The pink notebook is a diary.
Although the date and weather were not recorded.
But the moment Pei Yucheng opened it, he understood.
Everyone's privacy should be respected.
Pei Yucheng had no intention of prying at all.
I wanted to close it.
but.
When his eyes swept across Ji Yuqi's beautiful handwriting, he saw his name in not just one place, but several places.
For the next half hour, Pei Yucheng could no longer control his eyes and thoughts...
[The distance from the capital to Niucheng is kilometers. The distance from the capital to Luocheng is only kilometers.
It’s a full 4,904 kilometers closer.
Pei Yucheng, if you come to Country M to see me, you can save 5 hours of flight time.
But I can't go to Los Angeles, never again.
It's so hard to even get one step closer to you, let alone 4904 kilometers away.
Pei Yucheng, my dad said he'd let me go when I completely forget you. But how should I forget you?! I just dreamed of you last night. You were standing in the sunshine, so close I could reach you. If the price of freedom is forgetting you, then I'd rather be imprisoned forever...
There's a crack in the attic window that's not nailed shut. In the evening, when the weather is nice, sunlight always seeps in. I always lean against the window, catch the sunlight with my hands, and think of you quietly.
Pei Yucheng, last night I dreamed of the day I left the capital. You were waiting for me outside the bathroom door, asking me whether I wanted to stay with you or Lu Yanjing. This time, I finally followed my heart and reached out to you. When you held my hand and left, it was clearly just a dream, but your hand was so warm. I also dreamed of telling you that I was pregnant. You were so happy that you hugged me and spun around in circles at the airport.
Pei Yucheng, if you really knew, would you be happy? !
Wouldn’t you love it?!
In this prosperous world, if I am the only one who loves it, it would be really pitiful.
[Pei Yucheng, I actually felt the baby move. So happy, so sad.]
Pei Yucheng, my appetite has been declining lately, and I've been vomiting frequently. My mother is banging on the attic door, crying outside, and she wants me to go in and give in. I don't want to give in, not even a step back. It's a fait accompli, yet I'm deceiving myself, secretly lying to myself that maybe we still have a future, still hope.
I can't even remember what day it is today. All I know is that the attic is incredibly hot and stuffy. Is it already midsummer?! Time flies. Pei Yucheng, it's been so long since we broke up. Have you ever thought about me?! Probably not. You left so decisively that day, without even glancing back.
I've been getting increasingly sleepy lately, almost falling into a coma all day. Half asleep, half awake, I heard someone downstairs calling my name, insisting they take me away. Pei Yucheng, I thought you were here to pick me up. But when I leaned against the doorframe, I realized it was Lu Yanjing...
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For three days, I couldn't even drink water. It wasn't until Mom brought a doctor to the attic that I realized I had a fever. Mom's eyes were swollen. She asked me why I was so stubborn! She said I would have plenty of chances to be a mother in the future, so why did I have to keep this child? How could I bear to give up? Pei Yucheng, I suddenly have a feeling that there...is no future for us. Will I never see you again in this life?!
[As expected.]
For two consecutive days, entertainment news reports from Country Z could be heard from downstairs in the evening. I knew my father had deliberately turned the volume up to the maximum.
The Pei family successfully weathered the financial crisis and officially took over the consortium. Pei Yucheng, who became the head of the family, was suspected of having a love affair.
Pei Yucheng is pretty good.
The rest of your life is so long, there must be a better girl to accompany you.
The weather forecast in Country M says that New York City is about to experience its first torrential rain since the beginning of summer.
But Pei Yucheng, do you know: the rain on the day we broke up has never stopped in my heart...]
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