Chapter 775: No Cure
On the way back to the car, Xiang Zhimu kept sorting out his thoughts, and the more he thought, the more complicated they became.
Because she didn't know which of Leng Jun's words were true and which were false.
He said that he brought Xiang Jingjing back to the Leng family because he was afraid that Mr. Leng and Mrs. Shen would have opinions about her because of the previous video recording. It seemed to be true, but it really did not stand up to scrutiny.
What kind of family is the Leng family? With his personality, could he bring an unrelated person back to the Leng family just for such a small matter?
But he said that she was A Yuan.
She believes it more.
Because of the lost memories before the age of seven, his unusual talent for piano, and the fact that after they met, he fell in love at first sight and started to interfere in her marriage.
She used to think that he might be a psychopath with some special fetish, but after knowing him for so long, she realized that his private life was so clean, and there were no messy women around him at all.
If they really had a past relationship, then it all would make sense.
The only thing that was difficult for her to understand now was why he let Xiang Jingjing pretend to be A Yuan, and would rather let her misunderstand and break up with him.
The reason for that video is really far-fetched.
"You can ask any questions you have. I won't hide anything this time."
After getting in the car, Leng Jun smoothed her frown, pulled her into his arms, and kissed her on the cheek.
He was like a thirsty man who finally came across a clear spring and wanted to absorb all the sweet rain.
He still couldn't leave her.
He didn't know how he got through the breakup.
Xiang Zhimu had long been accustomed to his embrace, until he felt discomfort at the base of his legs, then he pushed him away with a red face, forcing himself to hold up a little anger to save face: "Leng Jun, let me go, we haven't finished talking yet, don't take advantage of me."
Looking at her flushed face, Leng Jun chuckled twice and let go of her hand: "Okay, I'll let you go, you talk about our business first."
She sat by the other car window, keeping the safest distance from him before asking, "You said I was A Yuan, and I believed you, but I don't understand why you brought Xiang Jingjing back to the Leng family to pretend to be A Yuan. The video recording doesn't convince me. After pretending to be A Yuan, not only did you bring her back to the Leng family, but more importantly, you broke up with me because of it. If I were really A Yuan and you really loved me, why did you break up with me because of a faker?"
Is this the price of lying?
One lie requires countless lies to cover it up.
Even if he wanted to tell part of the truth now, he couldn't avoid this lie.
"Is it difficult to answer?"
He was silent for a long time.
Xiang Zhimu also had many guesses in his mind.
"Your parents don't like A Yuan? No, that's not right. Your Leng family treated Xiang Jingjing very well later on. There's no such possibility."
"My parents like you very much."
Leng Jun thought of a way to explain it, and he could also test her attitude.
"But because I like you so much, I have already adopted you as my goddaughter. If they take you back to the Leng family, we won't be able to be together. This is what I'm afraid of."
He held her hand and looked at her pitifully.
"Mumu, I really can't leave you. I broke up with you that day because I said it in a hurry. I regretted it afterwards. I didn't dare tell you that you were A Yuan because I was afraid that you would think that our relationship was against ethics and leave me."
He said this with such sincerity that Xiang Zhimu laughed out loud: "How come I didn't realize you had such high moral standards? Why didn't you hold yourself to such high moral standards when you were a mistress?"
"Don't call me the mistress. I've liked you a long time ago. That Li Jing is the mistress." He approached her like a spoiled child, nuzzled her neck, and gently pinched her rosy fingers. "Also, Yu Shifeng and I have always had a bad relationship. At that time, the Yu and Leng families were relatives. If you go back, you will inevitably have contact with him. What if he plots against you? I want to protect you."
This reason is much more credible than the previous video.
Xiang Zhimu immediately remembered that Leng Jun saved her on the day of her high school graduation party.
"Leng Jun, six years ago when I was bullied by hooligans at my high school graduation party, were you the one who saved me?"
She asked, looking at him seriously.
If he admitted now that the person was him, then she wouldn't care why he asked Xiang Jingjing to impersonate her.
Maybe he really was trying to protect her.
If he didn't want to tell her the specific reason, she wouldn't have to force him. She just needed to know that he was always by her side to protect her and would never hurt her.
"The year you graduated from high school," Leng Jun remembered, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, he hugged her a little tighter, and only said sorry.
What does sorry mean.
Xiang Zhimu looked at him with a panic in his heart and asked, "What do you mean? Weren't you the one who saved me back then?"
"Of course it was me," Leng Jun explained immediately, fearing she would misunderstand, "I just blame myself for not protecting you well."
He looked at her seriously, finally daring to reveal his feelings over the years.
"Ayuan, I know everything that's happened to you over the years, but I also have a lot of things to do and can't always be by your side. I'm really sorry about this. If possible, I really hope that it's me, not Qi Xingzhuo, who will accompany you through your most youthful years."
"I'm very jealous of Qi Xingzhuo, and even more jealous of Li Jing. One of them spent his youth with you, and the other had your marriage. These are things I can't have."
"But I know this isn't your fault. The responsibility lies entirely with me. It's my fault that I wasn't able to be with you when you needed me the most, so you chose someone else."
I was held in his trembling arms and listened to his confession.
Xiang Zhimu suddenly blamed himself.
Even ignorance is not a crime.
She also felt very sorry for Ajun.
If he had been silently protecting her, but she fell in love with Qi Xingzhuo and even married Li Jing, he could only watch her fall into the arms of other men.
How painful he must be feeling.
Perhaps because she now loves him deeply, she has completely forgiven him for his previous behavior of destroying her marriage.
Because she loves him so much now.
Knowing all this only makes me feel more sorry for him.
She slowly reached out and hugged his waist, her cheek pressed tightly against his chest, feeling his heart beating for her, and apologized softly: "Ajun, I'm sorry."
"Silly boy, I've already told you it's my responsibility," Leng Jun knew that she had forgiven him and they could still be together again.
He was happy at this time.
But he also knew that this was the last sweetness.
She now knows that she is A Yuan, and it won't be long before she knows that A Yuan is his cousin.
By then, all his obsessions will become dirty in her eyes.
But there's nothing I can do.
If you take a wrong step, no medicine can cure you.
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