, don't you understand what I'm saying? I told you to stay away from me, don't you understand?"
"Miaomiao, I..."
"Shut up! You called me Miaomiao? Aren't you shameless as a grown man?"
The sound here quickly attracted everyone's attention. Before Zhang Siyi could speak, Xu Aihong rushed out with a distressed look on her face.
Xu Aihong pulled Zhang Siyi behind her and glared at Xu Miaomiao.
"Xu Miaomiao, don't be ungrateful. Brother Siyi came to check on you because you asked for leave today saying you weren't feeling well!"
Xu Miaomiao sneered, "Do I care about his concern?"
During this period, Xu Aihong watched Zhang Siyi surrounding Xu Miaomiao every day, allowing her to be beaten and scolded.
The jealousy in my heart was about to set me on fire, and now seeing her contemptuous look, I couldn't pretend anymore.
Xu Aihong waved her hand and attacked Xu Miaomiao, trying to grab her hair.
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