Chapter 136 "Yaoyao..." Ye Zhanying trembled and tried to wipe away the tears on Yao Yaoyao's face, but she
"Yaoyao..." Ye Zhanying tried to wipe away the tears from Yao Yaoyao's face tremblingly, but she slapped him away forcefully.
Yao Yaoyao was crying so hard that she was out of breath. Her eyes were as red as a rabbit. She glared at Ye Zhanying fiercely, refusing to let her touch her.
"You kissed me, you touched me, you obviously have feelings for me, you obviously like me. Why don't you accept me? Just because we grew up together, just because I'm your sister?"
"Yes." Ye Zhanying closed his eyes and admitted in a hoarse voice.
Because she is her elder sister, the elder sister who has taken care of her and accompanied her since she was a child, and she is not only a lover who likes her and wants to be with her. As an elder sister, she will inevitably worry about her younger sister's future. When she puts herself in this position and examines herself as the person who will accompany her younger sister for the rest of her life, she finds that she is not qualified in any way.
She is not a human, but a fierce ghost who has been dead for several years. Except for Yaoyao who is born with the ability to see ghosts and the Taoist master who has profound Taoism, almost no one can see her. No one can see her, which means that when Yaoyao is in danger, she can't stand up to protect her and can only watch helplessly from the side.
She couldn't walk side by side with her as a normal person, and couldn't shield her from the rumors from the outside world. Even because of her, Yaoyao would suffer a lot of criticism. In the eyes of the outside world, a person who talked and laughed at the air all day long was mentally ill.
As an elder sister, she didn't agree with her being with such a person.
"What bullshit sister? Are we related by blood? Ye Zhanying, do you dare to swear to heaven that you have no feelings for me at all? Don't you want to take off my clothes and sleep with me? I think you are the one I thought about day and night during my adolescence!"
"I finally got to see my sister who died a few years ago, and now she likes me. Now you tell me that you can't like me because of this reason, I won't accept it!"
Yao Yaoyao roared at her with her whole body trembling. Seeing Ye Zhanying closing her eyes and holding back tears, she took a step forward, put her hands on her face, and kissed her heavily.
Their lips and teeth collided together. Yao Yaoyao eagerly held her lips in her mouth and bit them hard without any method. The strong smell of blood spread in her mouth. Ye Zhanying frowned and tried to pry her hands apart, but the originally thin child had surprisingly great strength at this moment. He barely pushed her away until her lips were bitten.
Yao Yaoyao finally stopped crying. She wiped the liquid stuck on her face in a panic, looked up at Ye Zhanying's cold face, and imitated her sister and gave a strong command:
"Sister, I'll give you another chance. You said you like me! You said you love me!"
But the bright light in his eyes was already dying, shaking in fear, and under Ye Zhanying's gaze, it could go out at any time.
With a pain in his heart, Ye Zhanying subconsciously reached out to her, wanting to hold her in his arms, but let go the moment he touched her. She tried hard to hold back her voice that was about to break.
"Yaoyao, I have never denied your feelings. I just want you to calm down and think carefully about whether you can bear the consequences of being with me."
The yin energy rolled up the only full-length mirror in the apartment and placed it in front of Yao Yaoyao.
Yao Yaoyao subconsciously looked inside. In the mirror, apart from her trembling figure, there was no other figure. It was as if she had gone crazy and was yelling at the air for no reason.
"Yaoyao, this is how you look in the eyes of others. You are sad, you are scared, you scream, and you are like a madman facing your sister who others cannot see. Sister hopes that all the decisions you make are well thought out and you will not regret it in the future."
Because, if it came to that, she wasn't sure if she would be willing to let go of Yaoyao who had already regretted it. So, she would rather they abide by the boundaries of sisterhood and never cross them. She didn't want her to hurt Yaoyao in the future, nor did she want Yaoyao to blame and hate her.
Blame her for not stopping and reminding her as an older sister, blame her for taking advantage of her young age to coax and mislead her.
Yao Yaoyao stared blankly at Ye Zhanying who was giving her advice earnestly, and suddenly smiled. Her soft hand was placed on the back of her cold hand, and she took her hand and placed it on her beating heart.
"Ye Zhanying, did you hear it? Did you hear it beating for you?"
Boom, boom, boom, the hot and powerful heartbeat sound spread along the arm to Ye Zhanying's rotten heart, beating with it.
Ye Zhanying was in a trance for a moment, and suddenly remembered that day when her heart was beating, it was also like this, beating so fast and so violently, as if if it didn't beat so fast, her body would not be able to bear the load and die. It seemed to be anxiously reminding her that if she missed it, she would regret it for the rest of her life.
"Ye Zhanying, do you feel what I feel? That violent heartbeat has been like this since I was 15 years old, and it has never stopped." Yao Yaoyao paused and smiled bitterly.
"Of course it wasn't always like this. There were a few years when I was broken. During those years, I was in so much pain that I almost relied on revenge to barely keep my weak heart from beating. Until you reappeared. Do you understand how I feel? I have been like this for several years. Now you want me to give up. Do you know how painful it will be for me? Do you know how it feels to have hope right in front of me, but only me?"
Yao Yaoyao roared and screamed, tightly holding Ye Zhanying's trembling hand, refusing to let her pull away.
"I'm sorry, Yaoyao, I...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
Bright red blood oozed out of her eyes, and Ye Zhanying apologized guiltily over and over again.
It was because she failed to guide her sister that she ended up in this situation.
Her heart was painfully torn into two halves. One half was ecstatic as a lover. Her Yaoyao loved her so much. They would definitely be together forever. The other half was in agony as a sister. Her Yaoyao was suffering so much right under her nose, after her death. How painful it was, Ye Zhanying, who was struggling to suppress it, knew it very well.
Therefore, every time her heart ached, she felt so distressed and guilty towards Yaoyao. Her Yaoyao was so young but had to experience pain that was thousands of times worse than hers. How painful it must have been for her.
"I don't need my sister to feel guilty. I just need my sister to follow her own heart. Ye Zhanying, you have taken care of me for so many years and always put me first. What about you? Is there anything you want to do, want, or get? I don't need you to live for me. I want you to truly live for yourself."
"Sister, you are only 5 years older than me. At your age, you are still an adult who has just entered the society. Weighing the pros and cons and repeatedly weighing the pros and cons should have nothing to do with you. You also need someone to care about you and love you well." The white hands gently wiped the blood and tears from Ye Zhanying's face.
Through her tearful eyes, the smile on Yao Yaoyao's face was exceptionally bright, just like the brightest sun in the sky.
"I don't know if I will regret it in the future. I only know that if I am not with you today, I will regret it now. I may not be able to live to the future."
"Yao Yaoyao! What nonsense are you talking about!" She tapped Yao Yaoyao's brow with her trembling hands. She hugged her tightly in her arms, making it difficult for Yao Yaoyao to breathe.
The vicious voice echoed in her ears.
"Yao Yaoyao, I'm asking you one last time, can you bear the consequences of being with me? If you agree, there will be no room for regret. Because at that time, unless you kill me, I will never let you go. Even if you hate me or blame me, even if I drag you back to the alley and imprison you, I will not let you go."
"Sister~ Yaoyao has always been willing~"
As soon as the gentle words fell, the cold lips pressed down heavily. Ye Zhanying couldn't bear it anymore, pinched her jaw and kissed her.
The moment their lips touched, both of them trembled at the same time. Unlike the previous bloody kiss, which was a random collision, this time, it was a passionate kiss that they were willing to have.
Ye Zhanying's breathing was very light, she gently rubbed the pink lips, stretched out her teeth and bit them gently. Her soft tongue licked the wound that still left a trace of Yao Yaoyao, and she made her lips even more red and eroded, as if they were abused.
Her trembling eyelashes fluttered, covering her rosy eyes. Yao Yaoyao was breathless from the kiss and tightly grasped Ye Zhanying's collar. A warm current surged up and down her abdomen, and she subconsciously brought her knees together, and fell on her body, a little unsteadily.
This time, Ye Zhanying never let her go. The thick Yin Qi condensed into solid tentacles, winding up along her ankles, supporting her shaky body.
The tightly entangled lips loosened a little, Ye Zhanying let her breathe a little, and then pressed down again, just like opening a gift, she tasted her beauty bit by bit. This time, she wanted to really go in.
The girl in front of him blushed, her lips, cheeks, and ears were all filled with fiery clouds. Ye Zhanying kissed the corners of her somewhat tense mouth and coaxed her softly: "Yaoyao, relax and leave everything to your sister. Open your mouth."
Her trembling teeth clenched and unclenched. Seeing that she was a little nervous, he tried to pry in her soft tongue several times but failed.
The hand that was around her back loosened and fell on her soft waist, pinching it gently.
"Ah~" She forced herself to completely soften, and Ye Zhanying successfully took advantage of the opportunity and grabbed her tongue, which she was watching from a distance. They were entangled together, tightened like a punishment, and he entangled it in mid-air, sucking it madly, entangled it like a small fish washed up on the beach, unable to struggle, and let her slaughter it.
She raised Yaoyao, and no one knows her body better than her, and knows every sensitivity of hers...
A touch of cold hand, and a firm press.
"Yaoyao, are you so comfortable?"
"You're crying again. Don't act like you did when you were a kid."
"Yaoyao loved to wet the bed when she was little."
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