In addition, he was always thinking about it, so after dinner, the two of them went to the movies together, and Lu Mianmian remained silent.
Gu Rongzheng sat beside her, always looking at her intentionally or unintentionally, and always felt that she was very different from the afternoon.
When we first met in the afternoon, he was like a little girl, cute and coquettish, talking and laughing, but now he is worried.
He didn't know what bad words he had said, he wondered if it was because he mentioned her sister today?
It is said that a woman's heart is as deep as the sea. This was the first time that Gu Rongzheng felt this way. He sighed softly and felt that he had not understood her well enough before.
So much so that now that I know the real her, I don't really like her that much.
However, liking someone is one thing, and responsibility is another. He said he would take responsibility to the end, and he will never break his promise.
Marriage is a fact that cannot be changed.
On the way home, it was already completely dark, but the bright moon was hanging high in the sky, illuminating the entire road.
Gu Rongzheng put his hands in his pockets and let the silent Lu Mianmian hold his arms, and walked home without saying a word.
Suddenly, an evening breeze blew, making the loosely attached advertising papers on the roadside electrical boxes crackle.
It also made his thoughts drift back to when he was an undercover agent, when they had been together for almost a year.
Jiang Tangtang is a stubborn girl. Even when she was startled awake by thunder in the middle of the night, she would not take the initiative to ask him to hold her, but would just burrow into the quilt.
Not only was she stubborn, but she was also tough-talking and made loud noises. She was frightened and would not take the initiative to approach him.
Instead, he couldn't bear to watch it anymore, so he took the initiative to pull her into his arms, covered her ears, and coaxed her to sleep in his arms.
At that time, he had been planning to send her off in his heart. The reluctance and complicated love were like a big pot of stew, which made him remember it all the time.
The feelings that arise in that situation are like a seal knife carving on a corpse's bones. Even if buried in the soil, they can never be erased.
He didn't know what had changed about her. After he came back, he missed that feeling madly, but he couldn't see that shadow in this person at all.
Sometimes when he lay in bed, he would wonder again and again if it was because she had lost her memory that she had forgotten those painful memories and had become a new Jiang Tangtang.
Thinking of this, he felt distressed again. He felt sorry for the hardships and sufferings she had endured, but he just felt that there was a void in his emotions.
Perhaps there is no perfect person in this world. He admires Jiang Tangtang's perseverance and straightforwardness, but he also has to learn to accept that she has become clingy and dependent because of her feelings.
After walking for a while, they soon arrived at the entrance of Wanye Alley. Gu Rongzheng lowered his head and said goodbye to her.
"It's time to go home. Go back quickly. It's getting late."
After watching Lu Mianmian reluctantly lock the door and go home, Gu Rongzheng strode towards the military dormitory.
On the way home, he thought of Lu Mianmian's plea just now, and he was always a little distressed. In order to marry her home as soon as possible, he was either on a mission or in training.
So every time he saw her eyes like this, he felt a little guilty, but he knew that for her, it was more important for her to marry him as soon as possible than to be affectionate with him now.
So these romantic feelings had to be put aside for the time being. There was no other way. He was doing this for her own good, and being in a dilemma, he could only let her down for the time being.
In Wanye Alley, Lu Mianmian, who had just returned home, slammed her bag onto the table.
Her eyes were full of despair.
She didn't know why, but every time she got along with Gu Rongzheng, she always felt that the bond between them was getting farther and farther.
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