Chapter 49: Poor Self-Esteem
"Take your hands off me, I'll take them off."
Shen Weiyang felt that her fists were hardened, and she really couldn't stand this man's clumsy and contrived acting.
Leng Huaijin now seemed like a masochist. Seeing her cold and stern look, he became excited and happy instead.
He immediately released his big hands that were clutching the hem of his T-shirt and let Shen Weiyang take it off for him, looking like he was going to ravage me without mercy.
The corners of Shen Weiyang's eyes twitched, and he felt that there must be something wrong with his g-ayda.
I'm not trying to help him, I just don't want him to talk nonsense in front of the kids.
Shen Weiyang took a deep breath silently, thinking this in her heart, and then she grabbed the hem of his T-shirt and pulled it up.
As the T-shirt fabric gradually moved upwards, the man's strong and sturdy eight-pack abs were slowly exposed to the air, with clear barriers and a wild beauty.
When they were together before, when their love was deep, she used to be crazy...
When she thought of the past, her cheeks became hot and red all the way to her ears. She looked away in panic, but when she looked up, she met the man's affectionate eyes.
Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat.
By the time she reacted, the man had already pressed down on her, snatching the thin air from her mouth and rubbing his ears against hers...
It's funny to say that four years ago she was obsessed with Leng Huaijin and had always held an unrealistic fantasy. There was also a reason that she found difficult to say.
That is, Leng Huaijin has a great desire for her, and every time he is with her, he always asks for more.
Every time they made love, she felt that he needed her very much.
She even dreamed that he treated her like this because he loved her.
If he loved He Chu, why was he so reluctant to let her go in bed?
But when she learned that He Chu was pregnant, she realized that for men, love and sex are not contradictory.
He Chu was pregnant, and he did to He Chu everything he did to her.
The mere thought of it made her feel sick.
"Stop it now, don't make me hate you."
At the last moment, she held down his big hand and closed her eyes in disgust.
"I think you're dirty."
I think you are dirty.
These four simple words pierced Leng Huaijin's heart like a needle.
He stopped, held her in his arms, rested his chin tightly on the top of her head, and calmed all his impulses.
"Believe it or not, I've always been yours."
Shen Weiyang thought it was ridiculous: "It's boring to talk too much, this is the last time I will mention it again."
"If you are really innocent with He Chu, how did Leng Yuan come here? Leng Huaijin, I am more disgusted by a man who has no responsibility than a dirty man."
She pushed him away, picked up the clothes scattered on the bed, put them on, and prepared to leave.
Leng Huaijin stretched out his long arms and hugged her from behind, and whispered in her ear: "It's late now, stay."
Finally, he added one more sentence.
"I won't touch you anymore."
Shen Weiyang pushed his hand away and walked towards the door angrily.
She overestimated herself.
She still couldn't accept such a dirty man having intimate contact with her again.
She is afraid of getting sick.
But when she was about to reach the door, her phone vibrated. It was a WeChat message from Gu Changting.
"Arnold was just sent to the emergency room, but don't worry, he's fine now. He's asleep. I'll be watching over him."
"How's the progress between you and Leng Huaijin? The matching bank still hasn't found a suitable bone marrow."
Arnold, in the emergency room again.
Thinking of the child she gave birth to during her ten months of pregnancy and suffering in the hospital, Shen Weiyang felt heartbroken.
Arnold was so small, a tiny child. Every time she went to see him, he would pull her sleeve and call her mommy, play games with his brothers and sisters, and never complain about how painful it was when he got an injection.
He knew that Mommy worked very hard for him, so he said nothing and was careful not to cause her more trouble.
Holding back the tears in her eyes, Shen Weiyang changed direction without hesitation and walked towards the bathroom.
The bathroom door closed, she turned on the bathtub and filled it with water, then sat there biting her sleeve and crying silently.
Shen Weiyang, what qualifications do you have to be so willful?
Your child is in dire straits, who are you to be picky about?
Outside the door, Leng Huaijin stared at the bathroom door in silence.
The sound of water covered up Shen Weiyang’s sobbing, but he could sense her sudden change in attitude.
Although she didn't say anything when she pushed him away just now, he was sure that she really wanted to leave.
But after pausing to look at her phone, she turned and walked towards the bathroom, as if she had decided to stay.
Did she receive some information or see some news that made her stay?
Looking at the slender silhouette gradually appearing behind the frosted door of the bathroom, Leng Huaijin's eyes darkened.
"Weren't you planning to leave? Why did you suddenly stay?"
After she came out of the shower, Leng Huaijin asked her directly.
He wished she would just be honest with him.
But this is impossible.
She paused while wiping her hair, then said coldly: "If I leave, I'm afraid you will ask He Chu to come and take care of you. I don't like you anymore, but I don't like you getting too close to He Chu either."
"If it weren't for her four years ago, I wouldn't have gone through so much suffering. I hate her more than I hate you."
She still hated herself.
A rusty, blunt knife stabbed Leng Huaijin's heart.
He didn't say anything, so Shen Weiyang asked again: "Of course, if President Leng really doesn't want me to stay with you and wants He Chu to come and take care of you, I can leave now, I..."
Before she could finish, Leng Huaijin took the hair dryer from her hand and pulled her to sit on the bed: "I'll help you blow your hair."
The man's slender fingers gently shuttled through her hair. Shen Weiyang sat facing the bathroom mirror and could see Leng Huaijin's serious expression as he blew her hair. A sour feeling spread in her heart.
Such a harmonious picture was what she had always longed for.
But now, the one who survived was a mother who wanted to save her child.
"You've been tired all day, go to bed early."
After blowing her hair, she took the initiative to kiss Leng Huaijin, but Leng Huaijin avoided her.
The man who wanted to eat her alive before suddenly turned into a ascetic monk. He avoided her and went to the bathroom.
Was it because of what I said before that spoiled his mood?
Shen Weiyang sat there biting her lip, feeling a little uncomfortable.
Shen Weiyang, why are you being so pretentious?
Even if Leng Huaijin is dirty now, for the sake of the child's bone marrow, you have no right to despise him.
Put away your pitiful self-esteem. Arnold can't wait any longer...
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