Chapter 78: The Unreal World (2)
The so-called illusory world is not real, not the world that you were familiar with in the past, and not the world that you once liked.
Nisa was tortured by this illusory world and felt helpless and in excruciating pain.
She had thought about death.
But, she is still so young, she hasn't even married or had children...
She was unwilling to accept it.
But there is no good way.
I had also expressed this thought to the female police officer named An.
"Ni Sa, we all understand your situation. Since you've had a heart transplant, just make the best of it." After listening to Ni Sa's story, Officer An could only comfort her.
"Furthermore, you can write down some strange images that flash through your mind. These may be what the person who gave you a heart transplant experienced or thought... If you persist in doing so, these records may be useful to the police in solving the case!" Officer An.
After hearing what Officer An said, Nisa finally felt better.
It would be great if someone could understand her and know her difficulties. When she is driven by her heart to do bad things, recording what she sees and hears can be considered a contribution to the police in solving the case.
So, after returning home from the hospital, she began to recall her memories with difficulty and wrote two articles.
As she thought about it, for some reason, her mind became unclear again.
The handsome man's face began to appear in front of my eyes.
He has a long face and big eyes. When he looks at people, he is very focused. His pupils are brown and his eyelashes are very long...
As she was thinking, an extremely indecent picture suddenly appeared in her mind:
She stood before him, naked;
And he stared at me intently...
The following scene shows two people hugging each other and making passionate love on the bed.
But, the woman in this picture, is it me, Nisa, who is hugging and kissing him?
Or the physical intimacy between me and the woman who gave me my heart?
Is the picture in your mind a projection of your new heart into your brain, or is it something that actually happened and you experienced?
These images are strange, yet so familiar...
Nisa's head started to hurt again.
She suddenly recalled that when she confessed to the police, she had told them that she drank mineral water at the man's house and lost consciousness. When she woke up, she found herself lying on the big bed at home, naked...
Now that I think about it, what I experienced at that time was most likely an illusion, an image left in my mind, rather than something I actually experienced!
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If you are completely controlled by illusory images, then aren't everything you think, see, and hear all illusions in the illusory world?
In other words, all of that was not what the real self experienced, but rather an illusory heart, a picture reflected in one’s mind!
In this way, many of my perceptions are wrong, disguised, false, deceptive, and do not belong to me!
It's like there are two people inside me.
A person is his true self;
A person is an illusory image left in one's body by a replaced heart...
When certain images flash through one's mind;
When you feel love, hate, and passion in your heart;
When your emotions get out of control...
Many times, what is reflected is no longer one's true feelings, but the feelings of someone else!
Although her master was dead, her heart was still beating healthily in Nisa's chest...
Although her master had passed away, this heart still tyrannically controlled an innocent girl, forcing her to perceive according to her heart's perceptions, think according to her heart's consciousness, and react according to her heart's emotions...
The real self is becoming weaker and weaker;
The heart that suddenly broke in became more and more overbearing, more and more unreasonable...
So, Ni Sa felt that he was no longer Ni Sa, he had become that woman trafficker!
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