Downstairs, the night wind blows.
Xue Du stood not far away, and when he looked up, it was as if he saw him for the first time.
Across the night, Shen Yinan's mood was up and down.
While he was stunned, Xue Du came over, took his hand, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
“No…” Shen Yinan bit his lip for several seconds before raising his head, “Xue Du, I… also want to tell you something.”
"Let's talk about it when we get home." Xue Du pulled him into the car.
After the two got in the car, they fell silent at the same time.
There was a rare atmosphere of anxiety in the car.
Even the driver felt a little suffocated and glanced back through the rearview mirror from time to time.
Damn it, weren’t the Young Master and Mr. Shen fine a few days ago? Why are they now... in a cold war?
When he glanced at the rearview mirror again, he saw Xue Du looking up.
The driver was so frightened that he almost didn't step on the brakes.
After dropping the person off at the door of the villa, the driver drove away as if his rear end was on fire.
Xue Du wanted to take Shen Yinan into the house, but the young man pulled his hand and didn’t move.
Pursing his lips, Shen Yinan spoke slowly: “Xue Du, on Sunday afternoon, I saw a few postcards in your book…”
He was halfway through his words when he found it difficult to face Xue Du, so he squatted down and buried his face in his arms.
After a long while, he carefully squeezed out a sentence: "I'm sorry... please don't break up with me, okay?"
The boy's voice was muffled, and he didn't even have the courage to look up at the other person.
A very soft sigh came from above my head.
Ana Shen felt even more guilty: “I shouldn’t have touched your things. I’m sorry, but… I don’t want to break up.”
Xue Du's voice seemed a little helpless: "So, this is why you ignored me last night?"
"Is this also why you didn't have breakfast with me this morning?"
"Even the good morning kiss has been banned."
The last sentence is quite sour.
Ana Shen said “hmm” softly, feeling uneasy: “At that time… I felt… very uncomfortable… I was afraid of breaking up with you…”
Most of Shen Yinan's past life was dark.
He was used to being cautious, used to reading people's faces, and used to being forced to accept and lose.
He lived his life cautiously, concealing his emotions, for fear that one wrong step would lead to eternal damnation.
He also brought this habit into his relationships.
The slightest disturbance or subtle emotion would make him afraid and terrified, and he worried that the hard-earned feelings would disappear completely.
In fact, he thought about pretending that nothing had happened, but he didn't want to hide it from Xue Du, and he also wanted to express his thoughts to Xue Du.
I don't want to be separated from Xue Du.
Before he could finish his words, the top of his head was rubbed.
"Who said we were breaking up? Do you think I wanted to break up with you?"
“Isn’t it…”
Shen Yinan was a little stunned. Just now on the phone, his tone was so serious.
He barely had the courage to take the elevator downstairs.
Xue Du was almost amused by him, and reached in to pull Shen Yinan’s face out, holding his face and forcing him to meet his gaze.
"Baby." The young man said softly, "I never thought of breaking up with you."
Before Shen Yinan could speak, he added, "I've said before, everything I have is yours. You can see it and deal with it."
It seems that the language expression is too pale.
Xue Du kissed her directly in this position.
The kiss was gentle and soothing.
Shen Yinan’s mood gradually calmed down a bit.
When I came to my senses, Xue Du was already carrying me back to the villa.
Only then did he realize what was happening and blushed, "Um...was there no one around just now?"
Although the villa areas are far apart, I am always worried when I am outside.
"It doesn't matter if there is." Xue Du even asked, "Don't you really want our relationship to be exposed?"
“No…” Knowing that he was joking, Shen Yinan’s heart still tightened.
He held his thoughts for several seconds before speaking out his thoughts: "I just feel... embarrassed."
Hearing him say this, Xue Du was a little surprised.
In the past, Ana Shen rarely expressed emotions.
He sighed and put the person down on the sofa.
But he didn't stand up, instead he held the person in his arms.
When their eyes met, Shen Yinan’s ears felt hot, and he asked in a low voice: “What…is it that you want to tell me?”
"Baby." Xue Du moved closer again, looking into his eyes with deep affection, "I fell in love with you before you fell in love with me."
Before you fell in love with me...
Shen Yinan’s brain was hit by these words, and he hadn’t reacted yet: “Is it… before I confessed to you?”
Xue Du said: "Longer time ago."
His warm big palm held Shen Yinan's face, and his fingertips gently stroked the boy's eyes.
The hidden secret is revealed at this moment.
"I fell in love with you the first time I saw you."
"It wasn't a bar, it was at the university, in that classroom."
Shen Yinan was severely stunned.
When many couples are together, one of the questions they must ask is "When did you fall in love with me?"
But Shen Yinan never asked this question.
In fact, he was deliberately avoiding this question.
The reason is very simple. Although Xue Du said that he liked him and loved him, he didn't know what the other party liked about him and what he loved about him.
I think of it occasionally, but I'm just fooling myself in my heart. Maybe it's because I fall in love with it over time.
But… they had only been together for a few short months from that night at the bar.
A few months is nothing.
He was actually afraid that Xue Du was just being impulsive towards him.
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