Chapter 55: Enlightenment and Touching
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"I am not the emperor. I am just an ordinary person. Everyone would be afraid of someone who values his own life jumping off a cliff in front of him, with his life or death hanging in the balance." Although An Hui appeared to be much calmer, his heart was still filled with anxiety and fear. The scene of the emperor jumping off the cliff kept repeating before his eyes, making him almost numb with the pain. And because of this constant numbness, he had a feeling of giving it a go. He had kept some words in his heart for too long, and he really couldn't bear it anymore.
Being teased, bullied, looked down upon, none of these mattered. Even though he knew he shouldn't say such things, he just couldn't help it. He wanted the emperor to know his feelings. He didn't want his feelings to become a permanent secret and regret if there really came a day when one of them disappeared for no reason.
"To those who value life more than anything else, if I can never come up again, you..." Qian Heliyou wanted to ask "what will you do", but when the words came to her lips, she felt a little childish. When would she ask such a question? It was so stupid and ridiculous.
But just because she didn't ask doesn't mean others won't tell.
"Everything I have was given by the emperor. If the emperor is gone, there is no meaning for me to live." Maybe he was too surprised at the time and did not think too much about it, but if the emperor could not come back at that time, he thought he would follow him without hesitation. Just as he said, without the emperor, there would be no meaning for him to live, and he did not want to live in longing and pain.
Qian Heliyou's heart was moved by An Hui's words, but he also thought of Qin Ning at the same time. Could he have jumped down with her in the same mood? No, no, no, Qin Ning was not An Hui. Qin Ning's thoughts were much more complicated. But no matter what, Qin Ning jumped down with him, and she was so mean to him.
Suddenly, Qianhe Liyou felt a rare sense of guilt, very faint, but it left the shadow of Qin Ning in his heart.
“An Hui, don’t talk about life and death lightly. Even if you see my corpse, don’t give up hope that I’m still alive. This is an order, do you understand?” After thousands of years of cultivation, even the nine calamities of heavenly thunder cannot make her disappear. Although she has not yet become a god, she has already been a god-like existence. The so-called gods in this world are nothing more than various practitioners with great magical powers, some are humans, and some are demons and monsters. In other words, there are no gods in this world, but there are more beings with powerful powers, so the word "god" comes into being.
"" An Hui remained silent, because he understood but could not do it, and the emperor said that this was an order, and orders must be respected, but he was not sure that he could follow his orders.
"I will not die, believe me." Qian Heliyou walked in front of An Huishen, pulled him up from the ground, let him look at himself face to face, so that he could believe himself
An Hui was confused. Of course he believed the emperor, but who wouldn't die? How could he believe such words? But he couldn't help but believe it, because what he saw in the emperor's eyes was great confidence and seriousness, as if what she said was the truth and it was irrefutable.
"The safety of the emperor is more important than anything else. Of course, I am willing to believe what the emperor says." An Hui's answer was a little reluctant, but he had just experienced such an exciting experience, so he could only reply reluctantly. He had already seen through his own life and death, but he would never be able to let go of the scene he had just experienced.
A flash of blood flashed across Qian Heliyou's deep eyes, which showed that her emotions were extremely volatile. She could not control her bloodthirstiness. She slowly put her hands around An Hui's neck and pulled him closer.
An Hui was a little surprised, but soon he seemed to understand and gently closed his eyes. He had seen the emperor's expression before, and he knew what the emperor wanted to do. He felt that this was an honor.
Qianhe Liyou's bloody fangs sank deeply into Anhui's skin. The strong smell of blood made Qianhe Liyou's eyes turn completely red, but this was only a momentary change. This time Qianhe Liyou did not suck too much blood. She quickly retracted her bloody fangs and gently kissed Anhui's neck.
An Hui's whole body trembled, and he suddenly opened his eyes, but he could only see the head buried in his neck. "Your Majesty," An Hui called the emperor in an unstable voice. He was not sure what the emperor was doing to him, but if it was really as he thought...
Thinking of this, An Hui's face turned awkward and his ears turned red.
"Don't move, that's not what you want," Qianhe Liyou said in a nasty tone while licking An Hui. Even if she was ignorant of feelings, she understood An Hui's feelings for her, and she was of course quite fond of An Hui. The last kiss proved this point. She was very picky and not everyone was willing to get close to her.
An Hui felt as if there was a fire burning his whole body, but no matter how hot it was, it couldn't compare to the heat brought to him by the emperor. Could he enjoy everything the emperor brought him? He didn't know the answer, but he knew that he didn't want to refuse at all.
It's not about being able or not, he has seen through life and death a long time ago, and he will not compromise himself for the sake of life and death. If he doesn't want to, even if the object is the emperor of a country, he would rather die than agree. But the person in front of him is not only the emperor, not only is she the benefactor who gave him all this, but more importantly, she is the person in his heart. His loyalty to her has changed unconsciously, and this change came so suddenly that he can't control it at all, maybe it's because she made him take off the mask and destroyed the cage she built for himself with his own hands, maybe it's because of her trust in him that made him the only shadow she could accept, maybe it's because he saw her gentleness under her indifference to those men, which made him envy and admire her, maybe there are many maybes, which make him sink again and again and unable to extricate himself.
An Hui thought about it and understood everything. He closed his eyes tightly again, but his expression was no longer calm. Instead, he was nervous and his face was flushed, and his breathing was rapid.
"Don't be too nervous, relax." Qian He Liyou whispered softly beside An Hui's ear when she noticed his nervousness. She hadn't planned to do anything, she just wanted to kiss him, but now she saw him like this, like a lamb to be slaughtered, and she suddenly felt reluctant to stop and wanted to continue.
An Hui also wanted to relax, but how could he relax? "Your Majesty, I don't know what to do."
As the leader of the Anbu, of course he understood certain things about love affairs. Many of the secret agents had undergone this kind of training and were spread across brothels in various countries. However, he understood it but had never experienced it himself. Especially since the person in front of him was a person of thoughts, his mind was in a mess and he couldn't think of anything at all, let alone know how to relax.
"Go with your feelings, don't force it, don't restrain yourself." In fact, she didn't understand much, but with her experience as Luo Weiqing, she also understood the men here. Because of the customs here, most of these men are very reserved and restrained. The affairs of the boudoir are just like the ladies of ancient times, which makes her feel funny and cute. Just like An Hui in front of her, even though he is so different from ordinary men, he has experienced many hardships and hardships, but at this time he is still awkward and reserved, which makes her feel an urge to pity him.
"Don't be afraid, I will treat you well." Qianhe Liyou held An Hui's hand, half-hugged him and walked towards the couch. An Hui's face became redder and redder, until he was pressed under Qianhe Liyou, and he didn't dare to open his eyes to take a look.
End of this chapter
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