"Isn't it all because of you that I haven't been promoted in these years?"
Hua Shilei roared in anger, his wide eyes seemed to be able to spit out fire as he stared straight at Liu Yingmei in front of him.
Liu Yingmei was startled by the sudden roar. She subconsciously looked at Captain Hua cautiously, and her body shrank involuntarily. Her originally arrogant and domineering aura disappeared in an instant, and she curled up her shoulders like a frightened quail.
At this moment, Hua Shilei's angry rebuke was like an extremely sharp knife, ruthlessly cutting the already shaky and fragile trust deep in her heart.
She felt as if her heart was being cut by a knife and was in great pain, but she couldn't refute a single word.
Her lips trembled slightly. She opened her mouth and tried to say something to defend herself, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something and she couldn't squeeze out a complete sentence for a long time.
Her eyes still glanced away unwillingly, as if she was still searching for a source of strength to cheer herself up, or a solid backing to rely on.
"Have you truly forgotten? Because of your arrogance and unreasonableness, I missed the chance to advance half a level last time!
Finally, I was forced to come to this desolate and remote island with no one to live on, just to be able to keep my current pitiful position!"
Hua Shilei became more and more excited as he spoke, and his voice became increasingly high-pitched.
"Do you know? You almost destroyed the bright future I worked so hard for for so many years! No, in fact, you have already completely destroyed it! Liu Yingmei, at this point, what do you want?"
Hua Shilei's deep and powerful voice was like thunder, exploding in this empty, lifeless room and echoing continuously.
Every word he uttered was like an extremely heavy hammer, mercilessly hitting Liu Yingmei's heart, which was as fragile as thin ice.
Liu Yingmei's body trembled violently, and her face, which was already as pale as paper, became even more bloodless.
Her eyes, which were usually high and mighty but now bloodshot and tear-stained, slowly drooped. She dared not look directly into Hua Shilei's cold gaze that was full of disappointment and anger.
Then, crystal clear tears silently burst out from her tightly closed eyes like a flood that broke through the dam, rolling down her slightly sagging cheeks, drop by drop, and soon completely soaked the front of her clothes.
At this moment, Liu Yingmei's heart was like a huge storm, and all kinds of complex and intertwined emotions instantly surged into her heart.
She knew that her actions over the years had indeed reached an extreme level. However, she acted this way and that way because she was too afraid of losing the man she loved deeply, Hua Shilei.
She couldn't imagine what a desolate and miserable scene it would be if she were left alone one day!
"I...I just love you too much, so I'm so worried and anxious, always on edge, afraid that one day you'll cruelly leave me."
Liu Yingmei's voice was so weak that it was almost inaudible, just like the buzzing of a wounded mosquito, but it contained despair and helplessness that penetrated deep into her bones.
Hearing this, Hua Shilei couldn't help but sigh heavily.
He gritted his teeth, trying hard to suppress the strong emotion of disgust that was gradually rising in his heart towards Hua Shilei, then took a step forward and walked slowly and with difficulty towards the direction where Liu Yingmei was.
When he got closer, he slowly squatted down, staring at the woman in front of him who was already crying with an extremely serious look, and said word by word:
"True love is not about restraint and unwarranted suspicion between each other. On the contrary, it should be based on mutual trust, understanding and respect.
But look at what you are doing now. What can you gain except bringing endless pain to both of us?
Now that things have come to this, perhaps separation is not a bad thing for both of us.
Otherwise, you should pack up and go home first."
Liu Yingmei slowly raised her head, her tearful eyes like two crystal clear pearls, staring at Hua Shilei in front of her with a misty and resentful look.
At this moment, her face was distorted by sadness and regret, and tears flowed down her cheeks like a spring, wetting her pale clothes.
"I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong. I promise I will never act so willfully and foolishly again."
Liu Yingmei's voice was trembling, and she choked with sobs as she spoke these words intermittently.
Every word seemed to be squeezed out from the depths of her broken heart, carrying endless pain and regret.
However, Hua Shilei just looked at her coldly, with a trace of fatigue and helplessness on his face.
He slowly stood up, stretched out his right hand and pinched his eyebrows hard, as if trying to relieve the inner irritability and pressure.
"I don't know how many times you've said this. But what happens? Every time, you forget the pain and start being unreasonable and unreasonable again within a few days! I've had enough!"
Hua Shilei took a deep breath, his tone filled with disappointment and anger.
After saying that, he shook his head, turned around and stopped looking at Liu Yingmei.
After a moment of silence, he spoke again:
"Because of you, I've missed several opportunities for promotion. My future was bright, but now... Sigh! Well, if that's the case, then leave it to you. Anyway, no matter what I say or do, you won't listen to a word.
I've been tortured by you and am exhausted. From now on, you can do whatever you want. At worst, I'll take off this military uniform and go back to my hometown to farm!"
Hearing this, Liu Yingmei was stunned as if she had been struck by a bolt from the blue.
She widened her eyes and looked at Hua Shilei's back in disbelief, tears streaming down her face like a flood.
"What? You actually said I was being unreasonable? Hua Shilei, check your conscience and think carefully about why I became like this? Wuwuwu... Isn't all this because of you?
If it weren't because I love you, if it weren't because I'm afraid of losing you, how could I possibly be so desperate and keep pestering you? Wuuuuuu... Just give me an explanation!
Tell me, what exactly am I inferior to others? Why do you treat me so cruelly... woo woo woo"
Liu Yingmei's face was pale, tears were streaming down her face, she was crying out at the top of her lungs, her voice seemed to penetrate the entire room.
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