Chapter 484 I just hope the days will last longer
Shen Weiyang rarely fears death. The thing she feared most was when she was tricked into falling into the sea by Gu Changting. She wanted to live to take revenge, and later decided to give birth to the child. She was seriously ill in bed, and was afraid that if she was gone, the child would be helpless and pitiful. She possessed unprecedented courage after becoming a mother.
Living is harder than dying, but she survived for her child.
Now for her, dying is harder than living, because she can't bear to leave Ajin and the child.
But I can't continue to drag Ajin down by staying alive.
"If you jump, I'll jump with you."
When she gripped the railing tightly and wanted to exert force to jump down, Leng Huaijin's voice came from behind her, like the wail of a trapped beast in the night.
"Weiyang, you are not such a weak person."
"But I can't bear to see you sink into this quagmire," she turned and looked at him, tears streaming down her face like beads from a broken string, "Leng Huaijin, I'm already like this. I can't go back, but you can. You can't be ruined because of me."
"If I become an ordinary person, I will be ruined. Then how can there be any hope for the ordinary people in this world to survive?" He walked forward slowly, gently wiping her tears, his voice hoarse and gentle, "Unless you despise me as an ordinary person."
"How could I dislike you?" She cried like a helpless child and threw herself into his arms. "Ajin, I can't accept it. I just can't accept it. Why, why did such an unbelievable thing suddenly happen when we were about to get married? I didn't do anything wrong, why did I have to suffer such devastation?"
"I have nothing now, nothing at all. From the moment I became Ye Zhaozhao, I am no longer the same Shen Weiyang as before. My family and friends will never recognize me again."
Leng Huaijin patiently stroked her long hair and comforted her: "So I came to accompany you, whether you are Shen Weiyang or Ye Zhaozhao, I don't care, as long as you are you, no matter what, I will always be with you."
Shen Weiyang clutched the shirt in front of him tightly and cried bitterly, trembling and helpless: "But it shouldn't be like this, you shouldn't lose everything because of me."
Leng Huaijin: "There's no right or wrong, I'm happy to do it."
In the past, because of the interests of the Leng family and his brother's kindness, he failed to protect her well, causing her to suffer so much alone.
Now, he can finally live for himself, love the one he wants to love, and come to her with all his heart to accompany her on her last journey.
"Weiyang, I don't want to say that I'm doing this to atone for my sins and make amends, because that would tarnish our relationship."
He slowly kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, his low, hoarse voice sounding especially gentle in the evening breeze.
"I do all this because I love you. You are the only one I want in my life. Even if tomorrow is the end of the world, we will still love each other today."
He gently lowered his head and kissed her, hiding his wet eyes.
She froze for a moment, then slowly stood on tiptoe and gently put her arms around his neck...
That's all.
At this point, we can only take one step at a time.
Ajin has done so much for her, if she runs away again, she would be doing him a disservice.
"Shen Jie, and the elders of the Leng family, how did they agree to the divorce?"
After the sudden rain stopped, she finally asked him in a hoarse voice what had happened.
Leng Huaijin helped her cover herself with the quilt. "Grandma agreed. I've lost my status as the head of the Leng family, and my military status is gone. So I asked her to help me get a divorce. When Shen Jie goes to the Leng family manor tomorrow or the day after tomorrow and is kicked out, she should know that we've divorced."
"I'm sorry," he said, hugging her with some guilt, "I don't want to divorce you, but now she's occupying your body, and I don't want anyone to dirty our marriage."
The one who divorced him was Shen Jie, who occupied Shen Weiyang's identity, not Shen Weiyang, whom he truly loved in his heart.
This is the best solution.
Shen Weiyang understood him, held his big hand, turned over and buried herself in his arms, hugging him tightly: "I don't blame you, even if we lose our marriage, I will still be your wife."
The relationship between them no longer needs marriage to maintain it.
"But, how did you beg the old lady? Is it related to your last hospitalization?"
What concerned her most was his sudden and serious illness last time.
There seemed to be something wrong with Leng Linglong's silence at that time.
Leng Huaijin's face showed no emotion: "I wasn't her original choice for the heir, and now that I'm willing to give up my position, she can only be happy."
That was true, but she always felt it wasn't that simple.
Even if Leng Huaijin voluntarily gave up his position, with so many secrets in the big family, could the former head of the family really leave easily?
But before she could think about it, Leng Huaijin had already covered her and kissed her again: "I have indulged you too much, and now you have the energy to think so much."
So, amidst the bumpy ride, she finally didn't have the energy to think about what she felt was wrong.
When she woke up the next day and opened her eyes, she felt that her vision seemed to have recovered a little.
But she didn't care, because her eyesight was always good and bad.
Just in this little room, waking up on the same morning and seeing him as soon as she opened her eyes, she felt warm in her heart, as if it were wrapped in honey.
Ajin, Ajin.
She gently traced his facial features with her fingers, wanting to capture the outlines of his features while she could still see, and to engrave his appearance deeply in her heart.
Let's just live like this for now.
When she could no longer see him, she would quietly leave so that he wouldn't feel sad.
"Why did you wake up so soon? Didn't you complain about being tired last night?"
He grabbed her little hand, pressed her palm closer to his face, looked at her with a smile in his eyes and asked.
She didn't hesitate and lay in his arms and acted like a spoiled child: "Then hold me and sleep for a while, and don't go anywhere."
Since she changed her body, she hasn't had a good and peaceful sleep like last night for a long time.
Leng Huaijin patted her back gently as if coaxing a child and said with a smile: "I'm not going anywhere. I'll hold you and coax you to sleep today. If Miss Shen wants any special services, I can also satisfy you."
"No, no, no, Mr. Leng, please be considerate to me. I really can't stand it anymore."
She immediately grabbed his big hand nervously to stop his malicious downward movement.
Leng Huaijin laughed out loud and tapped her head with his finger: "I won't tease you anymore, sleep well, I won't touch you."
The marks he had left on her body made him feel distressed now that he realized it belatedly. He was just teasing her just now and didn't expect to do anything real.
He was content just holding her like this.
I just hope that the days will be longer and we can spend more time together.
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