At this moment, Lin Xiuyan was completely embraced by Ye Junfei. Both of them were naked, and this feeling was quite shameful.
Her face flushed slightly, and she tried to move aside, but as soon as she moved, she felt as if her whole body was falling apart, and she was in pain all over.
She couldn't help but gasp.
Ye Junfei asked her, "Where does it hurt? Let me rub it for you."
Lin Xiuyan: "..."
Is the most painful spot something you can rub with your hands?
She was so angry that she reached out and hooked her arm around his neck, then bit him hard on the shoulder.
Ye Junfei chuckled softly, lifting her body slightly upwards so she could bite him more easily.
His memory of last night was fragmented, but he knew it was his fault.
He'd do anything to appease her anger today.
His cooperation left Lin Xiuyan unsure of what to do.
Especially his hand that was supporting her, with slightly calloused fingertips, which, with the slightest pressure, produced an intense tingling and itching sensation.
Her heart started racing uncontrollably.
Lin Xiuyan biting Ye Junfei was originally just an expression of her emotions, not because she was really angry with him.
But when she saw his back, she was struck dumb, frozen in place.
Ye Junfei sensed the change in her emotions and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
What appeared before Lin Xiuyan's eyes was the night in her past life when she was thrown into a dark room by Ye Junfei and tormented by others.
That night, she didn't see the man's face, but as he was getting dressed, she caught a glimpse of his back in the wake of a flash of thunder.
His back was covered in scars, with a circular scar just below his left shoulder blade.
In addition, he had a long, narrow knife wound on his back that ran from his left shoulder to his right waist, as well as several whip marks.
The scars on Ye Junfei's back are exactly the same as those on the back of the person from that night in his previous life!
She looked at his back, and memories of her past and present lives overlapped.
She was being held in Ye Junfei's arms, but she felt a bone-chilling cold.
That person from my past life was actually him!
Yes, the person who tormented her all night in her past life, making her wish she were dead, was most likely him!
For a moment, she didn't know how to process this fact, and her body began to tremble uncontrollably.
That night in her past life was a nightmare she could never forget.
Every time she thinks about it, she gets drenched in sweat.
Ye Junfei embraced her and asked, "Xiuyan, are you alright?"
When Lin Xiuyan saw his concerned yet worried eyes, she didn't know what she was thinking at that moment.
Although their first time last night was more painful than pleasurable, she did like him after all, and knew that he was poisoned and out of control.
So although it was tough, I felt I could endure it.
But in her past life, she truly felt despair.
For a moment, Lin Xiuyan couldn't understand the difference between her past life and this life. She was in a state of illusion, suffering terribly.
She reached out and pushed Ye Junfei away, then leaned against the edge of the bed and began to vomit uncontrollably.
Ye Junfei reached out to hug her: "Where do you feel unwell?"
Lin Xiuyan slapped his hand away, her voice sharp: "Don't touch me!"
Ye Junfei frowned slightly, not quite understanding why she had suddenly changed so much when she had been perfectly fine just moments before.
He felt guilty, thinking that he might have been too rough with her last night.
He said gently, "I won't touch you, you can rest for a while."
Their first time, which should have been incredibly beautiful, turned into the very thing he least wanted because of Princess Anle's scheme.
After he got dressed, he discovered that he had torn her clothes the night before, and her body was covered in marks he had left. He was heartbroken.
Ye Junfei went out and found her a set of clothes. She half-embraced the quilt, her face pale, and leaned against the wall, breathing softly.
Ye Junfei asked softly, "Are you feeling better?"
Lin Xiuyan's eyelashes trembled slightly. After hesitating for a moment, she finally looked up at him.
Ye Junfei had seen all sorts of looks from Lin Xiuyan, from initial fear and apprehension to later joy and intimacy; he was familiar with them all.
But the look she gave him surprised him; it was an extremely complex expression.
There was repression, helplessness, anger, and disgust.
He has always been intelligent and very sensitive to the people and things around him.
Her sudden change in gaze made him realize that she had withdrawn her previous feelings for him overnight.
Although the two had been intimate last night, their feelings suddenly returned to their initial state, and she seemed to dislike him intensely.
Ye Junfei felt a little flustered. He sat down on the edge of the bed and said gently, "I was wrong last night. You can hit me or scold me if you want, just please don't ignore me."
Lin Xiuyan rationally knew that what he did in his past life had nothing to do with him in this life.
But in this life, he did almost the same thing to her as in her previous life, and she couldn't get over it.
She said softly, "I don't want to see you right now. Let me be alone for a while."
Ye Junfei's brows furrowed; in this matter, he was ultimately in the wrong.
He placed the clothes beside her and noticed that her hands were tightly gripping the blanket. He wanted to gently stroke her hand to comfort her.
After realizing his intention, she quickly pulled her hand back under the covers.
Ye Junfei touched nothing, feeling her extremely strong rejection of him.
He lowered his gaze slightly and said softly, "Then I'll go out and tidy up Anle first. You rest first, and I'll come back to pick you up later."
Lin Xiuyan didn't respond to him. She lowered her gaze and didn't look at him. She just wrapped the blanket tighter around herself.
Ye Junfei walked to the door and glanced at her again, still somewhat worried. She was curled up in a ball, her face pale, her hair wet with sweat and stuck to her forehead, looking fragile and helpless.
This Lin Xiuyan was somewhat unfamiliar to Ye Junfei. She had become like this because of him, and he felt extremely guilty.
He closed the door and waited a while, then heard extremely suppressed sobbing coming from inside.
Ye Junfei's gentle face instantly turned murderous, and he clenched his fists.
Lin Xiuyan didn't know why she was crying, but she knew she needed to vent her emotions, otherwise she wouldn't be able to handle it.
When she was first reborn, she was on edge, fearing that the tragedy of her previous life would repeat itself.
During this time, her heart gradually opened up, and she let go of the things about her past life.
Because she discovered that many things had changed, and the tragedy of her past life should not happen again.
But what happened last night reminded her that while her rebirth changed some things, some things seemed to remain unchanged.
She no longer knew how to get along with Ye Junfei in the future.
She told herself that even if she couldn't change too many things after her rebirth, she would still make changes! She still had a lot to do.
Crying and sadness are things for the weak; she can't spend too much time on this. (M.cascoo.net)
Fifteen minutes later, Lin Xiuyan composed herself, wiped away her tears, changed her clothes, and prepared to get out of bed.
When she stepped onto the ground, her legs went weak, and she collapsed headfirst to the ground...
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