Chapter 154 Niuniu's biological father
Song Qingshu held the teacup in both hands, obviously a little nervous, but when he thought of Xiao Chunyu buried in the soil, and the people in Jinfeng Village said that if he wanted to know everything, he had to ask Shen Sisi, so he found Jiangcheng all the way and came to the family compound.
"I've been to Jinfeng Village. I didn't expect Chunyu to..."
When mentioning Xiao Chunyu, Song Qingshu's mind immediately emerged with that gentle and graceful girl with a sweet smile.
However, when he was full of joy and wanted to find his girl, she had already fallen asleep in the soil.
He couldn't bear the blow and stayed with Xiao Chunyu at the grave for several days without eating or drinking. Later, he fainted and was sent to the clinic by the villagers. After he woke up, they were afraid that he would commit suicide again, so they asked him to come to Jiangcheng to find Shen Sisi.
It was with this idea that Song Qingshu finally came to Jiangcheng and met Chunyu’s little sister - Shen Sisi!
After hearing his words, Shen Sisi's attitude was not as sharp as before.
"Song Qingshu, if you want to know what happened to Chunyu, then you have to tell me first, what exactly is going on between you and Chunyu?"
Song Qingshu did not hide anything from her, but told her their story in detail.
"Chunyu and I were high school classmates, and I had a crush on her for three years... Later, because of her family's class background, she had no choice but to become an educated youth, while I took the college entrance examination and was admitted to Peking University and Tsinghua University."
During school, Song Qingshu had been keeping in touch with Xiao Chunyu through correspondence. He had confessed his love to Xiao Chunyu more than once, but Xiao Chunyu never responded to him.
Song Qingshu understood that Xiao Chunyu felt that he was not worthy of him, a college student, because of his low social status and being a peasant in the countryside.
"Actually, my family isn't well off. We're very poor. If I hadn't been admitted to university, I wouldn't have had the courage to confess my feelings to Chunyu. Unexpectedly, this would hinder the development of our relationship. It's really fate..."
At that time, Song Qingshu worked part-time every day, working during winter and summer vacations, trying hard to earn money to complete his studies.
But whenever he has time, he will still take time to come to Jinfeng Village to see the girl he likes.
But every time, Xiao Chunyu seemed to be afraid of the light. She never let him into the house, nor introduced the young sisters to him. After a quick meeting, she urged him to leave.
Song Qingshu was also helpless!
In fact, Shen Sisi could understand Xiao Chunyu's mentality very well. She just felt hopeless about her life. She didn't want to drag Song Qingshu down, nor did she want Song Qingshu to have any contact with her.
She simply didn't want to be a burden to Song Qingshu or a "black spot" on his way forward.
Her inferiority, her fear, her worry... made her timid, and she didn't even dare to introduce Shen Sisi.
"Later, the year I graduated from university, I was admitted to the Northwest Research Institute. Before leaving, I came to see her and told her I wanted to marry her and take her with me to the Northwest. That night, I drank a little and mustered up the courage to ask her. In the end, she rejected me..."
"Later..." Song Qingshu hesitated and didn't dare to continue.
Shen Sisi said, “Later, you had sex, right?”
Song Qingshu's eyes widened in disbelief: "She...she told you everything!"
Do I need to be told this?
The baby is born!
However, judging from his reaction, he probably doesn’t know about Niu Niu’s existence!
"I... I'm not a human being. I shouldn't have bullied her while drunk, but I really love her so much. I dream of marrying her home, but she never agrees. I'm really distressed."
"She said at the time that I was looking for someone better and that she wasn't worthy of me... I was also confused, thinking that if she became my woman, then she wouldn't be able to reject me anymore, so I..."
Shen Sisi was so angry that her teeth were itching. If it weren't for the table between them, she would have wanted to slap him.
"Song Qingshu, you are so despicable! Do you know how much harm you are causing her by doing this..."
Xiao Chunyu fell ill at first sight. Her belly grew bigger day by day. She lost her job as a primary school teacher and was criticized by others.
Song Qingshu gripped the teacup tightly, veins bulging on the back of his hand. He lowered his head in guilt. He knew that he was a bastard and shameless, so after completing the project, he immediately rushed back to Jinfeng Village, intending to marry his girl.
Unexpectedly...
Song Qingshu raised his hand and slapped himself twice: "Yes, I am shameless, I am despicable, if there is any retribution, it should be directed at me, why do you treat Chunyu like this..."
At the end of his words, he couldn't help sobbing, crying like a baby.
It can be seen that he is sincere to Xiao Chunyu, and Xiao Chunyu also has feelings for him, otherwise she would not protect him until her death.
After a long time, he wiped his tears and spoke hoarsely: "Comrade Shen, please tell me, what happened to Chunyu this year? How could she be so young..."
Shen Sisi stared at him, and finally, she let out a long sigh.
"Okay, I can tell you..."
Shen Sisi told him everything that happened to Xiao Chunyu after he left.
Upon hearing this, Song Qingshu fell into a trance.
The grief in his eyes made him look like he would break into pieces at any moment.
"How could this happen... I'm not a human being!" He slapped himself in the face wildly.
Shen Sisi saw it, but did not stop him.
"So, you haven't contacted Chunyu in the past few years because you were working on a project?" Shen Sisi asked.
Song Qingshu nodded. "Our project started a few years ago. I joined midway through and became a project engineer for the second phase. This project was carried out in the desert and was extremely confidential. At the time, the army was stationed there, and the Jiangcheng headquarters also sent troops there."
Shen Sisi suddenly thought of the secret mission that Gu Chengfeng had carried out before. It seemed to be in the desert, and the time matched Song Qingshu's. Could it be this project?
Shen Sisi didn't ask what it was specifically, after all, it involved state secrets.
After hearing this, she began to believe that Song Qingshu was not lying.
If he was really locked up to work on the project, there would be no news of him and he would be impossible to find.
It's no wonder that Xiao Chunyu refused to reveal his name and was unwilling to look for him. He must have guessed that he was doing research and couldn't get away for the time being.
So, she took everything on herself.
Song Qingshu was originally completely hopeless, but when he heard that Xiao Chunyu was pregnant with his daughter and gave birth to her, there was finally a ray of sunshine in his gloomy world.
"I... I actually have a daughter!" Song Qingshu said tremblingly.
Shen Sisi actually didn't want to admit it. After all, she couldn't bear to see Niuniu being taken away from her.
However, Song Qingshu is Niu Niu's biological father after all, and he has the right to know the existence of the child.
So, she nodded heavily: "Yes, you have a daughter, her name is Shen Xingyue, and her nickname is Niuniu."
Hearing this, Song Qingshu burst into tears, covering his face and sobbing softly.
Then she wiped the tears from her face and cheered herself up again: "I want to see my daughter. I want to see my daughter now..."
Shen Sisi frowned, looking at his outfit that looked even more beggarly than a beggar's: "Are you sure you want to meet her like this?"
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