Chapter 196 My Heart Beats for You



Ye Junfei chuckled softly, letting her bite him without any annoyance; in fact, he felt a touch of pleasure. (M.cascoo.net)

After she finished biting, he picked up the divorce papers and burned them.

Then he held her in his arms and said, "You are the wife I went through so much trouble to marry, how could I let you go so easily?"

"You just said you like me a little, is that true?"

Lin Xiuyan said irritably, "Didn't you say that if I were lying, you would be able to tell at a glance?"

Ye Junfei smiled and said, "I know you're not lying, but this is a huge surprise for me, and I need to confirm it with you again."

Because he liked it so much, he became even more anxious about losing it.

Lin Xiuyan was speechless.

The two were very close at that moment, and she could truly feel his joy.

She was slightly dazed; the tyrant and ruthless killer from her past life had such a lovely and warm side.

Ye Junfei pressed his forehead against hers and said, "Xiuyan, since I was born, no one has wanted me."

"As time went on, I realized that it was fine if no one wanted me. I could do whatever I wanted without caring about other people's opinions or feelings."

"But when I wake up in the middle of the night, I think about how I am all alone in this world, and I inevitably feel a little lonely. I hope that someone can treat me sincerely."

"I know you don't like me, but I forced you into this relationship."

"I've always known that only if I treat you with all my heart will you believe that I have a sincere heart for you."

"You're right that I wanted to kill Xu Qianting. I have indeed wanted to kill him more than once because I was jealous of him."

Lin Xiuyan was somewhat moved by his words and looked up at him, but he reached out and covered her eyes.

He said softly, "I'm jealous that you were willing to risk your life to protect him."

“I’m also jealous of him. He got to grow up with you, ride horses through the streets with you, and lead people in fights.”

“I’m also jealous of him. Whenever something happens to him, you stand up for him and do everything you can to protect him.”

He said this with a hint of grievance in his voice: "No one has ever been so kind to me before, and I wish someone would be kind to me too."

"After returning today, I have indeed thought about it. If you really don't like me at all, then I will no longer force you, we will divorce, and I will let you go."

"But when I see you, I can't bear to leave you. I keep asking you if you like me even a little bit, but that's just wishful thinking on my part."

"Even if you like me just a little bit, that would be good, or even if you don't dislike me, that would be good."

Lin Xiuyan felt a mix of emotions when she heard his words.

She whispered, "So, you're sincere with me, you really like me?"

Ye Junfei removed the hand covering her eyes, slowly straightened up, and looked at her, saying, "I've practically ripped my heart out for you, and you still doubt my feelings for you?"

After he finished speaking, he took her hand and placed it on his chest: "Feel it for yourself, it's beating for you right now."

He left the Lin residence these past few days partly because he had things to do, and partly because he wanted to calm himself down.

In essence, there is no logic to matters of the heart.

It wasn't that he wasn't angry with her; in fact, when he was really angry, he even considered never seeing her again.

But the thought of never seeing her again filled him with immense sadness.

So he asked himself, what do I really want?

He thought about it for several days, and his final answer was always the same: he wanted her.

So when he realized that she didn't dislike him and even had some affection for him, he felt he could fight for himself one more time.

He pulled Lin Xiuyan's hand and placed it on his chest.

To be honest, she didn't feel much of his burning heartbeat; she felt more of the even texture of his muscles and the exquisite feel of them.

Her face flushed slightly as she pulled her hand back, saying, "That's enough!"

Ye Junfei looked at her and said, "I don't accept your verbal apology for Xu Qianting's matter. If you're going to apologize, then do something substantial."

Lin Xiuyan has gained a deeper understanding of him over this period of time and knows what he means by "real".

She smiled slyly and looked at him, asking, "You said you like me a lot?"

Ye Junfei nodded, and Lin Xiuyan raised an eyebrow slightly, saying, "If you like someone, you have to learn to respect them."

"To respect a person is to not force them to do anything they don't want to do."

"To express my apology, let me make you a purse. It's tangible and real!"

Ye Junfei's lips curled slightly: "It sounds like it makes some sense, but I'm not one to compromise myself."

"By the time you're willing, I'm afraid I'll be too old."

After he finished speaking, he grabbed the back of her head and kissed her lips.

Lin Xiuyan: "..."

What he wanted was, as always, "practicality".

After kissing her, he breathed softly on her lips and said, "I will forgive you after you finish making the purse and give it to me."

Lin Xiuyan experienced once again what it meant to push one's luck.

She reached out and gently wrapped her arms around his waist, saying, "Ye Junfei, you're not allowed to bully me anymore!"

Ye Junfei opened his beautiful peach blossom eyes and looked at her with sparkling eyes, saying, "Then it's your turn to bully me. I promise I'll lie down and let you bully me."

Lin Xiuyan: "..."

This guy can't stay serious for more than three breaths; he can steer any conversation in a certain direction.

She reached out and pinched his waist, and he chuckled, "Harder."

Lin Xiuyan: "..."

So she pinched him hard, but he lowered his head and gently kissed her forehead.

He said gently, "Xiuyan, do you know? I'm very happy right now."

Lin Xiuyan had no idea how happy he was right now; all she wanted to do was twist him to death.

But after this incident, things seemed to have changed between her and Ye Junfei.

She couldn't quite put her finger on what was different.

She genuinely felt that she was no longer so afraid of him.

When she was no longer as afraid of him as before, their interactions became much more relaxed.

She no longer needed to worry about him angering her one day and having his sword slice off her head.

He didn't get angry even though she pinched him so hard.

At this point, Lin Xiuyan finally realized that he did seem to like her, and she also liked him a little.

This feeling is subtle and wonderful.

Lin Xiuyan went to see Xu Qianting that evening. He had already woken up, but his injuries were still quite serious. He was recuperating at the Lin residence for the next few days.

He saw her coming, his expression was somewhat complicated, he turned his head away from her, but then felt that his behavior was too stupid, so he turned his head back to look at her.

She smiled and said, "You look pretty good today!"

After she finished speaking, she reached out to take his pulse, but he thought she was going to take his hand, so he withdrew his hand.

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