In a moment.
The noisy noise in my ears disappeared completely.
All that was left was a particularly harsh and sharp "buzzing" sound.
Experts who support the "Theory of Human Selfishness" say: When humans' lives are threatened, they will reflexively protect themselves at all costs. This is not only reflected in the fact that the will to survive increases to the maximum in an instant, but also in the fact that they can drag people around them to "take the blame" just to survive.
But at this moment.
In addition to feeling a headache as if it was about to explode, Ji Yuqi also clearly felt that the only remaining desire to survive was completely stripped away in an instant.
I don’t know why.
When the consciousness is confused.
Ji Yuqi's mind suddenly emerged with the scene of the day when Pei Nianzhi was transferred out of the intensive care unit.
The doctor said: As long as the patient is well cared for and given meticulous nursing, there will be no problem in transferring him to a general ward.
Finally, we no longer have to go through thick and closed doors, and seeing each other is an extreme luxury.
She was ecstatic.
He was waiting in the long and empty corridor early in the morning, holding a small cake that symbolized new life and rebirth.
Time passes very slowly.
But.
For her that day, every minute and every second was no longer torment, but filled with infinite happiness and energy.
She felt that as long as she worked hard enough and held on tightly enough, she would be able to keep Pei Nianzhi in this beautiful world.
Let him feel the sunshine, flowers, and warmth.
But.
After transferring Pei Nianzhi to the general ward, she settled him down and went to the nurse's station to borrow a lighter to light a candle. However, the family members of the next ward gathered there and whispered.
"I heard he's an illegitimate child."
"What do you mean by 'heard'?! She goes to the ICU alone almost every day and never sees anyone accompanying her. She's 100% illegitimate."
"I just saw it. Even after coming out of the intensive care unit, the child was still plugged in with tubes."
"People who are not expected should never live in this world. What's the point of forcing them to stay?!"
Obviously.
Ji Yuqi was really happy that day.
My heart, which had been hanging high in the air, finally settled down a little.
But.
When she borrowed a lighter and returned to the general ward, Ji Yuqi burst into tears when she saw Pei Nianzhi giving her a particularly innocent smile.
I can't stop crying.
Are those who are not expected to be born destined to endure all the disdain and malice in this world from the moment they are born?!
yes.
No one loves him.
No one protected him.
Anyone can step on you and bully you.
What's the point of living?!
Every time he collapsed and couldn't hold on any longer, Ji Yuqi would always think: What would it be like if I died on the day of the heavy bleeding?!
Perhaps, it is a kind of perfection and happiness that cannot be obtained even if you ask for it.
She could take Pei Nianzhi with her, follow Ji Fengran and Su Ya, and live in a different world.
In that world.
She and Pei Nianzhi must be very happy.
After all, Ji Fengran and Su Ya loved her so much.
They would love her children with their lives.
Ji Yuqi had no idea at all.
How did I persevere over the past five years?
But.
Let her do it again.
There are thousands or even tens of thousands of people who are unwilling to do so.
so.
This time...
What if, there was a little life in her belly again?
if.
Because he is an illegitimate child, he will experience the same fate as his brother again.
Ji Yuqi would rather die.
With that child who is also not loved and expected.
Pei Yucheng doesn't love her.
He took Pei Nianzhi away simply out of revenge.
She wouldn't give him a second chance to hurt herself...
Ji Yuqi stopped struggling.
Let the darkness engulf you.
Let the cold consume you.
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