Wan Qiu was flipping through his phone unconsciously, but his mind was filled with memories of when he was with other people during the day.
Suddenly I thought of that strange word.
When Wan Qiu typed "txl" in pinyin, the word "homosexual" immediately came out.
After understanding the meaning, Wan Qiu thought of the word "Danmei".
This is a phrase that Wang Yue would mention intentionally or unintentionally, but he had never discussed it with Wan Qiu.
Liking people of the same sex, generating love and desire.
Wan Qiu blinked his eyes. It turns out that people of the same gender can also fall in love?
Wan Qiu looked at the information and found that same-sex love was not accepted by the public.
That's why they don't want to talk about this topic during the day.
Wan Qiu thought about it carefully and realized that he had never actually seen a homosexual.
"What are you doing?" Chu Yigui's voice suddenly came into Wan Qiu's ears, and the bed next to him was dented.
"I'm reading information about homosexuality." Wan Qiu said.
"Why do you suddenly want to watch this?" Chu Yigui asked.
Wan Qiu didn't think much about it and simply replied: "Because they mentioned it during the day."
"After watching it...how did you feel?" Chu Yigui's voice was calm.
"Is there any feeling?" Wan Qiu asked curiously.
"Don't you find it annoying?" Chu Yigui asked.
Wan Qiu didn't understand: "Why do you hate it?"
"……nothing."
This time, Chu Yigui didn't look at Wan Qiu, but just looked out the window.
It was a pitch-black night, but because there were lights on outside, you could see the snow in different colors under the colorful lights.
The reflections of Wan Qiu, who was lying on the bed, and Chu Yigui, who was sitting next to Wan Qiu, were reflected on the window glass.
Next to me, I heard the sound of Wan Qiu tapping on the screen of his cell phone.
Dong-dong-dong-dong-dong-
All of this is as natural as it can be.
It was as if Wan Qiu responded to his topic naturally.
Chu Yigui couldn't see the expression on his reflection in the window, just as he couldn't judge his own emotions.
Strange.
But not nervous.
Not sad either.
——
When Wan Qiu was about to go out and meet up with others the next day, he looked back at Chu Yigui.
He seemed to be hesitant to speak and in the end said nothing.
But Chu Yigui noticed it and asked, "What were you going to say to me just now?"
"......Yeah." Wan Qiu said.
"Then why don't you say anything?" Chu Yigui asked.
Wan Qiu stopped and looked back.
"I was just about to say that if Yigui didn't want to go, she didn't have to go, but then I remembered that you said yesterday that you were actually quite happy."
Chu Yigui looked at Wan Qiu. As usual, Wan Qiu had no perception of what he said.
His openness and explanations were all favoritism to Chu Yigui.
"Yes, I am happy."
Even now, Chu Yigui is very happy.
“Although they don’t like Yigui, they don’t hate him either.”
Wan Qiu held Chu Yigui's hand, which was still warm in the winter, and transferred the temperature from his palm to every detail of his body.
"Yigui is still excellent. It has nothing to do with them."
Chu Yigui watched Wan Qiu get back into the elevator.
Watching Wan Qiu having breakfast with others.
Wan Qiu would also take the initiative to express his love for food, although he could not express it as clearly as others.
But Wan Qiu would definitely eat every food recommended by others and express his love for it.
No one doesn't like having something they recommend liked.
Today's Wanqiu...
He seemed to have let go of yesterday's concerns and tried to blend into the environment and enjoy the fun that he deserved.
Chu Yigui put the coat in his hand back on Wan Qiu, and carefully tidied up every place where wind might get in.
Song Wenqi teased Chu Yigui for being as meticulous as a nanny.
Chu Yigui did not comment.
Chu Yigui was looking at Wan Qiu, while Wan Qiu was looking at others.
Chu Yigui was very familiar with Wan Qiu's gaze.
It is to observe, watch, and judge what you can do.
This seems to be a unique ability that has been engraved in Wanqiu's character.
Chu Yigui followed Wan Qiu not too far away, but Song Wenqiu did not follow.
Chu Yigui didn't know what Wan Qiu wanted to do.
Wan Qiu tilted his head to look at the clean snow on the side, which was not within the scope of the ski resort.
Wan Qiu bent down and made a snowball.
Chu Yigui saw clearly the hesitation in Wan Qiu's eyes.
Finally, to Chu Yigui's surprise, Wan Qiu threw the snowball at another boy in front of him.
The loosely packed snowball immediately broke into pieces on the boy's back, shattered onto the ground, and left a small ball of snow on the boy's clothes.
The boy stopped and looked back in surprise.
It was obvious to the naked eye that Wan Qiu was nervous.
It was a harmless little joke.
It was Wan Qiu's signal that he was trying to play and make friends.
The boy showed a playful expression, with the corners of his mouth raised and provocation in his eyes. He bent down and began to make snowballs.
Wan Qiu took two steps back and suddenly started running, but at the same time he was hit by a snowball.
A snowball fight that suddenly broke out on the ski slope began with Wan Qiu as the instigator.
Chu Yigui stood aside, looking at the others who were not very interested at first, but started to liven up the atmosphere because of the accidental injury.
Chu Yigui still remembers that Wan Qiu used to only help others make snowballs when playing snowball fights, but now he takes the initiative to throw them.
He would run and jump and laugh out loud, although he was still shy.
Perhaps the others joined Wan Qiu in making trouble out of human feelings, or perhaps they were trying to please Wan Qiu.
But they are all young students, and at an age full of energy, it is always easy for them to get involved in all kinds of fun things.
From trying to please at the beginning to really getting into the fun.
The atmosphere gradually became harmonious.
Wan Qiu learns from others how to ski better.
They returned to the hotel together and went to soak in the public hot spring.
Wan Qiu also followed the crowd and wore simple clothes and went to the billiard room with others to learn some new sports.
Wan Qiu really invited the girls who were accompanying him to dance ballroom dance.
Wan Qiu was trying to enjoy the fun of playing together.
Chu Yigui was watching.
But he always gets Wanqiu's attention.
If Wan Qiu shows better skiing skills, he will ask Chu Yigui for praise.
Wan Qiu would hold Chu Yigui's hand and let him teach him how to hold the racket.
Wan Qiu would hold on to the corner of Chu Yigui's clothes, worried that the shallow scars on his body would be exposed and look ugly when he was taking a hot spring bath.
Wan Qiu even looked away.
And always look back at him.
"You guys have a really good relationship, right?" When Wan Qiu was playing cards with others, one of the girls approached Chu Yigui.
"The young master favors me." Chu Yigui answered coldly but respectfully.
"Are you... planning to be his assistant in the future?" the other party asked hesitantly.
"That's right."
"Wouldn't you feel resigned?"
When Chu Yigui looked at the girl's expression, it was not one of mockery, but of genuine curiosity.
"No." Chu Yigui did not intend to explain.
The girl was a little curious and looked at Chu Yigui several times.
But Chu Yigui was always a little cold, and the girl left Chu Yigui.
Wan Qiu's dependence on Chu Yigui is obvious to all.
But no matter how curious they are, no one would get to the bottom of it.
Because Wan Qiu’s surname is Chu and he is from the Chu family.
——
Wan Qiu felt that this social interaction was relatively successful.
At least for many days after returning home, Wan Qiu felt that he had had fun during those days.
Chu Jianshu asked about the details of Wan Qiu's trip. Although Song Wenqiu was watching him, he still wanted to ask Wan Qiu if he was unhappy.
Wan Qiu shook his head.
Chu Jianshu stood up from the swivel chair and patted his hair: "If any of them bully you, come and tell Dad."
Wan Qiu didn't think he would be bullied.
Although he didn't have a clear concept of money, Wan Qiu believed what his elder brother said.
"If you still want to hold it..." Chu Jianshu just finished speaking when he realized something, "You don't want to go anymore?"
"Yeah." Wan Qiu nodded obediently.
"Don't you find it interesting?" Chu Jianshu frowned, wondering if Wan Qiu had been wronged.
"I hope all my friends can be happy, but I can't do it." Wan Qiu said.
Chu Jianshu wanted to tell Wan Qiu that he didn't need to care about what others thought.
But Wanqiu is Wanqiu.
"I am not capable enough. It is already difficult to take care of my current friends."
Wan Qiu knew that he might not be able to have the best of both worlds like other people.
I can’t think that everyone is a friend like my eldest brother, nor can I clearly distinguish how to make friends like my second brother.
Wan Qiu only hopes that the people around him can be happy.
"It's good like this now." Wan Qiu felt that he just wanted to take good care of his friends now.
Wan Qiu felt that the person he needed to take care of the most was Yigui.
Chu Jianshu sighed and nodded: "Wan Qiu, many people may only have one or two friends in their life, helping each other and sharing their hearts. The number of people is small, but the depth of friendship is profound."
Chu Jianshu ruffled Wan Qiu’s hair.
“Friends are more valuable in quality than in quantity. People who are truly your friends will not become indifferent just because you don’t socialize with them enough.”
Wan Qiu nodded.
If it was Chu Jianshu, Wan Qiu felt that what he said must be right.
From that day on, Wan Qiu never attended any invitations or parties again.
Chu Zhang and Yang Ze both said that they didn't have to go, as it was not really necessary.
He prefers to play with his closer friends.
This is a relationship of closeness.
He also learned that making friends cannot be forced.
Maintaining your current friends is very important.
——
Wan Qiu went to see Chu Jianshu one day and said that he hoped to change his tutor.
Chu Jianshu was slightly surprised: "What's wrong? Is Yigui's teaching not good enough?"
"Yigui will take the college entrance examination soon. If he keeps teaching me, it will reduce his study time." Wan Qiu said.
Chu Jianshu knew that with Chu Yigui's ability, he should have no problem with high school courses. So far, all his grades have been very good.
But it does take more time to consolidate, just in case.
"There's no need to look for another tutor. Aren't you still taking dance lessons now?" Chu Jianshu said.
"But I have to study." Wan Qiu has become accustomed to making up lessons.
Since he returned to the Chu family, he has been taking extra classes most of the time.
Wan Qiu didn't hate studying, and therefore had never complained about the hard work of studying.
Of course Chu Jianshu also knew this.
For this child who once lacked and longed for education, a serious attitude towards learning.
"Just master the current class content. If there is something you really don't understand, you can ask Yigui." Chu Jianshu said to Wan Qiu.
"But, wouldn't this disturb Yigui's studies again?" Wan Qiu asked.
"No, this is also a part of consolidating learning."
Chu Jianshu's tone was somewhat seductive, even though he didn't realize it.
"It's important for you to study at your age, but it's also important to do something you want to do. Learning to play properly is also a way to relieve stress."
Wan Qiu nodded, not quite understanding.
"Go find something you like to play."
Chu Jianshu reached out and touched Wan Qiu's hair.
I don't know when he started to like these little actions.
Before leaving, Wan Qiu said to Chu Jianshu, "Can I tell Yigui myself?"
"good."
Watching Wan Qiu leave, Chu Jianshu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
Although what he said was true, it was also somewhat high-sounding.
Yang Xiaoyu had talked to him about similar issues before going abroad, and about Chu Yigui's unknown fears and pressures.
If other teachers appeared around Wan Qiu, it would probably only have a counterproductive effect on Chu Yigui.
I originally wanted to talk to Chu Yigui and ask him to relieve himself from the psychological pressure.
But I didn't expect Wan Qiu to say that he wanted to say it himself.
It's like...
The relationship between these two children is so close that there is no need for outsiders to interfere.
Wan Qiu first looked for Chu Jianshu because he wanted to confirm whether he could have another tutor.
But if Chu Jianshu said that there was no need to look for it again, then there must be Chu Jianshu’s considerations.
When Wan Qiu found Chu Yigui, Chu Yigui was studying.
He rarely has the habit of closing the door anymore, but Wan Qiu will still knock on it.
"Come in." Chu Yigui's voice came from the bedroom.
Chu Yigui was sitting at his desk, doing exercises for the college entrance examination. He happened to be facing a bright window.
It was snowing outside the clean window, fine and dense, and the sky was white.
Wan Qiu moved closer to Chu Yigui and went to look at Chu Yigui's exercises.
I always think that the beautiful fonts are constantly jumping out of the paper, even the numbers are beautiful.
Wan Qiu always felt that every word written by Chu Yigui looked the same, as if they were printed.
After Chu Yigui finished a math problem, Wan Qiu saw Chu Yigui stop writing.
He looked at himself.
Wan Qiu's heart trembled, knowing that Chu Yigui must know that he had something to say.
I don’t know why, but Wan Qiu thinks this might be a good thing.
But I felt inexplicably palpitating.
"Yigui, I won't be attending tutoring classes from today on, okay?"
Wan Qiu's eyes were still calm when he saw Chu Yigui, but with a hint of inquiry.
"You are about to take the college entrance examination. You should spend more time focusing on studying."
"If it's just my current target university, my current grades are more than enough." Chu Yigui said.
"But can Yigui achieve better results?"
"Grades are just numbers, they don't really mean anything."
Wan Qiu was stunned.
If grades are just numbers, then why is Chu Yigui so obsessed with meaningless numbers?
The huge glass that let in the snowy light seemed to have disappeared. Fine and dense snowflakes passed through the broken window into the room and landed somewhere, but did not melt.
Wan Qiu knew it very well.
Chu Yigui was unhappy.
Chu Yigui's expression was still calm, but Wan Qiu seemed to be able to feel the snowflakes falling, penetrating through his clothes and landing on his skin, bringing a barely noticeable chill.
Wan Qiu thought carefully and said seriously: "Yigui, do you remember what happened during your high school entrance exam?"
"At that time, Yigui was not only praised by the principal of the middle school, but also many other high schools wanted Yigui to go to their schools. Yigui also accepted interviews."
Wan Qiu still remembers the glory that Chu Yigui had gained.
"There is a photo of Yigui on the bulletin board at the school gate. Everyone is happy for him."
Wan Qiu raised his eyes quietly.
“I’m actually very happy too.”
When everyone was celebrating and blessing Chu Yigui, Wan Qiu was among them.
But at that time, he didn't express anything special.
Chu Yigui knew better than anyone how hard he worked to study and consolidate his knowledge.
That's what Chu Yigui deserves.
"All those honors are what Yigui deserves, not only for the junior high school entrance exam, but also for the college entrance exam. Yigui should be dazzling and handsome."
Wan Qiu's words fell.
Faintly, the fine and dense snowflakes seemed to be melted and evaporated by the temperature, and the cold water vapor disappeared along with them.
"Is that so?" Chu Yigui asked.
Wan Qiu said, "I don't really want to say it."
"Why?"
"Because when Yigui studies very hard, he doesn't seem very happy. Just now, Yigui said that grades are just meaningless numbers. Does that mean that Yigui doesn't feel very happy with good grades?"
Wan Qiu heard Chu Yigui's soft sigh.
Wan Qiu quietly raised his eyes to observe Chu Yigui's expression.
It was quiet all around, and Wan Qiu hadn't waited for Chu Yigui's answer.
The surroundings were so quiet that Wan Qiu seemed to be able to hear his own heartbeat gradually speeding up due to nervousness.
"When I'm studying, I'm more focused and can't show whether I'm happy or unhappy."
Wan Qiu blinked.
There was no reluctance or unhappiness in Chu Yigui's voice.
"Good grades are the necessary reward for my hard work." Chu Yigui's hands were still on the table, "But it is true... good grades will bring a good mood."
Wan Qiu raised the corners of his lips slightly.
It's a small arc and not noticeable at all.
This smile appeared for Chu Yigui.
"Yigui, study hard. I will help you look after the children in the orphanage this time."
"You don't allow me to go during this period of time?" Chu Yigui tilted his head curiously.
Wan Qiu choked: "No, that's not what I meant."
"Can I go then?"
This was not a joke, but Chu Yigui was really asking Wan Qiu what he meant seriously.
After thinking for a while, Wan Qiu patted Chu Yigui's leg.
"You can go, but you need to combine work with rest!"
Chu Yigui smiled slightly.
When Wan Qiu looked at it, he would suddenly remember his own face in the mirror.
He felt that Chu Yigui and he looked a little bit similar when they smiled.
——
Unlike previous winter vacations, Wan Qiu has more time to himself.
Apart from going to the dance studio twice a week and doing his winter vacation homework every day, Wan Qiu has nothing else to do.
Wan Qiu did not plan to go out and play with other friends. He was determined to share the joys and sorrows with Chu Yigui. He could not run around and play while Chu Yigui was studying hard.
But Wan Qiu didn’t know what to do.
The weather is too cold to ride the tricycle around.
After it snows, Wan Qiu will go out with the housekeeper and servants to sweep the snow, and then pile the snow into beautiful shapes.
Wanqiu would watch cartoons and Chuzhang's TV series.
Wan Qiu was also trying to play mobile games, even though he was still very bad at it.
As always, Wang Yue would share interesting novels with Wan Qiu, and Wan Qiu asked about BL novels.
Wang Yue seemed a little timid and was unwilling to recommend Wan Qiu.
Wan Qiu was just asking and didn't mean to force himself to see it.
But Wang Yue seemed a little unwilling to give in.
Wang Yue: Why did you suddenly want to read BL novels?
Wan Qiu: Because you often recommend it to others but not to me.
Wang Yue: Are you jealous too?
Wan Qiu: What are you jealous of?
Wang Yue: Because I won’t push you, you don’t like me, do you?
Wan Qiu: I like it.
Wang Yue: Fuck…
Wang Yue: You...
Wang Yue: I give in.
Wang Yue: Can you just say that? It's easy to be misunderstood, okay?
Wan Qiu choked up and looked at the series of messages, feeling confused.
Wan Qiu: Can’t I say I like it?
Wang Yue: No, no, it’s not my problem, it’s my thinking that has problems.
Wan Qiu was a little confused.
Wan Qiu: Why is it related to love?
Wang Yue: Because you always want me to share things with you. Isn’t it true that you like to share with people you like?
Wan Qiu: Do you like me too?
Wang Yue: I like it.
Wan Qiu: That’s great.
Wang Yue: …
Wang Yue: I give up, I can’t beat you.
Wang Yue: What I share with you is my interests and hobbies. It doesn’t mean I want to share everything with you. This is different. That kind of liking means sharing everything with others, no matter how big or small.
Wan Qiu: Are you in a romantic relationship?
Wang Yue: Yes.
Wan Qiu: But I want to share everything with Yigui.
Wang Yue: Please don't be gay in front of me all the time, okay? Damn it, you can't let me do this all the time and end up with nothing!
Wan Qiu was full of questions.
'The other party withdrew a message, reason: sent to the wrong person.'
Wan Qiu: “…”
Wang Yue: Don’t confuse friendship and love. Just think about whether you would be willing to fall in love with Chu Yigui?
Wan Qiu hesitated for a long time.
Wan Qiu: I have never been in love, so I don’t know what it’s like.
Wang Yue: Good guy, you didn’t deny it directly.
Wang Yue: Let’s use another method to identify it.
Wang Yue: Do you want Chu Yigui to kiss you?
Wan Qiu was stunned.
like……
Wan Qiu: Yes, I have kissed her.
Wang Yue: !!! Kiss? !!! !!!
Wan Qiu: No.
Wang Yue: ……………………I said mouth, kiss, oh my God, I really want to kick your butt while wearing my grandfather’s sandals from 1982.
Wang Yue: You can go find someone else to talk to. No, no, please don’t disturb me while I’m reading a novel.
Wang Yue: If you are really bored, why not read the novel I recommend to you and give me a thousand-word review.
Wan Qiu secretly put down his phone. He didn't want to write a thousand-word review.
Although he likes to study, his feelings after reading are different.
His reading comprehension has always been poor, and he has difficulty writing a short essay. Wan Qiu is a little resistant to reading a very long novel and then writing a review.
Wan Qiu lay on the bed, thinking about what Wang Yue had just said for some reason.
If you are willing to kiss, does it mean you are willing to fall in love?
Kiss Yigui...
kiss.
Wan Qiu suddenly picked up his phone again and sent a message to Chu Zhang.
Wan Qiu: Brother, you kissed the heroine in the TV series, are you in love?
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