Chapter 144 Worth all the goodness in the world
After the meeting, Jiang Jiu kept her head down the whole time, silent as a quail. Although the men wanted to talk to her, seeing her like this, they did not disturb her.
The group gradually walked towards the edge of the tropical rainforest.
Finally, after an unknown amount of time, Jiang Jiu came out of his shock and embarrassment and began to appreciate the surrounding scenery.
To be honest, walking in the tropical rainforest and looking at the beautiful scenery, especially when there is no stuffiness, no insects or ants, and even wild animals avoid them, this feeling is simply wonderful. Even Jiang Jiu, who is still immersed in autism, will be attracted by it.
To be honest, she seemed to have never taken such an extraordinary risk before. She always followed the rules and obeyed orders.
It seemed that after her mother passed away, she became a bird out of a cage, flying forward in the sky, flying freely, and no one could restrict her anymore.
Jiang Jiu was lost in thought as he walked past the scenery.
She was indeed very sad when her mother passed away, but there were a few moments when she also felt relieved, as if the shackles and chains were opened, and no matter how much suffering she had endured, it seemed better than staying in a greenhouse.
But in the next second, Jiang Jiu remembered himself in the original world line, pursed his lips and lowered his head.
Actually, it seems that is not the case.
If she hadn't been protected by this group of men who suddenly appeared, she would have ended up as a flower withered by rain and lightning, instead of a bird flying freely in the sky.
It seemed as if she had been living in a protected world from the very beginning.
It's just a change of environment.
She stared at the backs of the five men, each of them tall and slender, thin but very powerful.
For no reason, Jiang Jiu stopped, her heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and emotions took root in her heart. She had some questions to ask, but she didn't know if it was appropriate to ask these people.
What will she be like in the future?
Did she become the person she wanted?
Have you grown into a responsible person, or do you still like to escape from reality as always?
She seemed to have always been so useless, even at this moment.
They also noticed that Jiang Jiu was no longer moving forward, so they stopped and looked back, only to see Jiang Jiu, who seemed to be covered in a shadow. The girl was surrounded by confusion, loss, and loneliness, like a floating ship on the sea that could never reach the shore if it could not find an anchor.
Chi Li noticed that Jiang Jiu was in a bad mood and immediately walked forward.
"What's wrong?"
He asked.
Jiang Jiu pursed his lips and looked at the fox ears on Chi Li's head, his tone a little sad.
"Am I really useless? I always need other people's protection to survive."
In another timeline, she chose to commit suicide as a way to escape reality. If you think about it carefully, it seems that if these men had not appeared, she would have made the same choice. Although she survived in the end due to some accidents, the result was that she actually did not change anything, but her luck got better.
In comparison, those who fight against fate and can change their fate seem to be more powerful.
She is not the only one in the world who is suffering.
"Huh? Why do you suddenly think of this?"
Chi Li frowned slightly, wondering why Jiang Jiu, who was in a good mood just now, although shy and embarrassed, but at least not so gloomy, suddenly became like this.
What on earth did you think of?
"Thank you for helping me drive away my relatives and preventing Jiang Hai from disturbing my life."
Jiang Jiu curled the corners of his mouth and did not answer Chi Li's question, but talked about something else.
Her emotions come slowly, but come back hard.
In fact, when she saw those memories and confirmed that they belonged to her, she was not very sad, and was even surprisingly calm. Even if she witnessed "herself" choosing death with her own eyes, she would sincerely bless and celebrate "herself" being freed from suffering.
But at that time, it seemed like the brain was protecting itself, and the emotions were isolated. She couldn't see them clearly, and they were vague and untouchable, so there was no sadness.
But from that moment on, all the emotions that were not expressed or expressed at that time came flooding back.
"Why did you suddenly mention this?"
Xiao Nianzhong also frowned. That was several months ago. Jiang Hai was no longer alive. He might be lying on an operating table, having his organs removed and reused, or his body discarded in a mass grave. In short, he would never disturb Jiang Jiu's life again.
Jiang Jiu suddenly thought of it at the most relaxed moment after she finished the college entrance examination.
"nothing."
Jiang Jiu shook her head. No one could understand her confusion.
The prince charming who fell from the sky only existed in her fantasy. It seemed that she was destined to be stuck in the quagmire and could never escape. It seemed that she never had the ability to change and could only passively endure it.
"Alas, there's nothing I can do about you."
Chi Li rubbed his temples. Although it was wrong to pry into other people's emotions and privacy, there was nothing he could do about it now.
If Jiang Jiu doesn't want to say it, he will never be able to resolve Jiang Jiu's heart knot in this life.
So, he put his forehead against Jiang Jiu's forehead again. When their eyes met, Jiang Jiu was obviously stunned, not knowing what Chi Li was going to do.
The next second, dots of fluorescent light surrounded the two of them. The small dots of light floated upwards, as if telling a story, and Jiang Jiu could clearly feel a mood and emotion that did not belong to him.
It's light and subtle, making people feel itchy.
It seems that this person is in a very calm mood now, but there is also a hint of bitter helplessness.
Jiang Jiu was stunned and had no idea that she had been seen naked without a trace of her underwear. She also noticed the change in Chi Li's mood.
It was a deep worry for her.
For some reason, Jiang Jiu was distracted in this situation. She was thinking, Chi Li actually cared about her so much, was she really worth it?
But just as she had the thought, Chi Li's voice came to her ears.
"It's worth it. You're braver than you think. You're a very powerful person. In comparison, we are the real cowards."
Jiang Jiu was a little confused by such a direct affirmation.
She stared blankly at Chi Li's fox eyes. His raised eyebrows were a bit charming, but at this moment they were full of tenderness and pride, as if these emotions were born for her.
"You must remember that you are a goddess. You have saved lives, which is enough to make you worthy of all good things."
Words that were like blessings slowly melted in Jiang Jiu's heart and flowed into every corner of his heart. All the sadness and confusion just now seemed to dissipate at this moment, and his mood inexplicably improved.
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