Chapter 41 Admission Ticket Torn (18)
Chen Hesong's birthday happened to be in June. After passing the college entrance examination, he would be eighteen years old and could live alone outside.
Chen Hesong took the money given to him by He's father, rented a cheap small room outside, and moved all his things in the dormitory there.
While waiting for the results to be announced, he still maintained an extremely healthy schedule.
I get up at seven o'clock every morning and go out to tutor to make money.
Because he had been the top student in his grade for three consecutive years, parents from other grades were vying to have him as their tutor, and he had to tutor several families a day.
The tutoring ended at nine o'clock in the evening. He walked home, tidied up a little, and then went to rest.
The next day I got up at seven again.
Zhu Qingchen asked him: "Don't you feel tired?"
Chen Hesong smiled and said, "No, I always feel like the time is not long enough."
The time of freedom is too short. He wishes he could stay awake every day, feel the fresh air every second, and experience the joy of living for himself.
If you fall asleep, you won't feel it.
Zhu Qingchen looked at him and suddenly understood what his students meant by "King of Papers".
The system also asked Zhu Qingchen: "Don't you feel ashamed?"
At this time, Zhu Qingchen was slumped on the sofa, hugging the little yellow dog, eating honey butter flavored potato chips, and watching the latest episode of "Paw Patrol".
"Look, Ayue, the little yellow dog in the cartoon is you, follow me and learn!"
"I work hard too." Zhu Qingchen licked his fingers and said to the system, "I work hard to spend money. I'm about to go to the next world, so I have to spend my salary here quickly. I can't waste my labor."
After saying this, Zhu Qingchen picked up his phone again and skillfully ordered a double fried chicken meal.
*
A few days later.
That night, after finishing tutoring, Chen Hesong was on his way home with his schoolbag on his back.
Suddenly, he saw a familiar figure flash in front of him.
Chen Hesong paused, took out his phone, and sent a message to Teacher Zhu: [Teacher, are you asleep? I'll treat you to a barbecue.]
Zhu Qingchen quickly replied: [Great!]
At this time, Chen's mother, who was not far away, also saw him, quickened her pace and ran towards him.
Chen Hesong didn't know how she knew his address.
When Chen's mother saw Chen Hesong, her eyes lit up with surprise: "Xiaosong..."
Chen Hesong took two steps to the side, avoiding her, and ran towards the security booth.
The small single room he rented was near the school, where many students lived. It was also close to the apartment where Teacher Zhu lived, and had good security.
The light was on in the security booth, and the security guard who was familiar with him nodded at him and said hello: "Are you back?"
"Yeah." Chen Hesong stood outside the security booth and decided to talk to Chen's mother right under the security guard's nose.
Mother Chen stopped in front of him and said, "Xiao Song, Mom has found you."
Chen Hesong frowned and looked her up and down.
Logically, the detention should have ended, but Chen's mother still looked disheveled and did not look like she did in the He family before.
Mother Chen tugged at her skirt awkwardly and said, "Your Uncle He and I are divorced."
Chen Hesong knew that when he went to the police station that day, He's father was forcing Chen's mother to divorce.
He's father thought she was a bitch and took her to the police station, which brought shame to his family. He was also dissatisfied with Chen Hesong, but he didn't dare to provoke Chen Hesong, so he only took his anger out on Chen's mother.
After returning from the police station, He's father quickly divorced her and cut ties with her.
Because the property was notarized before the marriage and He's father cooked the accounts after the marriage, Chen's mother worked diligently to please the He father and son for decades, but didn't get a penny.
This time they are really divorced.
"Besides..." Chen's mother continued, "Those netizens have already exposed the He family."
He's father still underestimated the power of netizens. He thought that as long as he gave Chen Hesong one million, Chen Hesong would not go out and talk about it, and the matter could be covered up.
But the driver has already appeared on TV, and it is only a matter of time before netizens dig into the He family.
Students who knew the inside story spoke out online.
[Senior Chen's grades are really good. He has been the top student in his grade for three consecutive years. But he ended up with such a poor family.]
[He Yu had bullied others in school before, but the matter was always suppressed and never resolved]
[The He family had previously forced Senior Chen to repeat a grade and accompany He Yu to school. This is simply speechless.]
So, on the day when Chen's mother and He Yu left the detention center, several netizens were waiting outside, and some even started live broadcasts.
"Look, this is the mother who abused her high-scoring son and licked her stepson."
"This is the eldest son of the He family who specializes in school bullying, He Yu."
He Yu was soon picked up by the He family's driver.
Since Chen's mother has already divorced, she can only stay where she is and accept the criticism from netizens.
Chen Hesong couldn't help laughing out loud.
Mother Chen tried to look pitiful: "Xiao Song, Mom has nowhere to go now, and no money on her. Mom knows that you are the best..."
Chen Hesong said, "You can ask He Yu to give you money. You are so good to him, he will definitely repay you and regard you as his biological mother."
"Xiaoyu..." Chen's mother continued, "Your uncle He brought back a boy who is about the same age as Xiaoyu, saying that he was born to him by his first love..."
It seems that this is the illegitimate son raised by He's father who can replace He Yu at any time.
"Xiao Yu said that it would be best for him not to use money for the time being. He can only give me money after he has established himself, so..."
Chen Hesong smiled and said, "Then you should support him even more. If Uncle He sees how miserable you are, he will feel sorry for you and think you are 'chasing your wife to the crematorium', don't you think so?"
This is a new noun he has learned, which Teacher Zhu told him.
I wish the teacher would tell him not to count on the crematorium and to take his own destiny into his own hands.
He paused, and suddenly remembered something: "By the way, aren't you the legal representative of Uncle He's company? I remember that you were very happy when Uncle He asked you to be the legal representative."
"Legal representative..." Mother Chen paused, as if there was something she couldn't say.
The legal representative is nothing but responsible for responsibilities and cannot get any money at all.
Besides... the He Group has been making losses for more than half a year. It would be fine if she just didn't put money into it. How could she possibly take money out?
Just at this moment, a beam of car lights shone over, and there were two "beep" sounds from the horn.
Chen Hesong said, "You should wait for Uncle He's 'crematorium'. Hang in there, he will come back to find you soon. I'm leaving first."
Zhu Qingchen stopped his bike in front of him, and Chen Hesong climbed on, not giving her time to react.
Zhu Qingchen asked: "How is it?"
"It's okay." Chen Hesong said, "Excuse me, Teacher Zhu. I'll invite you to have some barbecue in the front."
"OK."
In an open-air barbecue stall, Zhu Qingchen was wearing a short-sleeved shirt, shorts and slippers, and eating lamb chops.
Zhu Qingchen was very pleased: "You have learned to ask the teacher for help. I remember a year ago, you even went to the police station by yourself. You didn't dare to call me at all, and you said you didn't want to trouble me."
Chen Hesong blushed and quickly changed the subject: "I will also pick up a small electric donkey in a few days. I'll trouble Teacher Zhu to teach me."
"No problem!" Zhu Qingchen waved the lamb ribs, "Leave it to me."
The system couldn't help but frown: "He has studied for a week. One dares to learn and the other dares to teach."
*
Because his address was exposed, in order to avoid trouble, Chen Hesong rented another small single room.
In the Xie family villa.
Xie Chao rented him a room for eight hundred yuan a month. Although the location was a bit remote, the security was good.
On the day of moving, Chen's mother came to the door again.
She must have sold all the salable things on her body. Now she is only wearing the most ordinary clothes and has her hair tied up. She doesn't look like the former Mrs. He at all.
It seems that Uncle He has not yet "chased his wife to the crematorium", so she has to wait patiently for a while.
She blocked the gate of the community: "Xiao Song..."
Chen Hesong said calmly: "You are only fifty years old this year, and I have no obligation to support you. Don't worry, I will give you money when you reach the legal age."
"Xiao Song, I know I was wrong." Mother Chen rubbed her hands, "I really know I was wrong, can you please help me? I can't even eat."
"No." Chen Hesong rejected her flatly without hesitation.
Mother Chen's face changed, and just as she was about to explode, she heard Chen Hesong say, "When I asked you to help me before, you said the same thing."
"You can serve dishes or work as a cashier. There is always a job that can support yourself. You are fifty years old, not five hundred."
Xie Chao sat in the car, lowered the window, and urged, "Chen Hesong, are you okay?"
Chen Hesong pushed the suitcase and tried to bypass Chen's mother.
Mother Chen's face turned pale. She turned around and shouted to the corner, "Xiao Yu! Come here. Auntie really can't persuade him anymore!"
Chen Hesong stopped and turned to look.
He Yu walked out from the dark corner.
Chen Hesong glanced at his mother and said, "That's what you said. You know you're wrong. You're always like this. You say you know you're wrong, but you betray me without hesitation."
She knew that He Yu would bully Chen Hesong, but she still told He Yu Chen Hesong's address.
She even told He Yu before coming.
Chen's mother looked unhappy, but the next second, He Yu took out a stack of hundred-yuan bills from his wallet and handed it to Chen's mother: "Thank you, Auntie."
Chen's mother took the money and quickly put aside her little sense of guilt. She took the money, thanked Chen Hesong profusely and left without saying a word to Chen Hesong.
Chen Hesong and Xie Chao looked at each other. Chen Hesong silently put the suitcase into the trunk. Xie Chao opened the door and got out of the car.
He's father brought his illegitimate son home openly, netizens scolded He Yu harshly, and the school expelled him. I guess He Yu has not had a good time recently.
His hair was a little long, covering his eyes and making him look gloomy.
Chen Hesong and Xie Chao looked at each other again, and saw some excitement in each other's eyes, and understood what the other meant.
Chen Hesong said softly: "Don't tell Teacher Zhu."
Xie Chao humphed, "Got it."
He Yu shamelessly walked closer to Chen Hesong and called out softly, "Brother."
Chen Hesong lowered his head and clenched his fists.
He Yu continued: "Brother, I know I was wrong. I didn't know I caused you so much harm. I only found out after reading your diary."
Chen Hesong just found it funny: "He Yu, stop lying, you know, you have always known."
He Yu was stunned for a moment.
"You didn't know when you hit me, you didn't know when you ordered me around, you still didn't know when you were in the police station. You said you didn't know hitting people hurts, but you knew it after reading a few diaries? I remember your Chinese grades were very poor, can you understand?"
"Don't lie, this is just an excuse you made up."
"I..." He Yu was exposed by him, and his face was a little embarrassed, but he still said shamelessly, "But... Brother, you said you would always treat me well, don't you want me now?"
Xie Chao turned his head and looked at him with suspicion.
Oh, you said such disgusting words?
Chen Hesong was puzzled: "When did I say that?"
He Yu said: "When we were little, when we first met, I was sick and you said you would always be good to me."
"I have always disliked Auntie, and I feel that you and Auntie destroyed my family, but you are so good to me, I can't help but like you. I feel that I can't like you, so I have been bullying you."
"I just didn't dare to face my heart. I didn't dare to admit that I liked you. I could only use that childish method to push you further away. Now I know that I was wrong."
Chen Hesong frowned. "What does this have to do with me? Your mother and your father divorced when you were just born. I destroyed your family? Don't you even know how to count?"
"I know." He Yu said weakly, "I just don't want to accept this reality..."
"If you don't want to accept this reality, then just beat yourself up, jump off a building, or commit suicide. What does it have to do with me? Why do you beat me up? Why do you bully me?"
Chen Hesong paused for a moment, then suddenly realized what was going on and laughed, "Because you know, you know it hurts to be beaten, you know you'll die if you're bullied, so you don't dare, you only dare to bully me."
He Yu interrupted him: "Brother, you never talked to me like this before!"
"I've been wanting to talk to you like this for a long time." Chen Hesong was still a good student after all, and didn't know many swear words. "Idiot."
"Brother, I already know I was wrong, I just don't know how to love..."
He Yu was speaking, and I don’t know what keywords were triggered.
Suddenly, a voice coming from nowhere, mixed with He Yu's voice, filled Chen Hesong's ears.
"Falling in love with your enemy is a torment to your heart. Over the past decade, He Yu has had no better life than his brother."
"He Yu didn't get much love since he was a child. Finally, someone said that they would love him forever, but he was the one who destroyed his family. So he hated himself for falling in love with his brother, but was afraid of losing his brother's love."
"He is afraid that his brother loves him, but also afraid that his brother doesn't love him, so he will do all kinds of excessive things to test whether his brother still loves him. If his brother doesn't show that he loves him enough, he will be anxious and worried."
“…”
What the hell are these? They buzz around like mosquitoes.
Chen Hesong covered his ears and shook his head, trying to shake off the voices.
Get out of here!
Xie Chao supported him worriedly: "How are you? Can you still fight?"
Chen Hesong held onto the car door, his eyes blurred and countless images flashed by -
On the day of the college entrance examination, his admission ticket was torn up and he was locked up at home, so he missed the exam.
He Yu didn't do well in the exams, but the He family spent money to buy him a university.
September 1st is the day for new students to register.
He came to the university as He Yu's companion.
When he met Teacher Gao on the way, he was so ashamed that he couldn't raise his head.
The He family bought a house outside the school for He Yu, so he lived with He Yu outside the school, prepared three meals a day for him, and accompanied him to school.
His mother said that in this way he could take care of He Yu and not delay his going to college. He would just not have a diploma. But it didn’t matter. There were so many people without diplomas in society now, and they were still making a lot of money, weren’t they?
What's more, he has the He family as his strong backer. As long as he takes good care of He Yu, He Yu will definitely not treat him unfairly when he inherits the group in the future. He might even give him the position of general manager.
His mother still had the same expression, but Chen Hesong no longer had the energy to argue with her.
He kept circling around He Yu every day, and the only energy he had left was enough to tell himself not to give up, not to forget the knowledge points in the book, and not to forget how to do the questions.
But he spent all day around the stove and the supermarket, and had less and less time to study. He couldn't help but start to forget things and became clumsy.
He tried to flatter He Yu, tried to sign up for a cooking class, and tried to take the adult college entrance examination.
But he failed again and again, and was caught by He Yu again and again.
Until the end, his body and mind were completely destroyed by He Yu, and he was successfully tamed by He Yu.
He accepted his fate and became a full-time nanny for He Yu.
Every night when it was quiet, he tried to comfort himself. It was good like this. At least he wouldn't have to worry about food and clothing and he wouldn't have to struggle for a living. If he could coax He Yu well, life would be much better.
But he could never convince himself.
He is always in a dilemma.
When he was 28 years old, He Yu took him back to high school to attend the school anniversary.
He met Teacher Gao who was disappointed with him, met classmates who mocked him, and also met...
Thanks to Chao.
Xie Chao has already joined his uncle's group, but he is still taking medication and receiving regular psychological counseling.
Xie Chao looked at him with extremely complicated eyes, as if he couldn't understand why he had become like this.
In Xie Chao's opinion, they should have worked together to kill He Yu from the very beginning.
So what if I go to jail? So what if I get retaliated against?
Even if they had killed He Yu at that time, he should have been released from prison by now.
Even being bullied in prison is better than being bullied by He Yu.
Chen Hesong tried his best to avoid it and to convince himself that he was living a good life. But the moment Xie Chao saw him, the world he had been trying so hard to maintain collapsed.
Chen Hesong ran into the classroom in a daze, sat in his seat, and felt as if he had returned to high school.
Although life was not easy back then, at least there was hope.
He opened the book with great anticipation, but found that he could not understand a single word.
The words in the textbooks turned into demons with bloody mouths and pounced towards him.
The illusion was immediately broken and he was sent back to hell once again.
Amid the crowd's wanton laughter, he jumped out of the window.
When he opened his eyes again, he was lying on a hospital bed. He Yu, with an unshaven beard and red eyes, was standing by his bed.
He Yu said that he treated Chen Hesong like this because he loved him too much.
He Yu also said that he always felt that Chen Hesong and his mother were the sinners who destroyed his family, so he bullied Chen Hesong. He could not tolerate himself falling in love with Chen Hesong, so he bullied him even more. In fact, he was blaming himself.
He Yu also said that he has accepted his fate now, he has fallen in love with Chen Hesong, and he will treat Chen Hesong well.
It’s exactly the same as what He Yu said just now.
But the difference is that as soon as He Yu in the illusion said this, Chen Hesong was immediately moved and shed tears.
On the day Chen Hesong was discharged from the hospital, Xie Chao kidnapped him.
Xie Chao pulled him out of the wheelchair, threw him into the car, and punched him hard: "Idiot!"
Chen Hesong raised his head and looked at him blankly.
Xie Chao was not worried that he would resist at all, and did not even tie his hands and feet. He drove to an abandoned factory.
He left Chen Hesong aside and started fiddling with a suitcase that contained guns he had bought from abroad at a high price.
His target was not Chen Hesong at all.
He wanted to use Chen Hesong to lure He Yu over, and then kill He Yu to complete the task he had not completed in junior high school.
The psychologist said that he had been stuck on that day in the third year of junior high school and had never moved forward.
Xie Chao thought that as long as he finished what he had not done, his life could move forward.
Suddenly, Chen Hesong walked up to him and asked in a low voice: "Xie Chao, can you hit me again?"
Xie Chao was busy fiddling with his gun and didn't bother to pay attention to him: "Get lost."
Chen Hesong said, "You hit me once, and I felt a little more sober, but I seemed to be confused again just now. Can you hit me again?"
Xie Chao raised his head and hit him hard with the butt of the gun: "Get out of here!" He Yu broke in at this time.
The back of his figure is against the light, like a savior god.
Xie Chao immediately pulled the bolt, raised the gun, and pointed the muzzle at He Yu.
With a few "bang bang bang" sounds, He Yu was shot in the shoulder and Xie Chao fell in a pool of blood.
At this moment, many voices sounded in Chen Hesong's ears at the same time, like whistling bombs.
"Woo woo woo, it's old-fashioned, but I love it!"
"The Classic ICU is coming! I hope Xiaoyu won't be too seriously injured!"
"This is Xie Chao. He sacrificed himself to speed up the crematorium of Xiaoyu. Say 'thank you Xie Chao' quickly."
That's not the case!
Chen Hesong watched himself rush forward, hug He Yu, get into the ambulance with him, and go to the hospital.
After arriving at the hospital, He Yu held Chen Hesong's hand tightly and insisted that Chen Hesong forgive him first, otherwise he would not enter the operating room.
Those voices rang out again.
"Forgive me now! Forgive me now!"
"After getting over this hurdle, the young couple can live a good life!"
"This shot by He Yu can be regarded as paying back for the suffering my brother has endured over the years."
So Chen Hesong was moved to tears and forgave He Yu.
…
In reality, Chen Hesong held the car door, suddenly raised his head, his eyes red, and stared at He Yu.
He Yu's mouth opened and closed, still saying nonsense.
Why bully him because you love him?
What he said was that he was still young at that time and his brother should forgive him.
Although it was Chen Hesong who was bullied, he was also suffering.
Chen Hesong clenched his fist, rushed forward, and punched him hard in the face: "Who is your brother? I am Chen Hesong! I am Chen Hesong! Just Chen Hesong!"
Amid those annoying voices, He Yu will always be He Yu, an independent person, a crazy and paranoid boss, and a younger brother with a strong possessiveness.
And Chen Hesong will always be "He Yu's brother", or "brother" for short. He is the person who depends on He Yu, a pendant.
No! He is Chen Hesong! Just Chen Hesong!
He Yu was caught off guard and was knocked to the ground by Chen Hesong. Punch after punch rained down on him, and He Yu had no power to fight back at all.
Xie Chao originally wanted to help him, but Chen Hesong raised his head and shouted at him: "Don't do it!" Even if he was detained, it was Chen Hesong who was detained.
Xie Chao stood quietly to the side, blocking the security booth, and handed some money to the security guard inside.
"Private, private."
Chen Hesong used almost all the swear words he had ever used in his life.
"Fuck you for being so young! Fuck you for loving me and bullying me! Fuck you!"
He Yu tried to struggle, but Chen Hesong held him down tightly: "Aren't you going to apologize to me? Apologize! I want your mother to apologize to me!"
It was no longer a condescending apology. He Yu wailed and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, brother, I was wrong..."
"What the hell did you yell at me for?!"
"Chen Hesong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I was wrong!"
Now that's an apology!
What do you mean by not understanding love? Is it an apology to teach him how to love? That is a humiliation!
Chen Hesong pulled him up: "Apologize to Xie Chao!"
He Yu hurriedly said: "Xie Chao, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
Chen Hesong held He Yu tightly, clenched his fists, and punched him in the face again and again, making loud bangs.
After a while, Xie Chao was frightened and hurried forward to pull Chen Hesong away.
"Okay, he's already like this, stop hitting him."
He Yu fell to the ground, his face bruised and swollen, tears streaming down his face, and he kept saying subconsciously: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Chen Hesong clenched his fists and said sternly, "I will never forgive you, ever! Get out!"
After being pardoned, He Yu immediately got up from the ground, ran into the car in a panic, and told the driver to go to the hospital quickly.
His apology was nothing more than that.
He was afraid of Xie Chao who held the knife and Chen Hesong who raised his fist.
He Yu is the one who cherishes his life the most. Rather than saying that he loves Chen Hesong, it is better to say that he loves himself the most.
Xie Chao was right, he was just a useless bully who only cared about the strong and bullied the weak. Chen Hesong should have raised his fist and hit him hard a few times earlier.
Now that the college entrance examination is over, he can finally raise his fist towards He Yu without any scruples.
Chen Hesong felt a little dizzy standing in the sun, and his whole body was swaying. Xie Chao helped him into the car.
Chen Hesong clenched his fists. He had hit too hard just now and his fists were scratched.
Xie Chao glanced at him and asked in a low voice: "Are you okay?"
"It's okay." Chen Hesong shook his head. "Don't tell Teacher Zhu. I'm afraid he'll worry."
Xie Chao was still hesitating, and Chen Hesong pleaded, "I'm only crazy this time, don't tell the teacher."
Xie Chao nodded: "Okay."
Chen Hesong never believed in repaying evil with kindness.
Even though He Yu bullied him, he couldn't retaliate in the same way, otherwise he would become the same person as He Yu.
It's all bullshit!
He just wants to care about it!
He Yu bullied him, so he would not only retaliate severely, but also retaliate a thousand times!
He recalled the scene in his hallucination, turned to look at Xie Chao, and said seriously: "If one day I fall in love with He Yu, you must send me to a mental hospital, or just kill me."
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