Chapter 84 Familiarity
I haven't been back here for a long time, and Wen Yan was filled with emotion.
Ever since she walked out on that rainy night, Wen Yan never thought that she would come back here one day.
Qi Yu'an has been paying attention to Wen Yan's emotions. He doesn't know whether Wen Yan has more memories of the tenderness of those three years or the ending that embarrassed him.
He didn't dare to ask, so he could only observe and be ready to apologize at any time.
But after Wen Yan got off the car, she just looked around calmly, her voice without any emotion: "Shall we go in?"
Qi Yuan called out anxiously, "Wen Yan."
Wen Yan smiled at him and said, "Let's go."
After entering, Wen Yan realized that even though so much time had passed and his memory of this place had become a little fuzzy, everything in this villa felt very familiar to him, as if not much had changed since he lived here before.
He asked in confusion: "It seems that not much has changed here?"
Qi Yu'an explained carefully: "It's the same as before, nothing has changed."
Wen Yan looked at him, motionless.
Qi Yu'an immediately said, "If you don't like it, I'll have someone redo it."
After a long time, Wen Yan said, "No need."
Qi Yu'an said attentively: "Do you want to go upstairs and take a rest? Sister Wang has been cleaning your room."
Wen Yan's mood was complicated at the moment, but he still went upstairs and pushed open the door of memory, and the dusty memories came flooding back.
Wen Yan walked in. Nothing had changed, including the bedding, curtains, carpets, and even the doll on the bed. In a trance, Wen Yan felt that all these years had been just a dream, and she had just woken up.
He picked up his favorite doll, which Qi Yu'an had brought back for him when he was on a business trip. He liked it very much and placed it on the bedside table.
Wen Yan walked into the cloakroom again. In addition to the clothes he had left behind before, he had added a lot more. He thought that Qi Yuan's cloakroom couldn't hold them all so he put them in this room.
Qi Yu'an's voice echoed behind him, and he explained, "These are all your clothes. I didn't touch the ones you left behind before, but I added some for you every year. Later, there was no more space, and the housekeeper said that we can clear out the out-of-season clothes and only keep the current year's clothes, so that you will have clothes to change into when you come back."
Wen Yan looked at the clothes. Having been in the entertainment industry for so long, he knew at a glance that these were the latest models of various luxury brands, and some were probably custom-made.
It was impossible to say that she had no feelings at all. Wen Yan tried her best to sound normal: "What if I never come back?"
Qi Yu'an just smiled bitterly: "I'm not doing this to say that I am sure you will come back, I just want to do this. If you don't come back, this place will only belong to you."
Wen Yan looked at Qi Yu'an, and after a long time she felt her heart beating again because of Qi Yu'an.
He didn't say it out loud, but said calmly, "I understand."
Seeing that Wen Yan did not refuse these, Qi Yu'an secretly encouraged himself, and then he mustered up the courage to speak: "Wen Yan, do you want to stay here today?"
After Wen Yan glanced at him, Qi Yu'an swore: "I promise I won't disturb you casually."
Wen Yan found it funny and sad at the same time. This person would never have spoken so humbly a few years ago.
He is always high-spirited, calm and self-possessed, and sticks to his word.
I remembered what Han Yousheng said, "When the situation was at its worst, he didn't want to live at all."
When Wen Yan realized that she was feeling sorry for Qi Yu'an, she knew that she was finished.
"Okay." Before Qi Yu'an spoke again, Wen Yan heard her own voice.
Seeing that Wen Yan had been silent, Qi Yu'an thought that he was unwilling, and was about to say something to make amends so as not to make Wen Yan unhappy.
When he heard the word "yes", he even doubted whether it was he who said it.
But Wen Yan looked into his eyes and said again: "Okay."
Qi Yu'an felt at a loss. Wen Yan agreed to stay tonight, but he didn't know what he should do.
Wen Yan looked at his helpless look and began to reflect on whether she had been too mean to him before.
Of course, if that's the case, it's Qi Yu'an's fault.
Wen Yan took the initiative to find something for Qi Yu'an to do: "Is there any food at home? What do you want to eat for lunch?"
Qi Yu'an didn't know if there was any food at home. He seldom ate at home and usually just ate at the company. He just had to come back here to sleep at night.
As time went by, Mrs. Wang rarely asked him whether he was coming back for dinner.
Qi Yu'an was a little embarrassed: "I don't know, I'll go check it out now."
Wen Yan stopped him: "Let's go together."
I opened the refrigerator and found that there was nothing in it except some fast food. Mrs. Wang is not here except for cleaning and changing clothes at fixed times.
Wen Yan closed the refrigerator: "I'm going out to buy groceries now."
Qi Yu'an hurriedly said, "I'll go too."
Wen Yan looked at him helplessly: "You go and have a rest, I'll buy it at the store outside and will be back soon."
Qi Yu'an was worried and still wanted to follow, until Wen Yan ordered him to rest at home.
Ever since Wen Yan left the yard, he sat on the sofa, his mind full of random thoughts, without stopping for a moment, until he saw Wen Yan coming back with the vegetables.
He wiped the cold sweat from his anxious state. Not wanting to be discovered by Wen Yan, he pretended to be calm and asked, "What did you buy?"
Wen Yan thought he was a little strange but didn't notice anything, so she replied: "Some vegetables and beef. It's too late for lunch, so just eat something simple."
Qi Yu'an had no objection, he was fine with eating white rice.
Wen Yan took the things into the kitchen, and Qi Yu'an came over to help, so Wen Yan asked him to wash the vegetables.
Qi Yu'an was very happy. He washed the leaves one by one very carefully.
Wen Yan was helpless, but didn't say anything to him.
Wait patiently for him to finish washing, then let him wait in the living room.
Qi Yu'an didn't want to go, but was afraid that Wen Yan would be angry, so he walked away looking back every few steps.
Wen Yan could feel that Qi Yu'an was a little too dependent on him, but he just thought that it would be fine after a while, so he didn't care too much.
It was late at night, but Wen Yan actually didn't fall asleep. He was often filming on the set, and his days and nights were reversed, so he usually went to bed in the early morning.
Moreover, the bed he was lying on now reminded him of many things in the past. The memories were so overwhelming that he had no desire to sleep at all.
He was lying in bed thinking about the past years when he heard the door of his room being opened.
He became alert in an instant, and soon he discovered that the vague figure in the moonlight was Qi Yu'an.
Wen Yan calmed down. He wanted to see what Qi Yu'an was trying to do by sneaking into his room so late at night.
Qi Yu'an stood at the door for a while, and only after he made sure that Wen Yan was "sleeping" soundly did he move himself to the side of Wen Yan's bed cautiously like a thief.
Wen Yan closed her eyes quietly, seemingly unaware of anything. Qi Yu'an used the moonlight to carefully depict Wen Yan's eyebrows, nose tip, lips, over and over again, as if he could never see enough.
Just when Wen Yan almost couldn't help but open her eyes, Qi Yuan moved.