Pei Tingchuan thought about Su Zhilan's kindness, and his heart ached more and more.
Especially the words Zhao Mengyan scolded him, which further stimulated him to think about the past.
Some things that I used to be impatient about, I now realize how precious they are.
But when he thought about it more, he realized that he had very little contact with Su Zhilan in his memory.
Even the number of times we had a meal together was very few.
Most of the time, it was Grandpa who would host a family dinner and ask him to invite Su Zhilan to come and eat together.
He was thinking about Zhao Mengyan at that time and didn't care about her at all, nor did he care about her mood or thoughts.
Every time Su Zhilan cared about her, he felt that her words were worthless and had no value.
Now I realize how precious those are.
How much he wanted to hear such caring words right now.
Just say it, it's okay.
Even if Zhao Mengyan said nothing, it would be better than blaming him, belittling him and scolding him.
In fact, he never had any requirements for Zhao Mengyan.
But every word Zhao Mengyan said was like a knife.
Pei Tingchuan was not feeling well and was beaten.
I didn't get any rest at all, and my head was aching sharply.
He had to retort hoarsely: "Meng Yan, didn't you say that you only care about me as a person, and don't care about anything else?"
When Zhao Mengyan thought about how Pei Tingchuan had been kicked out of the Pei family and had become a joke and nothing, she was too lazy to put in any superficial effort.
Besides, any one of her suitors is better than Pei Tingchuan, who is useless at this time.
She mocked him mercilessly: "Pei Tingchuan, what's the use of you?"
"You believed what I said. You're stupid, so why blame others?"
"You have no money, how can you support us?"
"You keep saying you can be the head of the family, that's bullshit!"
Zhao Mengyan even cursed.
"Not only have you become a joke yourself, you've made me a joke too."
"By the way, don't tell anyone else about our relationship and the things between us."
"Get out, and don't tell anyone that I have anything to do with you."
Zhao Mengyan looked like she was giving orders. What she said required Pei Tingchuan to do it.
Before, Zhao Mengyan hated to let people know that she was the young lady of the Pei family, but now she thinks it is all a joke and a shame.
Pei Tingchuan's face turned even paler when he heard this.
The color drained from his face.
The reason why he felt so painful and uncomfortable was because he had once said these words to Su Zhilan.
Now those words hit him like a boomerang.
When he first got engaged to Su Zhilan, he told Su Zhilan not to tell anyone about their relationship.
When you are outside in public, don't get too close so that people don't notice anything.
He never seemed to hold her hand.
Pei Tingchuan suddenly realized that he regretted it.
He really regretted it.
Only now did he realize that everything his grandfather did was for his own good.
He suddenly thought of what his grandfather had once said earnestly.
"Tingchuan, you blame grandpa for forcing you to get engaged, but one day you will understand that grandpa is doing it for your own good."
"Don't listen to rumors, look carefully. Zhilan is a good child."
"Those rumors are slandering Zhilan. She was raised by Ji Lingxue. There's nothing wrong with her."
"Tingchuan, ordinary families still pay attention to marrying virtuous wives, let alone a family like ours, a good wife is very important."
"Don't listen to your mother on everything. Her vision is limited. You need to consider the long term. If you can marry Zhilan, she will bring prosperity to the family."
"What's with that expression on your face? You didn't even listen to what Grandpa said. Do you think I'm deliberately suppressing you and forcing you just for some favor?"
"Gratitude is important. People in our family must keep their promises. Only then will others trust you. Why does Ji Lingxue look up to our family? It's because your grandfather sticks to the principles of doing things. Otherwise, do you think others would be able to trust their granddaughter to you?"
"Honest words may be unpleasant to the ears, but they are beneficial to one's conduct..."
"You haven't experienced anything yet, so you don't understand anything. You need to learn to cherish, especially the people around you..."
Only then did Pei Tingchuan think of what his grandfather had said.
Every word was crystal clear.
He used to be tired of his grandfather preaching these big principles.
Only now that he has really encountered something does he remember these words.
Only then did he realize that his grandfather had always been doing this for his own good.
He still remembered that when he wanted to break off the engagement with Su Zhilan, he knelt down and begged his grandfather.
Grandpa looked very disappointed at that time.
He couldn't feel his grandfather's mood at all at that time.
At that time, he just felt that Zhao Mengyan was back, and he was very excited to be with Zhao Mengyan, so he didn't care about Su Zhilan at all.
He even felt that Su Zhilan was not worthy of him.
He felt that Su Zhilan had a bad reputation and was embarrassing, and would only bring discredit to the Pei family.
"Tingchuan, Grandpa hopes you will think twice..."
"Once you do this, there will be no room for regret."
"Think carefully, Miss Zhao's circle is very chaotic, you need to open your eyes..."
At that time, my grandfather spoke those words earnestly and kept persuading him.
But he is very persistent and stubborn.
He even said categorically that he would not regret it.
He promised not to regret it.
He also said that the reason his grandfather insisted was because Su Zhilan threatened and forced him to do him a favor.
Now he really regrets it and feels slapped in the face.
But he had no place to tell these things.
Pei Tingchuan felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.
He reached out and slapped himself hard in the face.
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