The first person I love
Song Shuyang couldn't sleep well in the middle of the night because he kept hearing a very suppressed cough beside him.
He opened his eyes drowsily, subconsciously touched Jin Zhou's fingers, and wanted to put them in his mouth.
"Wait a minute, Zizi."
Jin Zhou pulled his hand away, got out of bed quietly, and seemed to be looking for something in the bedside table.
Song Shuyang woke up completely, turned on the light and squinted his eyes and asked, "What are you looking for?"
"It's okay, go back to sleep."
"I can't sleep," Song Shuyang raised his pillow, sat up and leaned against the headboard, "Are you coughing again?"
"A little."
This is the sequelae of Jin Zhou's illness. During the coldest period of winter every year, he would cough at night. When it was the most serious, he could even hear it downstairs.
"I thought you were well a long time ago. Why didn't you tell my mom?"
Jin Zhou had already taken out the cough syrup and took a big gulp. "Even if I tell her, she can't cough for me, and it will make her worry."
"It's okay, go to sleep." He placed the brown bottle on the bedside table and raised his hand to turn off the light.
Song Shuyang hugged him and closed his eyes again. When he was about to fall asleep, he felt the bed shaking slightly.
This time, Jin Zhou accurately touched the cough syrup beside the bed and took a quick sip.
Originally, Song Shuyang was the kind of person who was difficult to wake up once he fell asleep, but he was too sensitive to everything about Jin Zhou and had developed a habit of it.
He suddenly spoke in the darkness, almost scaring Jin Zhou.
"Isn't it bad to drink that all the time?"
He remembered that one of the medicines was addictive and he couldn't quit after a long time.
"Is the noise keeping you awake?" Jin Zhou picked up the pillow and wanted to sleep on the sofa outside.
"Don't go," Song Shuyang hugged his waist and rubbed his chest, "Don't make a fuss, I just can't sleep."
He pushed Jin Zhou back onto the bed, his eyes filled with heartache, "Do you have to endure this every winter, afraid of disturbing my sleep?"
The fact that I haven't heard any coughing for a few years means that Jin Zhou has endured for several winters.
He is always like this, doing stupid things and thinking he is great.
"Don't cry, Zai Zai. Seeing you cry makes me feel worse than coughing." He raised his hand to wipe his tears. "They are just minor problems. Just bear with it and it will pass."
"I don't want you to endure it. Can you please stop enduring it in the future?"
He sat up and straddled Jin Zhou, commanding him condescendingly: "Tell me what you want to do now, and don't hold it in."
I thought he would say he wanted to cough, but Jin Zhou paused for a moment and replied, "You."
Song Shuyang's tears dried on his face, and he felt speechless.
He climbed down again and lay down beside Jin Zhou. "I shouldn't have felt sorry for you."
After a while, he heard Jin Zhou's suppressed breathing, and his heart softened again. "Just cough it out. I don't have classes tomorrow anyway, so I can sleep during the day."
He heard a series of coughs coming from his side, but his mood actually calmed down a little.
"Jin Zhou, our relationship is equal, and I don't want you to always put yourself in a difficult position." He thought of a way to help Jin Zhou fall asleep quickly, but he was too embarrassed to say it, and his voice became smaller and smaller.
"Let me help you."
He made up his mind and put his hand into his pajamas.
In the end, Jin Zhou fell asleep sweetly, and Song Shuyang was also exhausted. It was not known whether he fainted or fell asleep.
As soon as he woke up in the morning, Jin Zhou stuck to him and asked, "Zizi, do you still have the special medicine? I want it."
"Don't push your luck," Song Shuyang pushed him out, "You don't cough during the day."
Jin Zhou put his hand to his lips and said, "Ahem."
"Do you dare to act even more fake? I've noticed you're such a jerk that I can't even give you a good face. You're such a jerk."
"Is it okay tonight? Zizi... Wife... I'm coughing so hard..."
Jin Zhou was completely shameless, but Song Shuyang softened his heart when he saw that he was in pain, so he had no choice but to agree to it.
Then Jin Zhou lived a happy life where he could take special medicine before going to bed every night.
The next day, Christmas Eve, Song Shuyang returned to the dormitory after class. While watching videos, he saw two boys dancing to "First Snow". He slapped his forehead and almost forgot about it.
Fortunately, it was raining again today, so he immediately sent a message to Bingsi Chaobo: [Gather at the school playground, hurry up!]
Ice Silk Ultra-Thin: [Received]
The snow on the ground was not suitable for skateboarding. Song Shuyang ran all the way, but was still one step slower than Jin Zhou.
As soon as he saw him, Jin Zhou ran towards him and called out in a long tone: "Zaizi~~"
Song Shuyang also shouted at him: "Zhou Zhou~~"
The two of them hugged each other tightly. Jin Zhou caught him steadily, a bright smile on his face, "Any instructions?"
"This, this, I've been collecting it for a long time, and finally it snowed."
Jin Zhou was the champion of the Youth Street Dance Competition! This was nothing to him; he only needed ten minutes to record it.
Song Shuyang originally wanted to post it himself, but after a moment of hesitation, he switched accounts and edited a text: [The first snow, and the first person I loved]
He wasn't sure whether Jin Zhou would be willing to let him do this, but he wanted to be willful for once.
The video was released and within ten minutes it had been viewed over 100,000 times.
Song Shuyang had planned everything, but he hadn't expected that there were still old fans from their live broadcast days who were following this account.
[In the summer, they said they were brothers, but in the winter, they became the first lovers. What exactly did the anchor go through?]
It would have been fine if he hadn't mentioned it, because once he mentioned it, Song Shuyang would remember that he and Jin Zhou had to go home together during the winter vacation, and he didn't know what to do then.
He couldn't act to begin with, and he couldn't act under his own mother's nose. If Song Nian knew that he and Jin Zhou were secretly in a relationship, she would probably chop him into pieces.
Jin Zhou just answered a phone call and after hanging up, he asked, "What did you send?"
Song Shuyang covered his face and ran away, leaving him with the words "see for yourself".
He didn't say what he wanted to see, but Jin Zhou had already guessed and opened the account.
He always thought that Song Shuyang trusted and relied on him more. Of course, there was some liking for him, but it was not as strong as love.
He had even prepared himself mentally that if Song Shuyang got tired of him or regretted it one day, he would obediently return to his older brother's position.
But Song Shuyang told the hundreds of thousands of followers of this account that this was the first person he loved.
The tears were cold, but they burned Jin Zhou's heart.
"Zizi..."
What to do, I don't want to let go at all.
Song Shuyang found that the more he talked about Jin Zhou, the more he felt something was wrong. He used to be very innocent, at most they would kiss and stick out their tongues, but now it seemed like he would die if he didn't make dirty jokes for a day.
Not only does he take special medicine every night, but he also has to pester me for another dose in the morning. His biceps are almost developed from working from morning to night, which is better than lifting weights.
He was a little overwhelmed by Jin Zhou, and it was almost exam week, so he stayed in the store the whole day and randomly tutored Peng Fan when he was not busy.
The weather was too cold, so the overall business of the bar was a little worse. There were few people in the store the whole night. The air conditioner was turned on very warmly, and everyone was a little drowsy. They could only hear Song Shuyang reciting knowledge points in a low voice.
Peng Fan suddenly said, "I'm leaving next week."
"Ah? Why?" Song Shuyang thought he could at least stay until the end of his exams.
"A five-star hotel has invited me. I've been in for a negotiation and think the conditions are good. Are you interested?"
"Me?" Song Shuyang didn't understand. "What does this have to do with me?"
"I want to build my own team before I start working here. You'd be a good fit for a promotion assistant role. Are you interested in an internship for a month?"
Song Shuyang weighed the options in his mind for a moment.
A professional took him to a five-star hotel for an internship, which was a rare opportunity. He was also struggling with how to deal with Song Nian when he returned home, so he was more than happy to find a reason not to go home.
So he agreed immediately, "No problem, where is it?"
"It's a bit far, in Beijing."
This was exactly what Song Shuyang wanted. He had been planning to find time to go to Beijing for two days to relive his childhood memories.
"Then tell me when you're going, and I'll buy the plane ticket with you."
He stood up and was about to find Jin Zhou to talk about this, but when he turned around, Jin Zhou had appeared in front of him without him knowing.
The air pressure around him was very low, and although there was a faint smile on his face, it made people feel scared for no reason.
"Song Shuyang, where are you planning to go alone with another man this time?"
"This is not a joke, listen to me."
He tried to grab Jin Zhou's hand, but he was suddenly pushed away.
Jin Zhou sneered, "Anyway, you're grown up now, and your brother can't control you anymore. Go wherever you want."
Then one ran and the other chased, leaving Peng Fan feeling a little embarrassed.
He really values Song Shuyang's abilities and thinks that he has an active mind and is very suitable for creating creative content.
But he really couldn't understand what happened just now.
Jin Zhou's words seemed to have gone beyond the boundaries of a brother and were a bit too ambiguous.
He felt a little guilty and wanted to chase downstairs to help Song Shuyang explain.
As soon as he walked down two steps, Peng Fan saw two people entangled in the corner, and his breathing stopped.
Jin Zhou was trapping Song Shuyang between the wall and his chest, pinching his chin and kissing him passionately.
Peng Fan sneered in his heart, thinking that the timing was quite accurate.
Jin Zhou took a moment to look up at him from the kiss, his expression full of hostility.
Everything was explained. Why did Jin Zhou stare at them sinisterly from behind whenever he was tutoring Song Shuyang? Why did Jin Zhou privately warn him several times not to get too close to Song Shuyang... A man with an overly strong desire for control has an ugly face.
He originally wanted to persuade Song Shuyang not to quarrel with his family about the internship, but since this was the case, he really wanted to help Song Shuyang break free from his control.
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