At this point, Meng Yuqing paused, "It said that once it reaches the top level, I can return to my world."
He felt Xuan trembling slightly. The two were silent for a while before Xuan spoke, "Do you want to go back?"
Hearing his words, Meng Yuqing's eyes were confused. Go back? Of course I want to go back. There are my loving parents, kind grandparents, and good friends who grew up with me.
But now, can I really leave everyone here behind without any burden and go back freely?
He doesn't know.
Thinking of this, he said, "I... don't know. I have too many concerns over there, but here..."
He didn't continue. Sometimes he wondered, if the system didn't tell him there was a way to go back, would he just accept everything here with peace of mind?
The thought only flashed through his mind for a moment before he immediately rejected it.
If the system hadn't used the method of going back to lure him in at the beginning, given his personality, he might have really given up. He used to be a very inactive person.
Then the Meng Yuqing known by the people in the tribe would not be the Meng Yuqing we know today.
He pursed his lips and continued, "Besides... I can't give birth to cubs. In our place, I belong to the same category as you orcs. Although the system says it can transform my body, I don't know..."
This is also where he is very hesitant. He is not from here after all. He and Xuan want to have a child, so he must transform his body. He is also very confused.
"It's okay, I don't care about this. There are many people on this continent who will never have cubs in their entire lives. You don't need to change anything for me. You are fine now." Xuan interrupted him. He could understand Meng Yuqing's dilemma.
It's like if something suddenly told him now that it could transform his body so that he could become pregnant and give birth to cubs, he would do the same.
He gently stroked Meng Yuqing's back and skipped the topic.
"Then...how can I upgrade that system to the top level?" Thinking of Meng Yuqing's pain and entanglement between the two worlds, he asked in a trembling voice.
"...to make the tribe stronger, and perhaps to resolve the issues with the northern tribes." Meng Yuqing rested his head on Xuan's shoulder. "It knows a lot of things, but it can't tell them. It wants to make the world a better place. It disappeared this time because it forced itself to tell me something."
Xuan lowered his eyes and said softly, "The northern tribe? What did it say?"
Meng Yuqing closed his eyes and spoke out his speculation with a hint of self-deprecation. "The north is very dangerous. There might be something pretending to be a god, but it can't come to the south itself. It also said... don't go north until you are strong enough, and don't let them see your face. There are also some other things I can't figure out."
"So you can't go back now, right?" Xuan said a little depressed.
"Um."
"I will develop the tribe according to the original plan. If that day ever comes, I will respect your choice. Don't feel any psychological burden." Xuan nudged Meng Yuqing gently, his voice indescribably tender. "If you want to leave, then let's cherish the time we can still be together, okay?"
After hearing Xuan's words, Meng Yuqing was stunned for a long time.
Then he curled the corners of his lips and hugged Xuan back tightly, "Yeah."
Let’s talk about the future later, at least don’t have any regrets now.
Moreover, it is hard to say whether you can achieve the final victory in the end or whether you can survive to see the victory.
Why think so much?
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