Chapter 77 Tao Siyun, no one...
Black is called the best protective color because it can visually block out everything that is happening.
When Tao Siyun was a child, she was often praised by her teacher for her good sensitivity when she was learning cello.
This abstract artistic term was narrowly understood by her during her childhood and even adolescence as "immersive musicality and pitch."
Until tonight, Tao Siyun re-perceived this concept from Xu Ji and fully understood what the "five senses and six perceptions" are -
Sight, hearing, touch, smell, taste, perception, and a sense of respect, dignity, security, comfort, and...
Part of the pleasure.
When all these are combined, you will get great satisfaction both physically and mentally.
Sensitivity is a reaction to stimuli from the external environment. If the eyes cannot see, the other senses will be stronger.
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After a long time, there was a rustling sound on the sofa.
"You, you can't buckle it, forget it, but can you take your hands out first?"
Xu Ji didn't stop, continuing his unskilled movements, and said in a hoarse voice: "Looser or tighter?"
“…”
After groping in the dark for a long time, they still couldn't fasten it. Tao Siyun was a little out of breath because of him. He didn't know why Xu Ji had to be so persistent. He decided to give him one last chance, "Loosen..."
Finally, she finally hooked one of the metal buttons on her bra. She subconsciously touched her back and found that it was misplaced...
Just as he was about to adjust it himself, Xu Ji suddenly asked, "Tao Siyun, do you feel like I'm invading you?"
His voice was very low, and inexplicably scary in the darkness. Tao Siyun was really scared. His heart suddenly rose, and he stopped moving. He didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
He could have clearly said "get close" at this time, so why did he use the word "invade", which is a serious and unforgivable word?
Tao Siyun opened his mouth, but was so frightened that he couldn't speak for a long time.
These two words have different meanings in different contexts. In mild cases, it may lead to moral issues, and in serious cases... it may even lead to sentencing.
Especially at certain times, it may indirectly insult women.
But no matter which one it was, it shouldn't come out of Xu Ji's mouth at this moment.
What's more, the target is yourself.
Given their current relationship, he could have been more reserved and relaxed in his choice of words, because...
She didn't object to him doing that.
Tao Siyun was still wondering if she was too shy, which caused Xu Ji to misunderstand something, so she thought about it seriously again.
Just now, I didn’t seem to resist very much, right?
And... to a certain extent, it still cooperates with him...
Tao Siyun really didn't understand why he asked this.
After a brief silence, she couldn't help but ask him, "What do you mean by 'invasion'?"
When she said the word "invasion", she subconsciously paused, and was psychologically resistant to having these two words associated with her.
He unbuttoned the buttoned underwear again with great force and threw it back on the sofa.
"so."
As if deliberately trying to make his actions completely consistent with the meaning of those two words, Xu Ji's movements became not gentle at all, and he was completely different from the person he was not long ago.
Tao Siyun could feel that he was very conflicted.
Because he couldn't use enough force when touching her, and he deliberately didn't appear to be gentle enough, so his movements were very stiff.
Xu Ji was frank with her in the darkness, his tone restrained: "My reaction was very strong."
Tao Siyun's breathing tightened and she couldn't help but shiver. She felt it.
But this is just a normal physiological reaction...
What kind of position did Xu Ji put himself in that he would suddenly withdraw from their brief intimacy not long ago, and then say these words to her in a depressed mood like a penitent who had done something wrong and was deeply sinful.
However, what Tao Siyun wanted to tell him was that he was not the only one who was fully immersed in it just now.
Her breathing was not steady, but she decided to correct him with her own point of view, so she put her arms around Xu Ji's neck and whispered in his ear: "Love is mutual possession, it is not an invasion."
The word "mutual" does not distinguish between active and passive. In Tao Siyun's view, it is just like the saying in physics that "the action of force is mutual" -
"Whenever one object exerts a force on another object, the object receiving the force will in turn exert a force on the object exerting the force."
A very fair law.
After listening to this, Xu Ji was silent for a few seconds and didn't say anything.
Then he held Tao Siyun's face, gently twisted and rubbed the healed ear hole with his fingers, and gradually unloaded the burden in his heart with her soft voice and comfort.
Kissing also became cautious.
Tao Siyun thought Xu Ji was still upset about what happened just now, so he became a little more proactive and even vaguely wished him a happy birthday while kissing him.
The man's voice was suppressed and satisfied: "I'm already very happy."
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"Can you please turn on the light?"
Xu Ji fumbled and rustled for a long time before finally buttoning Tao Siyun's underwear and putting on her clothes. He pulled the thin blanket folded on the sofa, shook it out, and covered her with it, wrapping her up tightly as if he was cleaning a battlefield. Only after everything was cleaned up did he turn on the floor lamp next to the sofa.
As the orange light came on, the ambiguous atmosphere that had been hidden in the darkness was instantly dispelled.
Everything returned to normal, as if nothing had happened.
Tao Siyun curled up limply in Xu Ji's arms, her body trembling slightly. She had no strength at all, like a cat that had become extremely clingy due to excessive fright.
sleepy.
Xu Ji pinched the back of her neck and rubbed it, soothing her gently for a long time.
After she had almost recovered, she hesitantly said, "Shanghai University is celebrating its 120th anniversary in July. There's a gala. My friend is in the orchestra, and they're short of a cellist. Um... she wants me to go..." Tao Siyun lowered her eyelashes, paused, and suddenly spoke with great uncertainty, "Do you think I can do it?"
Yuan Xiao is the principal flute of the Shanghai University Symphony Orchestra and one of the few people who knows that Tao Siyun has studied cello for more than ten years. He recommended Tao Siyun to the orchestra leader before the winter break last semester and also talked to her in person several times. However, Tao Siyun was always hesitant and said she needed to think about it.
School was about to start, and Yuan Xiao had been sending her WeChat messages these past two days, begging her to join in various ways, acting cute and coquettish.
"Tao Siyun, no one can compare to you."
Xu Ji's eyes revealed a kind of admiration and obsession that was similar to being attracted. He opened his five fingers, passed them through her hair, and rubbed her head with his fingertips.
It was an intimate and encouraging gesture that made her feel at ease.
He told her, "You're the top student in both music schools. You won't find anyone else with such strength."
It took her a while to make up her mind, but Xu Ji helped her make it with just two sentences.
Tao Siyun looked at him in surprise, and for the first time, he showed a lack of confidence in front of him, "You..."
Girls who grow up with encouraging education have a strong sense of self-worth, and what they lack the least is "affirmation".
But, that was once, and now...
Xu Ji leaned in close, rubbing his nose against her face, running his nose down along her jaw, almost kissing her: "How should I know? Your brother told me."
Tao Siyun felt itchy from being rubbed, so he shrank his neck and narrowed his eyes slightly.
She reached out her hand, broke free from the "blanket", and pushed his head away. "You and my brother...he tells you everything."
"Isn't it good?" Xu Ji chuckled softly, "Actually, I'd rather hear you tell me yourself."
Tao Siyun drew out a long "hmm," thought for a moment, and then put his arms around his neck. His tone couldn't help but become proud, "Not only did I get first place in the first exam, I also got first place in the second exam."
"Really?" Xu Ji chuckled and motioned her to lower her head to look.
Tao Siyun took a glance and suddenly froze, his ears turning red instantly.
Xu Ji touched her face and deliberately shook his legs, touching her forehead. "Tao Siyun, you made me so hard."
“…”
"What to do now?"
Tao Siyun's fingers that were grabbing the corner of his clothes gradually tightened, and then gently loosened.
The fabric was slightly stretched and deformed, and it became like this after the lights were turned off.
Tao Siyun looked away, his head lowered, the top of his head facing him, and his voice was as soft as a mosquito: "You... just do what you have to do."
There was another sentence she really wanted to say, but she didn't have the courage to say it: Do your own thing.
Even kindergarten kids know this.
Xu Ji pinched her chin and asked meaningfully: "Then tell me, what should I do?"
Tao Siyun was afraid that he would ask her something as frivolous and shameless as "Can you help me" in the next second. After all, based on her understanding of him, this possibility was not impossible.
But in this matter, she didn't want to "help others" at all.
"It's almost one o'clock, I want to go back to bed..."
"Can you walk by yourself?" Xu Ji smiled, bent his index finger and gently tickled the sole of her foot through her socks, "Shall I carry you back?"
Tao Siyun tucked her feet back into her skirt. She was still thinking about something else and was completely unaware of how hopeful her eyes were at that moment.
"That...um...my birthday present for you, do you like it?"
Xu Ji licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, smiling contentedly, "What do you think? Tao Siyun, I turned off the lights for so long just now, what did you think I was doing?"
He was... giving her the best evaluation with his actual actions, telling her how much he liked her.
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At one o'clock in the morning, Xu Ji was wearing slippers and pajamas, holding Tao Siyun in one hand and entering her door password with the other hand.
"Six sevens?"
The smart door lock opened with a "click" sound, and after entering the door, Xu Ji couldn't help but started laughing.
Tao Siyun kicked him lightly, jumped off him, and changed into cotton slippers. "I just set it casually. It has nothing to do with your lock screen password. Don't think too much about it."
"Yeah." Xu Ji leaned against the door, folding his arms, his smile casual and exaggerated. "Then do you want to change it? Otherwise, if your brother comes in without saying hello next time, he'll see something he shouldn't see, which will be really embarrassing."
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