Ning Ruyan only found out about Ji Yuqi's existence after she learned about it: After Ji Yuqi followed Lu Yanjing to Country M, the Pei family encountered an economic crisis and the family also fell apart. That was the most difficult and miserable time for the Pei family.
It is said that there are countless beauties in the entertainment industry, like the fish in the river.
Until now, Ning Ruyan still couldn't understand why Pei Yucheng chose her among so many beautiful women.
She only knew that when they first started dating, Pei Yucheng's attitude towards her could not be described simply by the word "indifferent".
At that time, the look in his eyes when he looked at her seemed to be covered with a layer of eternal ice.
Although he unilaterally announced his relationship with her on the group's official blog without any warning, his attitude towards her in private did not change at all.
In fact, at the beginning, Pei Yucheng was unwilling to support her.
Until that time when he was drunk and woke up, he saw blood on the bed sheet and mistakenly thought he had taken her body. Two months later, she found out she was pregnant, and unsurprisingly, he wanted to get rid of the child.
The reason given was: The Pei family would never allow illegitimate children to appear.
Ning Ruyan was of course clear that no matter whether the child in her belly was his blood or not, she could not keep it.
However, she couldn't bear to watch the child turn silently into a pool of blood.
We're all going to die anyway.
It would be better to use the child to keep him completely, make him blame himself and feel guilty.
In fact, before Pei Yucheng learned of her pregnancy and came to the apartment to take her to the hospital, she had been bleeding for three days, showing signs of miscarriage.
To make it more realistic, she immediately took the abortion pill.
When the two of them quarreled, she was bleeding profusely.
Ning Ruyan seized the opportunity and deliberately fell heavily to the ground when Pei Yucheng was trying to forcibly take her downstairs.
That day, Ning Ruyan saw it very clearly. In the hospital, when the doctor told Pei Yucheng that she had suffered a severe blow to her abdomen, which led to a miscarriage and that she would never be able to have children again, his cold expression finally cracked.
That day, he hugged her and swore that he would take care of her for the rest of her life.
Ning Ruyan naturally knew that for a man like Pei Yucheng who was naturally dull and indifferent, his oath was only made out of guilt and pity, without any love at all.
However, Ning Ruyan was still happy in her heart. She was so persistent that she even had a bit of paranoia and believed that a lifetime was so long. As long as she had enough patience and waited and watched wholeheartedly, flowers would eventually bloom in the desert.
But, in the end, she overestimated herself and underestimated Pei Yucheng.
Pei Yucheng's heart is not a piece of stone that can never be warmed up.
Rather, he simply has no heart.
Having been with Pei Yucheng for so many years, all the women in the entertainment industry and the chaebol circle envied her. Everyone said: Pei Yucheng treated her the most tenderly, dotingly, and lovingly.
Such a powerful man doesn't even have a single romantic partner around him.
However, only Ning Ruyan herself knew best: the seemingly intimate sweetness was nothing but a hypocritical strangeness, which was a gap between her and Pei Yucheng that could not be crossed no matter what.
Over the years, Pei Yucheng has invested almost all of the top resources in the circle on her.
The better he treated her and the softer he spoke to her, the more the invisible knife in her heart stabbed deeper and harder.
Her profession is very complicated.
However, as a woman, the greatest sorrow is: seeing her filming intimate and passionate scenes with other men, while the man she loves most is indifferent, not only not angry or furious, but his brows are filled with a faint smile.
Ning Ruyan would probably never forget the first time she came into contact with the top resources in the film industry. She filmed "Chasing Shadows", which was so explicit that it was even jokingly called a pornographic film by film critics. However, when it was released, she specially took Pei Yucheng to the cinema to watch it, and Pei Yucheng didn't even raise an eyebrow.
At that time, her heart sank to the bottom of the ice, but she still asked him in a joking tone: "Seeing your girlfriend do such a large-scale scene, you are not angry or jealous?!"
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