Chi Yan looked at the letter with interest. In the silence, his voice sounded like a challenge, with a chaotic rhythm: "Did Mr. Shang prepare a speech specially for the speech?"

As he spoke, he applauded. Then it rang first.

Because Shang'an was so excited just now, what he said after that was mute. Except for the few people closest to him, no one could hear what he and Elvis said specifically.

And who among the people present doesn't want to please the Chi family? At this time, the banquet is naturally followed, and applause comes one after another, as if some leader wants to speak.

Shang Mu lowered his head, the corners of his lips twitched slightly, and held back.

Sure enough, the Chi family always thinks about things at once, and his thinking is so active that ordinary people can't understand it, but... he matches Shang Lu very well.

The smile on Shang An's face looked much more embarrassed.

At this time, he had no intention of doing these boring social activities. He just wanted to find a place alone to read the letter left by his wife.

But the late banquet suddenly heightened the atmosphere for him. Almost all the guests present looked over, and he had to say something to deal with the situation.

So Shang'an could only announce something casually: "The merchant plans to use 10% of the new industry profits in the second half of the year for public welfare activities. Every account will be open and transparent and subject to any form of supervision. If anyone is interested in this, please Join us."

After saying that, he nodded and said: "Everyone has fun, I will..."

"What kind of charity?" Chi Yan seemed to be very interested in this and walked forward and asked: "Uncle Shang. Can you explain it to me?"

Shang An was so anxious that he felt like he was on fire. He knew very well how Chi Yan could participate in their family's charity project? He didn't know what he was thinking, so he said directly: "I'm not feeling well, let's talk another day."

He didn't give Chi Yan any chance to speak, but turned around with the letter and hurried upstairs.

Maybe it was because I was too anxious, but I stumbled and almost fell while walking up the ordinary stairs, which was a bit embarrassing.

Shang An's back gradually faded away and disappeared from their sight.

Shang Mu looked at Elvis and said politely: "Excuse me, I've prepared some gifts here and arranged for someone to send them back to you."

"No need." Elvis waved his hand and refused, looking at the villa. Looking around, he asked: "Is there any good wine? I won't refuse if you give me two bottles."

Shang Mu nodded in agreement and looked at the butler: "Go prepare the car for Mr. first, and I will take him to the wine warehouse. Pick something you like."

"Yes." The butler agreed and walked out.

Soon, Shang Mu accompanied Elvis to select several bottles of good wine.

Elvis was not polite and looked at him happily: "Although I love drinking, you young people should avoid this stuff, especially when you are sad. If you accidentally drink too much, you will easily have hallucinations, so You must pay attention."

Shang Mu looked stunned, but asked: "What are you talking about? I don't understand."

Elvis smiled and shook his head: "It doesn't matter if you don't understand. "It doesn't matter at all. Just be careful. Some things are not worth rushing. Just like death is not relief, the more sober you are, the more painful it will be."

He shook the wine in the air and walked out. Go, leaving only the last sentence: "Master, I understand you. You often make mistakes and are impulsive and reckless. It is better to ask your partner and listen to his opinion."

Looking at Ai Looking at Ervis's back, Shang Mu's hand hanging by his side tightened.

When he found Elvis, the other party agreed without any hesitation, provided that he needed to read the letter to make sure it was harmless to Shang Lu.

What he wanted to do beyond that seemed to be guessed.

He carries drugs that were once used to treat mental illness, but they have been gradually eliminated from the market because they have too many side effects and can easily cause hallucinations. Excessive doses can even affect the brain.

Shang Mu originally thought of giving Shang An more medicine at once. It would be better if he could make him go crazy.

No matter what the cost, he can bear it.

But Elvis' words just now awakened him in an instant.

Crazy and death are actually liberations, which are too cheap for that person.

Only in a long life, endless regret can better corrode a person's reason and soul.

Just like him at this moment, in this life.

*

study.

A huge black clock hung on the wall, and the second hand made an unpleasant sound with every step it took.

This is a very old clock, and many things in this room have not changed at all as they have been for more than 20 years.

Because Shang An hopes that if there are souls in the world, his wife can still recognize that this is their home.

Shang An put the letter on the table and locked the door.

Just now downstairs, under the gaze of countless guests, he was very anxious to read this letter.

He has been waiting for this letter for more than twenty years.

But when I actually received it, in addition to so many years of anticipation, there was also a hint of fear.

For this reason, he specially ordered a meditation spice, washed his hands and face again, looked up at his old face in the mirror, and felt a little disgusted with himself for the first time.

He is already so old, the wrinkles on his face and even the hair have become sparse, and he no longer looks like he did when he was young.

And his wife will always be the most beautiful in his heart.

Finally, he carefully wiped the photo with his wife on the table, and finally sat down and picked up the letter.

He opened it carefully and his eyes turned red when he saw the first line of words.

[Twenty-four years later, A'an opened this letter and wished my little old man A'an a happy 50th birthday! ]

It's her.

The familiar handwriting, the endearment that only belonged to them, and the format that she never cared about when writing letters.

He treasured each of the few letters his wife had written to him.

But I didn't expect to see such familiar names and words again, but they were already separated by heaven and earth.

Shang An hurriedly took out a tissue and wiped the tears from his eyes, fearing that they would fall on the letter paper and stain the last gift his wife left him.

His hand holding the letter trembled, he picked up the medicine on the table, poured it out and swallowed two pills, closing his eyes to calm down.

After a while, he continued to look down.

[I should be a little old lady now, right? Am I still the most beautiful in An’s eyes? ]

His voice was hoarse: "...of course, you will always be the most beautiful, and I will only love you."

Even though he knew that this was just a letter and his wife would not hear anything, he still couldn't help but respond to her words.

[Have you been obedient these years? Don't drink too much when you go out to socialize. You need to have breakfast every day and have regular physical examinations. Do you still have to rely on me to push you as before? ]

An angry little expression was drawn on the back.

With every word written in the letter, he could hear his wife's gentle advice ringing in his ears.

He cried and laughed, and murmured: "I listened to you, and I have done all these things. I am very powerful now, and no one dares to force me to drink when socializing, but I miss you often, and I still think about you when I can't see you." I know how to drink some. But the hangover soup made by the servants at home is terrible, and they are not as good as you."

The letter continued with some nagging concerns.

...

[Fifty-year-old old man Shang'an, do you still love me every day? Do you celebrate every birthday with me? Do you remember every anniversary that I think is important? Do you have my favorite flowers at home? Was it three days since you last kissed me? I'll be angry if you don't do it. ]

But every word and sentence made Shang'an feel the long-lost love and happiness, and he was completely addicted to it.

It was as if his wife had never left, but was wearing a light-colored dress and smiling at him as she remembered, saying these coquettish words.

For Shang'an, there is no paradise on earth better than this.

His waiting and suffering, and the pain of these years, were all relieved by this letter recording his wife's tender love.

But later on, the content of the letter changed, and it started to mention the child instead of him.

[Today when I write to you, our daughter is already five months old in my belly. I am really looking forward to her arrival. I don’t know if Xiaomu will be jealous by then. But Xiaomu is a smart child and will definitely become a good brother, just like you are in my heart. Although I don’t have a brother, I am happy every day because of A’an.

Do you still remember the first time we took Xiaomu to the amusement park? That was a very happy day in my memory. Xiaomu doesn't like to talk, but he was also very happy that day. Do we still take him there often these years? But now he is old enough to have a family. I don’t know if he still likes amusement parks and what kind of girls he likes. Maybe you and I already know the answer.

And our little deer, girls are more delicate, so they have to be more patient with their daughters. You have to be more restrained in educating Xiao Mu. It would be bad if you scare her when you are cold-faced. You have to do it every day. Remember to smile at your daughter.

We celebrate every birthday with them, never miss every activity at their school, and always stand firmly behind them to support them at important stages in their lives. Are we parents who make them proud? They may not be good enough, but they must be happy.

I hate myself for nagging these words, but I know that we must have done it. They came into this world because of our love, and they will be the happiest and most enviable children in the world. I believe in you and myself, and we will definitely be the best parents. ]

The letter originally held in his hand fell on the table. Shang An wanted to reach out and pick it up again, but his hand became weak again.

Heaven fell into hell, seemingly in the blink of an eye.

The child, that is the child of him and his wife.

It seemed like more than twenty years had passed before he suddenly realized this.

Half of the letter was addressed to him, and the other half was devoted to the two children.

His wife loves him very much, and she also loves these two children very much.

However, he seemed to have failed to do any of the things his wife told him in the letter that she believed he could do.

For a long time, the banquet was over and the guests dispersed.

There was a sudden knock on the door, and Shang Mu walked in.

He lowered his head and asked respectfully: "The guests have gone back. Father, do you have anything to do with me?"

Shang An said, "Raise your head."

Naturally, Shang Mu did not dare to disobey, so he immediately raised his head, but when The moment his eyes met Shang An's, he looked surprised: "Father, what are you..."

Shang An did not answer, but asked: "Do you know what your mother wrote in her letter?"

Shang Mu thought about it. After a while, he shook his head and said: "I don't know."

Shang An looked at the letter on the table again and said quietly: "You can guess."

Shang Mu continued to perform and said: "Father's attitude makes me wonder, is this Is there anything wrong with the letter?"

Shang'an said nothing.

Shang Mu immediately showed a clear expression: "Is it Elvis? He has had this letter for so many years and I don't know whether it is true or not. Could it be that it mentioned that he wanted to distribute his property? It must be a fake. " Ah, father!"

"You bastard!" Shang An slammed the table: "What are you guessing about here? Your mother really cares about you so much in the letter!

" Lower your head and admit your mistake.

The more Shang Mu behaves like this, the more Shang An feels dissatisfied with his son.

Such a selfish idiot has nothing to do with the "wisdom" mentioned in his wife's letter.

His daughter is even worse. She has not even studied corporate affairs and is just an actress in the entertainment industry.

But because of this, Shang An also felt chilled in his heart.

After his wife passed away, what kind of person did he educate their children to become?

If my wife was still here, how disappointed she would be when she saw these two terrible children.

He selectively ignored his wife's requests for him, thinking that everything was because the two children were not up to par.

As if to vent his emotions, he smashed all the furnishings on the desk onto Shang Mu.

The young man just lowered his head and endured all this quietly, without even making a muffled groan, and calmly listened to his father's accusations and insults.

But Shang'an's attitude suddenly changed.

When these things were smashed, his eyes when he looked at Shang An suddenly softened, he reached out to touch his shoulder and asked, "Does it hurt? Dad didn't mean it."

Shang Mu said, "Father taught you the right lesson. , I said something I shouldn’t have said.”

This sentence calmed Shang An’s mood very well. He smiled and said: “You are much more sensible than your sister. Dad educates you because he loves you, but sometimes The method may be a bit extreme, can you understand Dad? You won't blame Dad, right?"

Shang Mu still said what Shang An liked to hear: "Of course not, because of my father, I have enjoyed so many touches from others in my life. I am very content with the resources I don't have, and my father's education is what I deserve."

These words made Shang An laugh, and the wrinkles on his face were not as ferocious as before. He murmured: "That's great, you feel Dad. I love you, you are the happiest and most enviable child in the world, that’s great.”

*

On a new day, Xiaoguai committed a new sin.

Several cups in the living room were knocked over, and the snack trolley prepared for her by Chi Yan was also messed up by Xiao Guai.

Of course Shang Lu caught Xiao Guai and taught him a hard lesson for a while, and then went to pack these things.

As a result, Xiaoguai disappeared without paying attention.

"Little darling?" Shang Lu shouted strangely, then looked at the big darling beside him, took a few dog biscuits to feed it, and asked: "Have you seen the little darling?"

The fat and white Samoyed pooped in one mouthful. After eating all the biscuits, he walked towards the guest room wagging his big tail and started to lead the way.

Shang Lu immediately understood and followed.

Then she saw Xiaoguai in the guest room, trying hard to grab the half-eaten paper shell from under the bed with his two paws, just like a cat scratching a scratching post.

Naturally, Shang Lu stopped him immediately, and then fed Daguai some snacks in front of Xiaoguai. She turned a blind eye to Xiaoguai's aggrieved "whimpering" sound.

Fortunately, Xiaoguai now realized that Shanglu was treated differently because of his mistakes, and he finally calmed down and lay down on the kennel and stopped running around.

Shang Lu finished cleaning up the living room and entered the guest room again, ready to check whether the items in the carton had been damaged by Xiaoguai's claws.

And at this moment, the door was opened from the outside.

Shang Lu knelt down and was about to get the cardboard box under the bed. Then he looked up at the door and said, "You're back."

Chi Yan was very calm at first, but his expression changed instantly when he saw Shang Lu's position. , without even having time to change her shoes, he walked in and pulled her up from the ground, and asked: "...Why are you kneeling on the ground? Don't your knees feel uncomfortable?"

Shang Lu pointed to the cardboard box with one corner exposed, and explained: " Xiaoguai was scratching the carton before, and I want to check whether the things inside are damaged."

Chi Yan then let go of Shang Lu's hand, kicked the carton in again, and said with a nonchalant expression: "Save some daily necessities. , It's not important."

Since Chi Yan said so, Shang Lu naturally had no intention of going to see it, nor did he have any doubts.

Where Shang Lu didn't notice, Chi Yan's back was pressed against the wall and he breathed a sigh of relief quietly.

At that time.

Xiaoguai didn't know the real reason why he lost the goat's milk that night.

After dinner.

Shang Lu looked at Xiaoguai and said, "It can't do well if it keeps like this. I don't know how to raise a dog. Have you ever thought about it? Why don't you find someone special to train it?"

Before Chi Yan could answer, the doorbell rang. It was rang.

Worried that he was from the merchant, Shang Lu looked at Chi Yan.

Chi Yan gave her a reassuring look, then stood up and walked towards the door.

Chi Yan opened the door directly.

One person and one cat squeezed in at the same time.

"Sister Lu Lu! Good evening!" Wen Renyan's voice sounded cheerfully, carrying a Christmas tree and a camera hanging around his neck. When he saw Shang Lu, he said hello in a slightly embarrassed manner, and the golden gradient he brought had already aged. He climbed up to Chi Yan's cabinet with cat steps.

Shang Lu also politely responded to him: "Hello."

Chi Yan glanced at Wen Renyan, closed the door, and said coldly: "You shouted so intimately."

Wen Renyan stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, saying "I was wrong." expression.

Shang Lu didn't care, and asked: "Do you have anything important to talk about? Do you need me to avoid it?"

"Don't talk about important things, we don't have anything to talk about at all." Chi Yan answered like this, and then looked Xiang Wen Renyan asked, "What are you doing here at night?"

Wen Renyan showed a smile on his face, then took out a cloth bag from behind, and took out two small red clothes from the bag.

Yes, it is very small, even a three-year-old baby may not be able to wear it.

Wen Renyan's voice sounded happily: "Christmas is coming! Of course I came to Xiaoguai to take pet photos with our Dabao!"

Dabao, of course, was referring to the golden gradient.

Shang Lu: "..."

Is there anyone around her who can put a little thought into naming her pet? It’s so similar casually!

Chi Yan naturally refused: "Don't even think about it, you're going to harm other people's dogs."

Hearing the words, he immediately showed a pitiful expression. He didn't ask for Chi Yan, but just looked at Shang Lu: "Sister Lu Lu, please , please say something nice to me, it’s not easy for me to come all the way here.”

Shang Lu also thought the pet photos posted by Wen Renyan on WeChat were cute, so he looked at Chi Yan and whispered: “Otherwise. Let him take the photo for a while?"

"Okay." Chi Yan agreed.

Wen Renyan said: "???"

Although he thought about it, he should at least act hesitant? This is too different!

But being able to get Chi Yan's dog to be a model, Wen Renyan was already very happy. He instantly forgot his dissatisfaction at the moment and held up two small clothes: "Dabao! Dabao? Dabao?!"

Yes, originally climbed up the cabinet The big treasure is missing.

Shang Lu also immediately stood up and started searching together, including Chi Yan. The three of them stood in the living room and searched around, but found nothing.

They found that not only Dabao, but also Xiaoguai was missing.

At this moment, a familiar sound of planing a cardboard box sounded.

Shang Lu understood instantly and walked towards the guest room.

Chi Yan and Wen Renyan immediately followed her.

Then they saw a strange scene of a cat and a dog digging at a cardboard box side by side.

The ground is covered with scraps of paper, and the hard-working cat master and dog master have been working for a long time.

Hearing Renyan's voice was excited: "Dabao! What are you doing, Dabao! We can't learn from the dogs outside!"

Chi Yan sneered: "Who is learning from whom?"

Chi Yan easily held the handle with one hand Xiaoguai hugged him, while Wen Renyan had sex with his cat.

The cat's claws were very sharp, as if they were stuck in the paper shell.

Wen Renyan dragged the cat's hind legs and pulled out the paper shell.

Hearing Renyan said proudly, "I caught you!"

Dabao quickly broke away from his arms and ran under the bed with a bang.

At that moment, Wen Renyan became angry.

At the same moment, Chi Yan's face turned pale.

He could stop Shang Lu from getting the box under the bed before, but now there is no reason to stop Wen Renyan from catching the cat under the bed.

However, the next second, Wen Renyan stood up, pointed at the bed and said, "If you have the ability, stay here for the rest of your life!"

After saying that, Wen Renyan took the little boy directly from Chi Yan's hand. Be good and walk out: "Let's go! Let's take a photo of a person...a dog!"

Shang Lu also followed curiously, wanting to see the filming site of the pet movie.

Chi Yan closed his eyes.

So risky.

He felt lucky. Fortunately, the brain that listened to people's words was different from normal people.

And soon.

Feeling that he was being left out, the cat crawled out from under the bed and came to the living room, meowing "meow".

Chi Yan pretended to close the door of the guest room casually.

It's finally safe.

And the living room at this moment.

Wen Renyan was taking photos of Xiaoguai and asked Shang Lu to help get snacks to seduce Xiaoguai.

Until a certain shot, Shang Lu accidentally caught the shot.

Wen Renyan looked down at the photos in his camera, and his eyes fell on the red nightgown that Shang Lu changed into today.

Then he took out a small elk hairpin of the same style from the bag, handed it to Shang Lu and asked, "Can you take a photo with it?"

"Eh?" Shang Lu was stunned for a moment and asked, "Now Not to mention makeup, I'm just wearing pajamas."

"No need, it looks good this way." Wen Renyan complimented sincerely, and then said, "I'll show it to you after the photo is taken. If you don't like it, delete it. Drop it."

Since Shen Renyan said this, Shang Lu naturally had no reason to refuse, so she put the hairpin on her head casually.

"No, no." Wen Renyan immediately stopped him, walked over and took off the hairpin, helped Shang Lu trim her hair, and then put the hairpin on her at exactly the same angle as Xiaoguai.

Then when he heard the words, he lowered his head naturally and helped Shang Lu fasten the top button of his nightgown so as not to expose the light-colored pajamas underneath.

That alone looks perfect.

She looks like a Christmas deer, casually wearing red clothes, and with this face, she looks like a fashion shoot.

Wen Renyan felt very satisfied. It would be better if there wasn't a murderous gaze staring at him behind him.

etc.

Behind him, he seemed to have forgotten something.

Wen Renyan's expression became stiffer.

Shang Lu asked: "What's wrong?"

Chi Yan's voice also sounded: "Why don't you take pictures?"

Wen Renyan: "..."

QAQ.

He didn’t mean it, he just photographed some models before, so it just came naturally!

So under Chi Yan's unwavering gaze, Wen Renyan still had the courage to help Shang Lu and Xiao Guai take some photos together.

But because his photography skills are sufficient, the photos he took are still very good.

In the picture, Shang Lu was sitting in front of the Christmas tree, with the little girl's round eyes staring at her. The golden gradient came into the camera at some point, looking like it wanted to get closer.

The original theme was Christmas, but the final result attracted people's attention entirely to Shang Lu.

Like a forest girl loved by animals and favored by gods.

The face is bare, but the lips are slightly pink and the complexion is good enough, as if she has applied exquisite fake makeup.

Wen Renyan was very satisfied with the photos he took. Shang Lu took a look at them and thought they were pretty good, so he asked him to go back and send him a copy as well.

Before Wen Renyan left, he gave Chi Yan a look: Don't worry, I will send it to you too.

Then he was kicked by Chi Yan, who also said: "Take your cat and leave quickly. If you mislead the little boy again, you and the cat are not allowed to enter our house."

Hearing someone's words of grievance, he didn't dare to speak.

After Wen Renyan left, Shang Lu seemed to remember something again. She looked at Chi Yan and asked, "By the way, I've wanted to ask you before, why do you put the mattress under the bed?"

Chi Yan said: " ...? "

Did she see it before?

For a moment, Chi Yan felt that his next series of actions seemed very stupid.

But he still responded calmly on the surface: "My little boy peed on it before. Although I washed it, I still couldn't accept it in my heart, so I just took it away."

A very reasonable answer.

Sure enough, Shang Lu didn't have the slightest suspicion. Instead, he scolded Xiaoguai seriously: "So you were so naughty before. Can you be a little better and let your dad worry less?"

Xiaoguai tilted his head and looked towards Chi Yan looked a little confused.

"Woof?"

Chi Yan: "..."

For the first time, he realized what it means to raise a dog for a thousand days and use it for a while.

Xiaoguai is just a puppy.

Puppies can't talk, but they can take the blame.

＊

Late at night, merchant.

Shang'an tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

During the day, he deceived himself into thinking that he had done nothing wrong, but at night, every word in the letter was like a knife piercing his heart.

It made him ache, but almost numb.

In a daze, he heard something moving downstairs, as if some glass product had been smashed.

Shang Mu got up and walked downstairs. He saw that the lights were still on and his son was cleaning up the glass shards on the ground.

Not just a glass, but the entire teapot fell to the ground.

Shang An frowned and asked, "What are you doing up so late? Can't you just leave these things to the servants tomorrow?"

"I'm sorry, father." Shang Mu packed up the broken glass and threw it into the trash can, then poured it out again. He drank a glass of water and swallowed a pill in front of Shang An.

Shang An's eyes fell on the medicine on the table and asked, "What medicine is this?"

Shang Mu replied, "I don't sleep well, I usually use it to help me sleep."

After hearing Shang Mu's words, Shang An thought for a while. Reaching out to him: "Give me one pill."

Shang Mu immediately handed the medicine over, poured a glass of water for Shang An, and said, "Take one pill for normal insomnia, and two pills for moderate insomnia."

Shang An hesitated. Yes, I swallowed two pills directly and drank them with water.

He walked upstairs, went back to his room and lay down.

This medicine really works.

Within ten minutes, my brain felt a little dizzy and my eyelids began to feel heavy.

Shang'an soon fell asleep.

But he woke up a few hours later.

He seemed to hear someone calling his name.

"A'an, A'an?"

The familiar voice made him immediately widen his eyes, trying to find the source of the sound, but he saw a familiar figure wearing a light yellow dress at the end of the bed.

The last time I saw her was more than twenty years ago.

The blood all over his body seemed to be running backwards, and the last string of his sanity was being clamored and struggled by another voice in his heart.

The woman turned around, looking as beautiful as he remembered, still calling his name: "A'an, so you are here."

"Are you back? You are finally back..."

He kept repeating these two sentences. , there were tears of joy falling in his eyes.

The woman nodded and looked around the room: "Yes, I'm back. Where are my children? Why aren't they here."

Shang'an, who never made a draft when lying, blurted out: "They all have jobs , very busy, not at home every day."

"Is that so?" The woman still smiled gently and asked him, "Have you read my letter?"

Shang An nodded: "I have read it."

The woman . I walked to the bed and sat down, and asked him again: "Then did you do what I said in the letter? Did you take good care of our children and let them grow up happy and healthy? If you didn't do it, I I will leave."

"I did! I did it! I am a good father, I am... I am!" Shang An stood up and wanted to grab the woman's hand. , to prevent her from leaving.

Then he watched as his hand passed through the air without touching her.

Shang An couldn't accept this, and just murmured: "How could this happen? How could this happen!"

The woman sighed softly and said: "Because you lied, you didn't do it at all. You didn't take good care of me. Xiaomu and Xiaolu, you don't even love them. You are not worthy of being their father. You let me down so much."

"No, no!" Shang An naturally wanted to deny it, but he tried desperately to explain: " These are our children, believe me, I love them, they... they actually love me, but we don't know how to express it."

"You are still lying to me." The woman lowered her eyes and put her hand away from him. Less than one centimeter away from his face, his eyes were full of sadness: "If you are good to them and they love you, how could my little deer not even want to show up for your birthday? Ah'an, you haven't done anything, you You are a failed husband and a failed father. You make me so sad."

"I was wrong, I was wrong." Shang An tried to grab the woman's hand again but failed. He could only say: "I will be right. They are fine, really, I will listen to whatever you say. You stay, I beg you to stay, I will listen to you in everything."

But the woman slowly stood up and walked out the door.

Shang An immediately stood up, with the unique rusty smell of blood in his throat. He said, "You can stay, or you can take me away..."

The woman just looked back at him.

There was only endless disappointment in her eyes, and then she shook her head and disappeared again without opening the door.

Shang'an stood where he was.

He thought it was a dream, a dream caused by missing his wife too much and the inner pain of facing that letter.

But when his hand fell on the doorknob and felt the cold touch, he couldn't believe it and opened the door.

Not a dream.

The sound of servants mopping the floor downstairs would be heard every morning, and the door opposite him would suddenly be opened.

Shang Mu smiled: "Father, you got up really early today."

Shang An looked at Shang Mu, his reaction was a little slower than usual. He grabbed Shang Mu's hand as if grasping a life-saving straw.

The man who had always been calm and steady was almost incoherent at this moment: "I saw your mother, it was not a dream, she is back, she really went home! She came to me, she blamed me... she blamed me..."

Shang An slowly He let go of his hand and hugged his head in pain. The headache made him slowly squat down and lean against the wall like a child who had made a mistake.

Shang Mu's face showed surprise and he called immediately.

Ten minutes later.

Shang'an's condition improved and he sat at the dining table with ice-cold coffee in front of him.

And Shang Mu came over, and he knelt directly in front of Shang An in front of the servant.

"I'm sorry, father, I've already called the doctor. You saw your mother probably because of the medicine last night. I usually only take one pill. He said... the side effect of taking two pills is that it may cause hallucinations. You punish me. As for me, whether I was beaten or imprisoned, I deserved it for making such a mistake, and I have absolutely no complaints.”

These words made Shang An let go of his hand, the glass fell to the ground, and the coffee spilled all over the floor and onto Shang Mu's legs.

Shang Mu had no expression on his face and took a kneeling step forward, his knees pressing directly on the broken glass.

He listened to Elvis's opinion and took the initiative to tell Chi Yan his plan yesterday.

Chi Yan touched his chin and said lazily: "Didn't you say that he couldn't survive for a few more years because of his poor health? Do you have to add this method? It's not necessary."

"It's too easy for him to die of illness." Shang Mu replied like this.

Taking two tablets of this drug more than three times in the same month will cause irreversible damage to the nerves.

Chi Yan said directly: "Unless you let him die immediately, when the old man reacts and investigates afterwards, you may be the one to die. Your father is famous for being infatuated, so why not take a gamble to find out what the hallucination he produced is What is it? If you only give it to him once, will he take it for this hallucination? "

"Get up." Shang An did not get angry, but reached out to help Shang Mu, then lowered his head and slapped it away with an expressionless face. The glass shards on his knees said word by word: "Give me all the remaining medicine."

It turned out to be an illusion.

As long as I can see her again, hallucinations are fine.

Shang An suddenly reached out and hugged his son. He kept numbly repeating the action of patting Shang Mu's back, as if he was hypnotizing and brainwashing himself: "I am a good father. I have educated you well. Although I am fine, It's done, but you can understand me, right?"

As soon as he said this, Shang An suddenly let go of his hand before Shang Mu could reply.

you.

In addition to Shang An, there is also Shang Lu. He and his wife have two children.

Shang Lu did not come back to celebrate his birthday yesterday, which proved to his wife that they were not compatible.

As long as Shang Lu is willing to go home and continue to call him daddy, his wife will not blame him.

Shang An's steps were unsteady and he sat back on the chair, murmuring: "Go and tell your sister that the engagement with the Jiang family is void. What did she want?