Today, the crew took a break at 8 o'clock. Liang Yisheng was walking through the streets with a pile of take-out boxes, and Xu Yan followed behind him. When Xu Yan was waiting for him to rest, he didn't know how many eyes fell on him. At that time, he could still accept it calmly, but now he felt a little embarrassed.
"Hey, are you going to light the stove tonight?" The person who played the father of Liang Yisheng's character was a respected senior in the circle. He had just received the lunch box for the evening and hadn't opened it yet. When he saw the things in Liang Yisheng's hand, he said something.
Xu Yan bowed and greeted him. Liang Yisheng next to him said: "Would you like to have something?"
"Come on, look at your arrogant look, if I eat one of your chopsticks, won't you hate me for three days?" The senior rolled his eyes.
"No way." Liang Yisheng smiled.
This was the first time Xu Yan was on someone else's crew. In the past, he didn't have the energy to look at things from a spectator's perspective when he was on his own crew. He felt that everything had nothing to do with him, and he felt particularly relaxed and comfortable. In addition, Liang Yisheng was in a good mood, with a smile on his face all the time, so Xu Yan also relaxed. When he walked into the dressing room
, he almost bumped into Liang Yisheng. Liang Yisheng put the packing box on the table and instructed Xu Yan: "Close
the door." Xu Yan obeyed and closed the door.
"Lock it." Liang Yisheng said again.
Xu Yan hesitated this time: "No need, right? What if someone else comes in..."
While he was talking, the more mobile person had already come behind him, stretched out an arm, and locked the door directly over Xu Yan. Liang Yisheng whispered in his ear: "Who would dare to come after seeing me bring you in?"
Xu Yan really wouldn't respond to this. Liang Yisheng locked the door but didn't leave. He took advantage of his position to block Xu Yan, looking down at him, which made Xu Yan's ears hot.
"I... just heated up the food, you can eat it while it's hot." Xu Yan said dryly, because he didn't know how to respond, and he thought for a long time before he could come up with this sentence.
Liang Yisheng laughed, pinched Xu Yan's chin and lifted it up, forcing Xu Yan to look into his eyes: "Xu Yan, Zhang Yuan also said that you deliberately designed it in order to climb into my bed, which really exalted you. We are alone in a room, I am in front of you, and you don't even take the initiative to kiss me, is that seductive?"
"What..." Xu Yan was startled, his tongue was tied and his face was hot, "I, how can I know that kind of thing?"
"Isn't this teaching you? Let you kiss me." Liang Yisheng said in a commanding tone.
Xu Yan's heart almost jumped out of the dressing room. For more than a week, the sentence that Xiao Yuan said most often was like a spell that kept going back and forth in his mind - Teacher Xu, don't lie to me, you and the boss must be in love.
Is, is that so? When did it happen? Xu Yan himself had no idea.
Liang Yisheng asked Xu Yan to kiss him. Xu Yan grabbed Liang Yisheng's collar with a trembling breath. He had been kissed three times by him, which was the only kissing experience in Xu Yan's life. At this moment, Xu Yan suddenly felt that he was so boring, stupid and pale. The person he liked was in front of him, but his mind was blank. He didn't know how to please him, and he didn't know what to say to express his love.
It must be hard to be in love with you, Xu Yan thought of this sentence, and then thought, not only is it hard, it must be boring.
In terms of emotions, he is like a piece of rotten wood that has been drifting in the sea with the waves for many years, but he just happens to fall in love with the fastest and highest gull. How can I catch up with him? Xu Yan thought so, raised his head and kissed Liang Yisheng on the lips, trembling and stroking, their legs pressed together, quietly. This kiss was too quiet, especially making him look clumsy and wooden.
Xu Yan kissed for a while like a sacrifice with his eyes closed. He was so nervous that he didn't know what state he was in or what expression he had. When he closed his eyes, he realized that he had just closed his eyes. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Liang Yisheng staring at him calmly, which was not quite calm. The person looking at him had trembling breathing, as if such a bland kiss could arouse his interest.
Xu Yan felt a little frustrated and retracted his head in a wolfish manner: "What are you..." "
Xu Yan, what were you thinking about just now?" Liang Yisheng interrupted him.
Liang Yisheng always asked him "what are you thinking about".
Just like Cheng Xinlu always told him "If you are unhappy, don't hold it in, tell me", and like Xiao Yuan said, "You don't seem to care about anything, it's difficult for ordinary people to guess what you are thinking about". Xu Yan also thinks so. He rarely feels that he has intense emotions, the desire to express something, and the determination to get something.
But at this moment, Xu Yan looked at Liang Yisheng.
His role model, the highlight of his boring life, the person he deeply admired. Still wearing a uniform, straight and solemn, looking down on him but mercifully pitying him, Xu Yan truly understood what Li Xiangming meant by "reinvention".
The dumbest and most dedicated actors limit themselves to "entering the play" and "exiting the play". When acting, they completely forget who they are and devote themselves to the role. After the play, they need some time to find themselves again and forget the role. The better actors reshape themselves based on the role. At this moment, Xu Yan saw many people in Liang Yisheng, Liang Yisheng, Sheng Yan, Wei Yuan, and his new role in "Drunk in the Flower Shade".
It is impossible for Liang Yisheng to not be out of the play.
It has been so long, even that he chose to separate from Liang Yisheng at Lushuiting, and they have been apart for nearly two months. Only today did Xu Yan realize that it was not Liang Yisheng who did not act out, but himself. How many times did Liang Yisheng call "Qingshu"? He did not wake up until the end, and only then did he pull himself out of "Qingshu", but he said to him in such a sad tone, "I am not Qingshu".
Later in the wooden house, Liang Yisheng said, "I know who you are". He really knew, and he had always known it, but he chose the name "Qingshu" when the two kissed for the first time. He knew that he did not act out, and he thought it was Qingshu who wanted to get Wei Yuan's kiss, not Xu Yan who wanted to get Liang Yisheng's kiss.
God loves the world, Xu Yan thought of this sentence inexplicably, and deeply felt that it was most appropriate to use it here.
Xu Yan buried his face in Liang Yisheng's chest. As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was trembling with tears, but he still said what he wanted to say. There has never been a moment like now when he had to say it, had to say it, and had to say it.
"I was thinking... I was thinking, I was wrong to say Qingshu didn't like Wei Yuan. Liang Yisheng, Qingshu likes Wei Yuan." Xu Yan closed his eyes tightly, and tears were squeezed out, instantly soaking the not-so-soft fabric in front of him, "Not only that..."
Not only that, I also like you, long before Qingshu liked Wei Yuan, long before he became your "boyfriend", and long before I stepped into this circle when I saw you on TV for the first time. Xu Yan didn't know what love at first sight meant. To him, love at first sight meant tracing the confusing but overflowing love back to the beginning, and starting from that first glance, as the reason why I will definitely fall in love with you.
"Not only that, sparrows will fall in love with their owners. It's not because of the shelter under your eaves, not because of how gorgeous the cage you gave me is, but because I can see you every day through the window, and I don't want to fly away." Xu Yan said.
Xu Yan originally wanted to come and take a look, give him a meal and leave, and he had already bought the return ticket, but Liang Yisheng returned it with his mobile phone and took him to the hotel where he was staying to book a room.
Xu Yan notified Xiao Yuan and Cheng Xinlu in the group, saying that he would not be going back tomorrow.
Xiao Yuan sent a screen full of exclamation marks: Oh oh oh oh oh ok!!! Then tell me in advance when you come back, I will pick you up at the airport!
Cheng Xinlu:?
Cheng Xinlu: Are you two together?
Xu Yan:...
The next second Cheng Xinlu called. Xu Yan was lying on the bed, holding the phone and listening to the ringtone for a long time before answering it resignedly.
"Hello? Where are you now!" Cheng Xinlu's tone was very uneasy, very uneasy.
"...In the hotel where Liang Yisheng is staying."
"?! Are you two in the same room?" Cheng Xinlu shouted.
"No, I have my own room, next to Liang Yisheng." Xu Yan explained.
"That's good, don't be too fast. Although... it's quite convenient for you two to be together, and you don't need any public relations, but you still have to be careful. After all, he is Liang Yisheng. Even if you don't like to hear it, I have to say a few words. When you were not in love with him, I was not too worried that you would fall in love with Nao. Now that you are in love with him, I am worried . Don't fall in love with Nao too much..."
"Sister... I know, I am 27 after all, I am not a child." Xu Yan continued helplessly. "
It is because you are 27 that I have to say it. At 27, I always feel that I know everything. Liang Yisheng is a person who is hard to see through. You must think that he is good in everything now, but you still have to focus on yourself in everything, you know?"
Cheng Xinlu's words were all for his consideration. Xu Yan did not refute and agreed.
Xiao Yuan took the script of Xu Yan's new play back with him. He thought he would be able to go back tomorrow. Cheng Xinlu asked for an electronic version and sent it to Xu Yan, asking him to read the script and memorize the lines when he had nothing to do. It
was really boring to be alone in the hotel. I fell asleep while memorizing the lines without knowing when. When he woke up again, he saw someone sitting next to the bed. Xu Yan sat up quickly: "Teacher Liang, are you done with work? I... accidentally fell asleep."
He read the script and set his phone to always on. Liang Yishen took it in his hand and asked him: "New play?"
Xu Yan nodded: "Yes, the second male lead in a fairy tale drama. I have a lot of scenes. It will start shooting at the end of August. I have to hurry to memorize the lines."
"I have some impression of this play. Who is the director?"
"Teacher Zheng Li."
Liang Yishen nodded: "We can shoot it. Zheng Li's works in recent years are all good, but he has a very good temper. He won't refuse many people with connections who want to insert people into the role."
Xu Yan was silent for a while, and indeed someone was inserted into the role. The editor even readjusted the script for this. Originally Xu Yan was the second male lead, and although the newly added male actor didn’t have many roles, his importance was comparable to that of the second male lead. Xu Yan didn’t say it out loud, fearing that Liang Yisheng would worry about him. This kind of situation is actually very common. He himself doesn’t have the ability to secure the second role, and he can’t do anything about being cut in line.
“Who are the male and female protagonists?” Liang Yisheng asked again.
Xu Yan glanced at him secretly and whispered, “The male protagonist... is Zhuo Lu.”
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