Chapter 77 The Unreal World (1)
As a heart transplant recipient, Nisa often feels that the world before her is an illusion.
Because the heart that perceives this world is no longer your original one.
Whenever she saw the scenery in front of her, she felt insecure.
When she sees a water cup, she will think, is this my water cup? Why does this water cup look so strange?
When she walks towards the bed in the bedroom, she will think, is this my room? Why is this bed unfamiliar to me? Maybe I don’t sleep here every day…
Sometimes, many unreal images would appear in front of her eyes for no reason, some of which were towering office buildings.
It was as if I was taking the stairs to a certain floor to work, and like a general manager, I walked into an office with my head held high, and greeted each employee with a smile.
Computers, data, and ever-changing monetary figures...
Red wine, white wine, beer, a large table of exquisite dishes, and a boss dressed in high-end clothes...
Sometimes, many children's faces would appear in front of her eyes, fat, thin, big, small, crying, sad...
It was as if I were a human trafficker, thinking about how to kidnap children...
Children in luxurious villas;
Children in the park;
Kids in the mall;
The kid at the alley entrance...
She couldn't feel her true self.
She felt that the images floating before her eyes were all unfamiliar to her. They were all images left in her heart by the person who gave her his heart.
The problem is, these real and fake images are increasingly affecting my judgment, perception, and ability to act...
"My life is ruined!" She thought sadly many times.
A person, a living person, can breathe, eat, sleep, walk and do things.
But, don’t forgive your heart!
This heart completely controls one's emotions, will, imagination, and even love, hate, and emotions.
Nisa remembered that she didn't like money much in the past, but now, when she saw money, she was filled with excitement.
Nisa remembers that she didn't like dressing up much in the past and always dressed herself up as a fake daughter.
But now——
I love dressing up. Before going out, I must put on makeup.
Wearing clothes is a thousand times more particular than in the past.
All those clothes I bought from street stalls were thrown away by myself!
Instead, I buy everything myself in high-end shopping malls. I never dared to visit such high-end stores before, but now, which coat is not bought there?
Nisa remembered that in the past, she wasn't particular about food. She'd just eat instant noodles and that was enough. Now, if it wasn't good food, she wouldn't eat it...
If you calm down and think about it, you will find that you have changed a lot!
And this change is not a temporary one, but it is like one's own blood has been completely replaced suddenly; one's own brain has been cleansed in an instant... and new ideas, new habits, and new hobbies seem to be born with them!
Could it be that after having my heart transplanted, I have completely become a different person?
He turned into the human trafficker who was hit and killed?!
Then, won’t my next life be spent in crime and regret?
Nisa is unwilling to accept this!
When Nisa thought about this, she felt like she was going crazy!
This is what I think when my mind is calm and my mood is peaceful.
Once the heart in her chest began to stir restlessly, she would completely lose her mind and act like an uncontrollable madman, following the guidance of her heart...
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